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41 · Apr 2020
HATE IN THEIR EYES
Hate is in the eyes that roam
that cast a world of lies on their on
in this old darken town they call home,
a place I don't belong
But again I stand strong
in their anger of storms.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
41 · Apr 2020
FALLEN INTO DARKEN DREAMS
I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes ...
He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
in darken dreams, it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
41 · Apr 2020
I FELT
I felt a part of me had been lost for some time I try hard to find out what it is that has been taken from me, In my years, I come to face most of my fears, but something of long ago was always eating away at my soul.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
41 · Apr 2020
THE PAUSE
Each time I pause and think
what my life would have been
if I never have seen the Light
I would be Blind
walking in the dark like this world
not watching out for the Time.
In silence...
I wait to hear HIS voice
coming out of the heavens
sending me a gift of visions
dreams and gifts of HIS love.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
41 · Apr 2020
DEEP WITHIN
I will not allow my heart to be cold
I must stand up bold
words of hate
is all darkness bringing
along with pains and rain
that captive the mind
that cuts deep within one soul
Oh, I must let this go.
words of love are too precious
to cast away into a cure of sins
if you are mild and sweet
it will keep you always on your feet
but if your heart turns cold
the best of you will go.

Judy Emery © 1975
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
DARK SILENCE IS MY CAVE
Darkened silence of lost love,
you gave the rain that never goes away
dark silence is my cave,
Mist filled halls of broken dreams.

Promises of lies in your eyes
Hold me in doom with you,
Since there's no hope,
let me sleep, death sounds good to me.

The cold black stone of ashen,
walls that hit at my soul
In shadows, he watches me scream,
fears that don't go away.

Dark Angel's words eat away at me
Lost is what I feel,
He makes me so ill.

I Feels him near me all the time
I don't have any freedom,
I feed on his lies of darkness,
I don't sleep if I do he is with me.

His breath is on my breast
his lies in my ears,
a kiss on my lets of coldness,
his cold hands all over my slender body.

My numbness came over me
Dark Angel, I cried,
get off of me, you to heave for me,
he was hastening.

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping in my room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.

Slamming the door to lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
THE WHISPERING WINDS
The whispering of the night
Kept me up throughout the night,
through the autumn leaves
were you staring at me;
Your voice was as gentle as time,
You whispered love in my ears,
You told me secrets of long ago,
A place I would have loved to had seen
In many dreams;
While the night moved along;
You sang me a sad song;
Into a deep sleep, I went
By morning you were gone,
But that gentle voice;
Sounded out into the autumn winds,
asking me if I would like to see him again,
That put a smile upon my face
While it gave me a limp of faith,
While the day was young,
My heart was filled with whispers of love,
Words of truth-filled my soul
With heaven on my mind
Oh, how it felt so divine.
Love found me just in time.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT THE POETIC QUEEN JUDY EMERY
40 · May 2020
YOU PLAGIARIZED ME
My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me you plagiarized me.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Jun 2020
WHERE LOVE BEGINS
Love begins with so much happiness
a smile that will grow into a kiss
and a kiss will find love within a kiss
words of love make one's day a better
A place to live to be and not only in dreams
Falling in love is a beautiful thing to be in
But falling out of love is being in pain
That never seems to end.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
I CRIED TO YOU
There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,
I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,
easy my pains from the start
You even gave me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,
take this pain away from my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,
I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?
Without a word of goodbyes
I just saw shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life
all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show
My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,
This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
PAINS OF DARKNESS
Darkness and pain is the life you have given me  I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin.
You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around
he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
MY STORY
What I had always loved about telling my story
the words were meant to be spread out
the brokenness of my heart bled
where this old darkness fed
while I bled red ink
as my spirit truly did sink
in a place, I call darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
FOREVER REMAIN
It was a perfect summer day until I got the call that made everything turn grey and this pain will forever remain.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · May 2020
MY KNIGHT
Hand in hand overlooking the gentle waves, it's you I will always crave in this life that has never been nice, so take me for a ride deep inside your mind. let your eyes travel into mine and I will take you to another time. The moon and the stars in full at play where it is we stand in a haze, hand and hand we pray. I want to wake each morning in your love and pray it will never fade away.  being seduced by his knowledge in ways I could never express, but I have tried to do my best.  O what a beautiful day this love has given to me, it is like a dream but it is reality. You right hear with me handing me your class ring, where you have sets us both in the flame of the fire as the night crawls on. I remember the day when you swept me off my feet into the canyons of love like it was sent from heaven above, it was as if I was seeing the doves flying high over us, into the deep realms of dreamy nights you became my knight that shined in my darken life. Oh, how we held to each other for tight in life. The world has come to a standstill the moon looks down upon us, I gently lean to kiss you and with time
I have known this love we have will grow but a sudden gust of wind rushed through our lives and who would have known I would soon lose you. You pressed our bodies together your arms wrapped around me we started dancing so free, you told me with a kiss how much you love me, I smiled just for a little while in spring of a blessing that you have given to me. Death came like that dark cold wind and taken you away from me.

-Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
MY LONELINESS
My Loneliness is killing me
No one should have to go through
Something like this;
I could no longer fool myself
or my heart;
Because of my heart and mind
reviles what I’m feeling all the time;
Oh, times sea look at me
I am in way too deep;
my pains are cutting me
I’m bleeding out like ink;
this loneliness left me feeling cold
and very alone;
I can no longer bear
it but I know I must,
loneliness makes me feel
I have no existence
No self-worth;
life of a living Hell of true darkness,
out in the cold all alone
trying to make it on my own;
Oh, how my body craves to be loved
But love was never a part of me,
my empty heart needs to free
to love and to be loved back,
I had read every book after book
to pass the time;
to easy my nights
to ease my mind
my pains of loneliness remain,
but one day it will go away.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · May 2020
PAINFUL STORM
I was born in a painful storm

the memories stayed with me

oh, how the pains had cut me deep

the words that hurt made bigger storms

I hold my breath like I was dead

thinking it would all end,

I now realize as I got older

you cannot fix anyone

that don't want the help

so why in the hell did this life paint me

and put me down into a devastating storm

the past has a way to paint my life gray

this is the part of me that bleeds.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
STOP HAVING YOUR EARS TICKLED FROM THIS DARKEN WORLD.
and face the truth about this life and the Time we are living in, I know you want everything to be all positive when your out doing your own sins, you don't want no one to tell you how wrong it is, you only want to have your ears tickled to say its alright, God will forgive, don't listen to this crazy lady that is speaking out to you.
"HAPPY IS HE WHO READS...THE WORDS OF PROPHECY."
                               -1 TIMOTHY 1:11; REVELATION 1:3; 22:7.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
40 · Apr 2020
THE POET
THE POET

The empowerment
that I seek doesn't come from humans.
what I write is what I feel
and I let my emotions spell
in my own bloodstain Ink
because I am the Poet that bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · May 2020
OLD FASHION
Just call me old-fashion because
of the humiliations of darkening dreams
where things are never what they seem
old fashion is ancient,
But ancient is the power to our day,
So, that is who I am,
I will take my stand,
old fashion is a fashion statement,
others make to get their way,
I am old fashion but I look good in it,
blessing is always at my hands,
where the prince takes my hand
with a wedding band to put on my finger,
for our love to last forever,
I’m always on a true journey in something
of ancient, my painting hanging on the walls
down that long hall, where fashion
of old ways showed many how to keep their faith,
old fashion is truly something of beauty,
that keeps the spirit strong,
Somewhere over a colorful rainbow
will find something or someone
of beauty that lays upon a beating heart,
that will write in an old fashion way
but will relay what it is that one is trying to say,
in a poem, or in a song, love will move on.
something of ancient time,
which you've thrown away,
holds the mix of you and me,
somewhere under a shadow
there will be a shining light,
my soul had engraved your name
in my heart and it has not erased,
somewhere in my mind,
I will always hold a vision of you,
somewhere in this big old fashion way
our love will always remain.

-Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
IN DARKEN DREAMS
Every queen has her dreams
In places that no other could ever see,
But the queen that has her dreams,
That queen is me, where fantasies are made.
In a world of darken dreams where all I
Here are the screams, in a place where no one
could ever erase my face,
into the night my mind do fly,
to a place of true hate, Dark Angel made,
Ships do sail upon on the darkest seas
Where all my dreams will come true,
Where Dark Angel comes, alive another time
In my mind, right away he plays his mind games,
In darken dreams are the place where I will always be
With he who calls me his queen,
I will always remember that cold September
When Dark Angel had taken me down,
His voice will always be a part of me,
We became the fantasy to all who reads and dreams,
We are always playing in the minds of all times,
Like dreams that bleed out like the sea,
Oh, rushing wind comes again
To cry out its sad tunes,
Oh, exploring mind will play on time,
in this cold ancient world of doom,
Dark Angel will come for you too,
Where fantasy is made
until you lose all faith, then hell you will pay,
Love life don’t hide in darken dreams,
If you get lost Dark Angel will see,
He will break you down just to see you fall,
Into the rain of pain,
where screams come in darken dreams,
You are so very cold,
Your mind will be lost in a world of dark,
That will always eat away your spirit of the day,
So never lose your faith,
Because this is a place
You’ll never want your dreams to come true.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
I LOVED YOU
I loved you,
enough to let you go.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL
I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
LOOKING FOR GRACE
If you want to know how to get
closer to a place look for grace
is to reach deep into your heart
and open your Bible
and let the Holy Spirit in.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
MUCH TO BE WRITTEN
MUCH TO BE WRITTEN

There's so much to be written
in a life that is forbidden
there are the challenges
that duck behind the darkness.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
MY EMOTIONAL STRINGS
I can hear Dark Angel laughing in his own evil ways while his words ring in my ears pulling on my emotional strings.

-Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Jun 2020
LOVE MAKES ME DRUNK
Drink in my Love
let me, only be the one you see
let your heart only love me
with the eye I do write
to the love of my life
I will pledge my love within my soul
you are the key to my heart
so please never depart
leave kisses upon my lips
let me dream you are always with me
You are the glass of wine
your love gets me drunk all the time
I will never look for wine
as long as I have you in my life
your love is like a thirst I never get enough of
from my soul doth rise
ever time you look at me
every time you kiss me I feel drink in divine Love
But might I of June Nectar well you be mine for life
I would not change for a thin line of lies
You have sent me a late June rose
with a note, you have written to me with so much honoring
of your love that made my heart float
You giving are Love so much hope
that the rose could not be withered
since then our love has grown just like the rose
that smells so sweet I swear this love is to keep.

- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
THE HEAVENLY LOVE
True passion is what you are
You set the stage for all to see,
Your love is full of power,
You have touched my heart from the very start,
You put your breath of life into my lungs,
You showed me the way to walk in your glories love,
the earth has many grains of sand upon the land
where you had once stood;
your words are strong yet soft and sweet
easy for my soul to be at ease;
your love means everything to me, my King,
my tears are at your feet;
my heart cries with joy in mind,
you are one of a kind;
you are the light that shines in my eyes,
I can hear the Devin song of all times
in an ancient rhyme;
while the angels fly around in the heavens
with your love and passion in their hearts,
their wings have your names engraves upon them;
death I know will be soon swallowed up by love;
many will fall into the darkness;
But, that is an old song that everyone on earth knows,
The harps are playing;
Angels are sing songs that no one is yet to master
But the Holy one that sets on his heavenly throne.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
DETERMINATION
In my time of waiting
gives me determination
to keep on seeking out
what it is I am waiting for.

Judy Emery © 2001
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
HOW I FELT
I told everyone how I felt
they just laugh
that was so sad
and it even made me mad
I was a child in need
living in a world of greed.
I cried out saying
Not all heartbreaks
need to end this away.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Jun 2020
THE LOVE YOU GAVE
The love you gave it all to me,
You put my soul at ease just knowing your love is mine.
When I hear your voice I crave your mouth,
Just to get a kiss,
your voice drives me wild,
But silent, starving and it hurts so much just because
I want to feel your touch,
Bread does not nourish me,
Not the way your words do,
I miss you so much sometimes I think I need a drink
But that's when I say no thanks,
I hunger for your sleek laugh,
I hunger just to have our wedding dance,
I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness,
Your every word you ever had to say to me,
I walk in love, smelling the twilight from within,
You are that dream that brights my heart and sates a spark
Right down deep in my heart,
A fountain and a shrine,
All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers,
And all the flowers were mine with wedding bells and songs
You are the one I am to love and to hold for life in my heart is only you that's when I said I do to you.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
LYING TONGUE
Every tongue
hold deadly lies
that hunt the innocent ones
to the spirit of truth
the lies of the night
roots of darkness
the words that
runs into the minds
most of the time
day and night
death fires
old desires
dancing around
into darken dreams
that plagued the sea
weary times
glazed into the eyes
of the wicked ones.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · May 2020
I CAN ONLY TRY
How can only try to reach the top of this mountain
but it has been forbidden.
whatever happened,-
to the one who would tell about poets
whose hands could take a pencil to the paper
and change everything?
I'm still unsure what direction to steer,-
It's so hard not knowing who will be next to fall.
The evening slips into another darkness
what must I do?
if I knew all about all of this, would that be bad, too?
I've been feeling I am running out of time
people are acting as if they have lost their minds.
I am afraid to let all of this go
we've tried it before,-
but all those painful memories kept knocking on my door.

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · May 2020
NEVER REAL WHO YOU LOVE
Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · May 2020
MY MIND FLY'S HIGH
As I sleep I fly on high in my mind as high as birds
angels fly deep in the sky
Then the sky in my mind climbs
My mind starts to discover my heart
has been wounded
I was shot right out of the sky
No clouds
No crying
No time to lose
I didn't want to feel confused
when renewed
One I had known the depth part of me
Was shot cut wounded like a bird
The colorful features
of these emotions
Feeling no hope was
And darkness was trying to make a way in
lay on the face of all things
The air of life touched my heart of history
knowledge of value
style of true reality
I see all the possibilities of what my life could be
Then Love of my true self-worth came rushing in
as high as a bird
I steer these invisible wings
Wishing on reaching as high as angels and birds
could fly sentimental sighs
I escape the realities of being wounded in my dreams
I reach for reality and open my eyes
Like angels to fly on high like birds in the sky
Nature produces the greatest results
the greatest of self-worth the simplest means
These are simply the sun and the air
we breathe the flowers water and true self-love.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
OPEN DIARY OF ME
Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,
But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,
Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake, I rather let out my cries
in the number of years, I felt my heart slowly die,
I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begin
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Jun 2020
LITTLE BY LITTLE
I see what this love has done to me
I'm now left out to bleed
like the ancient seas.
Look what  you have become
in my life,
little by little
you stop loving me,
I became something in darken dreams
where you always make me scream,
My heart has slowly die
even while you are still by my side,
always playing on my mind
making me sigh
but if suddenly you forget me
do not look for me,
because this love
has filed me.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Jun 2020
GOOD AS YOUR WORDS
I thought it was you that was holding me
I thought it was you that I had heard singing
your optimist's view is like clockwork
how it's always another night
just after twelve o'clock's struck you are looking
up from the wet rainy street of Paris looking up
to my bedroom window
singing out so loud
I only want you so I don't have to promise a thing
Don't you see how much I love you
then he climbs up into my window
whispered to me if all the crimes of Paris into my ear
another time keep your words to me like clockwork
you're not the guy next door I said
but you are a man of darkness from France
trying to sweep me off my feet
all the words of love seem cruel and crass
when you're tough and transparent as armored glass
you make a new knot condemns of love
you drain the blood that burns it's way to the heart
you left your mark
You're everywhere I go even out in the cold
Who'll pay for the crimes of Paris when love ends?
when the poet will no longer write it's last lines
I heard that you fell from heaven to a darken place of Hell is this true? is your love untrue?
In the tiny torn up pieces of my mind,
you started becoming irresistible
It's hard to say now if I could love a man like you
just call me stupid but I think I am being smart
to remove you from far away from my heart
but it's getting harder to keep you away
you are making way at my heart
as he crawled through the door
poured out more of his creeping stories of long ago
it's all here and now as he looks into my soul
He starts hitting himself
why can't I see what you are holding in visions of me
I tried to hold on to him but I don't know-how
I find it hard to swallow good advice from a man that isn't nice
he is something from the dark
It's like going down three times to only come up twice
It's hard to discover now that he's in love with me
It was his way of getting his own self back into a game of blues
You're as good as your word and that's no good to me
You'd better leave me alone.
- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Jun 2020
VOLATILE WORDS
Romantic words of time
on color paper, I do write my famous lines
through my celebrate the ability
I see all things just the way they need to be
when Love is with me,
In the hissing of the night had given me a fright
the whispers of the wind still come back again
If there is one thing I know, it is pain
I will keep on writing even in the rain
My words are Volatile this anyone could see
Look at all who chase after me...
At one time in my Life
I had felt Love
there was so much to hug
it was like something from heaven above
Birds sang their songs for spring
Oh, how it sounds so sweet like symphonies of Love,
And autumn preached what I do bleed
in an exposed manner...
what is this Love of the unspoken has done?
Oh, why have you put our Love on the run?
dogs will play
cat's will hiss but nothings too miss,
I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL
Today I feel like I am in Hell
back to back, the painful memories make its stand
September is here again.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · May 2020
EXTRAORDINARY
You are so extraordinary to me  
With so much love you bring:
I know you were sent to me from heaven above,
You hold the key to my heart with lots of sparks  
From the start,
I have tears in my eye's that fall from heaven  
Healing the pain of bittersweet memories,
Wash me clean in tranquil melodies of morning rain
Of you are me how extraordinary
you are to me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
39 · Apr 2020
DARK WORLD
In this life, you will see the hate
and the lack of faith
in the people that want to hurt you
shame you
and blame you
just to bring you so much pain.

They just want to leave you out to bleed
like the ink in a pen
that will flow like tears
holding words of fear
that always stands near.

They stand in a hateful crowd shout  lies
hoping one day you will die...
they love to see you cry
because they have hate in their eyes.
they want to bring you down
like a used up clown
because they want your crown.

You must learn to forgive
remember God sees all things
this old life brings
let your soul heal
even if it is so hard to forget
all that they did.

Don't let your heart grow cold
because this old story is old
God is in control
so let this evil just go,
hold on to no grudges of pains of long ago
Let Jehovah God clean your soul.

Moonlight don't look back
looking back to a darkened past
will only bring the pains back
Dark Angel will attack.
that will give him so much power of you
he will do all he can to keep you confused.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Apr 2020
I KNOW SORROW
I know sorrow
and I know there may be no tomorrow
but that never stopped me from dancing in the storm.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Jun 2020
WHAT YOU GAVE ME
A Black Rose is what he has given me
When darkness becomes the glory of a Black Rose
When gone is gone and darkness holds on
When a Black Rose holds all the game of fame
A Black Rose is what he handed me
glistening in the night rain, hold on to pain
A sign, a symbol, of his darkness
An insignia of loss, from heaven above
It’s the Flower of Darkness
the old kiss of death
lying in wait of September
The old velvet moon shines on a dime
You could see in Dark Angels eyes the hurt of his own lies
In his hand, he holds a Black Rose
the possession of what he Loves
It represents the beauty of despair of a lonely heart
Dark Angel takes me by the hands and we start to dance to every raindrop that falls to the ground
Within the black petals drown to its growth you will find grief
poison in every leaf right down to its dead stem
you will hear screams that have no end
the cries of the wind that clutch at Life
at the heart that has been broken down
Within its thorns blood of ice, you will find that is not nice
the spirit of those who are lost not yet found
within this dark Black Rose holds the stories of you and me
It holds no peace only darken dreams
no sleep from all the pain that comes in dark rains of September
The power to let go of the pain will never come
A Black Rose is what he had given to me
that glisten in every dream that comes to me in the rain of dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Jun 2020
FADED LINES
Into the faded lines of a darkening time
into the pain of showered rains
the fainter my life goes
into the fade outlines of you and I
We are heading deeper down a slippery road
we're sliding without noticing the cuts in between
our own decline
we are hanging on to nothing to save us
we are on the edge of a falling out love
sweet nothing is left behind only the cuts are driving
deeper, and deeper in our hearts
until we depart.
- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Apr 2020
GODS EYES
Being alone was something I loved
because I got to be alone
with my heavenly love
that always stood by my side
no matter how bad at times, I cried
praying for so many lives that had died.
so many came around
acting like clowns
around this old town,
This isn't something new
when they are being used
by the evil one of this world
But in my life Jehovah my God
gave me the strength
to do what is right
In HIS EYES.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2019

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Apr 2020
THE DAYS BECOME SHORTER
The days become shorter and the nights seem to last longer in a hearted up rag and the ground outside is white the trees are frozen just like we are.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Apr 2020
MY WORDS I BLEED
I stand on high most of the time
when others read about me
who speaks of my words aloud
for others to hear and see,
I know my words can be so dark
but never let them stumble you
this is my own written words
that cuts deep into my soul
that burns me to the core
of the red sea that bleeds,
What are words if you cannot use them?
what are dreams if you cannot dream them?
I was a child some time ago
holding the pains of yesterdays
in the kingdom of broken dreams
I had lost many things
most of my life I felt the rain
Love was once strong halfway into my life
but then that one had died
darken paths was handed down to me
like the old crying sea
the velvet moon became a silent friend
even to my very end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Jun 2020
MY LOVE
My Love, why do you cry tonight?
It is so cold outside, But so much colder
Without you in my life,
The spring, the water of pouring rain of your pains,
It is making a nasty storm coming our way,
The smile of your face is a place I love to be,
You bring out the sun in spring,
Your delicate hands of old age is a beautiful thing
For me to see, walking beauty of your words of God
You hold in your heart.
The color of dark honey is your eyes that cry's
My love, I am with you I have not left you,
When I see what God gave me it puts a smile on my face
Even if you are old and gray
There are countries, there are rivers, in your eyes
You see paradise, I walk through your eyes
They light up my world don't you see?
When I see you, my love, hurting the way you do
It makes my heart so blue, Don't you see I love you?
Your heart is where I want to be, But right now you
Have my heart lost at Sea
Your voice, your skin of old age don't scare me
It's you, I love on the inside that is what my heart sees
You give me light in my heart, You hold the key to me
Oh lovely one why can't you see what you mean to me
you walk or rest when you sing or sleep
you suffer or dream think of me
When you are near or far
just know you have my heart
You are mine, my lovely one,
always and forever you have my heart.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Jun 2020
YOU CAN'T HURT ME ANYMORE
You can't hurt me anymore, I had put walls up around my heart
I won't let you, not that you should try! I do hear,
I have eyes that see, all that you are spreading around about me.
Yes, words do hurt, but not this time,
I won't let you and your evilness play on my mind.
I don't know if I said it bluntly enough!
I want you out of my life, I am saying this nice.
No matter how difficult you made things for me in my life,
-I am making adjustments to change all of that
even when you attack, I will fight you back.
I am trying to make things right, but all you want to do is fight.
I have so many times to restrain all my emotions
but I must say when you come around, I start to feel ill,
my words are so real, you're heart is hard as a fossil
cold as ice,-your sneaky as a snake, but everything about you is fake. what is so crazy to me is how the paparazzi are always around taken photos and names casting on the shame and blame my way. you are unpredictable, and not conventional when I need you to be. You made what we had in the past something political,
just the sound of your voice annoys me. But I will not let you hurt me, Not that you should try,
Nor should I let you.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
38 · Jun 2020
LET US
We could make this love last forever
in all types of weather
All I need is you for life and I will be just fine
you feel the same way too
so let's take the ride for life
Let us dance, let's sing and shout in romance
there's no need to decline
let's drink lovers wine
let us leave this town,
start a new life and keep the past behind
no need for fancy things
love will be our luxury, all we need is each other
this Love will last forever.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
All I see around me in the dark of all dark's
as if my own eyes hold no color
no visions of any kind of the weather
the sounds of winds blowing leaves
as the wrath of a bad storm is on its way,
A loud laugh came out from the dark
while the old ship rocking back and forth
rain is pouring down like madness
thunder creak's the sky with the anger of light
that is when I have seen Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me,
He loves to see me in fear
that is what he feeds on
he takes hold of me and lets me know
he is my king of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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