Sometimes I like to think
But this thought made me realize
That we are
Eventually becomes we were

The girl with the emerald eyes
Is the girl who can see through your lies
She is the girl who can unmask your disguise
And show you what you have yet to realize
Layer by layer she will peel and peel
Her beauty exceeds past the realm of unreal
Shy but strong
the girl with the emerald eyes can see past your  wrong
With vision so perfect she is never blinded by love
Her heart searches for the knight in shining armor sent from above
To sweep her up and carry her to a castle
Somewhere fancy where the demask curtains have gold tassels
I hope she sees what I hide to say with my general lies
Just be careful you don't get lost in her emerald eyes

Even though you weren't in my life for the longest time
You taught me a lesson I'll remember for an eternity

It's funny I wonder why I loved you so
Cause that night I told you I drove drunk looking for you
You were no where to show
Shows how much you actually cared for me
So close to death, so blinded by love but now I have some clarity
Who i once thought was the girl of my dreams turned out to be a nightmare
A heartless girl who if lost a best friend might not care
I like to believe that I didn't lose you Rather you lost me
Cause I lost all respect for you when You didn't stop me when I drove drunk and didn't care what it  would've cost me

I would like to say I'm fine but that's a lie
I would like to say I don't think about us every night  before I sleep but that's a lie
I would like to say that I don't drink and smoke excessively to forget you but that's a lie
I would like to say the thought of us doesn't haunt me every waking moment of my life but that's lie
I would like to say it was my fault that we ended but the truth is I don't want to lie

I chased you and ended up with a broken heart
Then I stopped chasing you
And started chasing my dreams
And looked back only to notice
you started chasing me
And Realized I'm ahead of you

I sit here drowning in thoughts of us
Helplessly screaming for your attention
Only to realize you were never there
And so i stop and relax
And float, then swim back to shore