staring at my smile
cracking in the mirror
wondering if i could save myself
if my mind was a little clearer
it's like i'm driving through the fog
with my high-beams on
spiraling into the same long night
to the tune of our song.
i've always been a little too used to
people saying there's always there
then picking up the phone and only being greeted
by the same empty air
but with him i hoped would be different--
my angel, ripped and scarred
fell for him unconditionally
a little too fast and a little too hard.
he suffers from the same
lack of happiness as do i
drowning in sweaty cotton sheets
as the flashbacks start to cry.
but while he's off fighting
his own demons' shrine
i'm left there alone because
he's got no time for mine
it's day 10 of this madness
and i'm worn down to the bone
it's late here and i can't do this anymore
just thought you should know
that if you're going to stay in my life
you have to put in the time
to talk me down from this ledge
every
****
time.
-a.c.b
i love you but you were 0% help this weekend.
i needed you.