Well he seemed broken heart' ed looking over at me
something within him casting spells over the sea
But the moment that I first laid eyes on him
I knew I would be lost in his charm,

All alone on the edge by the sea of a dream
he made love to me like it was magic
The clouds never expect it to rain but it made storms
crashing in on the sea
But the sea changes color over and over in dreams,

That is when he reaches over to kiss me and he was gone
But the sea does not change what it feels
But I had got lost in the moment of him kissing me
with the slow graceful of his touch, I fell in love,

He was like an angel flow of age,
I went forth with an age-old desire to please me in dreams
He was like a white-winged dove flying over me
Well, then suddenly I got up looking all around me praying
he was not a dream but something real to me,

There was no one left standing in the hall of my dream
In a flood of tears, my heart screams praying he would
find his way back to me
But no one really ever heard my cry's our the tears that fall
not at all because it was only a dream,

Well I went searching for an answer that never came
up the stairs and down the hall, I felt my heart fall
just to hear the call coming out to me from the sea
of a night birds singing come away with me.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
The sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
My emotions are getting stronger
While the pains made way,

I remembered how we dance around
On those wet autumn leaves,
We laugh so happily,
We felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,

with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought too much
about the little stuff,

The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground outside is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,

I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,

the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rage,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,

across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,

while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look for another in the book of love
I longed for the poet that sang;
oh, golden days of spring let your love sing,
let the old ship seal on the sea,
I never found a Poet one like you
Art of love is beautiful but then they
Never seen you out on the ship with a love so true
I guess I looked but when I stopped looking
there you stood...
Helpless I stood among those awful cages;
you, my love,  delivered me from injury;
You gave your self to me so patiently,
the fallen roses are me out on the sea with thee,
the old moon rushed along the sky
beating its beauty like it was heaven to the eyes
love is on our side when I was no longer looking.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My First Love, didn't last very long
it became an old sad song
that kept on playing along
in those cold  icy winds
Alone with no words
to describe the hurt
when I looked at the setting skies
I just start to cry
while the birds sing lullabies
isn't a bad thing
it is just a sad one in spring
a new starting point in my life
to find my own strength
but my heart will always have this longing
whereas the past is accessible to my progress.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so many pains,
The velvet moon is always in the gloom
you took love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.
If love statue a mirror.

-Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frown
that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep,

He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about
what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,

His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
every time he walks around
everyone makes a fuss over the way he looks
the way he dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,

His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,

When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
despite all he has been through,

He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free
Where he can breathe, and start living again.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn off the sound of your darken voice
those late-night dances keep me on my feet
I hang up the telephone when you call
just be here with me when I fall,
I like the rain when it falls on my skin
I like the sounds of the ravens
I like the kisses you gave
I love the moans of your body
when it touches mine it hurts me,
when I never see, you smile
You have taken the light out of my world
We get so disconnected
like light and day
You are my favorite place
when I see the love in your eyes,
but yeah, we're so disconnected
I want to feel your breath up and down back
I want to fix your broken smile
and put love back in your heart
I love you
I learn so much from you
you lie and I try not to
But I want more from you.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All I can see in your evil eyes
are all the lies from the dark side?
I see the age of evil, that brings on pains,
In your eyes of darken dreams,
I see many things I would never want
my life to be,
I could stay in this moment forever
Dark Angel, your spirit holds agony
In place of the circumstances,
I see you standing out in the pouring rain
You are looking deep into my eyes
While I sleep in darken dreams,
I could reach every star in the sky
That is lost into your painful eyes,
you made my life all about you
I had lost myself in all your emotions,
I consider all that your eyes hold
are the fantasy of you and me,
I still look very young,
I miss the beauty of my day’s
You keep me young in darken dreams,
because of you
I lost who I am,
I lost what is real in my life,
just when everything felt right
you told your lies,
Oh, how that cut me deep within like a knife
then you looked at me with a smile on your face,
laugh every day at me while my life slipped on by,
in darken dreams of fake believe,
You are evil, something of ancient time,
You are something from the night
You’re not very nice,
my heart can't possibly break
I must stay awake,
You had taken me so for down
My life doesn’t have any meaning to it,
But it wasn't even whole to start with
because of you, I will never trust ever again,
Oh, this pain you give has no end,
I will always in the dooms of you,
I never stray too far from you
Because I know not to,
you left your mark
my heart was ripped apart
Now all I can see is your eyes of darken dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair,
the moon doesn't shine anymore,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of the night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright,
shattered dreams became a part of me,
Loneliness is all I know,
It became a friend to me,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep,
Hold me and keep me warm,
My life runs in the night,
With no one to hold in my life,
No home to go to and call mine,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made!
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Let the rain wash away my pains
that Dark Angel gave of yesterday
I became your queen in my dreams
I was going insane when I saw my grave
Songs of silence remain in my mind
when you came in life,
My deepest affections are now lost
You're the first and the last of my dreams
You had taken everything from me
You have taken my freedom
my life hopes and dreams of true love
You taken my heart left me scared
I will always remember what you did to me
that cold September
because it plays and plays over in my mind
you have given me the fright of your darkness
You may be out of my reach
but I can still feel you
I know I mean everything to you
so you had to take me down to my gave
You are in prison in your life
so you had to take mine too
I feel so cold
this is the life know I hold
The darkness engulfing my soul
I have nothing I could call my own
A queen of your darkness
No exist out for me only in lost dreams
is where my heart screams
this is where I will be.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The crowd got him to leave he told me I was a fool, but what he didn’t know the day he left I got control of my life again, freedom from the pain he gave, I didn’t know what love was yet, So, I believed all the lies he ever told, Oh, how he made my life feel so cold. He would always come around deep into the night just to give me more fright, he would always tell me, love isn’t what you think love is a word that will always make you sink. Love is a show, a game people plays just to get their way. It’s like having a dream then ends with pain a place that will leave you broken, love is never what it seems, all it will do is make you scream. It’s like watching a movie just to see it all fall apart at the end. Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again, I would never let anyone get close all my desires for love flown out the window and the wind would roll, pushing the waves around the sea, While the sobbing whispers of he who keeps haunting me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You slip your finger through
the tear of the sheets
where I always weep
you stirring up *****
in the back of my mind,
just to play another time
you keep on flirting with the night
you never play nice
you know that it's working
the drink that you give to me,
You stuck in my head another lie
I just start writing the lines in my mind
I could never sing this song
without you, if I tried
let's light it up like it's our last night,
You know are song
your stile the one
We're just hanging around
burning this old club down
sipping on some cold Margarita's
while we dance,
we sing on high in each other’s eyes
you are the love of my life
laying right here naked in my bed
I'm just doing my thing loving on you
You are doing what you love,
is singing our song making love
because you make me feel like an angel
we about to get a little tangled up
right about now so turn the lights out.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I like you

Yet I Love you

Life is a beautiful gift

the sweet smell of springs beauty

the sky is so ever blue

that gets me to think about you,

On January

I know is the month of your birthday

and on the land is where you once stood

but now all that is just a memory

my blood builds up just knowing you are gone,

I at times find myself laughing at things

you use to do to make me smile when I was a kid

Mom most of the time you stay on my mind

I look through the window of time

just where I could see you again

I miss You

Yet I love you more then any words can ever be written,

Through my eyes will always be tears

I believe this old world is very beautiful

but the hate and the lies and all the crimes

make this world a darken place

that makes the good go bad

This makes me so sad

my own veins don't end in me you see

God is the only one that could set me free,

Mom, I miss you so very much

I always had wondered what it would have been like

if we were close

what would we had talked about

what would we had been doing

But life was never that nice

I struggle most of the time living life without you

even though I didn't want too

Mom I will always love you.


- Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He has given me the pain of rain that will never go away September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,
The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,
Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,
Dark Angel starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,
The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blows a darkening storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,
You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughterhouse,
you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that fall,
Moonlight will have named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,
Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,
I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,
Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over you ;
love me little, love me long even  
in the strongest storms ;  
scattered dreams you did not hear with me,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me,
Puzzled in ignorance,
explore by nature of a darkened world,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love insight not in fount of my eyes,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way too long,
humiliation from all strangers,
humiliated by not having no one in my life,
frightened, force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so many questions,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me,
The Nile River is what they gave me,
a life of pains and shames that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit is broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tell me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight has gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take any more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just won't let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger than his
I bet he wishes it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance is turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old man's guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books, others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so many regrets
There is darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight Don't Run From Your Past
Moonlight don't run from your past
stand strong and never let go
In life there are people
that will Love you or Hate you
that will hurt you
and cause you so much pain
You must learn to forgive
even if it is so hard to forget
don't let your heart grow cold
this is what Dark Angel wants you to do
he wants to take over you
hold on and never lose sight
to what shines into your eyes
your pains of long ago
hold a story of its own looking back
to your dark beaten past
is breaking the glass that held the pains back
you don't want this old darkness in your life
so let it all go don't let the darkness take hold
the past will only bring you back
to the pains of yesterday’s rain
would lead you back into the life of coldness
of the darkness of old pains of sins
of its dirtiness that has taken away sweetness
In life there are mistakes you will make
but you must face them
You must learn from all your wrongs
grow from them let them go
never let the darkness take control
In life, there are so many regrets
you must learn to leave the past behind
realize it is something you can't change
Moonlight let go of the pain
and dance in the rain
You don't need the rain of darkness
to burn like acid in your heart
In life there are people
you will lose forever
That you can't have back
you must learn to let go and keep moving on
Please never hang on to the lies of Dark Angel
If you do you will be lost in darken dreams
you will always feel the pains
of yesterday’s heartbreaks
in a world of true  pains
rain will fall Like tears
you will always feel the cuts
that marks up your heart
you will be lost in the coldness of fears
you must learn to come out of darkness
take the challenges and grow stronger
If you don't
Dark Angel will take over
In life, fear will always be near
that will hold you
back from what you want
But then you should know
that is a trap to keep you lost
in darken dreams
things will never be as they seem
You must learn to fight
for what is right
in Jehovah's eyes
take hold of the courage
of your faith, you have within
Don't look back to sin
Jehovah knows the heart
He holds your life in his hands as long
as you Moonlight don't give in
To Dark Angel sin's
Dark Angel has to give is all sin
of his darkness to internal death
When Jehovah comes to destroy all evil
Let Jehovah holds the key to your future
Only he knows your heart and your weakness
But weakness leads off to a darkened path
Jehovah sees everything and knows everything
Everything in life really does happen for a reason
Because of Jehovah God
is the reason for your faith and your life
Derek thank you for going over everything
I know my testing is on its way
I will keep my prayers going
to keep my mind
right to not look back to my darken past
Goodbye Derek my faithful friend

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss, and making dreams.
I sit and write whatever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he is making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs to be free from the
An evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he likes me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world as I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in the full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out, new moon
is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with a fit of anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If I could open my heart up to you like a book
I would try to make that book as hard as it could be
Just too where you would never forget me,
I could tell you about all the things I Love,
I will tell you about all the things
that makes me sad
But I won’t because that is not the way
I want things to be,
I could dance all night
with you under that beautiful moon,
But That would mean I like you
and want to let you like me to
But that would make things too easy for you,
I could tell you if I wanted to,
But that would be no fun so please read on
could you Love someone you could never truly know?
could you spend your whole life reading a book?
I could only tell you this,
dreams are made for dreamers,
and Love is made for the
ones that are ready to give there all.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I could still feel your eyes on my every move letting me know I will never be free from you.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now, it’s only written down in a book where all wants to take a look at the light of the moon saddens in late June.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.
She walks in her own beauty,-
as life clings to her.


-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sing and weep
while memories creep
as I scream deep within
pushing away all those sins
this is how the war begins.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Those pains don't ever want to go away
the old memories keep on creeping in
like they already made a home
inside my mind most of the time.

Where all those hateful words he would say
they would play over and over again
leaving me looked in his world of sin
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over in my mind.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, shattered memories stay away from my mind you take up too much of my time.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Thinking of you while the sun moved upon on the land
in a gentle kind of way putting a smile upon my face,
because I know you are in a better place.

-Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery