The thrill is like a pill that kills,
While I look at the Ku Klux ****
Taken their stand on hot sand,
Ready to take down the darken slaves
In those cold evil ancient days,
The screams are still on the tip of their tongues,
While slaves go out to fight
the KU KLUX ****
they lost their lives
to the hands of those white men,
dead skin for the ravens
the bloodstain stand is the history
that ***** away like bats in time
the dead will soon be gone
the red sea will cast ancient dreams
to all who can see;
it all comes straight from the heart
where life has been written
about the forbidden;
I step upon the stained sand
that is covered in sin;
while time clutched at my feet
while I write in bloodstain ink,
millions of tears did fall
while they tried to claim the wall,
I see soldiers on their feet
Wherein raincoats;
I ask myself what side are they on?
I feel so ill,
like I had taken the old ancient pill
that kills the thrill.
while I see the stains upon the sand
where the KU KLUX **** once stood
whirring their white hoods,
with blood stain, wooden crosses in their hands
while they burned up the land;
where mills of silence swept over the sand.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So beautiful you are in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lovers eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
so thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover's hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow  
You are the art of the painter's eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying back and forth
You are the beauty among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love around the drakes old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, Love you are the fire
that moves my heart
to do good things,

you are the heaven
that hold visions in my eyes
to move my spirit to write,

Where pleasure and pains
that gives my life rains
in a world so cold
I stand so bold,

So I write out my blood cries
in my own  blood ink
of what it is my heart bleeds
for the world to read.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So much of life will pass on by
like a blink of an eye
For a time the unfaithful will keep
On walking in the way of lies of darkness
But the righteous will keep on looking
to the Light for everlasting
But the unrighteous their day will soon
come to an end.
O Jehovah;
We know you will defend us from the evil ones
we oppose'rs that fight with us
day and night without cause
they hid their nets for us to fall in
But we keep looking for their treasures of heaven
and for a Paradise earth
We will keep on walking in the true Faith
Of the law of Jehovah God
But the dark and evil ones  
walk With heedless ear and careless eyes
they walk so blind of the way of this darken Life
Oh Jehovah Your words they actually Ignored  
Please give me the gift of your ways
always to the homeless and poor
Put your words deep down in our Hearts like a
The high tower of your law
your shield to our souls
let us spread your words of the true life
To all mankind  
Let us open the eyes of the blind
let us teach them Your words of everlasting
Let them see the way of what is right
In your eyes,
Look! There are days coming is the
Utterance of Jehovah
Son of man, A watchman is what Jehovah
Made us be Jesus our Lord showed us at door too door
The haters were trying to knock him down with
their old darken lies,
Jesus had warned the wicked ones
that they will positively die if they do not
change their ways, Oh Jehovah our God
this lost darken world looks down on us
call us all kinda names,
why they try to put all their lies and shame
on us night and day because we stand for Your name
Your words Jehovah stands true
I will not let them take me down with them
in there darken ways
These feelings I have are the hours of my day  
But now I am learning how to live out my life
In doing what is right in Your eyes
Something new runs in my heart and that is
Your true Love.

-Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see visions where friends are made
doing their best to keep their dreams alive,
when you are a best friend
you want to always make thing right
in your own friend’s eyes,

Friends are the gift in life,
They helping each other to move along in life,
They lift each other up when the other falls,
Being beast of friends to the very end,

In all season gives reasons
for best friends to have fun together,
even when you’re not even aware
they both are a funny pair,
but they never seem to care,

Beast friends to the very end
Life would be as easy if life didn’t
have my best friend in it,
life isn’t a game and friends are a gift
from heaven above that gives love.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

From childhood, things always seemed stranged to me,
I loved the moon and the stars and the maker of them.
and in my darkest hours, I would cry out to HIM.
as others looked at me strangely
when I had all those nightmares
HE was the only one who cared
HE is the only one I gave my heart to.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight come back don't run or he will attack.
that's how he fights back, he feeds on your fears,
he loves to bring you down in tears.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Autumn leaves is where you left me to bleed,
the bloodstain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages were turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,

through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night, the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confusing
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my bloodstains.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Ebola a virus going around killing the towns
of all kind of clowns hoping to be found before
going to the ground,

A viral infection cutting deep in the intestine
with more viral hemorrhagic high fever piercing
at lives the young and the old hanging to hope,

But now not only was one being found to pass this deadly
virus around, we have hundred to be found
treasured ones struck down,

Contagious lies that are eating away at USA lives
With death and no love Fly back to us,
By the joy of a clown made its round to be crown
To the Ebola Virus to be passed around,

A touch of grace must take place by a gentle dove
from heaven above through a plastic glove,
While in our land we see today another virus spreading,
Killing the babes,

More deadly in the soul that makes the body ****** and cold
Asking God to please take control of this pain they never known,
This is deeper and so severe penetrating on more fear,

'Why bring Ebola home to the ones you love, To a place
You call home? '' Though you Oh God stump this sickness
By your grace will not be *******.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel How could I ever forget you you left me scarred for life
Year after year on every September I will always half to remember your cold touch all your lying words. Your dark evil eyes looking deep within my mine I have to remember you Dark Angel even though I don't want too. You put my life in so much darkness you are something I could never miss. All this pain gives me rain that truly has no end darken thoughts that eat away at my soul
oh how it makes me feel so cold some tell me to let it all go. But if they only know what it is I know then they would understand why I can't wherever I turn a page in life there, you are by my side.
I will always feel you near even when I would like you to disappear. I was young full of life but that all changed when you came my way you have driven away all I ever loved and replaced it with bad thoughts of the gloom of you, Dark Angel, every day is always the same old thing nothing really changed the marks and all those cuts are still very deep within me. every time I dream I could see your eyes staring back at me. In the shadows, you lurk around stalking out my life eating away at my spirit, breaking me down in darken dreams. All hope for freedom is all gone all love, joy, peace I will never feel I can't get you out of my mind. Oh but I try most of the time as you lurk behind all darkness I know deep down You see me looking at you feeling so hopeless just knowing there is no way escaping you. no matter what I do so now I focus on you.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breathe out pains in the autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even has broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears are what I bared in my mind over time
He pains that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bear to let happen
Man of free, a man of working of the heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with the choice to live and die
A place of joy, love to take comfort in a warm home,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger
Dark Angel broke my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were lies are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darkened world
that no one cares to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me, you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The autumn moon hungover in a fire over the hill's  
the wild black promontories of the coast extend as far as the eyes could see, I need a place on the sea away from us away and away from what we could be. one winter afternoon sunlight that gilds the cobbled streets of Montreal, I saw a small village outside Paris, beyond the light beyond the sun, That is where my heart hungover you under sheets of scarlet satin away from vows and other sins, my heart gave in above the confusion and the fuss of both of us beyond the push beyond the rush my heartfelt, it was going to burst with all the love you gave the curve of the narrow street reflected back at you and me. There's a place for love and light a peaceful time, no wrong no right, run me and never let go let's run in the streets of Paris until we get old the shop window at left, still follows the old line of the country lane that we once played.
there's a place for love and light for the both of us understanding takes flight, the cars line the street lights of Montreal feels so right,
with faith as sweet as the scent there is time for us yet.

- Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darkening of dreams they would have to see all that darkness and would have to feel all that pain from their own darken past.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Be not afraid of the dark just learn to dance in it
and believe life has a brighter side.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Ancient skies dark with billions of stars
that  beautified the night,
It is like fine art
to the eyes,
Oh, capricious moon
that climbs with restless gaze across the skies of June.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Charge towards me and I will give you a storm.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into the darkening of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel, here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,
He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only playing nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see,
But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wildfire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way,
He makes others think he is doing okay
he stands up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything,
But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you took the sun and made it dark
Oh, my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost,
O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades-
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Draw no Envy to my own beauty
into my world of dreams
I know I have two names
when it comes to my fame
but remember
we all bleed the same,
Draw no envy ;
When it comes to Love
Love is like  a beautiful dove
an open book to all who takes a look
let that beauty shine  deep within,
My own fame comes in the rain
when my heart feels so many pains
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken
on my silk written words
in bloodstain ink
of what my heart bleeds,
My fame is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark
when love has departed into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on the sea
into a winters breeze
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago,
when Love has taken a stroll
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of bloodstain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June have seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hear
tears that fall with autumn winds
wishing love would find it's way back again.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Your love is like a tranquilizing
of the dark, you even took my heart
and broken it down
Deep, deep down from on reaper

In my heart
I find a love for you sometime
ago even in the pain of age
But hate comes to my mind like a
cold rhyme of the dark side
  
I lost all feelings with time
A heated-up night of summers blues
came like a firecracker in late June
  
For some reason, I don't feel the same
as I Once did in my life
I can't explain it
my heart had gone so numb
  
But letting you go was the best thing
I could have ever done
Your love is like a wild storm
that never goes away
  
Your dark Love
brings me so many heartaches  
so much shame of your sick way’s
You take even the smile off my face
Your love is too much for me to hang on to
  
I let you go so give me back my soul  
My heart has gone cold
This old love of yours is too old

You kept running deep in my mind
I find myself praying night and day
For the image of you to go away

you make me want to scream  
you even haunt me in my sleep  
I am not the best person in life  
But I am not a bad one
  
