Father
I am always
Praying for you
Every single night
I never miss a night
That I just don’t pray
For you my father
And in my prayer
I ask you to remove
The stress
That I am having
Every single day
Father I  just
Have a hard time
Coping with my stress
Father
Can you teach me
How to cope with my stress
Because I would love
To be able to cope with my
Stress

Sharmutah on my mind
I am sorry to  make you mad
I also know how much you care
For me
I just want to be your friend
Sharmutah
You are not my type
I also can't marry you
You also have a different religion
Then mine
I am an Anglican
You are Muslin
I am already an elderly  man
Sharmutah
And you still very young
Sharmutah
You still have a life to live
Ahead of you
Sharmutah
Also every year you will
Get older
Sharmutah
Also I will die before you
Sharmutah
I hope you will come
To my funeral the day
I die
To pay your last
Respect to me
Yes it is going to be
A sad day here on earth
I will be in heaven
Living my new life
So please don't look
For me here
On earth because
I no longer live on earth
Also I will be resting in peace
In heaven

Yesterday
I was happy
To see the beautiful
Cherry blossoms
At High Park
Also, we had
A perfect day
Without any trace
Of rain
We also had
The perfect weather
For the Park
The sky was blue
Also the sunshine
Was shining
For us
I feel blessed
To have the weather
We had
Yes the Cherry blossoms
Are coming to an end
We didn’t go
In the beginning when they
Had started to bloom

Sharmutah on my mind
I am sorry to  make you mad
I also know how much you care
For me
I just want to be your friend
Sharmutah
You are not my type
I also can't marry you
You also have a different religion
Then mine
I am an Anglican
You are Muslin
I am already an elderly  man
Sharmutah
And you still very young
Sharmutah
You still have a life to live
Ahead of you
Sharmutah
Also every year you will
Get older
Sharmutah
Also I will die before you
Sharmutah
I hope you will come
To my funeral the day
I die
To pay your last
Respect to me
Yes it is going to be
A sad day here on earth
I will be in heaven
Living my new life
So please don't look
For me here
On earth because
I no longer live on earth
Also I will be resting in peace
In heaven

Father I don't want to lose you
Because I need you
Every day in my life
Without you father
I can't live my life
Also father
I have lots of problems
To solve in my life
But I just don't won't to solve
It alone
Also Father I need you help
Too solve my problems
Together with me
I am also putting it of
Every single day
End I also know that
It is not the right thing to do
Also father
I am always worried
About my life
Also I feel ashamed
About the things
I did in the past
Because I didn't had
A good life back then
Also I  was always
Living alone
Also my friends
Was felling ashamed of me
But I had no choice
I had to work
Hard in changing my behavior
Today I am a different men
Also no body so me yet
My friends
Only you so me father
That I had changed my behavior
And I had worked  hard
To change my behavior
After I lost lots of friends
I use to have a large amount of
Friends
The large amount of friends
Ended the friendship with me
Now I still have a small
Amount of friends
They felt sorry for me
When I lost my large amount of friends
Now slowly
I will make more friends
Because I want to have a large
Amount of friends
I will not treat then badly
Anymore
I will treat them well
I also will have some
Respect for them
I hope the people
That I choose
To be my friends
Will accept me
The way I am
I just don't want
To change things
In my life
Just to please my friend
I feel that would not be right
Also I don't want to live
A lonely life
That I am afraid that could
Happen to ne
Also I am afraid that
I will no be able to trust
My friends
Also I am a middle- class men
And the People I choose to
Be my friends
Are also middle-class
And they also are telling me
That I should not choose only
Middle- class people
And also make friends with
The rich people
They also tell me
That I should accept
Everybody to be my friend
Also they call me a racist
Man
That made me angry
And I had confronted them
I told them that they
Should not tell me
What kind of friends
I should have
I am happy having the
Middle-class people
Being my friends

Father, I get so much
Joy after I had prayed
To you
Before I go to sleep
Every single night
In my bed
Tonight when I had prayed
To you in my prayer
I had asked for you
To remove the anger
That I have
And also I ask my father
To help me with daily
Problems
Because I am not sure
How to work in solving
My daily problems
Also, my father when I sleep
In my bed at night
I never wake up
In the middle of the night
I sleep all through the night
Like a log
Also, I know that you
Father made the night
For us to sleep
Also father I feel
That the night is very long
Father, I know that you
Soon will bring the day
For us
And I will be up by then
Getting ready to start
The day my father
First I will shave my face
With the electric shaver
Because it is easier
For me
Then I will get undress
I will take my pajamas off
My body the top and the bottom
After that
I will remove the underwear off
My body
Then I will remove the socks from
My feet
And I will through all that
In the laundry bag
For washing on Fridays
Now I am all naked
And ready to have
My shower
First I will wash
My hair with the shampoo
Then I will rinse my hair
To remove the shampoo
Now my hair is finally clean
Also, I will put my body wash
In the sponge
And I will rub my sponge
All over my body
The sponge will remove
All the dirt from my body
Now it is time to rinse my
Whole-body
Now I will finally turn
My shower off
Then will be time for me
To dry my body
With the bath towel
Now I will dress into
My casual clothes
That I had bought a while ago
In the second-hand store
I just love my second-hand clothes
And also they are affordable
To me
I can’t afford to buy designer clothes
Because they are  very expensive
And they are chip made
I would wear it once
Then I would wash it once
And they would look awful
Also, I feel that it is not worth
The money
Also, second-hand clothes are well
Made and it lasts a long time
For me
Today right now
I am going for a walk
In the park
Also while I walk in the park
I hear the birds singing their song
For me
That I just love very much

Till I get it right
Choosing the right people
To be friends with
I feel that it will not be an easy
Task for me to do
But I am willing to try
I just have a couple of friends
In my life
And I want to grow
My circle of friends
From small to large
I am not choosing the rich
People to be my friends
Because they hate
Poor people like me
Also the rich people
Are workaholics
And they also work
48 hours per week
Yes the rich people
Live also a miserable life
Because they are also
Slaves of their money
I just need poor people
In my life
That wants to be my friends
Also, I hope the poor people
I choose to be my friends
Will accept me the way
I am
Also, I feel that I can’t change
Things in my life just to please
My friends
I feel that I am just fine the
Way I am
Also, I don’t have much money
To live
My friends are looking after
My money
I only purchase some used clothes
From the second-hand store
Because that is also what I can afford
Also, I am happy that I am wearing
Second-hand clothes
And they look good on me
Yes I always go to the barber for
My hair cut
My friends always tell me
To shave my head
I tell them that
It is not my style
I just like a short haircut
And that also looks good on
Me
Friends I never talk behind you
Back
Because that is not the right
Thing to do
Also friends I want you
To respect me
And I will also respect you
Friends I go to bed early
Every night
I am not a night owl like you
I know you go to bed at 12:00 am
In the evening friends
Also, I think you must be used by now
Friends I hope you are also looking
After you health
If you want to live a long life
I am sure friends you don’t want
To die young
Also friends it was God that gave
Us our lives
After he had made us
With his holy hands
Also placed us on earth
To live
Friends tomorrow will be another
Day that will also arrive early
For us

You love me
Father
And I want to
Thank you
For telling me
That you love me
My father
Also father
I know that I am
Somebody also
Special to you
My father
Also father I have
Plenty of respect for you
And you made it clear
When you spoke to me
Also father I have never done
Things to disappoint you
Because you father
Would feel hurt
Also father I never once
Plan to hurt you
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Because I know that you just
Hate lies
Father, It was you
That had made me
A long time ago
With your holy hands
Also father I became a part
Of you life
After you had baptized me
A few days ago with the holy water
Father, I must tell you
That I am also very happy
To be able to live on earth
A beautiful life
Yes father I never complained
About my life
To you
Also father you gave me my health
And I know that I am responsible
For my health
If I want to live a long life
Father, please understand
That I am not planning to die young
Father if I can have a long life to live
Here on earth, I will be grateful

I will never say never
To my father
Even when my father
Expect me to be there
Feeding the poor
Father, I don’t  mind
To feed the poor
That lives in our
Streets during the
Summer
Yes father we should not
Let the poor starve
Because they are also
People like us
That needs to eat
Yes father
We also remember
When you have died
In the cross for our
Sins
Also, we know
That you had also
Shed some tears
Also father
We know that you
Rule the world
Because you made
The world with you
Holy hands
Also after you had
Made the world
You made the
Human beings
To live in your world
Also the human beings
Feel blessed to live
In you world
Every single day

We are loved
By our father
For a long time
Now
Also, we are happy
That our father
Love us without limits
Also, we thank our
Father
For have made us
With his holy hands
And he also had
Placed us here on
Earth to live
Also father we love
To live on earth
The life you had
Given us
Also, we feel blessed
That you father
Had given us our
Health
That we are looking
After every single day
Also father
Now the night finally
Arrived
And it is time
For us to go to sleep
Yes father we are always
Having some dreams
With our loved ones
That had died
Many years ago

I can’t thank you enough
My father
For have made
Me many years ago
I can’t thank you enough
My father
For have placed me
Here on earth
To live
I can’t thank you enough
My father
For have baptized me
When I was just
2 years old
Also father
My parents told
Me that I never cried
When I was baptized
I can’t thank you enough
Father
To have confirmed
Me when I was just
A teenager
I can’t thank you enough
Father
For have thought me
How to pray
And also during
My confirmation
Father we also had
Prayed together
For the countries
That is in war
I can’t thank you enough
For doing my communion
When I was just an adult
I can’t thank you enough
My father for
Keeping me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
I can’t thank you enough
My father
Forgiving me the Summer
Also father I am enjoying
The Summer
I can’t thank you enough
For have brought
Back the birds
That I was missing
For a long time now

My father my hope and desire is
That you give me
Some health
Back
Because I want to be healthy
Again
Also father I am a little older
Now
I also have no good
Health any more
My father
Yes father I am no longer
Bothering  with my
Health
Yes father because
I feel that I should not
Be to concern
About my life
But All I want is life
So give me some life
My father
Also, father my hope
Is that, my friends
Will continue to be
My friends
And they will not
Hurt my feelings
Also, I hope that my friends
Have some respect for me
Because I feel that
I need to be respected by
Friends
Yes father also I have
A small number of friends
In my life
Also, my friends are
Supporting me in my
Daily life
And I feel so blessed
To have the friends that
I have in my life

Give it to me
Father some health
Because I just don’t
Have any more good health
Also father
I am a little old now
And I also  suffer
From depression
For a long time now
Also father
It is hard for me
To live with
Depression my father
I must tell you
Also, I take some narcotics
For my depression
Every single day
Night and morning
I never skip a dose of
Narcotics
Give it to me
A good night’s sleep
Every single night
Also father I never wake up
During the middle of the night
I sleep all the way through
The night
Also, I am always dreaming
With my loved ones
That died a long time ago
I am glad that they are
Resting also in peace in
Heaven
Also, I have a beautiful life
That my father gave to me
When he made me
With his holy hands

Give it to me
Father some health
Because I just don’t
Have any more good health
Also father
I am a little old now
And I also  suffer
From depression
For a long time now
Also father
It is hard for me
To live with
Depression my father
I must tell you
Also, I take some narcotics
For my depression
Every single day
Night and morning
I never skip a dose of
Narcotics
Give it to me
A good night’s sleep
Every single night
Also father I never wake up
During the middle of the night
I sleep all the way through
The night
Also, I am always dreaming
With my loved ones
That died a long time ago
I am glad that they are
Resting also in peace in
Heaven
Also, I have a beautiful life
That my father gave to me
When he made me
With his holy hands

Who is it?
That made me
A long time ago
With his holy hands
It is my father
Also my father
Had placed me
Here on earth
To live
A long time ago
And I am living my
A life that I am grateful
For
Every single day
Also father I have nothing
To complain about my life
Also father
I never discuss my problems
With you
Because I know that
I need to work on solving
My problems on my own
Every single day
I feel that it is very hard
To solve my problems
On my own
But father I keep
Trying to solve my problems
Also father I am living
A hard life
Here on earth
Father, I also have
Some friends in my life
That supports me
Every single day
In my life
Also my friends
Have some respect for me
They respect my race
And my religion
Friends I am a Christian
And also I was born
A Christian
And the day I die
I will die as a Christian
Father, I will live
My life to the fullest
Every single day
Here on earth
Also my friends
Accept me the way I am
And there is nothing
In me, that needs changing
Also father I am happy
Being me

Heal my world father
Because I know
Lots of people
That has some mental
Illness like me
And we are in the same
Boat
I also suffer from a mental
Illness
And I also have to take
Some medication for
My mental illness
Every single day
Night and day
I never forget to
Take my medication
My father
My mental illness
Is controlled with
Medication
Father every night
I go to bed
At 8:30 pm
And the next day
I wake up
5:00 am
Before dawn
Also father I am always
Waking up tired
Every single morning
I would love to go
Back to bed
My father
And also sleep
In
But I just can’t
Do that father
Or I won’t sleep
At night
So I stay up
During the day
And I yawn
Nonstop
Father, I must say
That I just hate that
Also
Father today
You brought the rain
To cool the earth
Because we were having
A heat warning
Also, it rains all-day
Already
And I am sick of
Seeing the rain falling
From the sky

Are we still there?
Praying to God
Every night before
We go to sleep
Yes friends
It only takes a few minutes
To pray to my God
Also, you can ask in you
Prayer for my God
To give you some health, peace,
And a stress-free life
Because your friends live
A stressful life
Every single day
That you live here on
Earth
Also, you don’t live a peaceful
Life friends
Because your life is in a turmoil
Friends
Also friends you no longer
Live a healthy life
You suffer
From bad arthritis
In your legs and back
My friends
Also friends you must
Remember that our bodies
Are also fragile
Friends another day is about
To end now
The sun went down
Friends right now
And friends you saw
The beautiful sunset
Now friends it is already
Nighttime
And friends you can’t believe
How fast the night arrived
Also, my friends are going to
Bed now to sleep
They never stay up past their bedtime
So my friends go to bed early
Every single night
So they can get a proper sleep
Every single night
Now friends the morning has
Broken
And it is another day
Full of sun that my father
Brought to you my friends
Friends you had taken a peek
In the sky and there was no
Trace of rain
Friends, I must say
That you are very lucky with
The weather
Also friends you will have
Lots of days without rain
Friends remember
That you should enjoy the
Summer
Because the Summer
Is ending soon
And also friends my father
Will end the hot weather
Then my father will bring
The Fall for you
Also friends you will be
Having the cold days during
The Fall
And friends it will be the
The right time to put the Summer
Clothes away
And friends now is the time
For you to wear your Winter clothes
That will be your flannel shirt
And also wear the top part of you
Long johns and also the bottom part
Yes friends the trees are now changing
The color from green to gold
And some people are raking
The dead leaves of the trees
My friends
And also some people
Are placing the dead lives
Inside the garden bags
Yes now the trees are
Already bare for
The winter
Friends today is the
The day that we are going to change
The clocks
One our back
Also, the Fall ended today
Friends
My father brought the
First they of Winter today
Now the days are shorter
My friends
And it gets dark by 5:00 pm
My friends find it very depressing
And I don’t blame them

Come back to me
My father
Because I want
Also to be heal
From my depression
Because I want to be
Heal right away
From my depression
Why are you taking so long
Father to heal me?
Father am I asking too
Much of you
Please tell me, father
When you speak
To me
Also, father don’t make
Any excuses when you
Speak to me
Also father I am very tired
Of waiting for you to heal me
I am not lying to you
Father
I am telling you the truth
Also, don’t forget that
I am one of your sons
That you made
Many years ago
With your holy hands
And you had placed me
Here on earth to live
Also with my siblings
Father me and my siblings
Loves to live
Here on earth
Every single day
And father you are also
Keeping us alive
Here on earth
Also, we want to thank you
By doing that for us
Also father we are happy
That you also brought
The Spring for us
Also, we are happy
That the long Winter that
We had is now over
And also you brought
Back the birds with you

Once in a while
After lunch
I will have my ciesta
Because I am feeling
Tired
And I will wake up
At 3:00 pm
Also when I wake up
I go for a long walk
Around the block
So that I can get
Some exercise
That will help me
Also, lose weight
And  at the same
Time my lungs
Are filling with
Fresh air
When It is 5:00 pm
I return home
From my walk
Now I am hungry
Also, I am going
To have a quick
Bite to eat
Then I will go
To my living room
And I will also
Turn my computer on
And I will do some work
For my father
Because yesterday
I took a day off

The nice weather
Is here again for us
And also we are happy
That our father
Brought us the Summer
Again
And we are having
Some good  weather
Every single day
We also never sleep
During the days
Or we will never sleep
At night
So we stay up
During the day
Also going for walks
Around the blocks
To get some exercise
And we also get some
Fresh air into our
Lungs
We also while we
Walked around
The block
We heard the birds singing
There beautiful tunes for us
Also, we feel blessed
To live here on earth
It was our father that
Made us many years ago
And he also placed us
Here on earth to live
Father you also gave as
A beautiful life to live
And that beautiful life
We live every single day
Here on earth
Also father we are happy
That the days are longer
During the Summer
And it gets dark at
9:00 pm
Yes father now the sun
Went down
And we saw the beautiful
Sunset
Now the night arrived for us
And it is time for us to sleep
Also, we go straight to bed
Every morning when we wake up
We pray for our father
And in our prayer
We ask our father
To give some health
And also peace in our lives
Because we have bad health
And also we don’t have any peace
In our lives

Father
I am always
Praying for you
Every single night
I never miss a night
That I just don’t pray
For you my father
And in my prayer
I ask you to remove
The stress
That I am having
Every single day
Father I  just
Have a hard time
Coping with my stress
Father
Can you teach me
How to cope with my stress
Because I would love
To know from your father
The best way I should
Cope with my stress
Father
Also, I am happy that
I have you in my life
Every single day
I just could not live
Without you
Father
I am also glad
That I am one of your sons
Also, I am your oldest son
The youngest children
That you have are now
Teenagers
Their childhood life
Ended so fast
And It is hard for me
To believe
That they already lived
Their childhood life
Yes father your teenagers
Are also growing so fast

Why have
You let me down
When I needed you
The most
Friends
Because I just can’t
Live without
You in my life
Friends
I understand that
You all live a very busy
Life
Also, I don’t think
It is fair that
You can’t make
Sometimes for me
I am feeling very
Lonely
And I would love
To spend some time
With you friends
Also, I am living in
Isolation every single day
Friends I also can’t stop
Thinking about you
I must tell you friends
That it was our master
That made us
With his holy hands
And placed us here
To live
Friends I am telling you
The truth
You were not born
By chance
Because that is the
The wrong way that you
Also, believe
Friend I hope
That you are happy
Living here on earth
Also, friends, if wasn’t
For our master
We would not be here
Living on earth
Such a beautiful life
That he gave to us
Also our master
Made the four season’s
For us to live in it
Many years ago
Now friends we are having
The Summer again
Also friends the Summer is
Very short
End it will end soon
I know also that you get sad
To see the end of Summer
Also, the birds migrate south
For the winter
Now our master brought the Fall
For us
And the hot weather is over
Also, it is cold every day for us
Now we started to wear our
Winter clothes
And we put our Summer clothes away

It is me people
That was made
By my beloved
Father
A long time ago
And placed me
Here on earth to live
Also, I know that
I am the lucky one
That also loves
To leave on earth
While I am living
On earth
I am discovering
All the beautiful things
That my father had made
Before I was even born
With his hands
My father had
Made beautiful parks
For me to enjoy
And I enjoy discovering
All the parks that my father
Made
Also in the parks
He gave some trees
To beautify the parks
Yes father
Thanks, good it is now
Summer that you
Had brought finally to me
I enjoy spending my day
In the parks
There I see the trees
In full bloom
The cherry blossoms
Are now in full bloom
Also the tulips
That my father had
Placed in the parks
Are in full bloom
And also I  must say
That they are a show
Of colors
Yes father during the Summer
I spend my time
Discovering you parks
Yes father what I hate
Are the large crowds also

Magnolia
Is my favorite
Kind of tree
That my
Father had
Made for me
And I am also
Happy to own
A magnolia tree
The Magnolia tree
Is in full bloom
And when the
Magnolia tree
Blooms is a show
Of colors
I also love to see
My Magnolia tree
In full bloom
During the Spring
Yes unforgently
The blooms don’t
Last long
They are always falling
Off the branches
To the ground
And they also
Make a ****** mess
To clean up
Yes it is my job
To clean up my
Driveway and
Remove the dead
Flowers from the
Magnolia tree
That is in
My driveway
Yes father it is
A big job
But it has to be
Done by me
I place the dead
Flower from the
Magnolia tree into
A garden bag
When Thursday comes
It is garbage day
I place the garden bag
In to the  curve for pick up

Because I hate to see you cry
I know that the sky is grey
And the grey sky makes you
Very sad also
I can see that the weather is also making you very tired
Because you are starting to Fall sleep
Please take my advise
And go to bed now
I hope you have a good sleep darling
Yes the night is very long
The night was made for us to sleep
And I find that the day is always so short
Dear darling please remember that I love you
Very much
Dear darling today it is a new day
And this day already have Started
Can you hear the birds Singing?
Isn't that beautiful?
The birds are singing their symphony
Dear darling I would love to spend one night with you
Just me and you
Away from the crowds

I had spending my days thinking about God
I remember the time that you God died on the cross
He also had cried that day
And the next day he rose  again from the death
God you came to judge the Men and women on the earth
God you are the ruler of the World
God You created heaven and Earth with your holy hands
God you created also human beings with your holy hands
And placed here on earth
God the good people will go To heaven
God the criminals will go to hell
God you gave us the gift of life
That is very precious to us
Also you gave our health that we need
God you love us all unconditionally

My father
You keep me alive
Day by day
Here on the planet
Earth
Also I been
Living here on earth for
58 years
And I must  tell you
That  I love living
Here on earth
Also I pray every night
For you my father
I never  forget to pray for you father
Before you made the earth
You had made the sky
For the birds to fly
Also you made the birds
With you holy hands
And I must say that the birds are Beautiful
To see flying in the sky
Day by day
When I woke up
This morning early
Th sun was out
And it was not that hot yet
I know that It will be
Hot at noon
Also there is no sign of rain yet
I took a look at the sky
And that was what I saw
That was what we are having
The heat warning
For a long time  now
And that is very bad for people who
Have
Heart problem and asthma
I am very lucky that I have an
Air condition
In my bedroom
I have not gone out
Because of the heat
And also the heat
Attracted the bees
I am sleeping in every morning
And I am getting up
At 4:00 pm
And I go to my living room
And I turning my computer on
Also I do some work
For my father
All day today
I know that the time is going very
Fast today
Now it was already 10:00 PM
At night
I was feeling very tired now
I  had turned off my computer and
I went to sleep
The next morning
Was raining finally
I could hear the rain
It was also cooling the earth

I never meant
To hurt you friends
I never meant for you
To cry
I know that you are
Very upset with me
And I know that
You have the right
To be upset with me
Can you please forgive me
Friend for what I did to you
Because I still need you Friendship
And I promise you that
I will never make you upset
Again
Yes friend we have been
Friends for a long time
I want the friendship to last
I feel that
It would be a wrong thing
To end our friendship
We both need
Each other in life
Also it was our father that
Made us both
And placed us to live here
On earth
Also we must tell our
Father thanks for
Keeping us alive
Every single day
Here on earth

Girl of my dreams
Please don't abandon me
And also don't tell me
Lies never
Because I want to know
Nothing but the truth
Girl you just can't get away With lies
I am always telling you the truth
Please understand that I just love you
Very much
I am telling you the   truth
It was our father that made us
With his holy hands many
Years ago
We must pray also for each Other
Also we will pray for our  father
Do we love living in the Planet Earth?
It was our father that placed
Us here on the Planet Earth
We know that the planet Earth is over
Populated
And we also have to share the Earth
With other strangers
Young mothers are giving birth
To babies
And also their babies are healthy

Oliver you are a beautiful baby
That God had create you in his image
And also you are one of God's Children
Also God love you without limits
When you are hungry your mother will breastfeed you
Don't you worry Oliver because you mother won't let you starve
Also you will have lots of naps in the Afternoon
Oliver you are a chubby baby
But I am sure it will end one day
You mother sings a lullaby to put you to sleep
And that helps to put you to sleep
I believe that you love music Oliver

God's love is all I need
Everyday
To take away the pain
I feel
The pain that I feel is my broken heart
That so many people broke it
God I am also crying of pain
That pain is not going away on its own
I feel that it is hard to describe the pain
But I know God you will take my pain away
I feel that you are going to cure me today
And give your love to me
Because I have none
To give to people
And if you care about me please make that miracle right now
By mending my broken heart
If you want God you can punish those that broke my heart
God
I leave it up to you to decide

I am lonely and
I  live a lonely life
I have no family in Canada
All my family lives in Brazil
I Have friends now
My friends are my family
Also my friends are like family
Also they help me with my money
When my mother died I had an
Inheritance from her
So I had $750.00 per month To live on
When my money finished
I had to go on odsp
It doesn't give me much Money to live
But I spend my money wisely
My friends support me in my daily life
And I am glad that I have support
I think that would be hard for Me
To live without support
And sometimes my friends worry about me

You needed me when you
Were always sick
And I was always there
You needed me as your friend
And I am your friend
You needed me to wipe the tears
From your eyes
And I did it
You needed me to give support
In your life
You needed me to give advices
To you
You needed me to pray with you
You needed me to feed you
You needed me to worship God

Love will be all I need
Love is sweet as honey
I will gamble everything for love
Because love is all I need
I am willing to make a change in my life
Now that I've seen what jail is like
I didn't like it at all
The drive in the back of the police car was bad
And being handcuffed was Even worst
This was my worst nightmare
Sleeping inside a jail cell with the light on and being frozen
There was no comfort at all
I didn't get any love or sympathy for what I did
I know I broke the law
And now I have to pay for it
I have no reason to lie
Because love will be all I need
I have to break free
I have to run
There is not much freedom for me
God I need you back
God take me back
I need you back God
To take all my fears away
I have lips of an angel
The time you think of me God
I will need an answer
Beautiful lights
Are shining
And you God are on my mind
The man I am you know
And love will be all I need
God call It love
Because he knows that love will be all I need

Trying to get to her
To tell her that there is so much in my mind
That I want her to know
She is now in heaven with Alan
That happiness that was finally found
There are no mountains low enough for them
No roads wide enough for them
Yes peace surrounds them everyday
Yes I still have their love in my heart, my mind, and my soul
Birds are singing for them in heaven
A song
So peaceful
So beautiful and relaxing to hear
They never get tired of hearing it
God is now on their side
Protecting them and keeping their spirit alive
Their soul is at rest in heaven
The sun always shines in heaven during the day
But at night it is a different thing
The moon and the stars come out in full force
Heaven is a paradise for them
They found it a long time a go
What else could be more beautiful than heaven?

God
Can you understand that
People called me selfish
Do you think that I am selfish
God?
I am always giving my
Used clothes to the shelter
So that the poor people
Can use them
Then I buy myself some new
Clothes to wear
People say that I am a mean person
Because I am also always mad with People
It is because some people tell me to get lost

You try to talk to her in worlds
And you can't get across to her
Why?
What is wrong with that woman?
She is being so rude?
Maybe she doesn't like me
Or maybe she is
Ignoring me
Why is she  doing that
I don't know
But she might be deaf
I could be wrong or right

Down to the river
We will
To meet
Our father
That is baptizing
All the babies with the
Holy water
None of the babies had cried
While they had been baptized
Our father had  crafted our
Babies
With his holy hands
The babies had become a part
Of our father's family

I am not the one
Who made the planet earth
It was God
I am not the one who built Your house
It was the builder
I am not the one
Who gave your life
It was God
And have you thanked God
For giving your life
When you prayed for him
Yes you have a good life
So live it every day to the fullest
If you have health you have everything

I can't feel it
That I am going on
To my manic state
I know that I am
Starting to be angry at people
I know that people are Starting to
Avoid me
Because they also feel hurt
They also are afraid that I
Can do something bad to Them
I am trying very hard to Control
My anger
That is something that I must do
Urgent
Also, I am not getting a Proper
Sleep
The truth is that I need my full
Sleep every day
Now I know that my mind is foggy
I am also afraid that I could Lose
My friends
And become alone again

I choose
All of you people
To be my friends
Also we have a lot
In common
I am  a Christian
And you people
Are also Christian
From birth
To adult life
Also People I am
God’s poet
And you people
Are also a poet
I go to bed early every
Single night
And you people
Also go to bed early
The next day I wake
Up at 11:00 am
All of you people
Also wake up
At 11:00 am
Also I have my shower
First thing in the morning
I put some body wash
In my sponge
Then I  rub  my
Sponge all over my body
Now all I have to do
Is rinse the body wash
That is in my body
When I  finished my
Shower
I turn my shower of
Then I also dry my body
With a bath towel
Now is time for me
To shave my face
With the electric
Shaver
Now I will get dress
Into my casual clothes
All of you people
Also have you shower
First thing in the morning
You turn you shower on
Then you go into the shower
You put the body wash
In the sponge
Now you rub the sponge
All over you body
Then you rinse you body
Now you turn the shower of
Also, you
Dry your body with
A bath towel
Then you get dressed into
Your casual clothes
Then you shave your face
With the electric shaver

I just wanna stop
Judging people
Because people
Just hate to be
Judged by me
Especially the people
That is my friends
I just wanna stop
Mistreating the people
That is my friends
Because also my friends
Hate to be mistreated
And also I am afraid
To lose some of
My friends
Because I have some
Good friends already
That I have known
For a lifetime
I just wanna stop
Hurting my friends
Feelings
I just wanna stop
Goin to bed late
Because I am jeopardizing
My sleeping  schedule
So I must try to go
To bed early
So that I get a good
Night sleep
Tomorrow will be another day
That will be hot
So I will wear a t-shirt
And my shorts
I will wear my running shoes
Also tomorrow morning
I will go for a walk
Around the block
And while I walk around
The block I hear
The birds singing
Their song
Also, I am getting some
Fresh air into my lungs
I just wanna stop
Complaining about my life
Because I just have
A good life
And I am living a good life
That my father gave to  me
After he made me
With his holy hands

I am a loving and
Caring person
Also, I don’t live alone
Here on earth
I live together here
On earth
With my friends
Also my friends
Are also Christians
Just like me
Also, they always pray
For my father
In their prayer
They ask God
To give them some health
And peace in their lives
Because they no longer
Have good health
They also have now
Celiac
That is a terrible disease
They are also limited
To the things they can eat
Father, I am always praying
To you
And in my prayer, I ask
Him to bring the sun early tomorrow
Because I just love the sun
Also friends it is now Summer Here on earth
Yes friends thank god the Winter is over
For now
Friends, I must tell you that I never got used
To the Winter
Also, I don’t like the Winter Friends
Because it is very long
And also friends we don’t get any sun
During the winter
We only get the horrible gray sky
The gray sky is also very depressing
For me friends
Also, it puts me to sleep

About me
I am somebody special
That was made
By my father
With his holy hands
A long time ago
And also along
Time ago
My father had
Placed me to live
Here on earth
I love living on earth
My beautiful life
Every single day
I  care about
The way my friends
Love me
Also my friends
Are my family
I trust my friends
And I know that
There will be always
For me
Even when I am sick
I just don’t like
Being sick
I try to take good care
Of my health
Every single day
Also, was my father
That gave me the
Gift of health
I also never had
Ruin my health
I don’t smoke
At all friends
So I have healthy lungs
Also friends I never drunk
Any alcohol
Because that would destroy
My liver
Friends I also have
Healthy liver
I made a promise to me
That I will stay sober
Forever

About me
I am somebody special
That was made
By my father
With his holy hands
A long time ago
And also along
Time ago
My father had
Placed me to live
Here on earth
I love living on earth
My beautiful life
Every single day
I  care about
The way my friends
Love me
Also my friends
Are my family
I trust my friends
And I know that
There will be always
For me
Even when I am sick
I just don’t like
Being sick
I try to take good care
Of my health
Every single day
Also, was my father
That gave me the
Gift of health
I also never had
Ruin my health
I don’t smoke
At all friends
So I have healthy lungs
Also friends I never drunk
Any alcohol
Because that would destroy
My liver
Friends I also have
Healthy liver
I made a promise to me
That I will stay sober
Forever

But he said
That he was going
To make a difference
By bringing the people together
To try to re unite the world
Together
By bringing peace to the people
in this world
That we live in
The war is going on over seas for
So many years now
We are tired of the brutal war
That never ends

I have tried
So hard to find
A soul mate
That would walk
Beside me
In my entire life
But so far
I wasn't able to
And I also find
That it is a difficult
Task for me to do

Canta mais
That song that
We had learned from God
The last time that he
Sang for us

Now I am catching up on prayer
Because I had slept in my bed
For so many days
That I finally got tired of it
Now I must go and pray
Every single day
I can't forget to do that
Because I will be punished
By my father
And I also hate to be punished by
My father
Also I know that my father is very
Restricted when it comes to his rules