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27 · Apr 2020
I SEE YOU ALL ALONE
I see you alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mind coming home with me
let's talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love means so much to me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
you told me to walk away?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keeps going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That won't go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
TREASURE
I keep on loving you,
But you always make me so confused about you,
You lock me away in a darkened room,
Where the world could never see me,
You keep me like a treasure
that you always keep on guard,
in the back of your darkened mind,
you play evil games all the time,
You say you are protecting me from harm,
But I must ask, who is protecting me from you?
Your old prying eyes are on me all the time,
I know this isn’t imagination,
You keep my photo next to your heart,
But then you say a thing to break me down,
You call this love, but I know it’s all a lie,
I look out my window,
watch the slaves caring a casket to the graveyard,
this kept me in full wonderment;
I see a shining diamond flashing from the night,
Hiding behind the forest sky,
A rare jewel of truth,
It moves strong feelings from my spirit,
Like a renewal of some kind,
I’m in a place of un-refined of my mind,
I start to receive visions from an ancient time,
That is leading me to a place I felt close,
A place I held on to my faith,
where the gift of the Light shined deep in my eyes,
while I have seen, others died for this dream,
I open my eyes while others cry,
they call me their queen even in darken dreams,
when my heart starts to bleed,
The Light would shine to me in my darkest hours,
I start to become humble in the true presence,
I never half to question this true Love,
This is the divine design of all times,
while I am locked away in darken pleases,
I know I am only being tested,
Jealousy and hate with envy eyes
are always at my door,
Dark Angel treasures my every move,
While he tells me all the time,
I am his for life, I will become his wife,
I will be his queen of darken dreams.


Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
YOUR LOVE
When I first have seen your face
I was sure you were the one
that made my heartfelt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but whatever it is kept on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
THE REFLECTION
THE REFLECTION
When I see who I am in the mirror
I don't know if I should admire
the reflections that I see
but I am willing enough to believe
the image that I see
looking back at me
Is a beautiful queen
I could truly Love Her.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
I AM BEAUTIFUL
I am beautiful;
but my heart is locked
from the pains of yesterdays
in knowledge, I do have
the good and the bad
I get happy and sad
I get overwhelmed with emotions
of feelings that cut so deep within me,
oh, how my heart
bleeds out in ink
for all to read about me
what it is that I feel
and what isn't seen
on the eyes of hate,
from my own hatters
I stand up for who I am
no matter the pain
that comes my way,
I am Beautiful within my soul
I am elegant yet brave
but at times I am afraid
I am a woman of knowledge
I know I have so much more to learn
as this life keeps on turning,
I will keep doing what it is I love
even when I am aging with time
I will keep on writing
and they will keep on fighting
for me while the old pen bleeds
in the ink of me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
I CLOSED THE DOOR
I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I won't let them live-out  
my dreams,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed lie in like
my mother always said,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family,
honestly, I want to make them all live
me alone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night,
there’s nothing to say,
so getaway I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blame  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me,
move on and set me free,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in, back into the old way  
who are you to tell me what to do,
I am the one that made you look good,
move on I'm already out the door,
I have to remind myself of all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on, I
in my weaker moments, I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  off
all the pain everyone I trusted given me,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may have left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain,
dying out in the cold rain,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
I want to sing with ravens
I want to cry with the rain
I want to find the perfect rhymes
to fit into my life;
You love, you learn, you lie, you try,
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames
I know that you may go a lot crazy
I don't want to face the changes in your ways,
high over the rainbow of the darken sky
I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes
I know that you may go into a darken mood,
having to have everything your way,
I don't want to face the changes
but I must if I am here with you.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
SO AFRAID
You kept me on confused I was so afraid to ever cross you I still hear your voice, your words of all evil telling me I will never see love or never to be loved, I could still hear your laughter as you walked away.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
ORPHAN
I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the children of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
HIS WORDS OF LIES
I am still young not yet too old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him, that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,
We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t know
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,
I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all the lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,
He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,
It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,
It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on the sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keep haunting me.

Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · May 2020
THE LIGHT OF DAY
In the light of day
in the beauty of golden rays
pushing away the sadness
and given me a day of gladness
where holy love gathers together
even in those darken weathers.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE
I would like to see one day in my memories happy and truly in love before I pass away leaving those old clouds of grey.


- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
THE WARMTH OF THE WIND
I feel the warmth of the wind dancing upon my ivory skin, drying up my tears from my colored eyes, while my own memories come rushing back to me.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
IN BETWEEN
You’re always standing in between given me darken dreams telling me so many bad things just to make me scream, I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you.


- Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD
Love is a battlefield  
When two don't see eye to eye
it comes to push and shove  
Who is right and who is wrong,
You must protect your heart and keep it on grad  
The deception of trust
once it’s been broken it’s hard to get it again,
Trust is a key to the love they both work hand to hand,
When trust is no more love finds its way out the door  
Never search for love because love will find you  
In the midst of war,
love will break you down if you both don't  
See eye to eye about what love is all about  
Keep your heart hidden,
in this ruthless game of the dark what a shame
more pain will come your way
and tear your love down,
love came to me,
but I don't know if I want to take hold of it yet
one day he was there and the next
he was gone running around with my heart
he stole my heart and carried on  
maybe next time,
I’ll put up my wall and that is what I did,
So Love can't find me, for once and for all,
Love is a battlefield.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
THE OLD DEADEN SEA
Like the sagging whether of the old Deaden Sea
It is like you and me, in darken dreams
Oh, how you made me scream,
few ships sailed on by
and even they could see how bad
You are with me,
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
I saw our love end into a place of darkness
But what I didn't know
is this is where you had always belonged.


Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
TORTURED
Words and lies that cut deep
That makes your heart weep
Makes it hard to sleep
Have you ever see someone tortured?
Bleeding out like ink,
While looking into the eyes
While life is leaving their eyes,
Having no words that could easily the pain
My thoughts of sorrow
lasting longer than tomorrow,
Poets of ancient time
Had seen the ink that was bleed out
While the hearts sink
Words of true knowledge were written
In a world of the forbidden,
Deliberate torture is a sickening
and abhorrent,
bleeding heart is being written
God sees all things;
While the souls cry out in their own
bloodstain ink;
Life and Death we all must face
memories and agony's
that evil gave, but in darken dreams
you can see anything of curtly
where winter winds are always calling
where rainstorms are always brewing,
where the flesh made a bed
bones and ashes are in the mirror
that broken the glass
of my beaten down past,
the windows of my life
cut deep with a knife,
praying for God to reclaim my soul,
to lead me out of the pit,
Words and sound kept me a bond,
I cried out in merciful tears
But true love never came near,
I got lost into my fears;
clowns of the darkened town
are being crowned for their ***** deeds,
while my mind roamed around
my heart wasn't yet found;
while my own spirit is being tortured,
where coldness took over
while I was being abused;
I felt so used because of Dark Angel;
this world of darkness is a big mess
that gives sickness to the mind,
tortured day and night
Oh, how I can hear the cries
They are now becoming lullabies
in my life;
every day is the darkness of old memories
cut deep at me;
all my pains are written on the wall
for all to read what it is I bleed.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
I HAD A DREAM TO BECOME
I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would be talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away from each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in; have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'',
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
SHADOWS OF A STORM
Shadows Of A Storm
Messages are all in silence
while the angry  waves
move along like a sad song
tragic new's spreads like a storm
words are handwritten
down in bloodstain ink
oh, how the ship will soon sink
souls are doomed
into a nightmare of darkening dreams
oh, how we all do scream
windows are broken
life was once a token
freedom will never be
souls will always bleed out into the sea
in many darken dreams
shadows of a storm
dances along the shore
the sea of dreams
are always with me
railing of time
messes with my mind
wounded, lost
entwines into my thoughts
whispering wind
cry's to me again.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
MY EMOTIONS
My emotions were scattered
while my heart was shattered
leaving me feeling battered
that was my youth
it was abused.
  Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
RED ROSES IS FOR LOVE
Oh, how I wish the color would never fade,
But with time dark days have taken love away,
The sky started turning gray,
Oh, how my world
I lived felt much pain,
The rain would never end,
The roses in the garden lost its color
The roots were no longer strong
The rain rotten the roots,
Now, all the beauty of the red roses
Turned into black rose dust;
When the valley was once green
I would see the colors of red, white and pink,
That was a delight to my eyes,
But again, that was one love was on my side,
Oh, how love made me fill so alive;
Like I was sleeping and dreaming
Walking on red roses all at once!
But that was ancient ago,
Now, all the red roses are dead,
And I am resting in my bed;
Hoping one day love will return
and give my life a true meaning again,
Where the red roses will fill the valley
with its Beauty, again.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
ROSE DUST
I have danced in the bed of ruse dust
where lust was always made,
I found myself playing the hand that Dark Angel gave,
where I patiently waited in a darkened room,
holding on to my heart praying I never lose it,
every summer of late June,
I could see the sky innovation so quickly
into that cold September, I will always remember,
while the night slowly moved along,
my mind played back that sad old song,
while I counted the days of the torment he gave
I could see all those times you had given me roses
they turned black into rose dust,
It was like the Universe started changing
to a place of darkness where love could never shine through,
I remember his eyes while I walked away,
Oh, the pain he gave to me out into that cold September rain,
My life never was the same;
I thought maybe love will shine its light on me,
But nothing came my way but only darken dreams,
Oh, how he made me scream,
things are never what they seem,
I would always take many walks by the sea,
Dark Angel names the sea after me,
the moon he names too,
I could always feel his eyes upon me,
I would look around but I could never see him,
But I know he near because he brings on fear,
he is always following me,
every time he looks at me, I could tell he has
no care in his eyes for anything,
his heart is cold as ice and he isn’t very nice,
at times, he surprises me when he gives me roses,
then he would say; Moonlight give you heart to me!
Shed your tears and let them fall,
I will drink them up like white wine,
Come Moonlight, let me see you care for me,
then he would whisper in my ear, I will always be your king
you will always be my queen in darken dreams,
you will never escape me;
then I looked at him saying I could never give my heart
to slander as you,
Oh, how the angry wind started to cry at me again,
Then Dark Angel, taken hold of my hands,
Then we started dancing upon the wet blood-stained sand,
while he started giving out his commands,
the rain started pouring down,
the sea started making weird sounds,
that is when I had fallen into the arms of he
the one who calls himself my king.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
THE EDGE OF DARKEN DREAMS
I try so hard to concentrate
On this life Darken Angel gave,
in a world of ancient pains,
where it always rain,
the old moon always cries in late June
drink up the beauty of the sea,
while the stars shine from a fare,
On the edge of the sea
is where I will find me in darken dreams,
I walk alone praying one day all this will end,
then I think why did it ever begin?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
WHERE DO YOU COME FROM
Morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold for the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me!
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so ashamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · May 2020
THE POND
Every morning starts a good day
with love on its way,
the beautiful light that shines on high
back everything so nice.
makes my heart sing with joy,
looking out my window bay
Seeing the birds flying over the pond
owls hooting away
sing up a love song on the lawn.
what's left of the night you can find
at the beautiful pond,
The moon seating on a hilltop is so near
the pond with its reflection glimmering on.
The black waterfalls sing's it's a sad song
Pouring rain where lovers use to play,
As the sun appears trailing through the clouds,
of its beautiful pink and green wool,
igniting the fields.
Turning the ponds to plates of fire
with some much to desire,
I went for a walk in mid Spring
I carried a bag with a pen clipped into the netting
and my little notebook and a wider
one for long lines.
I thought about the late March wind's
Then I looked all around,
Then I started to write about my life setting by
the beautiful pond crickets of sweet meadows.
Talking to Jehovah my God;
with doves flying on high swooping about
Looking around seeing the creatures therein
the dark flickering,
you can make out one by one
as the light lifts great blue herons.
Wood ducks shaking their shimmering crests
and knee-deep in the purple shallows
I must write and draw this down to show the
World what I have found.
A deer drinking water from the pond,
The silver water crushes like silk,
And the sky full of stars, and a moon with
So much love that shines on us.
The night will make your heart sing
As I look all around me,
I can see Jehovah's love that he has given
our eyes to see the gift he made for us heaven above.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
THE MOTHER GODDESS
The mother the true goddess
of true beauty and love,
it was like they were both
sent from heaven
but again, what do I know,
while time was only
a chapter in my life book.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
IN THE DARK
In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
26 · Apr 2020
WISDOM
I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
RUMORS
As rumors fly on high
and miss the New York stars
the words hit hearts,

