Horror and pain come to the mighty rain, In deep emotions, they do fall, I hear words of sorrow knocking at the doors of the poor while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This is the nightmare that will playout, where everyone screams and shouts in the darkened castle. People are playing the game of lust and bitterness, casting stones in a game of pain in a world that doesn't know how to trust. All they know are their sinful deeds to say hurtful things just to bring on more pains to make the spirit weak. This is where Dark Angel tells me what I should wear or what to say in his darkness of a masquerade. He looks me up and down and tells me to turn around, he looks at me with a wicked smile and tells me I drive him wild.
This is the night where the screams of truth or dare come out with so much fear and tears that could last for years, but no one seems to care. Where the road converges in a summers rainstorm. This is where the masks are on and some finally take them off, not caring about the cost of it all. This is called something of a darken masquerade where all evil comes out to play and many have lost their way. This is where the night will come to its end, but this will be where the chaos will fall at my feet, while Dark Angel watches me bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Please help me move to pass this pain
These storms come to me every day,
I feel I can no longer survive,
In darken dreams are many thunderstorms
Tears are always falling,
Hearts are always breaking,
Every day is another agony,
each day I get closer to the old platform
I don’t want to stand on,
I don’t want to show my face,
I don’t want to play into his games
I don’t want to perform in a storm of pains,
Please help me, someone,
Please take away all the storms that come
To me in darken dreams.
Oh, how he makes me scream,
He cut me very deep,
behind closed doors, he does very bad things,
on the floor is me that bleeds,
I cry but no one can hear me,
every time I shout for help
that’s when he gives me more hell,
the thunder bangs so loud
no one can hear my shout,
Dark Angel has shutout my cries,
Oh, the cuts hurt so much,
I can no longer take this pain,
I want to go far away,
But again, that is what he gave
A world of darkness my way,
He loves to hear me scream
He loves to explore my mind,
Yet when it thunders it gives more
the outpouring of tears and fears,
he slowly crippling my spirit with lies,

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tell me not, who broken your heart,
Our future is the flame
That stands in-between,
night and day,
the row of pain another gave
golden, warm autumn leaves
are blowing down the streets
of darken dreams,
in our room are the candles of lost time,
where the past should have been left behind
but it keeps coming back
just to remind us,
that someone has come between us,
Oh, mournful cries that are left inside
Deep within our souls
A pain we hadn’t let go of,
The flame of a wildfire
That hasn’t been extinguished
The cuts are always near us
Marking away at our heart
Next to our window
Are the candles that were once lit,
They are now melted and bent
Because nothing has changed
The past remains;
Bring so much rain our way,
I don’t want to look back
at those sadden eyes;
they cut me deeper than you know
this old pain is getting out of control,
I can no longer take any more
I must let you walk out the door,
This saddens me,
But we know it is for the best
When I must look back
I recall the pain of those days
When I see the one that came between
You and me on that autumn day,
I told myself never again
I will let you come back in,
I lit my candle and let it burn
I watched the old flam danced around
Over and over
until the pain lifted from me,
I don’t want to turn back
So, I kept walking ahead
I know we must weep over what we made
In our own web of the bed;
Oh, how that old candle burn
The darkness has taken the best of us
And left our hearts wounded,
Now, I pray that better days
To come our way;
To let the wild flames,
burn even in the rain,
Oh, your love I honored more
That’s why I let you walk out the door.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When you died
I felt I could longer live
yet, the sad thing is I did.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I dwell in true loneliness
Where a time my own life would never be missed,
Oh, I was so broken,
I became a lie in many people’s eyes,
My own mother didn’t say she had a younger daughter,
She only calmed one and would be the oldest,
We lived in a small town of pain,
where my life became broken,
My heart was always beaten down by jealous clowns
of this darken town,
the home where I live is always empty and cold,
this pain I hold keeps even when I didn’t want to,
my days are so out of place, all I see is the gloom
all around my room,
I know there are some things are meant to be silent about,
that would be the abuse that is always at my door,
this old would I still hold in my mind,
nothing was ever good about my younger life,
this old past left its trace all over the place,
marked my heart from the very start,
there was never any trace of love in my life,
in the cellar the walls have eyes,
every word that has ever been told,
came back in full force,
Oh, the pain that came to me
on that cold September night,
in that cold cellar is where you left my heart
in the dark of all your lies,
the daylight falls with dooms of you,
That kept me on confused,
outside the fences, the grape-vines ruined all dyed,
the rose garden becomes a place of rose dust,
Oh. How my mother loved her rose garden,
the roses lost tall heir color, like the tears she cried,
When my own dad left her side,
the woods come back to the mowing field of pain,
where the big old willow tree danced in the autumn wind,
outside from my window, the land started losing all its beauty,
lost with time like rhyme of lies, Broken was I.
where love was never on my side,
My own tears would fall,
like a said little rhyme of you and me,
a sad broken dream always comes to me,
my mind has no peace, I dwell with a struggled aching heart,
when you left me all broken and afraid,
You vanished and left me all your enemies,
On a forgotten past to a broken road of darken dreams,
Broken is what I am, this cold winter night,
All I ever do is cry and write,
In my own bloodstain ink, that makes the heart sink.


Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My senseless Love
we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry;

The Ink on the poet’s sheet had been smeared
with so many tears
The hands that rip the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written;

Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died;

Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poets handwrite
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul;

My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes its words will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The beauty of the swains
will dance and sing in delight
Love is what keeps hearts moving
Love is unstoppable.

Love is the writing of the soul
Love is personal and true
Love is the power in high towers
Love moves the universe,

Love is worthy of the Light
that shines deep within the night
Love kisses the mind of all kinds
Love is the embrace that warms
the hearts of faith.

Love is deeper than the sea
this is something I do believe
even when the heart bleeds
Love is all I need to set my soul free.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The loss is great
lost of faith
left my life in a dark state of mind
where sadness and pains remain
where everything is cold
in a life that stands bold
I always feel alone pity lone
eyes dropping in tears alone
words from an old beaten down past
always find its way back to my mind
in memories are darken dreams
a place upon seas
Oh, how my heart grieves
my body always aches
and I always had worried
as the fear raised within in me
while I am upon on kneel knees
Praying to be set free
from this darkened state of mind
that has been handed down to me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.
If love statue a mirror
your friends will admire Love
that shines in the eyes,
Love is the mirror
That shines even in the darkness.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Ships seal out on the Mediterranean Sea where little boats sink deep
as the wickedness weep into the night casting so much fright.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What does a black cat look like
In the light of an ancient moon,
Which can address his finest ways
While he catwalks the lands in gaze,
Paris is the place he craves to be
This any other cate would see,

Why the old catwalks around?
His eyes possessed the town
Until the light of the velvet moon
Helps him feel at easy where he could
Find a place to sleep,

This ancient cat knows what is best
While he lays his little head for rest
Where he could get up to do his best
On gentle grass in a social life
grace is always on his side,

Oh, how he dreamed about alleys where
food is in the cans of garbage bags
where kitties are playing around
doing what they know in a world that is
evil and cold.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dragging his hunger like thunder
deep into the September sky
holding his head up very high,
mocked by old lovers
that he once uncovered
hunger is his thunder
in the magic of time,
He stands before me
like never before
I can see by the way he looks at me
he has started to change
oh, here comes the rain
while we stand by the graves,
Sobbing in pains of yesterday's
howling coming from the wind
muzzling the sounds of the birds
that likes to chirp,
Dark Angel looks at me
telling me the loss of his panic
when drops of love were once among
but ashamed to love again
because it cuts deep within.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening dreams. They would have to see all that darkness they would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

The cuts that get deeper with time as life goes so does the pain that still reams, body aches, as so many tries tom look at my dislocated body parts if they were smart they would look the other way. And never walk my way to see if I was okay.

If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground, they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Silence would be all they would hear they would see something
was controlling me, taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath given extreme pain deep within, they will see they are going through the same pain. I know to keep all away from me if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He took hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Let Me Be Your Everything
I sat down to think about all you ever told me
I start to write all  my emotions down
for all to read about you and me
I want to show all how
things really are that was between us
I want to have romantic dances
with lots of kisses, you would say
you would hold me close
where you could whisper in my ears
all the things you hold dear
how much you need me
the Love you want to show me
the passion you have for me
I truly know a lot from you
you have talked to me
about so many things you even told me
Love is not that easy
like others think it should be
You get up out of bed
to start your day  
with me on your mind
that was all you could think about
is the love that is in your heart for me
you would tell me
You're my love you see
Let me be your everything
this old life brings
let me spark up a fire deep within you
like you had never known
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss each and every day
just to let you know the hours
you're upon my mind
Let me be all you could ever need
Your words my love
will always be a part of me
Your love will always be in all my memories
So I will write out what I feel
even when we are no longer
my heart has grown founder
this love will always be
written down in the history of you and me.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Now it’s time to let it all go
love, at first sight, was just a joke
taken me down like a clown
in this little old town,
I was a kid
they were grown
they should have known
Don’t come to the stand boldly,
pushing you demands
who do you think I am?
Storms ride the tide that comes at night,
creeping in my mind
the sight of them
makes my poor heart trembled
deeper into the dark.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes to darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,
Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,
Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my visions all my life, I truly didn't understand why. I know that when I would tell people what it was I have seen and what was going to happen they would speak abusively of me.

So all I had to talk to was Jehovah God, HE has been with me all my life, He is my friend and I don't ever have to hide what it is I feel inside. Because HE already knows, so if I was going to be judged it would be from HIM.

Everyone has cold me names and even shamed me for the gifts that God has given to me. He lets me seething also in dreams that would make anyone scream. But does that give any of you the right to judge me?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darkening
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darkening dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so many pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heartstrings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all face you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale, pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyway
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes a battle
that no one can win,
I am in the way too deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights, Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Your Beauty Speaks To Me  Because I see the beauty of me as I look into the mirror of my life I think you God Jehovah ,Jesus for the beauty you have given to me your spirit shines so bright in my life, I had too learned to see again not by eyes but by spirit your beauty speaks to me your Spirit moves me my eyes has never seen your face but No one ever had , My eyes have blossomed open words of your love speaks to me God Jehovah what beauty you have set in my heart at one time in my life I feared that the you didn't love me but that is the Lie that darkness speaks, In my young sometime ago my life was cast into darkness and made my heart cold this pain it gave had put me on the run Life was never fun life didn't seem beautiful the Light of your beauty I didn't no longer seen , But with time you listen to my cries you touched my body my Spirit when I was so scared My God Jehovah , and Jesus you have showed me you cared by taken away all my fears I have grown tender toward all living things what life brings my way, most of all I have learn not to run from Love  But to hold on to it ;because I don't see with just the eyes I see within the beauty of the Light the beauty that shines on high even in the night, As long as you my God and Lord in my Life I see things in beauty of love  from heaven above ;You Put love in my heart even from far  You put thing into its potential place and made an  opens path for me to walk for me to see what love really is , Where no path before ever existed in my life because you love me you shine beauty upon me I love you in heart and soul but most of all In Spirit and with a spirit  eyes ,You saved my Life, I don't see age has a thing to do with love when it comes  from heaven above I live in a new world holding on too a New Law you are in my heart When I close my eyes I see everything in the beauty of your Love, Where my days and nights are now meaningful Because you love me you made my  Life a better place to be I am glad you loved me first I know this love is strong and True God who loved us before we ever loved him Love is not what you can see love comes from within .

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I prayed over and over for God to help me
I got lost in what was happening
this beast killed my spirit
shamed my name
and gave me all his blame
for treating me this away
told my friends and families so many lies
that they walked by his side,
they didn't even care I was walking in fear.
I told my religion what was going on
they just looked the other way
was it because I am a woman?
that I didn't have any right to speak
what is he was doing to me?
what he is still doing on the internet
who so many people forget,
Dear God, please set me free
from all my agony that has been put on me.

Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks; braes and streams all around
The castle of Dark Angel
Green by woods and fair flowers
There is a great depression
that will overtake your souls
Dark Angel and the Black Magic woman,
will cast the spell of darken dreams
your heart will scream
it will flood like the sea
crying out to thee
into every inch, you hold of your soul
it will never let go,
you will never find an honest soul
darkness id all they know
Dark Angel will give
wonders and worries
throughout your days
your life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls to spare
the expressions on their face
has so much hate  
you will never see the light of faith
in them darken eyes,
Oh, pale, pale lips cry out to me
Dark Angel calls me
I assure myself everything is going
to be okay
But the who am I to say
any fool can see
Dark Angel has me,
I pleaded for Dark Angel
to let me be,
I am crying with the sea
His rage came over me  
I'm afraid and very weak to even think
When I try to explain
what I was feeling
it didn't matter anyway,
Oh, pale lips come
Oh, pale of rosy lips
kiss me of death
to your King
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak,
I must stay strong and meek
But Dark Angel
has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in the way too deep
I'm losing the fight for my own rights,
Then Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be heard
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on a cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I have seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that makes me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far, far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beautiful leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, I do remember every little word,
Every pain you ever gave,
I do remember, but do you?
Do you remember all those marks?
I had given you back?
If not look all over your body again,
I stud up to my evil beast,
and that beast is you,
I call you out from the dark,
Just to show you I’m no longer scared,
Oh, how the light shines in your night
When I give, you back some fright,
Do you remember the pains I gave you?
Oh, please don’t be confused,
I’m just getting started on you,
Come let’s take that long walk in the dark,
While I pierce away at your heart,
Remember my darken king,
I am the queen of all darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery