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35 · Jun 2020
POETIC HAND
I Am A Woman With A Poetic Hand
Cast me down not like a clown
don't shame my pains that I write down
Cast me not down in this old town of haters
don't call me names out of a haters mouth
Just watch one day you will see me fly
high in the sky like a white dove
My heart is loyal and true
I am a woman with a poetess's hand
with an uncapped pen in my hand
with dark bleeding Ink
that writes night and day
My poetic heart knows love
knows much pain
the windows of my eye hold memories
some good and bad
I am the builder of my own walls
the footsteps I had walked
the words I hold in my heart I write
I am a beautiful poetess
in an old beaten downtown
I walk around with haters eyes
looking me up and down
calling me all kinds of names of hate
but I will never let them take away my faith
or my poetess mind
I will always have a light on in the night
where it is I write
I will always have a word to share
to the readers that care.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · Apr 2020
THE CURTAIN OF DARKNESS
In my cold room of darkness
where the light of day never appears,
the curtain of darkness is everywhere,
where things were once loved
is no longer;
But, again that is what makes the heart
grow fonder in true wonder for true love,
where the sky isn’t limited;
but, down hear in darken dreams
things are never what they seem,
frozen emotions of words that strangle out love,
secrets are made deep into the night
where Dark Angel loves to give a fright
that starts up a big fight,
between light and day
a lot of slaves lost their way,
the shadows of the night
danced away their soul to a world of darkness,
where love was once hidden in their hearts
now, it is only a place of the forbidden
where lies are always written,
the light of love is behind the curtain
of the uncertain;
where love is only a fragrance in the sea air
that rises upon the earth;
that makes some keep fight for what is right
fighting for true love;
some without knowing
without a showing
But heartfelt movements of the spirit
makes them remove all pride,
let true love come alive
in the souls that want to live in paradise,
that is the only way
there is no other way,
in my cold darken room,
is a ******* curtain
filled with only darkness;
where evil is always near
casting so much fear,
where petals of true love beamed its way
into the hearts of faith;
where darkness could never stand in the way.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · Apr 2020
I STAND NOT ALONE
To face all my fears
I hold on to those years
I stand so bold
to those that are cold
because I know I am not alone.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · Apr 2020
DWELLING PLACE
If I could make a dwelling place
in your heart, I would
but all I could find is the rain of yesterdays;
You had lost your way
So now that dwelling place
has no room for love
the happiest days are long gone
the dark hours had come to you?
like a wild storm
Your name is marked in the dark
you have a way to bring on pains
you have the power of the dark side
where love could never be
What made you like this?
I know if anyone stands to close
you would make a lot of smoke
I can feel the essence of your power
but it’s not the kind I was looking for
you were once a true prince
and I was your queen
but now it’s all in dreams
things are never what they seem.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I want you to know;
Things are never what they seem
When it comes to darken dreams,
Oh, come and hear the screams
Do you understand what that means?
You know who this is;
That makes you like this,
Look deep within your mind
And think of all those painful times,
You will see his eyes;
They are like the crystal moon,
That comes in late June,
In the night, it beams red upon the deadly sea
Into darken dreams;
Autumn leaves fall from the tree
This I see from my bedroom window,
While you talk to me about the one who haunts me,
Every time I put my hand near the fire
It’s like the flames reach out to touch me,
The impalpable apple ash
Is near the burning log,
The flames hold deadly memories,
Everything I ever cared about
Had come to an end,
The seal of the envelope has been licked,
Every word that has been written
Every storm brings me back to you,
As if everything that exists is because of
darken dreams;
where ancient ships
seal out on the Mediterranean Sea,
where little boats sink deep
where the wickedness weep into the night,
oh, how the sound give fright,
each day on the hour
the tears fall like raindrops on the ground,
I start to feel all hope is destined from me,
Why does Dark Angel want to keep me like this?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · May 2020
WORDS OF TRUTH
That put a smile upon my face and gave me a limp of faith while the days are still young and let my heart be filled love and laughter where all those words of truth whispers in my sleep taking away all those fear, and kiss all my tears away, words of truth-filled my soul with heaven on my mind. Oh, how it felt so divine, love found me just in time.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · Apr 2020
DRINK IN MY PAINS
Oh, I should ride the sea
of many dreams ;
I will listen to the roaring
pains the wind will make
I will drink in the drink
that Dark Angel gave
just for me to take the rain
on those sad autumn days.
Behind my ear
I could hear the whispers
of the captivity of many
Oh, I should dance and laugh
because I will never truly give in
this will never be how this story ends,
I will stand tall
like the might tower
I will hold that power
But until then
I will see darken dreams
that holds power over me
oh, how I can hear the howls of the
crying storms that come my way
Oh, how I laugh and dance
among many out in the cold pouring rain,
I could feel cold chains
wile I take in another drink
oh, how my spirit sinks
with throbbing knotted hands
touch me like the cold winters breeze
oh, Why do you like to see me bleed?
Why do you sway over me
just to give me darken dreams?
I will stroll beyond ancient bounds
chain me up and let’s dance
into this cold darken dream you give me.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
35 · May 2020
JUST ONE MORE CHANCE
If I could go back in time
Just to say what is on my mind,
I would let you see my tears fall,
Not just once but all the time.
If I had the chance to say I'm sorry,
I would say it to you every time I had
Ever hurt you.
I know I am not all that bad,
But I am the child
You never wanted to have.
I know you never told me that,
But rumors do have a way of coming back.
One more chance if I could,
Just to let you hear my voice,
Where nothing gets misunderstood.
I want you to hear my words,
Hear all my pain,
Let it rain.
I would take your hand, Mom
and say over and over again,
I LOVE YOU.
If I could take all your pain away,
Oh, mom, I would.
If I had one more chance to make the choice
Of where life had once put us,
I would have changed it and made things right.
Mom, if you only knew
I always prayed for you.
I always wanted you to know
How much I truly loved you.
If I had the chance to look you in the eyes,
I would have had you see
All the beauty you've given to me.
I would hug you and thank you for all you have done.
I would do all I could
Just to put another smile back on your face.
Oh, Mom, I hurt so bad.
I just wish I had one more chance.
I would do my best to take all the gray days away,
And if I couldn't, I would dance with you
Out in the rain just to wash away all the pain,
But I have no more chances; you are already gone.

- Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
I miss you so much, mom
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
PROCEEDED TO DREAM
I proceeded to have these darken dreams
I remember that old sad night I made you cry
I had always wanted to say I am sorry
But you just walked away with anger in your eyes,
I had been wondering did your feelings change
after all these years?

As I sleep I fall deep within a darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me on darkening seas
saying you would like to go over the pains
that is when it started to rain,

You tell me time can heal but your heart
but mine hasn't maned
dark cuts remain deep inside my soul
I have thought about all the things we once did
who we were when it came to Love,

we were so young thinking love would never end
but that is only a lie to pass on in time,
The voice in my dream kept talking to me
I can still feel the love we once had,

but I feel more pain knowing you left me
my world fell deep right at my feet,
so, I will haunt you in your dreams
even if we are millions of miles apart
you cut my heart as the voice had end
I have woken up in tears again.

Judy Emery © 1987
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
HAPPINESS
Happiness
is the fullness
of the word of God
Don't miss the Brightness
that shine in this Darkness
Let GOD be your true Love.


Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
I WILL NEVER GIVE IN
Resting in the cold darkness
a place I truly would never miss
If I ever left this place
Darken Dreams
is what my soul bleeds
coldness is on my skin
is hard to breathe within
what others think is fantasy
I think Pain
I could no longer remember
what it feels like
to be warm
what it feels like to be Loved
Oh, how the rain been coming down
with no end to this darkness
my hands and fingers rubbing together
trying to feel the warmth
but all I feel is the numbness
that is taken place
Oh, how I can no longer feel my face
what a disgrace
My hair is long and black
my eyes are gray-blue
yet green when I get mean
the color of the sand
that is underneath my feet
tells me so many things
the tasting of rain
tells me I'm still in pain
but not insane
Oh' hear comes more rain
my flesh is getting weaker by the days
by blood is flowing like the sea
Oh, I feel I cannot breath
my lungs need fresh air
my tongue is dry
my body feels like ice
memories that drew me back to him
the one who made me like this
my mind has grown dim
but my eyes see all things
even in Darken Dreams
Oh, how I do scream
Dark Angel is cutting at me deep
but I will never give in
I will not let him take my innocence of truth
I will never let that part of me go
He is killing at my emotions
stalking me out
watching my ever moves
he is something that is so intoxicated
he is a nightmare
But I will never let him take my crown.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
POETIC INK
POETIC INK

The paling spring
cast into a wild dream
near rushing waters
where the wind screams,
I hold a pen upon paper
I write down all that I see
while my heart truly bleeds
my pen weeps
in poetic ink
as images sink
deep into my mind
coming to me from ancient times.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
RIPPLE TEARS
Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,
You are no longer who I thought you once were,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,
Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darkened place,
I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,
I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
you are toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you give so many pains,
Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you have beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,
Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
IN THE DARK
In the dark is where it starts
the cutting at my heart
it was like fine art
when he had taken me apart.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
VISIONS IN A DREAM
I had a dream in a vision of dreams so it seems;
Darkness is a place for sleep, while I see myself dreaming await watching the universe at play, the heavens are turning in seasons whereas the moon looks so elegant dressed for her best in her smooth drapes of moonbeams sweeping all over the lands, as the rotating immeasurable of curtain stars reaching down into a painters heart like fine art, the ancient breeze soothing to the touch, Aww, I loved it so much, the sound it made was like angels whispering throughout the night, taking away all the fright. And with a sudden swish of curtains drawn, all that magic went away.
Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
LETS KEEP IT REAL
So, stay close to me, and let the time flies,
Without saying goodbye,
Let what we have to be civil
And never incarcerated hate into your heart
Just because one day we will depart,

Don’t let flip talk leave marks on you
Don’t act out in a crowed of lies,
When life gets too rough to fight,
Please listen to my love,

Live as if life never has taken us apart,
Don’t let envy and jealous way take
You down a darken way,

Today I live as you do;
So never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on a scream,

Let’s just chill and keep it all real,
We have each other even in a life
That holds broken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Jun 2020
VOODOO
When I first met you it was like thunder
your eyes into mine
the rain pouring down all over us
You caught me in your web of my youth
But now I know the wicked truth
I stand next to you
It's much too late so what's the use in fighting
what is there for me to gain out in this rain
you have taken the light out of my life
You peeled my mind like an onion
one day you'll turn up to begin something
And find there's nothing left but innuendo
beside you, others fade away but I stand straight
I am brave walking the line of all time
you have me hypnotized
you can see it in my eyes
but that will be all you can see
you still try to read my eyes of another kind
but that will be something you could never take from me
This is much more than just a game you play
this is the life of truth or dares with fear of you
These certain rules become a way of living
this is the way to walk into the night without the light
night after night I try to prove my love
that I can resist you
but you have a spell on me
you had tied me up inside your lies and voodoo
You have designed your manipulations
you cast your spell all over the land
all over the sea, that cry's for me
You made me the Queen of sensuality
You shelter me into your darkness
you have taken me down into weakness of your lies
That's not to say it doesn't please me sometimes
now this may come as no surprise
but you have issued this I can see
no one has to tell me
But I'm content to compromise
until the day you realize I could never truly love you
I have been manipulated by you
without this spell, you couldn't keep me down.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
I HAVE A DARK SIDE
I have a dark side that I never liked, it has truly masked everything about me and it hides the good of who I truly am.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
HOLDING ON TO OUR LOVE
We will hold hands together in love  
laugh and smile together in all kinds
of whether we can talk and talk
and make so many dreams
Paris is where I will soon be holding thee  
We can share our secrets together and
make love in all types of weather
We will confess our fears
even by far just never
brake my heart
One day we will wipe the tears
from each other’s eyes
you will see, Please never give up on me
I know this love we have
is hard because we are far apart
I promise I will not ever break your heart!
let us give each other comfort
while we are on the phone  
confide in each other
let us let God take the lead
you will see God is with us,
because he is the mark of love.
close your eyes and get some sleep
just know I am holding you
while you dream about me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN ANGEL POETIC JUDY
34 · Apr 2020
MY WRITTEN THOUGHTS
MY THOUGHTS

Just because of my thoughts
runs deep into a dark sea
into a painful darken dreams,
don't make me mean
my soul is clean
I love to read
stay close to the Light
that shine through my life
when things are right,
my heart needs to write
what it is I see
that makes my heart bleed
I let the blood run in ink
that flows from my pen
while my spirit sinks
I write my thoughts down
for the world to read
while they judge me
and drink my words up like tea.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
I REMEMBER YOU
I remember you, it was like
a sweet summer song
that turn colder than a dark winter
when you said you love me
I had to laugh
because you didn't even love yourself
so how you ever love a queen like me?
I'm just a memory you say
Oh, how you scared me away
I'm lost in a shadow of your days
please move along
and take your grey days with you
I don't know where you are
but I can always feel you near
trying so hard to cast your fears
Oh, my dear,
I remember you
Just like I remember having the Flue
getting away from you
yesterday's gone
like your old sad song
and those old dreams
keep caring on
So please don't look my way
I wanted to see brighter days
Oh, please sing me a sweet little song
but please don't take too long
hold me until tomorrow
I believe you pushed me a little too far
you are the story I been trying to forget
you are my big regret
they say every lesson must be learned
I know you're loveless beat
so stay away, please
your old cold heart
play its last card
I know where you've gone
because you are yesterday's memories
yet dreams carry on
just like your lies
but I don't stand by your side
Why would I
I remember you
what an ugly beast
you feed off my emotions
while you stand around to watch me bleed
a nasty old beast of greed
will you return back to your cave
where you need to stay
because I have no need for you
you are sick
and you like to abuse and use,
I'm not saying words of being confused
it's over, it's over,
I know this because I'm the one made to leave
Now my heart no longer bleeds
I Remember You
and I know you remember me too.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · May 2020
JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE
Oh, how he can sing almost anything
he has touched my heart
yet, this is his art,-
his plan from the start.

His words are smooth and sweet all at once
his  beautiful love songs,
really made me smile
just for a little while.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
HIS VOICE OF THUNDER
The days are long
But the nights are even longer
I t is always tears flowing
in a darkened world of wounder
when life is like thunder
where history repeats itself
in the storm of HIS voice.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
ROYAL GODDESS
I have a dark side of me
I don’t like to see;
It truly masks everything about me,
I feel the warmth of the wind
dancing upon my ivory skin,
drying up my tears from my colored eyes,
while my own royal memories
come rushing back to me
like a wildfire that could never be put out,
I hold my head up high
Showing others, I am just fine,
I am a goddess in true fashion
My own father handed down to me,
He is and was the king of the land
My mother the true goddess of beauty and love,
It was like they were both sent from heaven
But again, what do I know,
While time was only a chapter in their life book
Now I have many pages I must also fill
For the world to read all about me,
Life wasn’t all that easy;
Like others would think
just because I had royalties,
my life was never easy,
I felt a part of me had been lost for sometime
And I try hard to find out what it is
That has been taken from me,
In my years, I come to face most of my fears,
But something of long ago
was always eating away at my soul,
I remember someone given me a drink
like a potion to help me sleep;
that’s when I started having all those bad dreams.
that when I would hear something evil
crying out to me in the desert wind.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · May 2020
IN MY SLEEP
In my sleep, I see children crying,
when I see their little white faces
my heart wanted to weep;
those children no longer play,
Someone had taken all there love away
taken their innocence;
when I was a child,
all I could remember was the pains
of those cold lost days;
where the sky was always grey,
I remember hearing someone say,
come back to me, my child
You’re walking the wrong way,
Now, only in my sleep,
I could only remember the faces I’ve seen
In those painful darken dreams,
Time is forgotten the old voice would say
While he leads me to stray;
I often think about the children
With those sad long faces,
What had come of them?
Who knows what this old darken life
had done to them;
last night in my sleep
I hear the children weep,
I see a broken doll-house
along the staircases,
soon I met their eyes
while they were saying their goodbyes,
I often wonder what all of this means,
Are these children
locked away in darken dreams,
I wonder while they sleep
Do they see me?
For I was once a child as they
Who has lost the way?

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
THE MIDNIGHT CRIES
Oh, how the false face must hind,
How it mocks my life;
I hear the sound in the night
like caries of an ancient time,
I could see the mighty light shine on in,
While others are on hands and knees
begging please not me,
that old September wind
made its way back again,
in the silence of the night
I can hear the cries,
they get closer and closer with time,
it is messing with my mind,
Oh, why do they cry?
I could almost hear trumpets
from far away;
what does this mean? when it comes
to me in darken dreams,
It sounds like a mighty earthquake
Where lives are about to end;
on blood-stained sand
someone is about to take a stand,
while deadly flowers are in a cup
when a voice would say
come and drink.
It will end quickly you will see
changes will be made for you and me,
at the end of the mighty cry
when it hits midnight,
so, look around me, dear queen,
tell me what it is you see,
I had no words to say to he
The one who haunts me
In darken dreams;
Then he would say to me again,
Moonlight tell me what you see,
So, I opened my mouth with would
Like thunder and said;
I see prophecies are being fulfilled,
tears are flowing out on the seas,
songs are being sung,
And yet; death is being done,
Slaves do appear to hear the words
I must say; flowers are falling from the sky
while another has died;
Horror and pain come to the mighty rain;
In deep emotions, they do fall;
I hear words of sorrow
knocking at the doors of the poor,
while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · May 2020
I CRIED TO YOU
There is a great deal of depression
that has Overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago
I had lost my way
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
Night and Day
Flooding deep within me
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
My body craved sinful men
Darkness became a game of Child play
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down and call me names  
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
You touched my little heart
And easy my pains from the start
You even have given me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me and take this pain away from
my Mother has given me
She cut me Down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,  
I would Cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me
Without a word of goodbyes
I just have seen shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life,
All I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all it's wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show my life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens,
my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day  
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead  
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
For all to know you are mine
with many of my kind  
This world is so blind
they cannot see what Love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
That would be my Love for You.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
UNTIL THEN
Down, unable to get up,
cut deep makes me weep
drowning in my own pains
makes me feel so drained
like I am going insane,
I have nothing to give
all I can do is to forgive
I don't know-how
I'm going to make my way out
every time I try to be nice
I become broken like ice,
I made myself move along
that old cold bridge
I feel the chains heavy on me
darkness and wet
is where I was left for dead,
Prisoner in darken dreams
Oh, how this place
makes me scream
I feel locked away
while he holds the key,
inside my mind is a world of pain
memories that will make one
go into a nightmare
when I cry
no one cares to dry my eyes
this is hard times
that plays on my mind,
I can't afford to give up now
I have gone this far like a star
with a broken heart
lost, cut without a wish
things are getting tight
this is so unbelievable,
I got to find my way out
I need to be able to feel the passion
Love and not overthink  
I need to breathe and set my heart free
until then I will stay cold numb.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Death was never a place I wanted to see you in nothing changed my love for you stayed the same, but, then something truly has. In silence, I still call out your name.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
GLIMMER OF LIGHT
A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,

I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,

the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,

I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,

But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,

when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,

I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
34 · Apr 2020
I CALL ON YOUR NAME
I'm too nervous to let my words leap
So I just shut my mouth and let my heart speak
I get myself up in the morning and your name
Is what I crave,
Please excuse me if my deep thoughts get to
Deep and my heart starts to weep ;
And tears make a new song on a rainy day,
It's your love that I crave,
I can feel your rhythm inside me like a heartbeat
And my spirit of who I am just getting so happy too
Call out your name to start my new day ;
I already made my mind up you are my everlasting
Love of all times ;
I have to accept this confession so I just have one
Question? Jehovah Will, you be mine forever.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
WHO DOES HE LOVE
Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
LOVE YOURSELF
Love yourself and everything else will follow
even the ones who are jealous of you
they're already tossed into the sea of darken dreams
then you can hear them scream.
Loving who you are is beautifully written
for the whole world to see and read.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · May 2020
PUPPET ON A STRING
I can't keep feeling this away
with all this strife and pains
I can't even remember
last December
I feel like a puppet with strings
in many darken dreams
Dark Angel is so mean
I always hear screams
dancing around like clowns
in an old evil town
with their face upon the ground
praying to be found
they are in so many pains
they could no longer
remember their names
I feel like a puppet with strings
in darken dreams
I can hear Dark Angel laughing
in his evil ways
while his words wring in my ears
pulling on my strings
I began to scream
while he starts to cut on me
my heart is bleeding out
into the sea of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
ONLY WORDS
He and I were only words
that are spoken in a nightmare.
When we realize those words
he ever spoke where lies
they always brought tears to my eyes
But he called it Love.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
EVERY DARKEN DREAM
All seas in every dream,
are the deepest essence of his love,
the water is a treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess
my queen in every darkens dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · May 2020
WEAKNESS OF A STORM
The weakness of a cold stormy night,
Made many darken dreams;
How vain this darken life seems,
The moon is dull as it could ever be
To such ones who dream,
Oh, listen to the screams,
Why did that one talk to the evil King?
What does all of this mean for me?
I walked and ponder over everything,
Through the storms of pain,
The slaves shouldn’t have gathered the stones,
But they are very weak in darken dreams,
The rose dust is in the air
Bring on the dark fear,
This evil world is dull in vain,
Lies are always being told
Hearts are being broken
Tossed at sea like a token,
Oh, weary minds on a sunless day,
It’s a pity for the slaves to devote all their time
doing all this bad crime,
Where religion is truly forbidden
Some found a way to keep their faith,
In the weakness of a cold stormy night
many have lost true sight
to what is right in God's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
THE BREAKUP
There are so many times I needed to be alone,
But tonight, wasn’t one of those nights,
I never thought we would end like this,
But I know it was all for the best,
Oh, tonight I need you to hold me and say
We will make things right,
I need you with me why I cry,
But then that wouldn’t change a thing,
Oh, here comes more rain
I feel so much pain,
But I know we are doing the right thing,
The fears I hold deep within
feel like ancient years of sin,
I could no longer hold it in,
I had to cry day and night just to get by
To make things right,
My bed is unmade,
But I lie there on your side
Telling myself it will all be just fine,
When I wake from that painful night
I take long walks where we first meet,
Sometimes I wonder do you ever think of me?
Do you feel we did the right thing?
Do you feel the pains of are breakup?
If you could only see me now,
Would you take me in your arms?
and tell me we are going to be okay?
Can you feel me right now?
If you can do you understand,
I truly wanted you to be my man,
When you’re gone,
The world on my end has stopped,
My heart is broken into billions of pieces,
I pray each night you are feeling the same way,
But then I get so lost in all my emotions
That I forget why we ended in the first place,
I’m missing you
But I know why we needed to let each other go,
But my heart keeps missing you so,
Missing the face, I once knew,
But we are so long gone
How could we still be hanging on?
I never felt this way before,
I never thought this pain would last so long,
everything I do reminds me of you,
Every place I go
I start to remember all those memories
When we would dance in summers breeze,
But when I go home to a place of old heartaches,
A place we made history,
I go to our bedroom
I would see the photo of you and me
Looking so happy,
The smile upon our face like everything was okay,
I loved how you would dance with me
Before we ended our night,
You will kiss me with true passion,
The love we had ended so fast,
I could still remember when we take are walks
I could still count your every step
Your every breath,
But that is long gone,
Know all I have is the memories
how can I pick up the billions of pieces of my heart
And make my life a better place,
Did you ever take the time?
To see that we were made for each other?
but we gave up on the best things we ever had
That was a love that could have last,
I try so hard to let or past go,
But somehow, I wanted you to know
I still love you so,
I’d given you my heart and soul
But that is when everything started to bring on the rain,
I started getting where I could no longer breath
When You had left me.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
THE MIRROR
If love is the mirror
that shines in the eyes
it is called the gift of life.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
JUST FOR A MOMENT
I have scarcely left you in heart
Just for a moment that is all,
I just wanted to feel what I would
Feel not having you in my heart,
I trembled with the loss of love  
Running in the dark,
I felt so empty and out of place,
I knew there was something missing
But I didn't yet know what it was,
uneasy, wounded by the night with
No love insight,
I thought I was going to lose my mind,
I overwhelmed with pain but I couldn't
Understand why!
Wen I would dream I could see my heart
Crying out to a love it once knew,
This love that I found in my dream was a
Gift of life to my soul,
Without cease, I give you my heart,
We have found each other in a dream,
Thirsty we are for each other’s love ;
We drunk up all the water and the blood
That runs in our hearts,
We found each other hungry and needy  
Like a hunger of the waves at sea,
We bit each other lips with so much desire  
To never give up on love,
as we bite each other’s lips,  
It would be the fire bites that we will miss,
Leaving wounds in us.
When I get up from my dream it is you that
I see crying out to me,
This love I know belongs to me, A love I could
Never leave, If I ever was to leave this love  
that would be in my sleep.

  Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
My queen, come to me
Not only in your dreams,
If I must I will cut out my heart
Where you won’t take it apart,
I was once you knight
I never left your side,
Until that cold September night
When Dark Angel has given, you fright
He took over your life,
He had taken away my queen
And that wasn’t any dream,
But you have forgotten me
If only you could see,
I can see you still
And even hear your voice,
At the time, I could hear you call out my name,
I can hear you
Feel you
See you
But you look at me as if I am no longer there,
I have two feet
but I could never approach you,
I could never get close to you
But I can still feel your love from far
You are the queen of my heart,
I cannot go to you
But I want too,
I still crave your lips
to kiss all your sweetness,
I’m speechless,
It’s you I will always miss,
One day I will take hold of you
I will grasp you in my heart
In my soul
In my arms
And never let you go,
My heart will always be strong for you
Because we are not two
We are one in love
You are all my emotions
You are the breath I breath
Oh, my dear queen
come back to your knight
and dance with me for life,
you run through my mind
from my blood that pumps to my heart,
I carry you everywhere I go
Your love is the key to me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
PEOPLE WOULD ASK
People would always' ask me;
"Why do you live in the Past?"
And this is what I say:
"I  there is still have hidden treasures that are yet needed to find."
They looked at me like I was out of my mind.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
WHAT THE MOON REVEALS
You know how this is when your love leaves you like the wind
the crystal moon reveals the slow autumn at my window was the
touch of the wind. If I touch it back it would flee from me near the fire of the wind can take what I feel away it's your love I want to say. The impalpable ash wrinkled body of the log everything carries me to you.

As if everything that exists aromas light metals were little boats that sail and Paris reveals the love that I feel, your love a wait for me set free, they say love is blind but I see just fine. If you love someone set it free and if that one comes back to you it was always yours. It's you I adore my armor.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Jun 2020
IN THE GLOOM
We are such beauty's in the eyes of dreams our life is around deep dark sleep, whereas my life is in stealthy in the gloom of he that has cast his spell upon me. The noise and the cracks in the castle of silence where only dreams can be made to live where so many need to be forgiven for what they did. In this cold darken room of doom is where I now live. I see all the writings on the wall even the ones down from the hall. Dark Angel; keeps me in his dark world so I can see what he is really about, oh, how I hear the shouts while he is holding me down.

To my very last of breath, he gave me a death kiss, to stop me from being free from what he is doing to me. Life is a gift until someone takes it. Before all of this darkness, I had taken life forgathered, and I now wish I had never done that, but don't we all do this? Every inch and every step is new to me now, I have been swept by the darkening of dreams where all I do is hear the screams of so many down in this place of the gloom of its dooms.

In this darken place Dark Angel tries to take away the grace of Life, Oh, he doesn't play nice. But he tries to act as if he is the nice guy.
He tells me this is a new start for you my dear queen, new for hope for a new life with me. Fear me! Love me, and do as I tell you and you will be free for what I will do to you if you disobey me. The more I tell him to move on the stronger I feel regret.

The anticipation of this nightmare makes me see all the things I never wanted to see, hear all the screams that would make anyone go insane, just by hearing all those pains while he calls out their names. Oh, this old pain will never go away it brings on rain, where my body and heart are throbbing, pulsing, circulation to hold on for dear life.

Scream that runs in my mind over time makes me cry like I was going insane, I would look out my bedroom window where it is very high up in length, the glass is thick only the moon could see in my darkened room, It has a way of letting me know I am not completely alone. In this place is like the walking dead, letting me know there is no way of coming back to a life that  I once knew.

A life I once knew and the things I have once achieved and love have been taken away from me in this darken dream. It is too late for me and if I ever tried to tell my story, who would ever believe?
To ever escape, will I ever be free?  No, as long as I keep on dreaming of the one who holds the key to me in dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
I CRY
Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,

The memories of this pain
brings on the rain ;
I Cry
yes I do over you
it is not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,

Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,

In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you
are taken me down like the Flu.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
IN YOUR EYES
In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms, you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,
I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window,
I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,
In your arms, I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seem to be about you
In your eyes, I know I have seen places
I never wanted to see,
You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
LOSING THIS FIGHT
Dark Angel walks over to me I am hearing bad things I hear things I must not speak I must stay strong and meek but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep? I am in way too deep, I'm losing this fight for my own rights.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
LOVE DANCES AROUND ME
Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old
If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one,
Love is what moves the heart
to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire that keeps the fire
life into the souls
that will never grow cold even in snow
Love is a delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago
the tongue that had spoken to lost souls
laughing higher than anything I know
Love is the passion that keeps dancing
around the sea of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
33 · Apr 2020
NAKED SKIES
What makes me scream
is darken dreams
cold winds hollowing in the night
that gives me a chilled fright
in the dark forest
as many different eyes
that keeps sight
the naked skies of summer are gone
winter is taken on a run
the dead sleeps in silence
but the living is being hunted
by he who gives darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAM POETIC JUDY EMERY
32 · Apr 2020
NOT TOO LONG AGO
Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heartfelt words
that I had written down
in my own bloodstain ink,
my words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,
they fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,
You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will arise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,
to all those who read about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of a mockery of darkening time
that cuts away at the mind.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL POETIC JUDY EMERY
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