Rumors all over town
the envy eyes
blasted my name out
with so much hast,

Gossip is an old game
to make one lose their way
delicious and dangerous lies
the scandal of precious secrets,

Hold in your mind
your dangerous heart could not
stop the heated up sparks
of the oldest lines of lies,

Old rumors fly on high
to the envy eyes
of the hater's smile
with daggers to your heart,

Rumors that **** the spirit
it will take you down quick
not one word do they miss.

Judy  Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE WORD LOVE
You have me running around scared to death and you call it love you have me so confused love isn't abuse, I will always fear the word from hear on, because if this is love that has to hurt, and the sound of your voice that deepness in your brown eyes telling lies, I don't need it.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
REPEAT DREAMS
I tried so hard to change my ways
but in my mind is like the weather
when I live a life of gloom
this life doesn't make my heartbeat
like it once used to,
my life is somewhat verisimilitude
when it comes to living a life in dreams
what does all of this mean?
I have been waiting for a sign
to let me know I will be fine
while Dark Angel saving all his lines
who is right when you live from Light
I know I must stay strong and not let hate
become my fate, this will not save anyone
this I truly know hostile ways will never
save it will only strain one's ways
my mind is running like crazy
while my body is growing in pain
my spirit stands in faith
even when I am growing weak
feeling locked away in Darken Dreams  
I will never let Dark Angel
take that away from me even though
he stands strong in darkness poisoning minds
my body may fall and I may go down
like a flu virus, I need to know
My God is still there with me
shining his Light on me
and never leave me
because Dark Angel is a virus that
makes things so hard to define.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
IN MY LIFE
In my mind, I will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  lifetime,
In my soul, the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head, we will always be wed
even on my dying bed,
there in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
the tears will fall
But you, my love, will always shine throw.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
SPRING LOVE
What a beautiful feeling
with true glory and peace
that comes in spring
with hearts that sing
when I look into your eyes
I could see Love for the first time,
I had realized you're the one
my heart needs to feel complete
Your love for me is lift
like a beautiful butterfly
that fly high in lovers spring,
You may love has truly showed
me what true love is all about
you make me what to shout
and dance around like a child
on the playgrounds,
To others, may seem to be a dream
or it is a likely thing
but true love is something of lies
true love is not about control
but it is about two hearts becoming one.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
Look To This Day
Look to this day!
where Love is here to say,
Life moves along with time
My love, you are always on my mind.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · May 2020
PILLOW STAINS
In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time,
my own reaction wrestles agents me
in a mirror of wanders
that brings on lots of thunders
the pouring rain that holds the pains
that cut deep into the night
bring on more fright into my life
from early morning to dawn
my own pains that bring on more rain
leaves my pillow stained,
Holding troubled thoughts of strain
my mind over time;
the wild storm made an evil hurricane
bring more pains in darken dreams
that makes the heart bleeds
the body weak shedding freckled sweat
while I sleep into darken dreams
that cut my heart deep,

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE OLD AGE OF RAGE
Old age cast some rage along the way in time, playing games on the blind of what is right in God's eyes, age should burn like a flame of light standing strong in the truth of the days yet rage becomes the darkness that plays against the beauty of life. Dark Angel takes a walk down the deep woods of the old wise men trail thinking about given som hell.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
PEOPLE CAN CHANGE
I love to think
people can change
I was one of them,
I am working hard at it
I was a fallen
I was never proud of it.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · May 2020
PLEASURES OF LOVE
When the evening is spread out against the Autumn sky. Let us bless our love by giving it to the master of it with delight. Let our pleasures of love be wrapped in the stars with the moon in beautiful late June. Let us closely lock our selves together in arms let this love of ours- carriers on too the highest towers. Let our hearts be just one design let it be a token of ever after.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
MY BEAUTY ROOM
My Beauty Room
I walk into my beauty room
just to find much talk  of all kinds
I tried to be friendly
but it becomes hard
because it is like talking to the dead
to a world that is unkind,
My thoughts truly start to unwind
like the rainbow in the sky
for love and peace
for all to see what beauty means to me
but in this cold old world
I make a place in my Beauty room
a place to beautify me
and all who comes around me,
the unkind is when my life began
to a world of sins and it will
be that way even when I shall grow old
and it may leave me to die in a cold war
but for now, all heated up crowed
need to get out of my space
get out from my face
this is my beauty room
I don't have time for hate.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Jun 2020
TO MY HATERS
People look at me and laugh
They walk around like clowns wishing they
Had what it takes to walk my way
What a shame to still someone else name
They go around and say bad things and
Get others to believe something that isn't true
About me how crazy but I will never let you
Bring me down don't you see you could never
Be me God made me the way I look and that
Will never change my DNA
They make fun of my every move
But then I must say look in the mirror and what
Do you see is darkness in your life
Not too pretty is it?
What I want to know is what is it about me that people hate
Could it be the fact that I have nothing to prove
People are just ignorant for no apparent reason,
I love me that is just the way it is
They talk about me every season for whatever reason
If they see a hot man look my way thing can get nasty
That will tell him bad things about me for him to look
Somewhere else as long as it was not at me
What for, I don't know, this war has been going on too long
I don't really care, and my attitude shows it
People are going to talk if I like it are not
But, that's okay because I know how to walk
And how to be me
They are wasting their time talking about me
I'm using my time to walk away so free in the summers breeze
On easy with my happiness I am me
I don't have time to play little childish games
My life is so real I don't need to play the loser games
At least I can I say I'm happy in my skin God gave me
But I want to say thank you for taking your time out for me
Because it means I'm doing something right I'm always on
Your hateful minds
I feel life is going just fine :)
I really don't like to fight I love me you must see :)
People are only looking at me because they wish they was me
They spend hours looking on the outside of me
Wow they would hate me even more if they see my big heart
Of what makes me
The part of me they should talk about is what's in the inside
How God loves me and gives me peace even in the life I live
Of hat and shame of child play
They also look at the downfalls of themselves
I know that must really hurt but don't give me your dirt
Sometimes, I just have to tell them
There's no shame in my game
I have a lot of love for myself and I don't want to take time out
To put your nasty ways in my heart
So, people can take their opinions about me and stack them on a shelf
And take the book down and write down what you have to learn
For those who look at me and make fun of me
I know I'm all in the game of being me
I just have to ask you something
Are you really looking at me are your nasty self
For those who are laughing at me
I bet you cry in your sleep wishing you were never that mean,
I want to tell ask you something
Is it really me you're laughing at
This is a poem for my 'Haters' to think about not me but at themselves
Love to all my haters :)
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · May 2020
KEEPING ME LIKE THIS
Do You Like Keeping Me Hurting?
Why does it have to be like this?
Is this apart of your madness?
to keep me hurting so bad?
are you mad?
When my heart feels weak
your eyes start to seek
what it is that cuts me so deep.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
PUPPET
I feel like his puppet as he keeps pulling on my emotional strings in these painful darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
TALE AS OLD AS TIME
Tale as old as time
you had touched my life
you showed me the way
when my life was in the gray
you have taken away
the pains of yesterdays,
You stay upon my mind
most of the time
friends come and go
and soon they grow old,
But you stand so bold
your love never goes cold
you are the love of my life
but this was no surprise
all can see you are with me
your love shines so brightly
deep into my eyes,
You gave me a meaning
you gave me hope
you have taken away the darkness
you did everything
No other could have ever done
you are my one and only,
Your love is so true
you could never make me blue
Your love is ancient
A tale as old as time
I read your words day and night,
You are the way
you are the light
that shines on high
deep into the night
you are the fire
that keeps my spirit on high,
I am so glad
and so very blessed
you are in my life
You are the tale as old as time
you are the love of my life.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
MOTIONLESS
A dark motionless night
no love in the sodden air
the coldness with no care
life isn't fair
damp moss of illusions
trembling hands of the innocent
mind racing
hearts breaking
the woods are dark
fog is over the land
the odor of death is near
fear is always near
I feel so despair
Oh, I had better days
this is like a slow death
that id at hand
sadness never ends
one day my heart will mean
but for now
I must find out where I am at
swamps and bats
sounds of fear
with no escape from the pains
all I see is the rain
Dark Angel standing in place
casting spells of dark illusions
making confusion
deep into my heart
are many marks
far into my mind
Dark Angel is always there
he is always near
bring me so much fear
Darken dreams he gives me
he loves to see me weep
he loves to see me bleed
I found myself lost
in some place called
the unknown
something is missing

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
TOUCH ME
Touch me with Love
Love me like Shakespeare
write me down deep
within your heart
let me be all you need
dance with me in the coldest rain
take away all my pains
of yesterday's nightmares
kiss me with true passion,
Touch me
like you had never touched another
give me all your sweet delights
give me the shooting stars of your dreams
love is the true strength
of you and me
Let me be your one and only
let me your true desires
don't ever let go of the fire
speak to me like a true poet
dance with me in all your fantasy
touch me with a kiss deep within
Let your love always be true
no matter how old we get
old age is a beautiful thing
Let your love be all I need
let your words be like silk to my heart
let this love last forever.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
LOOK DEEPER
If they looked at me too closely they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall but when the tears fall to the ground they would make a big sound like broken glass from the past and when I was to talk my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Vulnerable are we frighten by the wrinkled old dark skies haunted by dreams and lies. We are such dreamers that are made from within of casting spells of struggles of the night that gives us a fright for our lives, we do take forgathered each and every day until someone takes it away.

We are like beetle bugs trying to make way from a bad day hoping to escape but where is the faith? it got blared as time fads away in your mind of another time. we are dreamers, we are in a spell as we sleep. As we dream that is where we are made to bleed on, and life moves on around us, who is there to awake us from this painful nightmare that won't seem to go away? Dark Angel holds the key while we sleep and dream.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
SILENCE
A place of silence
is a very cold place to be
words are never really heard
my pains hold its own language
for others to read
Oh, how my body feels so weak
Silence holds no peace
when a witness is around
they see me fall to the ground
what they hold in their eyes
is a sense of wonder
what is happening in my life  
that made me this away
Silence is a place of gray
with pains that never go away
I wanted to tell them
what was truly going on with me
but I didn't think
they would understand
I didn't want to be caught up
in the talk of the town
to have my name past around
like a beat-up clown
rages are upon my skin
while my poor heart
sinks deeper in
Silence is a place
that holds no faith
all I see is the rain
that falls from clouds of gray
I long to be the comfort
but that day
never made its way.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
25 · Apr 2020
THE KNOWLEDGE
I have the knowledge
To love and sing
even in dark spring
my heart sings.
I can do all things
when it comes to me in dreams
I can write my famous lines
for all the world to read
what my heart bleeds
but would it do anything?

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
Darke Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
25 · Apr 2020
WHEN THE LEAVES FALL
When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
I MISS YOU MY BELOVED SON BRANDON B.
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