When God loves me more
I will be happy
When God loves me more
Because I am still have
Some doubts about God
Every single day
I must say that I was happy
When God made me
With his holy hands
56 years ago
And also had placed me
Here on the planet earth
To live a temporally  life
Because I know
That I won't live forever
Because I will grow old
Every single year
And also I can't stop
Getting old
Because God had made
Life to be that way
I already have white hair
And I am used to have
White hair
Some people tell me
That I look very
Handsome with white
Hair
I  don't agree with it
When I was just a baby
56 years ago
God had baptized me
With the holy water
And also I didn't
Cry at all
Also I became a member
Of the God's family
And because I was a baby
I needed lots of sleep
So every day
At noon I had my naps
I had 6 hours of sleep
Also I was growing
Very fast
Every month
Also I never had starved
Once
God had feed me
Every single day

God I am feeling
Good every day
That I wake up
In the morning
Very early
Every single day
Now I am  getting
Ready to start the day
My God
First I will shave my face
The old fashion away
My God
And then I will have
My shower
My God
When I finish my shower
My God
I will dry my body with the
Bath towel
Then I will get dressed
Into the casual clothes
That you had given me
A long time ago  God
I know that you can't afford
To buy brand new clothes
Because it is also out of
You budget God
And you can only afford
To buy used clothes
And I must say that I like
To have used clothes God
God I am feeling God
Because the sun is out already
And I will go out to the park
To hear the birds singing
There beautiful song
That lives me breathless
On these days

Never too late
To  accept God
Into you heart
Never too late
To start in believing in
God
Never too late
To start to pray to God
Every single day
Never too late
To be thankful to God
For giving you life
Never too late
To make some new friends

I will take care of me
Father you don’t
Have to worry about that
Because I am capable of doing
It myself
Also I will take care of my
Hygiene every single day
First thing in the morning father
I will have my shower
First I will rub the bar of soap
All over my body
Then I will wash my body
Using a sponge
Then I will rinse the soap
From my skin
And I will dry my body with
A bath towel
Now I will dress myself
Into my casual clothes
That my father had given me
A long time ago
I place my ***** clothes inside
The laundry bag
To be washed
Now I will go for walk
In the park
I also hear the birds
Singing there tune for me
Then at 5:00 pm
I return home
And I go to bed
Because I am already
Tired
And when I sleep
I only heard myself breathing

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With my mental illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

All I really want
Is my friends
To accept me
The way I am
Yes friends I have changed
And I am an adult now
Also I am much wiser now
And also  I have
Lots of freedom in my life
I been single for 58 years
I am not interested in dating
Or marriage
I want to be single forever

I remain
Here  for you friends
I am not going anywhere else today
I will remain here for you
Friend
I will always be you
Closest friend
And we also have a strong
Bond
And also I am happy that
Our friendship is going ok
Yes friend we have known each
Other for a long time
And friend I never let you down
Once
I am always there for you
When you need me
I will look after you
When you are sick
So you don’t have to worry
About that my friend
My friend I  am so happy
That you accept me the
Way I am
I must tell you friend
That I have a mental illness
And is very hard for me to live
With my mental illness
Also friend I have some
Anger issue that needs
To be looked after
So please friend
Do me a favor and teach me
How to control my anger
I will be very happy
If you could do that for me
Also friend we have
Very little money to live
So we must do a budget
We don’t care much for money
We know money brings only comfort
Nothing else

I can’t love you any less
Father
Because you also love me
Without limits
I am very happy father
That you are my father
Also we have a good relationship
Like father and son
You are the one that
Have made me with you holy hands
Many years ago
And also you did a fine job
Raising me
From baby to adulthood
I want to tell you that
I just love you
My father
I will never let you down my father
I will pray for you every single night
Before going to bed
You don’t have to worry about that
Also I won’t lie to you father
I will also always tell you the truth

These are better days
When the Spring will be here
Also the birds will be back
Home
And we will welcome the
Birds home
There is no point for me
To stay home
And waste a day
Sleeping in
I know that I must get
Up early
And get ready
To start the day
First I will shave my face
The old fashion way
Using a throw away razor
And some shaving cream
I must slow down when
I am shaving the old fashion
Or I will cut my self
And that will also be the
Worst thing to happen to me
Once my shaving is finished
I will have my shower
I will rub the soap bar
All over my body
The soap bar will
Remove the dirt
From my skin
And then I will rinse my body
And I will dry my body
With my bath towel
And the ***** laundry I will put
Inside the laundry bag to wash
Now I will get dress into my
Casual clothes that I had bought
From the second hand store

Bring her back home
She already fought in the
War
Also people I need her
Home now
I am sure she must be
Tired of fighting in the
War in Somalia
Also she saw too
Many people
Dying in the war
It has been 3 years
Since she left home
I must say that
I miss her badly
In my life
I also have known
Her for a long time
She is one of my best
Friend
I also must say
That she is brave to
Fight in the war

Love me for a reason
My Father
I hope that you
Understand that
Also Father I just don’t
Want to force you
To give me love
That will be the wrong thing
To do
Father can you please
Promise me that
I  don’t have to
Wait long

Only love
I deserve from my father
I hope my father
Understand that
Also my father
Will give me love
Without limits
That is what I am
Hoping for
Because I can’t live
Without love
From my father

It wasn’t hard to love you
My father
It is very easy to do
And also I have no
Problem loving you
My father don’t you understand that
I never told that I hate you
That would only be
A lie father
And at the same time
I would be hurting you
By hurting
You always tell me
To stop hurting you
Father I promise to
Stop hurting you
Also father
I will not abandon you
Father
I am telling you the truth
My father
Also my father you
Tell me that you will
Be a part of my life
Forever
Also I am very happy
About that
That is the best thing
That could happen to me

I know what is right and wrong
It is wrong for me not
To pray for my father
Because he would be
Punishing me
And I hate to be punished
So the right thing to do
Would be to pray to my
Father every single night
It will not take me more than
20 minutes
Than it will be the right
Thing to lay down in my bed
And first I will have to
Shut my mind of
Then I must shut my eyes
And fall into a deep sleep
And the only thing I hear
Is me snoring loud
Because I have sleep
Apnea
And that gives me
Some broken sleep
That I hate so much
When I wake up the next day
I wake up feeling tired still
But I will not go to sleep
Because If I do that I won’t sleep
At night
So I stay up

Goodbye my angel
Sleep tight tonight
My angel
I hope you will
Sleep through the night
Without getting up
Because you need
To sleep
And if you don’t get all
The sleep you need
You will not be able
To function at all
And if you go out
You will be walking
Like a zombie
Also you will have
Bags under you eyes

I will try
Not to lie to my father
Because my father hate lies
And lies won’t get me anywhere
Also I will try
To pray to my father more often
Every night before I go to bed
I will not go to sleep without praying
Because that is what my father
Wants me to do for him every single
Night
And I do pray every single night
To my father
Then after I had finished praying
I go to sleep
I shut my mind of
Then I shut my eyes
And I drift into my sleep
I only have very little friends in my life
I will try to make more friends
Because I feel that I need more
Friends in my life
Also I will try to live
My life to the fullest
Every single day
I will not waste my life away

I am you men
My father
That you had
Created 58 years  ago
And placed me on earth
With other strangers
That are living here on earth
Father it is too bad that
The earth is over populated
With people
Yes father the strange people
Also have the right to live
Here on earth
Also Father
I am not living on earth
Without friends
I have some good friends
That I have known for 58 years
Also my friends treat me with respect
Also I respect them
Also my friends accept me the way I am
My friends know that I have a anger issue
They are helping me to learn to cope
With my anger
And I can say that it is working well

Dowling symphony
And the sun fills the sky
And tomorrow will turn into today
The time for our friendship feels so right
You were dreaming the morning away
And the world will be a better place for us
Because all I want and need is your friendship
I will look in your eyes the next morning
And I will be able to see that you were dreaming with me

Show me the place
Father
That I will be buried
The day I died
Here on earth
For now father
I am living my life to the fullest
Every single day
Also father
I have lot of things that you
Have given me
Also it is time to
Pray and say to you
Dear father thanks for given
Me my beautiful life
Here on earth
That I love so much
Also father you had given me
My health
And I know that I could not live
My life without health
Father I must thank you
For loving me without limits
Also that is wonderful that I am
Also you oldest son
I am very proud that you are my father

Nothing is going to change
My friends in my life
Because I already have good
Friends in my life
That are also Christians
Like me
My friends is always
Praying to God every single
Night
And God answer there prayers
Right away
Also my friends have a beautiful
Life that my God had give them
To live here on earth
And they also love to live here
On earth
Every single day

Tell me again
That I am lucky
To be one of you son
My father
Tell me again
That I must pray to you
Father every single night
Before I go to bed
Tell me again father
That I need to  respect you
Father
Tell me again father
When are you going to
Bring Spring to me
Because I am sick and tired
Of the long winter we are having
Tell me again
That the birds will return in the spring
Because I just miss the birds badly
Tell me again that
We will have a couple days of   Indian Summer
During the Winter

Never mind
Father I will continue
To pray for you
Never mind
I don’t want to live
My life alone
Without friends
Never mind
I will show my respect
To my father
Never mind
Because I don’t want
To mistreat my father
Because he would hated
To be mistreated by me
Never mind
I have good friends
That have lots of respect for me
Also they accept me the way
I am
And I am very happy that
They accept me the way I am
Never mind
My friends will never hurt me
Because I had built my trust
On my friends

Going home to heaven
The day I die
To see my loved
Ones that had died before me
But first I need to live my life
Here on earth to the fullest
I hope to live until I will be 80
Years old
And I might not be able to walk
Anymore
Also I will say goodbye to my
Friends the day I die
I also know that I will not live
Forever because God made life
That way
And it is my God that owns my life
And not me

I learned to trust
My father
Because he is always
Telling me the truth
Also my father
Had made me
Many years ago
With his holy hands
And after he made me
He had placed me
Here on earth to live
Father I want to tell you
That I just love the earth
Also you have made
My friends with you holy
Hands many years ago
And placed them here
On earth
Also father I trust my friends
They never promise me
Things that they could not do
I am also very happy with
My friends
We know each other for a life time

Let me
Go to sleep now
Because it is already
Late now
And
I am also falling asleep
Yes tomorrow will
Be another day
That my father
Brough for us
And it is going
To arrive
The first thing in the morning
Today I will be going
For a walk around the block
To get some fresh air
Because I need some fresh air

My father
I am devoted to you
I also love you father
From the bottom of
My heart
Also father I already
Know that you
Also, love me without limits
Also father I am your
Oldest son
Also the young
Sons that you have
Are now teenagers
Yes there childhood
Lives are over
A long time ago

I love how I am feeling
Today I must tell
Your father
That I am
Feeling good
About being alive
Every single day
Here on earth
Yes I know
Father
I am happy
To be alive
Every single day
Also father you gave me
A wonderful life
And I am living
That life
Every single day
To the fullest
Also, you gave me
Lots of freedom
In my life
And also you allow me
To live my life
The way I want

Don't go around
Talking behind my back
To you
Snobbish fiends
Because I hate
When you do that
You have no right
To do that
Also when you do that
You also hurt me badly
And I must
Tell you that
I hate that very much
Tell me what I supposed
To do with you
Because I don't trust you
At all
I want to break our friendship
Please go and live your
Life alone
And I will also
Live my life alone
Also, I don't need a friend
Like that

I need to meet you there
In your house
My father
Also, you told me
That your house
Is always open
For us
And you can
Enter my house
Any time you feel liked

The war
Is going on
In Ukraine
And
Vladimir
Is killing
His own people
Every single day
He is bombarding
Hospitals, schools, and church
Also, he is killing
The children
Yes the people
Have the same
Blood
I just don't know
Why the people
Of Ukraine don't
Impeach him
Or **** him
Yes somebody
Have to bury the dead
People
Also
The people that
Are dead
I hope that
Are
Rip
Ukraine

I saw today
The peoples
Faces
Some have grumpy faces
Some have tired faces
Some have
Sad faces
And also they
Are crying
Nonstop

You get what you give
If you neg me to death
I will confront you
Because that
Is a horrible
Thing that you did
To me
Also if you curse at me
You are going to hurt
Me badly
And I don't deserve to
Be cursed
Also I never cursed
At you

Friends
Do you really want to hurt me
Why?
Tell me, friends
What I have done for you
Have I mistreated you once
I never mistreated you
Also, I respect you
Your race and religion
I know that you are
Jehovah witness
Also, why do you make some
Promises to me
And never keep
Yes I feel
Let down
By you friends
And I must tell you friends
I hate to be
Let down

Friends
Do you really want to hurt me
Why?
Tell me, friends
What I have done for you
Have I mistreated you once
I never mistreated you
Also, I respect you
Your race and religion
I know that you are
Jehovah witness
Also, why do you make some
Promises to me
And never keep
Yes I feel
Let down
By you friends
And I must tell you friends
I hate to be
Let down

You get what you give
If you neg me to death
I will confront you
Because that
Is a horrible
Thing that you did
To me
Also if you curse at me
You are going to hurt
Me badly
And I don't deserve to
Be cursed
Also I never cursed
At you

Whose life it is anyway
Because
He is always smoking
A joint
He doesn't carer
About his life
It is very sad
Because he
Doesn't no that
A joint is very
Addictive
And slowly he is
Killing himself
Every single day
Because he smokes
A joint every day
Yes he will
Die with cancer
Also, he doesn't
Know that life
Is also very precious
Yes I am his father
I made him in my
Image
Then I placed him
Here on earth to live
Every single day
Also, I don't know
Where does he get the
Money from
Does he borrow some
Money from
The bank

Every day
After lunch
I have my ciesta
and I wake
up at 4:00 pm
Every single day
Because I am
Always tired my father

My father
I can't understand
That
Tuesday
Is now gone
Very fast
Now you brought
To us Wednesday
And today it was raining
Outside
I never go out in the rain
Today I am working for
My father
Writing some
New poems for
My father

Those were the nights
That my father
Made for me
And he is
always telling me
To go early to bed
So I can get
The proper sleep
But the truth father
Is that I am
Always waking up
Tired in the mornings

Have a nice day
During the morning
Did you see
Anything different
In heaven
The birds are also
Flying very high
In the sky
And I must
Tell you, father
That it looks beautiful
To see then fly
Also, I hope
That nobody will ****
The birds with a sling shoot
That is very cruel

I am not seeking
For revenge
My father
Because that would
Be a sad thing to do
Yes if your friends
Had  mistreat you
You must confront them
And tell then
That you are
Also very hurt
By then

Seems like yesterday
That we had
Lots of rain
Also yesterday it rain all-day
Only this morning
The rain stop
And after the rain
There in the sky appeared
The colorful rainbow
And also
My father
Had clear the sky
And the sun
Started to come out
We know that
We are going to
Have lots of sun

It is hard to get by
With little money
Because
You won't be able
To buy some food
Yes people
Because of the high cost of living
Food is very expensive
And thanks god that
There is foodbank
That we can go
And get some food
for us
So we are happy
That we won't starve
Today

I am broke
But I am happy
Because I needed
To get new clothes for
Me from the
Second-hand store
And I bought lots of clothes
Also, I had spent
$ 400.00 dollars on clothes
And then I became broke
I must tell you all
That is difficult to live
Without money
Also without money
We can't buy food and clothes

As I look into your eyes
I see that you have
Bags in your eyes
Tell me, friends
Are you having
Sleepless nights
Lately
You need to get
A prescription from
Your doctor
To get some sleep
A
Sleeping pill
Will knock you out
And you also
Will be able
To have a normal
Sleep

There is the one I need
In my life
And what I need in my life
Is my father
He will also
Look after me
Feeding me
And also
He will dress me
also, he will give me
A shower
Also my father
Will help me to shave
With my electric shaver

Believe me when I tell you
That it was my father
That made you
In his image
Many years ago
Today you are
An adult
Also, my father gave you
Some freedom
To live your life
Any way you like
Also, I hope
That you have good
Friends in your life
That also supports you
In your daily life
Yes you friends
IDon't  neg you to death
Because you just hate that
And I also don't blame you
I know that you also have
Peace in your life
Also, your friends never let
You down once
Also your friends
Have respect for you
They respect your race
And religion
We are not rich in money
But we are rich in spirit
Also, we are Christians

I am also
Very scared to die
Young
Also father
Every single day
I am looking after my health
I know that
I should not let my
Health go downhill
Because it would be  
The worst thing I could do for
Myself
It was my father
That gave me my health
Also  I never smoked
A cigarret
Because I would be ruining my lungs
Yes father I have healthy lungs
And healthy liver also
Because I stay sober for 59
Years

Always a God to me
You can heal the sick people
That is living on earth
Since birth
And they
Are always
Praying for my God

You believe in me
Because
I am your friend
For a long time now
Also, I am happy
That you trust me
Also we both have
Respect for each other
And I never let you down
When I make a promise to you
I keep it
And also I never hurt you friend