A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you, Coffee
I will always need you.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
that are running about
making crime
most of the time.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that have cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has passed me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of the sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who have
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angel's words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make his own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in the life of a storm,
We can make love in the splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own bloodstain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever have known,
let me feel your heartbeat, my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from far away I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with the time you will see things my way,
Do you know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moonstones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Is Poetic Lilly Emery

Once upon a midnight fright, A raven found its way into my life, I could see his pains through his eyes while he was looking at me, I started feeling weak and somewhat weary, things are getting kind of scary.
Ding-**** and old bell wrung from far, Oh, how the sound left a mark on my heart. Where words of the past, started making its way back. I felt I was about to have a heart attack when I started getting old flashbacks, over many quieting times of the dark side of my mind.
The curious volume of what was then, I truly thought was forgotten, until the old raven started doing his knocking. He was jabbing and tapping upon my bedroom window. While I was sleeping in the silence of a dream, but before long I have seen myself looked away in a chamber of pain.
A place where the walls are gray and cold, where haunting creepiness is behind the other side of that wall, I hear the screams in true agony, while the raven keeps staring at me. Like he is trying to tell me something with his eyes, He is my only visitor so far in this dark cold room.
The sound muted just for a moment, but then I heard a beating sound of anger pounding at my chamber door. It wasn’t a tapping that is for sure. It was a sound like someone was wanting to even a sore. To lead me in fright for my life, Oh, raven why did you come to the window of my chamber? What is it you are wanting to tell me before this door opens.
The more I look at the ravens’ eyes, I slowly started remembering all those hurtful times, but this raven was always by my side. bring me crumbs and sometimes meat for me to eat. I remember it was in late December when I was out looking for an escape from he who has been haunting me in darken dreams.
I was separated from life, were all my families and friends where, where true love swept over my soul. Visions I always had since my birth. But my life always seemed to be cured. It was okay at first. But with time passing I became eager to be set free, just to see what I could find about my life. Oh. How I could remember how everyone started to change.
They held so much envy and hate in their eyes, But, that was really no surprise. They didn’t seem right to me from the start. They didn’t have love in their heart. Each day and night they would make traps for me to fall into. So, I started studying their every move. They always tried to keep me confused.
Vanity I say, while they looked away. While they were out plotting another fall. But I was borrowing time while they had been playing hateful games on my mind. OH, that late December, I was stroke down with fever. while they had locked me away in my chamber.
Oh, I do remember, that is when I became so ill I almost died. But the Raven kept on tapping on my window to let him in. that’s when we became friends. In the meanwhile, Spells have been cast upon me, which gave me darken dreams of he who haunts me. I could see the silky sad curtains hanging from my window.
The rain was pouring down heavy, I had nothing to eat. But the raven found me water on the leaves of autumn. And he gave me sips of wildlife while he feeds me and watched over me. like if someone from far sent him to keep me safe even in darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I could see the lighting strike across the sea of darken dreams leaving me feeling I could no longer breath, how could this be happing? I know I am alive, yet I feel so dead. living in a world so darken full of hate and rage that kept the cage open to all this madness. aww, while the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every time  he would speak
I hunger for the words that are hidden,
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
words true and strong
like a song that carried on.

He would talk so much
about heavenly love
Love has a way to heal the soul
it can get you to dance into the rain
of yesterday's pains
and wash you clean.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The forgiveness we all have a place in our hearts to want to forgive the ones who hurt us, but the ones who hurt us has no heart to want the forgiveness. I find it crazy how much I had always love to write out what seems to make me bleed in those darken memories that got me to have all those painful dreams. But that is the past and I am still learning from it. My heart truly bled out like ink in a world so dark that I wanted to write my story for the world to feel my pains with me.  

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Her ruby Eye of Medusa casting her spells
all over the land of shipwrecked souls
Medusa sings on hearing winds in the night
why they sleep she seeks to take on her attack
like a thief in the shadows of light.
Her soul is cold:
She is designed with clutching gamed
controlling is her game to take lost souls in
She is so the protagonist
her story that never ends to man.
A pit of lies she holds in her eyes
she is the goddess of the nights
A goddess of true darkness of the stone
she stands alone on her ****** thrown
to take this dark world on that she holds.
She is the Venus in her lover's eyes
that looks upon her beauty in her eyes
this old darken world craves the need to
find her. she will have her way
just look in her dark beautiful ruby eyes
she will cast her spell and make you of stone.
The people that had heard of her story
the raft of the Medusa with the snake hair
will cast her poison everywhere
who dears to drawn near.
Throughout the house of stone
You will see her eyes looking upon
her evil is the menace of her home
Medusa looks were known to cast a spell
to turn her lovers into stone.
A ***** dire reversion  they all felt
in her eyes, they lie with a deep pleasure that
makes mans heart melt for her
the waters below all around her home her lover
will be her predecease stone.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, watch the Kangaroo's jump
they look like they are having fun
jumping around in the sun,

Look at the weak ;
what do you see?
tears do fall upon  the sand
gently winds do blow
way before a nasty storm,

Life is like a mirror
that reflects all that you see
Oh, innocents let out your sigh
and hold on tight
you are about to go for a rid,

Here comes the alarming colored sky
shadows of fright make a storm
like never before ;
Sing your song on high
you innocent ones
with lyrics on your lips,

Oh, beloved ones ;
watch the Kangaroo's jump
they are no longer looking
like they are having fun
the old sun is gone
they are now jumping on wet ground,

Oh, you Neglected ones
let your love be strong
while you dance around
in a darkening storm.

Judy Emery © 2004
Goddess of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Jehovah God's words are everlasting,
AND dust is for a time...
Never lose sight of that,
Jehovah God is coming
And HE is letting this old Darke World
KNOW IT!

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
So, thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow
You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth
You are the beauty
among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Berries, roots, nuts, acorns, legumes, and grains I picked up along the way roaming around in this old evil dark town as the eyes look me up and down with words of manipulation to bring my spirit in an awakening state of mind. where they can control while they keep evoking their desires of hate, I kept my faith and looked the other way.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darkened room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own bloodstain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The voice cannot carry out what it is that I feel
I see the beauty of the white wings that fly over me
While I sleep for peace kissing away at dreams
The tongue and the lips that give it wings
to my soul that sings
No one woman should ever have to die in her doom
or should she die in vain of shamefulness
But to die for her glorious in love
For even as love crowns the beauty within
A life that we live in sin
The light of true love makes its way in
So shall it crucify the night by the white wings
Descend to your roots that make the heart sing
And shake them that clinging to the earth for death
White wings we shall be together in spring
When the white wings of death will sing.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Just knowing God is the one
who breathes life into my soul
Has given me something to live for,
My lungs are full
my heart is with God.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Your love is like the dark
You even have taken my heart
Deep down in me, I find love for you
But hate comes to mind like a rhyme
Of a lost in time heated up night
For some reason, I don't feel the same as I
Once did in my life I can't explain it
But letting you go was okay
Your love is like a wild storm that never goes away
And brings so many heartaches
The shame of your love is too much for me to hang on to
I let you go so give me back my soul
My heart has gone cold
You still kept running deep in my mind
you make me want to scream
you even haunt me in my sleep
I am not the best person in your life
But I am not a bad one
I don't deserve your kind of love
Darkness is your game, your love, shame and blame
I can't live that way
Set me free, please
I made a promise to always love you
I will never break that promise
I love you
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change to light of day
My love for you will run deep
Your love in the dark is killing me
Taken all my strength from me
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal and honest to you
You were always about you and your needs
You gave me lies and false dreams of what a love could be
Never had I make you doubt my love for you
I never broke a promise I made to you
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams
Your accomplishments were you with me
Your true happiness is me
But your love hurts too much it makes my heart bleed
I want you to never suffer nor cry
Yet I was the best for you and the life you live
Only the one that succeeds in doing good
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
That promise is true
You have me running and confused
Love is a word I will always be scared of
The truing of your voice that runs in my mind is
Something I want to let go
I hope you understand why I want you to let me go
I want you to stop hurting my life
You make my life feel like a failure.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old bloodstain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am alive yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They say nevertheless it is all the same
this old world loves to cast blame
because what hides deep within
are all those hidden sins
when it comes to love
it is paper-thin
New words are now expressed
and the old ones are still burning on high
Because this life is about darkness
But there is still true Prophets
bleeding  words of Jehovah out to you
but you act as if your confused,
but you love being used
and abuse from this old darken world
you are blinded to the Time
we are no living in
So, Jehovah God sending His plague
that is called the Coronavirus
Now, do you hear HIS call?
Do you cry out for His Grace?
or are you still hiding your face?
Are you still listening
to the sluggish voice of darkness
that keeps on hiding the truth
even from the old down to youth,
now your hurting
and your kidneys are burning
and you still haven't ask Jehovah God
to take away the flame
Why not call upon HIS name?
You are struggling and straining
just to see if you can find blame
in the words, I am writing
so you can shame
and blame me
because of your soul
now feels the amazing burn
Of the Word of Truth
I am negotiating  
even trying to motivate
JEHOVAHS LOVE FOR YOU
DO YOU HEAR HIS CALL?

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have secretly left you a note
upon your bedside;
but only in dreams, you could only see
what it is I have written
in a place of the forbidden,
this is how we meet
you came into my life while I sleep,
you seemed so nice and very sweet,
You’re my childhood dream,
I had left you some time ago
I want to say sorry,
But, I must ask
how did you make your way back?
into my mind another time.
I never understood that
I thought you suppose to stay in the past,
I see your writing on my page  
where others could read
what you are wanting to say to me,
but, you are starting to get mean
and yet a little scarier;
when you write about me
you had taken all my words
I wanted to say right out of my mouth,
You would write to me to tell me
You wanted so badly to kiss me,
But I must say;
Get off my page
Because I don’t feel the same way
You are only something from a darkened past
A childhood dream
that always made me scream,
It’s so funny what words can do,
to make me feel so ill about you,
I could never love you or want too.
I felt I known you all my life,
maybe I did;
But only in my dreams, you see,
So, what does all this mean
for you and me?
again, how could this ever be?
If we were only a childhood dream.
I started to feel overwhelmed by you,
If you are only someone of dreams,
Every time I sleep,
Your eyes are looking back into mine
It’s like I could read an ancient story;
I had to take a deep breath
and walk away from all of this,
Your starting to mess with my head,
I’m starting to feel old wounds
of another time;
something doesn’t feel right
this left me so confused
how could all of this be if you are only
a childhood dream?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, how I dreamed while I sleep
Into many different shades of gray,
Upon my silk bed;
Oh, how love has lost his way,
Where I lay on the grace of meadows,
Oh, how I see troubled times standing before me,
The old ancient winds crying at me again,
Waves of lies wildered around the night
Fighting the mind;
Darkness weighting the way where faith
Could no longer be traveled to worn,
Upon on the sea tangled web it sprayed,
Where the heart is always being broken,
Bones are like tokens,
Spirits are weak,
While the dreamers’ nights of sleep,
A place of weeping, agitation of true agony,
I hear Dark Angel speak his lies,
Oh, slaves try not to cry,
Oh, do you hear the angels sing
Fathers of ancient time dancing around in spring,
A place where eyes see many things,
Where life seems like a faraway dream,
Oh, look how they weep for thee,
Pity is we who now see what Dark Angel brings
To all of us who vision upon holy grounds,
Where love was lost and soon be found,
Oh, let your happy tears fall,
let the light shine in the darkness of your mind,
Who replied in ancient time,
Oh, do call the watchman of the sea.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, dear ancient moon this pain came to me wat too soon, Look at what has been done under the dark heavens where you shine your doom in late June. What have I done for my soul to turn so cold? I feel so lost and confused about what I am seeing and feeling all at once like something is dividing is my soul from light to darkness. like something our someone is taken control over me.

Old midsummer moon, I know you have seen the show that happened long ago, only we will ever know how this story goes, where so many are out just to see me fall like those fallen stars that have been cast from the heavens right along with the fallen of angels as they are making war.

Oh, the traps they set for me, Aww! what my eyes do see, the visions of you stand so clearly to me, as the angels fall hard into the see,  Oh, the midsummer moon you shine your beauty in my eyes
and that is where you will always be a big part of me. as the wind keeps crying out to me in its own agony, moving back and forth over the angry seas of darken dreams.

A new year of his lies for me to see with the eyes of a moon
of that unusual violent in midsummer of June, casting its beauty across the seas while the stars blink in the heart of doom, the old sea has resounded over the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games with Dark Angel in rage.

Oh, how I see the foreigners mask faces standing over me, dancing and crying calling out names like they are insane, casting blame my way to make me feel so ashamed, my poor body feels this scorching of pain, while it is starting to rain.  They are all acting so crazy as they crawl and fall rolling around making all kinds of worn down sounds.

Then they start falling some more on the wet ground jumping up and down like frogs in the fog, this is something I have never seen before, then it wasn't long before the storm moving the trees and the waves upon the seas, that is when they started crying out t
to the black magic, woman to please stop the pain that she put upon her slaves.

Dark Angel started to laugh like a painful shout of thunder, then that started making me wonder, what is going to happen next?  Soon after all of that, I started feeling attacked behind my back, so I started fighting those slaves back. they started crying for dark Angel on hands and knees saying look what she has done to me.

**** us please set us free, Oh, that is when I started holding my stomach  I started crying out like them, I  was starting to get very sick, then they have seen how my eyes started to change, and they know deep within I have more control over them. They looked at each other not understanding why I didn't do anything to them yet?

Soon they place a moonstone was placed upon my beast, and down my stomach, legs.  then both of them, the Magic woman and Dark Angel started asking me what is it you see? my eyes rolled back while they attacked, but I had never given them any words to feed on. But I did cry out so much pain on that midsummer fright that shined deep into my eyes, but that was no surprise.


- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Harsh winter falls;
I yearning for your touch.
For a call with so much love  
Yearning to be near you but  
You are so far, oh how this  
Breaks my heart,
Time creates a difference,
Difference creates desire.
Desire ultimately creates a yearning temptation.
And that is you I crave I yearn to see better days,
My days of winters gray my nights I cry  
Without you in my life,
You are my temptation that whispers in my ears,
I call out your name in that sensual tone.
But when I wake it was all wrong,
You were only on the phone calling me saying  
One day you will be home,
I fight the urge to reply what is truly on my mind
Another time,  
Then one night, temptation comes again
Touching you in places that cried out his name.
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
August spent filling empty without you,
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
The kiss screams passion, warmth…. but…
How did temptation know what I was needing  
The most!
How did he know that you needed a kiss like that?
Dripping in pure desire; a wanting, yearning kiss  
That makes December a sweeter place to play,
Temptation I can’t fight you anymore.
I’m yielding to your love and it is even at my door.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Shattered like glass
When we had departed
my heart shattered like glass
oh, how the silence
brought on the tears
thinking back on those years
we had to make love fun
but that was way before
that darken storm
had taken our love away
oh, how I miss those days
running around on the beach
playing with each other's feet
dancing around just to snick a kiss
oh, those days I will always miss
now I am brokenhearted
while the years pass
my heart is still shattered like glass
these old cold hours
made so many rain shows
of true sorrows of what
an ending Love foretold
so many years ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away Dark Angel always loves to see me in pain. Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape has left me this is knowing the life I live pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth. My pain's run deep within my veins cut's of darkness that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it knows takes hold the hurt that consumes me with no heartbeat I'm hurt.  It is like clockwork A rain that will never go away as long as there is pain. Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust I don't want to cry you see that is a weakness in his eyes. I'm along most of the time  I'm locked away with no hope of an escape, I sit around with my black velvet gown with red roses in my black hair, my lips are silked red and my eyes as blue as they could get. My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin when darkness descends on my light skin the moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party. Just to scattered more pieces of my soul lying around just to be found to gather up again I can hear a knocking at my door just to find Dark Angel wanting more. I can feel his lust creeping upon me his hunger his needs for me. His breath, his eyes on my every move his cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could never seem to win his darkness mad it's the way in it has consumed me. I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me his voice has softened by telling me a story how much he waited to find his Dark Angel. Dark Angel exclaimed: I found you Moonlight
it was the best thing that ever happened to me in my darken life then he looked at me and proceeded to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in. But you keep hanging on to a faith that is no more you don't have escape you don't have strong enough faith your rain will never go away.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The name of that small town I will never reveal,
I have the courage and strength to fight this nasty war
That keeps me captive in darken dreams,
I know the words of he who hunts me,
I see the butterflies screaming while they fly
Deep into the night skies, I will always follow
The golden light that shines deep into my eyes.
In this small town, I know so well,
The people try so hard to give me a life of hell,
They go around town lighting their lamps,
While an old man rings the town church bell,
I can hold my breath in my lungs,
Just as they can, So, what makes them think
They are better than me?
I can reach deep into the seafloor,
I can even dance upon on the sand,
My words are strong yet smooth,
In this small town, there is so much hate,
It’s hard for many to keep faith,
I have reasoned with many about their dark ways,
Oh, how the hater's eyes stayed on me while they cried,
While they drowned their souls in more lies,
They would stalk out my life
Trying to shame my name,
With time, I would see their bodies float on the surface of the sea
Into darken dreams, they weep,
My heart is strong when I walk into the streets
Of the small town that weeps,
They always talk about me and call me so many names,
In their eyes are the envy of true jealousy,
But my heart is soft enough to sense the murmuring
Of the crying skies, that hold the gloom of late June,
Where the white stage is made for me to walk,
While the old small town do their talk,
Hang her up they would say,
While they cast stones to break my bones,
My feet are swift to flow the tears that fall to my feet,
I would walk while they cry out into the rain of pain,
They would no longer call out my name in shame,
But they would ask me to stop the pain,
The mountains are lit with the glowing flames
Of the fire the haters made,
My footsteps no longer felt the burns,
The words of my hates of the small town only echo
Into the flam, the shadows of the night creep on into my life,
In this small town, I had returned,
But I will never reveal the name of the small town that gave
Me so many heartaches, while the fools surround me,
Casting their stones,
they relentlessly Waite to see if I would fall,
but I stayed strong through it all,
silence became a friend out into the crying wind,
Oh, my own jealous sister why tell lies?
Why do you try to be me? If I am all that bad,
Your jealousy hold evil to me,
Much has been lost between us,
We are sisters but we act like strangers,
You always try so hard to cast danger my way
While you play your games on the highway,
I am brave and I will always keep my faith,
I am enough to hold true love in my soul from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In these dark waters come the drawn dreams up from my frozen heart, the water glitters spring. I hold on standing tall in the dusk of hope I listen from distance the songs of the birds the songs of frogs that are all in love. I dreamed of the battle of love. I dream that one day my prince will find me year's had passed in silence in the midnight moon, I see an old scarecrow out of my window standing alone in a cornfield in weird hollows lonely while the ravens sleep making dreams. I see in the loss of days’ women planting seeds singing songs of ancient times, old poets come to my mind like King Solomon and King David. While wild geese write a line flapping across the sky, while the old moon shines so bright in the night to celebrate a New Year. A poetess writes in the tingling of the night the last verses ''Oh, ' full moon you have seen everything that this old life brings solacing my forty-eight years to pass to my forty-nine let this poetess of who I keep on writing my death bed.

-Judy Emery © 2015
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take a walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caress at one's heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men, they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over they darken souls
made them into slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadowlands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I know, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
Tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Above London street is where you will find me
standing tall against the walls of Poetry;
I hold admonition and deprivation of starvation,
The aftermath of a darken past only sings lullaby dreams to me.
All will stand and bow down to a street clown
Oh, but never me this all can see;
A New World to the lost and found that stands so proud
that cry's out loud to the fools that feed on greed,
Among lies hold things untied in life
with a hunger to please,
The applicant apprehensive the future with anxiety over me;
Oh, look what be bees had found in poetry
their arrival got very stick
locked into a box with no honey
But flying made Bees...
That babysits the haters of lies that keeps them up all night
You know that is right with no lies,
Look at the balloons and the cartoons about you
that fly's high upon into the clouds roaming around to be clowns.
I am a strong woman that fights with the wild beast
that keeps on a chase after me like bees
Oh, meeting season is over so move on an old rover,
The plague of true beauty stand within me
The reaction of lost passion for hunger bees
got a present from me;
Strawberries are bitter with poison honey from the bumblebees
that fight for the queen and that would be me,
Black pine over time in the trees of darkening dreams
Orange lights in the lairs eyes that keep on haunting after me,
rook that bleeds pain for a rainy day
in Decembers, whether bluebirds sing looking for the bees
burning letters in crying cold weather are the haters,
in candlelight gives me sight for what is right in God's eyes.
Some strained their eyes just to see who is fighting for me.
- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Awaking hours are lost in you  
the twenty million billions of
stars shining on high all over the sky  
The moon holding on to every secret
that was ever made,  
The years have been passing like clock
work, but my heart holds on to the  
memories of you,  
I hold on to the picture of you  
You were only five when you were buried
It was so hard for me to ever truly  
say goodbye,  
This pain had almost taken me with you
but life pulled me back to keep on living
for the world to know about you,
So I put you in the sky where the stars
and the moon can shine upon you,
Why I have been trying to pull the stake
out of my heart,
Every night I look out my window just  
to see your beauty shine back at me  
I start talking to the moon all about you,
I want to say how much I miss you  
I love you so much my grandson  
My beautiful angel of this grandmas life  
Just know I will never say goodbye,
My waking hours wishing I could see you  
again oh how my emotions my heart tremble
my mind hearing you calling my name  
oh here comes the rain.

- Judy Emery © 2008
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

  
Lilly Emery
R.I.P My Grandson Jesse  Alvarez