I don't deserve your kind of love  
Darkness is your game
your love is so fake it gives heartaches
I can't live like this
Set me free, please
let me be

I made a promise to always love you  
I will never break that promise  
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change
to the light of day  

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me
  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
  
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what a love could be
  
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  

But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness

You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry

You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life

You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
  
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
  
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Because we are not two we are one in love you are all my emotions
You are the breath I breathe,Oh, my dear queen come back to your knight and dance with me for life.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The volume is being written the series of Dark Angel and Moonlight, who seeks to uncover the secrets of her faith
Dark Angel the darkness of lies haunts her day and night. He is the angel of ancient darkness of the lost manuscripts the carved in the hate all over the place of a love gone bad Dark Angel losses his mind.A manuscript of his kind has been written to turn the faith of true light of true love to a nasty dark lies, he makes traps to draw in his victims. It's true when love can make one blind the image of evil thoughts come to the plots when the heart has been broken:
The cuts get deeper at one's heart love is forever lost, Dark Angel; finds love is more complicated than he could have ever known true love never dyes nor ever grows old. Dark Angel a scanners manuscript of his own of all his lies and traps. He had played so many times on Moonlights mind, the head games that had been eating at her soul to beat her down. But he could never take her true vision of the higher ground of true nature of love.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So, many Hatters has cast their stones but I'm not frightened of them anymore, the cold pits of their lies have come to them with a big surprise when they no longer see I hold no fear in my eyes, for the ones that have cast their stones upon my soul. Oh, the darkness of true sadness has passed me on by now what I see is the beauty of a sunrise ray of rejoicing, because love is with me the window of my cold room has been Broken in late June for all to see love is with me. Now all my hatters who have cast their stones just to see me bleed, now they cry out my name in their own pains of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Departing avenging spirits
In the dead of winter;
love has assumed to know all hearts,
But what stands before thee
Are the cowards of the lost?
all they bring is wickedness,
what has happened to true love?
Oh, tender hearts,
Why did you depart into the dark?
the gentle touch of lovers’ hand
Where the beauty of spring;
this old town has humiliated me,
But then the knight looks and sees
His love under the leafy shade,
Writing her heart away,
He looks with a stunning smile
upon his face that couldn’t be removed
if she is near; words of anger started to fade,
but then he looked around and she was gone,
His anger ragged like a villain;
He looked at the cowards
that has been making war,
what is it you have done?
That is when the cowards started to run,
Then one of the cowards
stopped and looked back,
Saying, Dark Angel is taken his queen home,
There was this big hesitating chill
that moved faintly in the knights’ heart,
a darken trill of the dead of winter
moved in his soul;
The knight's heart became cold.
loneliness came from love;
while the cowards of the town
laugh so loud towards the knight
he pulled out his sword;
and told them if they come back
they would lose their heads,
Clear, loud he stood his ground
In the old town, he called home,
Wide is the rain that brings on pain,
that gives free choice to all who bleeds,
you can love or run from it;
or you can love and fight for what your
heartbeats for and will die for it,
like a true ‘’ Shakespeare’’ theme;
that has been written in the true passion of love
that gives feverish dreams;
Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love for thee.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The light in your eyes is fading fast
Like a bladed glass,
I try to keep up a good front that
Nothing's wrong,
But inside my head and my heart
Are constantly fight who's right and
Who's wrong,
As soon as I feel I can grasp for air
And go ahead and let the pain's run
In, and accept that you are long gone
I can move along,
The taste of happiness has faded away
To another place and silence made home,
This feeling that I feel that is holding me
Captive within myself,
Feels as if someone pulls out the rug.
And I fall off my feet onto my face,
My heart does feel a beat.
And I have strong faith in you to see
Me through in Jehovah's name,
I don't want to give up, but this is too
Much pain that won't go away,
This is killing me slowly within why I
Am holding it all in,
But how much can one person take?
I try with all my might.
As darkness try's so hard to fall over
Me when death has taken its course,
This is not who I'm supposed to be.
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of Jehovah God ;
But this time my heart holds dimer
Light of lost life and I must get my
Feeling back right,
So I call on you Jehovah to let me run
Free until I have finely found me.
And now I am asking Jehovah God
To dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you, Coffee
I will always need you.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was dark, I sunk out of my room and made it around the other side of the castle, they weren't watching for me I don't think; because I see DARK ANGEL keeping them too busy doing other things' he was telling them to do something that the stronger man didn't seem to like, I could see it in their eyes, soon Dark Angel let out his anger like a roar that filled the castl with more demons stirring down from it. He shot a sideways glance and screamed out my name, "Moonlight, where do you think you are going?"


- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery