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29 · Jun 2020
WHY CHANGE ME
I walk in the rain of pain
I've got some habits even I can't explain
Dark Angel ways are starting to make way
deep within my crying soul
But why try to change me now?
I sit in a daze not understanding
what is going on with me
I've got daydreams galore all over me
ashes of dark rose dust all over my bedroom floor
my candle is still burning in my window
I am so lost into a darkened dream
why change me now?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
WILD WINDS
The weather is mild it makes my spirit wild  
The raging wind is running wild
with so much
Thoughts of you,
The rain has stopped for a moment
When I start to think of you  
Here come the blues
The wild wind is very far
from done when my spirit  
Is on the run
Your unbinding spells that
put me through so much hell
Weeping willows wave their
long tendrils of goodbyes  
This is a battle fought like the wild winds
Passionless bodies that envy
love With pointless dreams  
Like limbs that flaunt in vain in the rain
Such narrowness of fame of so much pain's
You have nothing to offer but wild winds.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
READ
As you read my poem
don't look down on me
But know my words are true
that I have written out to you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · May 2020
MOONLIGHT DANCES
Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.
She walks in her own beauty,-
as life clings to her.


-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
29 · Apr 2020
LOVE HURTS WITH NO END
He would always tell me
Love hurts
it will cut you deep
you will get where you can
no longer eat or sleep
but with the time you will have
your darkest dreams,
Love will scare you
it will leave a lifetime mark
upon your heart
you will bleed out like the red sea
Love will wound you
it feels like it will you,
Love hurts in so many ways
you can stand tall and even bold
but when the pain comes
it will take you down with its storm
love can put so much on your heart
until you say you can no longer endure,
I had to learn every word he ever told
and that was some time ago
the old fire was burning higher
like a mighty tower
until the storm came and gave more rain
and taken the flame away,
So many think love is only a game
for words to miss with emotions
but oh if they only have known
love is the real deal
Love hurts with no end.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
29 · Apr 2020
LOVE
Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,
Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,
Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always be defined
Because Love has no end.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
UPON MY BED
UPON MY BED

I lay upon my bed
thinking about the dead
I started to meditate in the silence
like if  I was in the grave
and that was the end of the pain.
I know where my soul is tonight
hanging on to the memories of you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
I miss you, Brandon, my son. Poetic Judy Emery
28 · Apr 2020
I AM WHO I AM
I am a white girl
that is who I am
I never try to be anyone else
I feel we are all the same in many ways
it doesn't matter what the color of the skin,
we all breath and sleep
and we bleed the same.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
I AM STILL HERE
I didn’t let no one get too close to me, what I do know is my soul is still weeping my spirit is still sinking while my heart keeps on bleeding out on poetic paper, but I am still here.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
YOUR WORDS
It has been yesterdays pains
but it all feels the same ;
I can still hear your words
eating away at my heart,
you loved to abuse and use
you had always been aggressive man,
But to others, you show a different kind
you act so nice to all your friends
but when that door shuts for the night
oh how you love to beat me down
you turn the music up really loud,
Your anger blazed into are bedroom
you start you blame game
then the name-calling
then the abuse
you belittled me way too long
even though I moved on
you are always with me playing in my mind.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
THE PLAGUE COVID-19
THE PLAGUE COVID-19
is a wake-up call from God.
Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · May 2020
WHO DOES HE LOVE
Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
WHERE DOES LOVE GO
Where does Love
go when Love
turns cold?
Oh, don't let the past
take its hold
stand bold
and never let
your love grows cold.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
MEMORIES
The valleys are now withered
the days are colder
the mind is bolder
to the holder
the last rose of summer
had fallen to the garden of time
the blooms of color
lost their luster of beauty
the leaves are all on the ground
the wind blows them around
making all kinds of sounds
I remember a place
where I once use to swing
it was a beautiful thing
in late spring
when love was with me
when life was going bright
but that had all faded away
now all I have is the memories.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
THE OLD BLAME GAME
No one knows how to love in a world so bad that keeps you always sad when you hear others always put on the blame game makes you feel so ashamed.
I remember how I would feel the worst when I looked at my beast and felt really good until the envy eyes have seen they couldn't compete so they started laughing and calling me bad names
when I was younger I believed those lies, But that was then it isn't a now.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
MY BATTERED WORLD
My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
THE TEARS
The tears and the fears
lasted for many years
they would always fill my eyes
every day and night.
It was like winters art
that had been eating away at my heart
the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves,

Soon became a big part of me
in darken dreams that makes
my heart my heartache and brake
because of the lack of faith.
my tears rolled like ink
as I wrote my famous lines.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE POETIC JUDY EMERY DARKEN DREAMS
28 · May 2020
I'M DANCING IN THE DARK
Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like abate without wings waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me. He keeps on telling me that I need him as the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream.

The noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead. Just one tear to let me know you even cared.
He whispers in my ear just to say.

he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear. Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me. Dark Angel, he smiled and said love is painful.

Love makes the heart weep where you can never sleep this is the love I give and this is what you, I will receive it from me if you are with me. He has taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for.

I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry while he started screaming at me, I felt so much agony as he held me close, then ask me for a second dose of dance in the rain in a thunderstorm of his pain of deep control.

I want to be free this you got to know please, Dark Angel, let me go
I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to but I just want to be free my heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me. I will say in the rain I love you.

I love you in the cold in the snow but you know that will never be true. It has been a long year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is too much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain.

You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.  the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel took over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon.

Tell me you would never leave he would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found.
darkness and pain is the life you have given me I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold.
  
I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
TONIGHT IT RAINS
Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in a debate,  
as a bird without a nest,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me, please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep, my Love with me.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
RED ROSES
Now, all those red roses are dead, I am resting in my bed hoping one day love will return and give my life a true meaning again.


- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
THOSE DARK HOLLOWS
You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about our last fight,
sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see any more wrong
To this same old sad song,
I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,
In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,
freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts upon the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so many fears
to all who comes near,
But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,
you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,
You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so many lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,
Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of homegrown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,
I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
LIT SUMMERS SKY
The moon is lit and the stars are glinting
the Wed of the night is singing
Shatters scatter of hopes and dreams.

The Queen of fatal beauty sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.

Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summer’s night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.

Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of the day.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN ANGEL POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
MY WORDS
My Words

My words
My thoughts
My poor bleeding heart
I write down my own pain
in my bloodstain ink
for all to read what it is I bleed,
Life and Death we all do face
memories and agony's
comes to me in darken dreams
winter winds calling at me again
rains and storms
wrap around my mind over time,
body and flesh made a bed
bones and ashes broke the glass
of my beaten down past
the windows of my life
cut me deep with a knife,
Words and sound
kept me bond
clowns and crowns left the town
while they were all dancing around
looking to be found,
My mind roamed around
my heart wasn't found
cold and abused because of you
this world of darkness is a big mess  
darkness holds the voice of lies,
Old memories cut deep
that made darken dreams
all about he and I of all times
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · May 2020
OLD LOVES EMBRACE
Oh, love, you have once open your arms to me
you had welcomed me into love embrace
But with time it all came down like rain
deep pains cut way too deep
what was became not enough
love had slipped through the fingers of time
what was left of us only became memories
darkness open the doors to sadness
that brings on so much madness
I never looked back
to see if love was still staring at me
because this pain cut too deep for me
I didn't watch where my own feet walked
because it was way too dark
I feel the days that lay ahead of me
I so very much dread to see
If I only kept the Key
To what was once for me
Love had once was in my arms
that had welcomed me home
that welcomed me in peace and safety
But with time Love started acting strange
words of hast that made the heartbreak
that shattered or loving home
at the time I had to scoff with my heart
while my mind telling me
what once was
is no longer with me, I must set it free
I remained there in that patch of light
before old love cast his spell on me
and all I can see is darkness always at my feet
putting fear in my mind most of the time
given me a world of broken dreams
Yes, I once have known love
but then it all was a game of yesterdays
Now old love gave me his cold embrace of darkness
a place that holds no warmth or love
but give agony and lots of rain.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
THE MOON IN HER EYES
O moon what have you done
What did I do for my soul to be so cold
I am lost and confused
dividing is my soul
darkness is taken control
old moon I know you have seen the show
That was set out for me to fall
the traps they set for me
in my eyes the visions of you
will always be
I will always cry an old sea
so be good to me
A new year of lies
for me to see with the eyes
of a moon
unusual violent
casting with the stars
the doom of hearts
the old sea has resounded over
the castle where the black magic woman
plays her games
Dark Angel is taking me in rage
With the foreigners mask faces
they are dancing all over the place
like they are in a scorching pain
acting so crazy
falling on the ground
jumping up and down
something I have never seen before
then it started to rain
then they started crying out t
to the black magic woman
please stop this pain
Dark Angel started to laugh
like thunder  
Then they started crying for dark Angel
on hands and knees saying
**** us please set us free
I started holding my stomach
starting to get very sick
A moonstone was placed on me
asking me what it is I see
I had no words
but outcry pains
Telling Dark Angel I will not change
Dark Angel tells me
the moonstone is the door of your eyes
you have visions
what is it you see
tell me Dark Angel starts to scream
the moon is the color of your eyes  
Your name is Moonlight
this is who you are
the woman of light
that will soon be walking in the dark
For death and life, you hold in your eyes
brilliant are the jewels of your
sight the foreigners
wearing the mask of doom
the pains penetrate deeper into their souls
Moonlight they cry tell us all what you see
the black magic woman leads the way
to the castle is where I will be
locked away you see
but one day I will be free
Just watch and see.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
YOU GAVE A WORLD OF PAIN
Oh, Painful love, you are made by hate
unusual feelings that are created by fright
soon comes sadness and tears,
I had tried so hard to leave,
But somehow, I had never found my way out,
you come to me as if you are sweet
full of life of kindness,
you appear you have something I need,
But all you really have is darkness
that portrayed my way, you made evil
traps for my own destiny,
You blind every step I make,
beyond death are far away dreams,
You give divine failures,
that leads to more pains,
So, much disappointments to the eyes,
all my future you have crushed for me
In darken dreams,
But this is only a test of my faith,
You put me in a cold dark room,
It is my cage of doom,
in your dark evil eyes,
all I see is a tragedy, all you seek is pain,
you call pleasure of love,
You live in my dreams,
You creep into my mind
just to see what you would find,
you stained the glass in blood,
you give doubt and shame,
you always give me your blames,
you have invaded my soul in darken dreams,
all you do is make me cry and scream,
you cut me deep,
Oh, flowing tears you hold so much fear,
My heart is broken, but to you is a token,
I must ask, where did you come from?
Where did you get the license?
to give me pains,
you take love out of my life,
you take me down
into a dark state of mind,
you swept away my light of day
to a world of hate and blame,
you take everything that is good for me,
you web your darkness in dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
WHEN THOSE DEMONS
When those demons
come knocking at the door
keep the Bible in your hands
and read PSALM 83:18.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Apr 2020
TO FACE IT ALONE
I can see it is a word of darkness
I am afraid to face it alone
but I had no other choice
you made it for me.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
28 · Jun 2020
RAGE OF DARKNESS
Rage of darkness;
I allowed him to touch with his glance
of lukewarm eyes
his cold wet lips touched my cheek
he whispers my name in so much pain,
he acts as if he had gotten injured in so many way's
the more he looks within my eyes
I could see the footprints of his darkened soul,
he could see my lonely past as I see his.
time has a way to wrench at your pains
your thoughts and memories;
it has a way to Silence you,
we once loved, but we had left it unspoken.
we had buried our souls deep within the night
displacing love into darkening dreams,
romance had gone down into the flame
of two broken souls that don't know how to let it go,
Oh, cold painful memories are rooting its way at me
every winter and every year;
this memory scatters through my mind day and night,
into the foundation of my soul,
this pain summarized all my dilemmas;
I see his eyes glaring back at me as I sleep in too deep dreams,
he cries out telling me, ''what is it you see? ''
my paralyzed emotions came undone...
he words are piercing at my soul,
his urgency branching out in the crying winds of Spring
Oh, deep-burning blaze stay away from me...
images, melting deeper into my eyes
his desires will never be fulfilled,
Oh, sorrows lead me into the symbols of more pain.
this old passion was once beautiful;
but the rain has washed it all away,
though the lips of the past
has its own way of coming back,
his love was once flawless but that is a myth,
with his existence he finds me
to pass on all his pain out in crying rains.
my eyes see through the Paris mist
rising from window pains.
a quiet night near rivers,
where barges make gentle
fruit trees and bumblebees
roses are blooming in the countryside of dreams,
black rose dust in the midnight air
travels with the urgency of confessing its spell on thee,
This is what I see, mournful cry's on the riverside
no longer in the summer breeze.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
MAGIC WOMAN
Magic women to stop their pains, Oh, how it made me scream to see all these things in darken dreams, the old dead sea was anger, as it could be in a storm that is brewing, rain of tears are falling frogs, are hopping trees are swaying into the night, Oh, how I held on for the ride I hold on to my soul but still a part of me let go, things are getting so out of control.


Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
IN THE MARROW OF TIME
Walk with me in the valleys of green
That comes to me in darken dreams;
Watch the raven feed on the dead,
those who have lost their heads,
Look, and see what Dark Angel brings
that has darkened wings;
He likes to make bleed.
Oh, why does he have to be so mean?
Once he lived in a fair stylish place
Where love was always given,
Where sins were forgiven,
He once has given his heart,
But with time love has taken him for a ride,
Now, he stands in quicksand,
While his heart sinks as he grieved,
Words of true darkness sharpened the sword
That cut him deep;
So, now he wants everyone to feel is inter pains,
Where his love is now in the golden grave,
Ancient witches have taken all his love away,
Now he walks around in scorching agony,
In ancient time, he has lost his mind,
Dark Angel will always be curs,
And every gentle rose will be dried
the roses will turn to ashes
of the forbidden love,
In his ancient love of sweet days,
All that has passed away;
Wandered of true love has been lost,
In the ancient green valleys;
Where the graves of true love in ancient days
Will always be lost into darken dreams
until the Light shines on all who sees,
through the windows of the true believer’s eyes
will see that shining light,
the spirits will sing songs
that never has been sung before,
on the pearls of time, the ruby sea will glow
where the ships will sail,
and the slaves of the wounded will be healed,
doors of visions will be open,
the deaf ears will hear,
and God will whip away all their tears,
Oh, Enoch and all the ancient slaves
Will come out of the grave,
But until the darkness will be.
Where the blind could never see,
Souls are lost into the sea,
Where the dusty dead lost their heads,
In to the marrow of time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
OPEN MY HEAR
Open my heart and let love in
show me the way to wash out the sins
Oh, let me dance in the rain
Dear God take away all my pains,
my heart had been crushed
by lust and not love
Open my heart
and take me from
this darkness.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAM POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · May 2020
SING WITH THE RAVENS
I want to sing with ravens, I want to sing with ravens I want to cry with the rain, I want to find the perfect rhymes to fit into my life; You love, you learn, you lie, you try.
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames I know that you may go a lot crazy I don't want to face the changes in your ways high over the rainbow of the darkening sky, I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes I know that you may go into a darkening mood,
having to have everything your way, I don't want to face the changes but I must if I am here with you.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
THE DEEP DARK WIND
When you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad?
now we are face to face little
by little, you stop loving  
Me and somehow I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me throughout my life
I suddenly cried why my heartfelt it already died  
How did are love get like this?
You have this look on your face
without a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should have already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had passed us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
the night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clockwork of you  
Of your abuse,
You are my fright night for life,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what have you given to me?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes were like flames of fire
with hurtful desires,
You made my heart cold and old
where I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
It's like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day, each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me in spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me?
Lost in me as a deep dark wined.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I always hear screams dancing around in my mind where I see a crowed standing before me with daggers in their eyes, this evil town keeps up with their town clowns, keeping those frowns, looking for a crown with their face upon the ground, praying to be found while they are always beaten down on the wet ground. You can see they are always in so much pain, but that is the way of their game of shame, where they cast more blame. I could see that they could no longer remember their names, what a shame this place of madness brings.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
THE WORLD IS CHANGING
The world is changing so fast but the past will always be written within.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · May 2020
OH PASSION PARIS
Oh, Passion Paris look
what the enemies have done
all trust is gone in a world of hate
but never lose faith in true Love,
from heaven above,
this pain that cut deep into the hearts
has been going on way too long
Look at what you are doing
your haters of the lands,
children crying over mothers and fathers
who had died in a nasty fight,
darkness is casting spells of neglect
it's hard to find love in bloodshed
look into the eyes of the lies
of a world, so cold,
look at love just drift away
fever inside a darkening storm
cries for the true Light
Please never turn away from Jehovah,
you will see in this cold world
haters casting the stones,
how can you mend the wounds
when they keep getting cut open,
Oh, burning whispers of the wind
why do you come again?
just to remind me of this cold empty world
killing innocence of Paris,
this evil makes me feel so alone
because we live in a world of war
I don't want to feel the life
of depression of this darkness,
I've had enough of this cold world
I pray for Paris and all the people in it
I say let not man lead the way in faith,
let Jehovah and our Lord Jesus Christ
lead the way;
above the sounds of vast waters,
the majestic breaking waves of the sea
Jehovah is majestic in the height,
your own reminders have proved
very trustworthy-
Oh, Jehovah acts of vengeance
beam forth and fight this war.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
THE COME BACK
You keep coming back
like popping tic tac
convincing yourself
I would fall for your act,

That's not love,
So why would I want that?
I call this a nightmare
I'm saying this because I care.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
THE HOUR NO ONE KNOWS
THE HOUR NO ONE KNOWS

"Now concerning that day and hour no
one knows-neither the angels of the heaven
nor the SON; Only the Father knows..''
-MATTHEW 24:36

HIS NAME IS JEHOVAH AND THE SON IS JESUS.
THE BIBLE
27 · Jun 2020
TRUE DELIGHT IN US ALL
If, drunk with sight of the power
we lose wild tongues
those first affections
those shadowy recollections
will last forever in the dark
dominion over palm and pine
which, be they what they may
are yet the fountain light of all our day.
The delight is with the velvet moon
not so fair in the field one lays his dreams
yet a master light of all our seeing
uphold us cherish
and have the power to make
a true delight in all of us
our noisy years
seem moments in the being of the eternal
The silence of truths
that wake in us
Oh, the love of sacred song
we all sing along
flowers that look so beautiful and smells
so sweet in the summers breeze
God gave to thee
we all seek the beauty of paradise.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
MY MASTER TAKES HOLD
Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His words are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods, my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle without a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel, they cry out is death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods, my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like a razor.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
THE FEARS
It is so clear the fear is here
it stands so near
while he calls me dear.
Then he would say
let out your tears
I will darken your life
and give you so much fright
yah, that's right
I have been standing here
all night in front of my eyes.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
WORD'S
It was word's I loved so much
and the ink pen that glided so smooth
over the poetic paper that got me
bleeding out all my pains
upon those rainy day's
where images jump off the pages.
But again it was word's
that cut me so deep in the End.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
IT IS CRAZY
It is crazy how you remember every little word I ever said then you start messing with my head, every pain you ever gave, I do remember the month, the years, and days, that I prayed for you to go away.


-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
PUPPET ON STRINGS
Puppet On Strings
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words ring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · May 2020
YOUNG AND OLD
You know how this old story goes
when a conspiracy is always in one's life
We should have known better
to be writing all these love letters.
I can't feel any remorse for what you wrote
you don't feel anything back,
so why are we acting so sad?
I tried so hard not to look back
on all these attacks.
like if we were the same
no one hears is the blame
I can see you feel like you are on top of things
so why all the rain?
I know you could never see past my blinders
that you could never do
Because I would never let you
but while time has past
you have been on blast,
You started creeping back into my mind
most of the time
boy you know how to bring on a flood
don't you?
I tell my self over and over
I don't feel anything for you at all
I get up and go shopping at the mall
and that is when you want to give me a call
are you out of my mind
you do this every time.
young and old that is how it all goes
Love is a big old mystery
it makes history.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
27 · Apr 2020
SOMETIMES AT NIGHT
Sometimes at night, I cry for you
I look to the midnight sky
the stars look like shining teardrops
the more I look at them the more
My memories come back to when
we were so in love just thinking back makes me smile
in my heart, you will always be
the more I think about you
I start missing you.
Then I had to ask myself 'why? '
Did you hurt me like you did leave me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies?
'Why do I love you? '
I think and smile,
Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right
at that time in our lives
You were a very big part of me.
My list could run on for a mile
The whisper of your voice still runs in my mind
The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true.
So many little things that had said so much to me
We held on to what we called love
We sing to each other even at the clubs
we were so in Love this anyone could see.
The song we sang to each other
was called your still the one
your eyes just shine within mine
the deeper we looked within each other's eyes.
You could see the love we have for one another
Made me love you so much more
The way you support me
Even in my silly  ways
The way that you care for me when I was sick.
Or got out of hand,
You were there for me even when I was blue over you
You showed me such devotion
The way that your kiss
Fills me with desire
And how you held me in so much passion.
The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night
when you look at me it felt so right
You act as you were the ''Prince'' and I was your ''Queen''
When you look at me
my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine.
My love for you was so strong
I was so Lost in you forever in love
so I had thought, Your love was the same for me
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you did
My world changed in a heartbeat,
When I had found out your love was so untrue.
I believed in you
I believe what we had was true
The way that I feel When you are by my side
A sense of completeness with an overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream had always involved you.
The possibilities that I could see
The things that we can do and become
but I see our love was only a lies
inside my heart, I weep
inside my soul, I had lost that part of me
You were that very important part of me.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE
I would like to see one day in my memories happy and truly in love before I pass away leaving those old clouds of grey.


- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
IN THE DARK
In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
IN BETWEEN
You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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