Am i beautiful enough,
for you to not see any other girls
walking on the street,
To whom you often stare ?

My emotions are deep,
And there are lots of lies,
Once I'll look happy,
The next time it's cries.
People steal love ,
And people steal minds,
But I'm a different girl,
Who won't even try.
I'm the type of girl
Who will make u feel better,
But when time will come
I'll try to leave for ever,
I'm super suicidal,
I guess it's one of my sides
But behind the bright moon
There is a shadow that hides.

I am cold
I am heartless
I am you

I wonder what if I'd be your 11:11 wish
Be wanted every night
With hope in your heart
Passion in your skin
Would things be different
If we stop just for a second
To enjoy the moment
Moment of realize what we have

"Her daughter died
A couple of weeks ago"
She said.

"Oh that's awful"

The words slipped so easily out of his mouth
But I could tell they were meaningless.

Mom and dad,
Why do you try to make me feel like ****?
I thought you were bad before but with grandma here it would be better. Yet you get worse. Your verbal attacks cut at my soul.

Oh how I wish I had my cigarettes and razor blades. At least then I wouldn't feel as alone.

Because my only friends, the only things I can count on to always be there, are cigs and cuts.

You did this to me.
Would it really be so awful?

I look for you in everyone
Nay, I see you in everything

I see you in every empty seat
I see you in blur every time I blink
And even when I close my eyes,
I still see you

You're the ghost inside my head
And no matter how fast I run,
I can't save myself