Being alone was something I loved
because I got to be alone
with my heavenly love
that always stood by my side
no matter how bad at times, I cried
praying for so many lives that had died.
so many came around
acting like clowns
around this old town,
This isn't something new
when they are being used
by the evil one of this world
But in my life Jehovah my God
gave me the strength
to do what is right
In HIS EYES.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2019

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The days become shorter and the nights seem to last longer in a hearted up rag and the ground outside is white the trees are frozen just like we are.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Hold me close he would say, then ask me for a second dose
of another cold dance in the rain of a nasty thunderstorm
of his pain of deep control I just wanted to be free from his darkness, his madness, his lies, that cut me so deep, he leaves me feeling I cannot breathe, he has me is a dark state of mind just waiting for my death bed, this you got to know
PLEASE, please Dark Angel, let me go.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Green is the deep color of the sea,
Where far away thoughts are made,
Green is the eyes of Moonlight,
Her eyes changed with her moods
Just like the ancient moon,

Green is the color of many ancient books,
That poets write their famous lines,
In the green wood’s, where ravens fly
Where the grass is forever green,
Where lovers make their dreams,

Green is the frog that jumps on the lilies pads
that are floating on the pound,
Green is the sea moss
at the end of the sea banks,

Green is the color we all love to see
Green is the land where the queen takes her stand
Green is many things
even in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my life, it lacked color
all I have seen was the grey.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tears would always filled my eyes
is the blueprints of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just turn and look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turns and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes, all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from he
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reach the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into the sea of darken dreams
I held my head up above
the waters were I won't sink,
I had taken in a deeper breath
as life started passing me on by
tears of fears started taken over me,
I started screaming but
No one could hear me
I started thinking to my self,
I never got to even taste Love
I never got the chance to Live
dance in true Romance,
While I was looking around
my eyes did see a flying dove
flying over me
out in my darken dreams
what did this mean for me?
I started thinking about what would
it feels like flying away
without all this pain
just to fly far, far away
into better days.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In darken dreams are where evil plays on the mind to keep me weak most of the time, while Dark Angel plays on my mind, showing me thing of that he has done in the ancient of time that put me on the run, I saw the abuse and the used until their death came to them but it wasn't a fast death but very painful ones, some finely got their rest, by seeing all of this my heart just bled, and the screams and their words of agony made those images in my head, I will never forget.  my heart will forever bleed like ink in these darken dreams, I know I must write what comes to sight no matter the agony and the blood that pours into the angry seas of these strong attacks where heaps of bodies float and the spirit turn dye bones.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh flounder mind you move the sea
Oh come and look at me
I pray night and day
for love to come my way,
I look deep with my mind
for the inward part of me
why I had to shout all doors
and now I look for more,
Mine has been working overtime
that keeps me up late at night
that is the way the old sea cry's
leaving my mind stain as glassed
looking beyond the past,
Oh why does my mind keep my heart to flounder?
It is taken me to a place I had once crave
I started feeling so much intense needs
with vivid of hunger of sweet delight
on the other side of my wildest dreams
I would see so much evergreen,
Oh what a beautiful things I did see
into the night the stars did shine so ever bright
re flicking their shades of beauty on the sea
twinkling away at me
all darkness made its round like lost and found
without a sound for solid grounds,
the confusion came over me
like I was lost into a dream
fear and lost made a bust so deadly over me
all my emotions for true devotions
submerged beneath my wildest dreams
the earth was no longer under my feet
oh how I do feel so weak
like a child so scared holding on to fear
that seems to always stand so near,
All the beauty I once had taken in
had shadowed me in so many sins
I was lost and not yet found on true solid grounds
I started feeling empty like the waves of the sea
bringing on sadness in dreams
guilt and hate with so much blame
from the past of another time,
I started thinking about how
often I would be laid in my bed
thinking back to an old beaten down past
my mind moved along like the wind
sing out the sad old sound of back then
now every time I think about sleeping
my mind starts weeping
because I don't want to fall asleep into darken dreams.
This old fear is so dreadful to me
it always comes back to me in nightmares
that eat away at my mind
cutting deep within me
every time I tried to get this off of my mind
I could hear the old wind crying over again
the old strings of time
that was never mine,
All my emotions got lost behind all closed doors
I tried so hard to get what it was I missed
I get up feeling so scared
hold my body like it had been wounded
voices from these closed doors
crying out saying open the door, please
let your pain run out like rain
I started feeling like all my bones were broken,
All walls started building up
my mind didn't want to give up
the truth and love was at my inter doors
but my mind felt all the pain of lost time
My world started crashing down
while everyone else just studs around
just to watch me bleed and weep
like the old wind of time
stripping away my spirit of faith
Oh floundering soul where did you go?

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I wasn't ready for love but you thought I was, now,  I go where no one knows to write all my famous lines, to help me get by in this life, where all I can remember is the lies you tell that put me through a living hell. this is how the old story goes and that is how it will be written in my own bloodstained ink.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

How are you feeling my dear?
you look so peal
you look like hell
The day has had its way with both of us
you don't do as I command
so get full punishment
oh, I've gone out of my way to make you stay
you will never be free of me
you think you feel the pains of me
Oh, grad doll you haven't seen anything yet
I cry out why do you make me feel like this
pain I'm feeling as I am going to die
I was a fool to think someday you could ever love me
and just maybe you would come around
and see the pain you are putting me in
but that is what you love
I'm not thinking that about you
I don't want to ever be like you
Because you see at one time I loved you
but now I see you are not what you seem
You are my mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
but that would do me no good
I am your ragdoll you like to play with
I think you should just go away
please take your hands off of me
I don't want your nasty kisses
you are drunk and mean
There's no necessity for you to stay
please just go away
next time you come around my way
forget it I don't want to play
then you slapped me on my face
just to see me cry
then you tell me your sorry
you don't want to fight
then you promise tomorrow will be better
just wait and see when he puts me back into his head.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the sweet silence come to me
In the summer breeze;
Oh, how I started missing thee
The one who loved me,

It was a session of the season
When true love was given
And then taken;
Left my poor heartbreaking,

Oh, how I started aching all over again,
Silent thoughts of true remembrance,
Things of a sweeten past you given
Our love will be written,

Even the time of sigh;
I won’t allow lying,
I shout in silence where no one could hear,
My love for you I hold dear
I have no fear,

Your love was always true,
I could never forget you;
My love still runs strong for you
Even while you are gone,

Death was never a place I wanted to see you in,
nothing changed;
My love for you stayed the same,
But, then something truly has;
In silence, I still call out your name.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose, you were once in beautiful colors the classic of all flowers, soon you weathered up into rose dust, you were once so loved until you turned in lust now you cut so deep leaving so many weeping in a place of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart is worn
it is full of sorrow
tears are fallen
my eyes are swollen
the wind is blowing in its sadness throughout the night.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone like you
That acts so cruelly,
I need you...
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,
that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you...
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,
At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,
You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen a better day when you are not in them.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sleep, my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music, the art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep, my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winter night.

  Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams because of you that haunts me, they would have to see all that darkness where it is I bleed
they would have to feel all that pains of all those slaves that stood strong in the faith, yet so many lost their way because of their own darken past, where love didn't last.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I began to scream as he starts to cut on me deep within my heart, his eyes open wide when he saw I was bleeding out into the sea of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Tears are a big part of my story
they will always be  
flowing free
that filled my eyes
they are the blueprint of me.

the art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves
are written from tears
and bloodstained ink
as my poor spirit sink.

In darken dreams
is a place I never wanted to be
all I hear or those painful screams
calling out to me...
Oh, how this makes me bleed
wanted so badly to set them free.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I have many pages I must keep on writing what my life is being brought out to me in what I see, what I feel, and what makes me truly ill. I love to write the good and the bad because this is the way life moves, this is what it breathes and this is what I bleed in ink for the whole world to read all about me, life wasn’t all that easy like others would have thought and there is always a plot.


Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You're always on my mind, most of the time, day and night my poor heart cries bleeding and pleading for this to not be true that I had lost you. I gave you life to you and it has ended before mine. But in my heart and mind I know you're never too hard for me to find.


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night where all that coldness held me tight while old memories started playing games on me I started remembering this and that until I believed it was walking behind me. Soon I started looking around in a panic, my heart started pounding faster as I started walking quicker than usual, my heart started breaking when I see a man standing by that old willow tree again. It was raining and he started staring at me with piercing eyes, as I walked on by, I already knew deep within who this beast really is. I started realizing there isn't an end to this story not yet.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There are consequences to everything we do.
This is where the truth comes in
In a world of darkness loving Sin
Until it comes to its End.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Window is where stood
while the rain poured out like tears,
at one time the sky was beautiful
like the ocean blue,

But that was some time ago
way before my life became cold,
what a wonderful thing the beauty
of the light was to my eyes,

But with time everything lost its beauty
I have learned just to look out my window
just to feel safe,
life isn’t what it used to be.


Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold the love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes are gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I  stood tall as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without many fuses
silence flew into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself in the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My heart is naked and very alone;
people always judge me
because they think their better than I am,
I came out of my own mother's belly
I bleed like anyone else,
But They don’t see things the way I do,
But again, I am The Queen of Darken Dreams
Poetic Judy Emery and the story is about me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My playmate is the ink in my pen
that pushes along on poetic paper.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All the beauty I have ever seen
Started with love you have given me
The sun shall glint in heaven sent  
I've seen the seven wonders of the world
But nothing like this
I have ever seen before
The love you hold for me in your heart
made way too a new start
In the light of day
in your eyes that shine so Bright
Oh Your love feels so right  
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they hold nothing to the love you give me  
Your love amazes me  
You set my heart on easy
in that beautiful summers breeze
I am so glad you found me  
Every enchanted hour
years is like a new page of my poet's heart
We started to share a new song
A beautiful Love song
The sun shall glint its gold for us
and every tree Shall flower in spring  
the Mediterranean Sea is comfortable with
The rush of the waves singing out Night and Day
the love of the rain on to the Cloudy days
the moon gives out it's love to us
On the beautiful sea
gives us it's a fresh breeze
when the moon shines its light so beautifully
New pages of us are so bright like the stars in
that midnight sky  
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
So much love that touches the sky
all the colors of a rainbow reaching 'across
the Sea of lovers dreams  
the breeze of the misty wind Pouring out its
love for all to see
The moon in all its phases and the stars in all
their Places  
Your love amazes me all my waking hours
My heart shall thrill at break off Dawn to
the meadowlarks
At dusk to whippoorwills Of the love that showers
over you and us
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
I hold in your in my heart for a lifetime
You give me hope,
you give me a reason to keep on living
and you Give me A love I can believe in  
Forever faithfully, your love amazes me
I've prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my hands and knees in the
pouring rain asking God to send me
true love and it finally came.

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Silent is in the cold chilly air,
While Moonlight takes her ride
Upon her favorite horse,
she calls ‘’ Tamela,’’ which means
like to control everyone within
its own influence,

she riding and galloping around the castle
looking at the beauty of the land,
this beauty had no words, so breathtaking,
but as soon as Moonlight saw Dark Angel
walking her way, she got choked up,
while the heavy winds raged,

ash of rose dust blow into the air,
Oh, Dark Angel never plays fare,
Envy eyes are he, who looks at me,
Always around me every day,
Drops of rain started coming down,

I must always remember everything,
Keep track of his anger, each bladed grass
Has a cut of the stain of blood,
Of another soul that has been taken down,
Dark Angel called out saying it’s time to come in.
Let the slave walk ‘’Tamela,’’ back to the stable,
come in out of the rain,

He takes Moonlights hand to help her get off
Her favorite horse, then she and Dark Angel
Walked very fast back to the castle,
While Brutus was at the door,
reaching for Moonlights shawl.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my cold room of darkness
where the light of day never appears,
the curtain of darkness is everywhere,
where things were once loved
is no longer;
But, again that is what makes the heart
grow fonder in true wonder for true love,
where the sky isn’t limited;
but, down hear in darken dreams
things are never what they seem,
frozen emotions of words that strangle out love,
secrets are made deep into the night
where Dark Angel loves to give a fright
that starts up a big fight,
between light and day
a lot of slaves lost their way,
the shadows of the night
danced away their soul to a world of darkness,
where love was once hidden in their hearts
now, it is only a place of the forbidden
where lies are always written,
the light of love is behind the curtain
of the uncertain;
where love is only a fragrance in the sea air
that rises upon the earth;
that makes some keep fight for what is right
fighting for true love;
some without knowing
without a showing
But heartfelt movements of the spirit
makes them remove all pride,
let true love come alive
in the souls that want to live in paradise,
that is the only way
there is no other way,
in my cold darken room,
is a ******* curtain
filled with only darkness;
where evil is always near
casting so much fear,
where petals of true love beamed its way
into the hearts of faith;
where darkness could never stand in the way.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now what I see is everything we once had
is now gone with the wind left in the past
And all that is left within is the rapture of my soul
there is nothing else you can take from me
all that I have to give is the millions of pieces
of my broken heart that has gone cold.

I can still remember:
when we danced in so much romance
but all of that is a big darken memories
that our love has flown apart with no warnings
maybe the warnings were there all along
and I just didn't want to see them.

We are like the candle in the wind
and the hot flame of our love just burned out
and now we walk around so empty
without a spark of light to keep the candle burning
the wind has blown it out just like our love
all we have left is the faded footsteps of the past
of what we once had.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

That put a smile upon my face and gave me a limp of faith while the days are still young and let my heart be filled love and laughter where all those words of truth whispers in my sleep taking away all those fear, and kiss all my tears away, words of truth-filled my soul with heaven on my mind. Oh, how it felt so divine, love found me just in time.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery