I hope i cut so deep into that day
That it leaves a scar
And every year the date passes by
You think of me

His poetic handles played the notes in beautiful synchronization
Black key white key white key black key
It was his only way to escape the never ending maze he called life
The notes ringing with such a pleasant tone
Even those who were deaf couldn't resist
His hands crafted songs while his heart thought of the rhythm
The rhythm of their love
A love that did not last longer than the song he wrote for her

When we fell in love
We gave each other our hearts
I kept yours safe with me
While you played with mine and broke it
Now that we parted it makes sense that
I can't stop thinking about you cause I have your heart
And You became heartless from breaking a heart

Do you want to hear the truth?
I still think about us
In fact I think about us everynight
You are constantly in my thoughts and my dreams
I'm obsessed with everything you're not
Yet I can't seem to imagine being with anyone else
What's worse is that If I had the chance to talk to you again
My body would beg for you but I would say
we aren't meant to be

The relationship lasted a month
The break up took a second
But the thoughts are never ending

Dear god,
I want to know how she's doing
I want to go back to when I was happy with her
The butterflies in my stomach
The racing of my heart
The nervousness in my voice
I want hold her again so badly
I want to kiss her soft lips
I want to get into the fights
I want to tell her she was right
Right about how if we dated our friendship would stop
Right about how she wasn't the girl for me
Right about how I should enjoy college without her
Cause if there's one thing she taught me
Is that I need to focus on my identity
And for that
I want to give thanks to her
For if it wasn't for her i wouldn't be me.
And for that one beautiful month I am forever grateful
Love,
Vimal

I guess it's ok
That I spend the lowest points of my life
...High.