I really don't know
Whether I'm living this life,
or just existing.

I hate decisions
I don't think they're my strong suit
Can't make up my mind.

Promised me the world
But then you took it by storm
Left me with the clouds.

May your dreams come true
and bring great prosperity
And not love in vain
May love be your charity.

Cat spoke in his cries,
"Hey. Just so you know Karen.
I'm the one in charge"

Fear not little one
Everything in the darkness
Is found in the light

That's just how it goes
Sorry it's not in the cards
Can't fight city hall
My resolve even greater
After getting these answers.

Some use loud voices.
With opinions and the like.
I don't like that much.
Opinions should be subtle.
Little softer to the touch.

Why is the sky blue?
Why not, gods into pastels
If you're wondering
why the chicken crossed the road
Ask Col. Sanders fry cook.

Pills were on my tongue
Life still had great harmony
I didn't have the ear.

A skosh of allure,
will always do in a pinch,
when charms not handy.

Can't say I love you
Too afraid to say those words
Yet, they haunt my thoughts

I'm out of favor.
Really don't know why or how.
Know rejection well.

I'd bet anything
If our leaders had to fight
Wars would not exist.

There's silence for days
Then we're painfully polite
Unkind words hurt less.

Deja Vu moments
Did I already write this
Deja Vu moment?

You're the death of me
I say confidentially,
to my open heart.

The haunting sound
The distant song of the whale
They're beseeching us

When I was nine years old,
and if the truth be told
My best friend was a German Shepherd
with a heart of gold.
We spent our days together
in any kind of weather
Around his neck a bandana
his collar made of leather .
Possum was his name
And we played every game
From fetch the ball to tug of war
Days were never the same.

A 911 call
Victim is so blue
Bleeding from the heart
Died while enroute to reconciliation
Buried in a deep and painful longing

Beauty walks away
It really enjoyed its stay
Face now a new day.

Kindness, like a can
Return and recycle it
Good for the planet.

You're ambivalent
Your mouth says you don't want me
Your eyes say I'm loved.

Love, a priceless ring
A diamond or emerald
In a classic setting

You ask for a dance
Music's gentle hands sway us
Move us in time.

In nightmares I've seen,
things that make a demon wince,
praying for mercy.

Does anyone else
Build walls to keep the world out
Or is it just me

Thinking for yourself
Straying from the status quo
Free in thought and mind

It's star light, star bright
First star I see tonight dims
So much for the rhyme

I drift in an out ,
of consciousness in a world ,
that's forgotten me

Tossed in my sleep
Morning feels like Monday blues
Gagged on black coffee.

The years run and leap
Age fights, but in it does creep
Youth, hold on and keep

I searched long and hard
For words to compliment you
Seemed no words would do.

I woke up today
Feeling very positive
Don't think I'm okay.

The path up ahead
We see in different ways
I see weeds and brush.

How do you juggle
Living two different lives
I can't deal with one.

Chipmunks were busted
Shoplifting their crime of choice
Nuts stuffed in their cheeks

Gave Jesus a phone
Asked him to hear my prayer
He wouldn't stop texting!

If I closed my eyes
Or even died in my sleep
You I would still see.

I struggle with fears
Fear of life, for whats to come.
Of a death unseen.

Shyness overcome
With the kindness of just one,
willing to mentor

I know just who you are
You hate and belittle me
My mirror image.

Politely I ask,
if I may please be excused,
from my own demise.

Dreams can comfort you
One minute alone and scared
Next, in someone's arms.

Thought I'd slam the door
So you'd stop ignoring me,
You didn't notice.

J bottle things up
Until I can breathe no more
Then the cork is blown.

Hard to understand,
how anyone could love me
Just seems so far fetched

The old photos
Of a smiling you and me
Were not meant to be.

I always listen
to opinions from all sides.
my voice pushed aside.

Pretty mosaic
Each piece represents a dream
Future's bright picture