I hold my thoughts of you
Playing over and over in my mind,
While my boat is onshore,
I thought so hard about your words,

Oh, how my tears flowed,
When I could still see,
you looking at me with anger in your eyes
because I didn’t want to be by your side,

I don't want to feel this way,
you always kept me so sad,
you always had a way to make me feel pain,
too much pain that brought on rain,

I don't want to stay this away
but if you stay in my mind
in my heart, Fairytale darkness
is what I will always find playing on my mind,

you always tell me lies
just to keep me by your side,
always cutting at my heart
just to see me fall apart,
I would love to forget about you.
So, I take some time to sail the sea,
but you are always given me darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I had fallen into the dark of darken dreams it is a long fall from where I once was, I will try not to make a fuss, about us, I will see you on the way down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I couldn’t scream
he looked so mean
Dark Angel shut my heart
and left me in the dark
to bleed away
like the waves
in the deep dark sea
Then he hands me a looking glass
of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains took control.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was the haunting of lust,
the year 1836, 1 January
DARK Angel, thin aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thin
You see. He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
the charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has a way that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to lose,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel, found me  when I had been
Walking around downtown
talking to everyone I could find
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the highest
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see anything unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silence is a place where the cold wind blows
time time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail throughout the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give a fright
another time
on the minds of the sleepers
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how his words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of the fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,
I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,
the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,
I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,
But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,
when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,
I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he has seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he has seen I fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for the change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in the gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeezes them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh, how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone misses me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me the love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Life is like sad poetry that the world reads about,
Lost in winters dreams of my own misery;
This I do confess with an honest heart
Silent emotions with true devotions.
My words have passed through the stages of millions of minds
from true solitary childhood of pain
adolescence cornered in distant,
The isolated soul is what my life had seen,
I held on to my own deepest desires that could
make a very big fire.
I set out to make myself a part of the great human multitude,
My life has matured, and that is about all it has done;
I have traveled the life of pain out in pouring rain,
It was like a dream,
the style of the last century of torment
that had been passed down to me.
But I had never given up on true Love;
I feel that a poet must live out his or her own life
to ever write what is truly from one's heart,
I am that poet who knows life's pain
who knows the problems of broken-down dreams,
I know what it is like to be alone and never have
love to call ones own,
I survive the crossing storms in deeper winds;
Who passed along into the life
of a broken heart from the very start of birth;
I have passed through the fire and rain,
I felt the sorrows of another hope of a tomorrow
that may never come,
But now my heart is glistening for true love
to set that spark in my heart
to an everlasting dream of true reality
of what love can bring.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In this darkness
left me in a very big mess,
lies are always being told
and my own family heart is dark and cold.

They had always done a thing to hurt me
always hid the truth of the light
they didn't think right
they only loved to fight.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

SOME STILL ASK;" WHY DO YOU LOOK TO THE PAST?"
I LOOK AT THEM SAY: "I'M STILL LEARNING."


-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
I'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so many pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound, and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was so angry with life
I even told the moon my deepest secrets
I cried over and over, my wrath did end
I was so angry with the life of lies.
Crowded rooms all around me
people are creaming in so much agony
my soul reach out to them but they where
already gone cold.
I told the moon what my heart holds
I feel so alone, my wrath did grow
In a world that is so evil and cold.
I sit down in the corner of my darkroom
I feel I am lock in a cage,
I watered in my fears Night and Day with
so many tears that wouldn't go away.
What a forbidding morning
whispers in the wind talking about sin
The breath goes and some stays in the dark
caves of a fool.
absence came like rain with no hope in sight
but the blues getting the Flu
locked away in a dark cage where others
had faded away.
Dark Angel eyes are not like the sun
it's like the ashen moon,
the coral is far redder than his lips'
the black wire he puts on my head
perfume he put on the bed to be wed.
he is so dark his love is rare
there is nothing to compare it with.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Belied with false compare looks at me with his skin of stone
the effort to keep his hands off me, he looks and tells me I need to get my hair done his veins behind his eyes see everything. If my hair would just stay beautiful I wouldn't complain, I wouldn't have to go through so much pain to keep up with all this drama in the rain to keep in a style that drives everyone wild that sees me
dark passion with the lust of style is on every woman, that wants to be like me the queen that holds Dark Angel's eyes. My hair is up in one big old mess every time Dark Angel wants to get wild in the nights of romance if you know what I mean the wires of true liars that keeps me wanting more of the beauty of their styles that only last a while it's like blue road maps of the night that catches the eyes black wires upon my head like a fire of something from the dead that is making another kinda mess something I may have many regrets. I have seen some black roses with red and white ones too some perfumes are there more delight of my hair of the night
I love to hear him how much I drive him crazy. I like the way Dark Angel speak, yet I know music hath a far more pleasing sound when Dark Angel is around. He would tell me in his softness I never seen a goddess like you, my queen when he treads on the ground he takes my hand and he spends me around my love rare as the beauty of the moon belied with false compare.
- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The Night is long
and my mind is working hard
while holding back a wild storm
of pains started sinking in
I open my mind to a time
that brought me back to you
autumn was always so cold
walking around in the snow
but that was way back then
where you left me all alone
I could feel the coldness
of your touch
in the air holds so much fear
I looked outside my window
just to find you looking back at me
downward through the twilight
I got lost in your eyes
a place you love to take me
a place of darkening dreams
a place that makes me scream
those old memories
started rushing back at me
I see the darkness all around us
I see the old streetlight
holding on to gloom
autumn leaves fallen down at my feet
my mind fines you in every memory
your eyes looking back at me,
My heart tells many stories
while the blood of me
pours out like ink
you love to see me bleed
his words he would say
started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
leaving me marked
my tears started running down my face
like a thunderstorm of rain
Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why are you doing this to me
I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of darkness
that gives darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jumps to the sounds of thump.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You pushed me down in the snow and left my body frozen right along with my heart the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between given me darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

EPIC

Disappointed overstrain by the rain;
Oh, how he gets so mad because
I’m not feeling sad; that is his bad,
He looked at me with lowered eyes
Like he was about to cry,
Because he was trying to make me
Change my mind about everything
He loves playing his mind games,
But he knows I will get even,
I never need to say a word,
My eyes tell the story,
A story he knows so well,
No one ever heard a word from my mouth,
While I started walking away;
But the old town clock ticked
Just like my pounding heart,
It is about to be dark,
I could hear the breathing of the crying wind,
Calling out to me again;
Then an old man walked up to me
Saying I would like you to meet my friend Steve,
He was so very young this I can see,
But his eyes hold stories of another kind,
From another time; where butterflies are flying around
The field of sunflowers; upon the top of a beautiful hill,
This is a place he calls home;
But the more I looked into his eyes;
I could see he is telling lies,
His look is only a mask, to hide who he really is,
This I can see is another trick from Dark Angel,
So, I played along;
Then the old man smiled and said;
I’ve been told you are having trouble sleeping,
It is a lonely state to be in;
It is a condition we all must face when we lose faith,
You lose your way as you get older;
time grows shorter,
Oh, my dear let me not stumble you,
While the old man and his friend walked away
With big smiles on their face;
While I hear a voice out of nowhere saying;
I’m looking for a soul to cling to;
could it be you I’m looking for?
that is when I see Dark Angel looking my way,
letting me know I am not safe,
this old town has eyes all around,
I see something dark in this place,
all the street lights are wrapped up in tape,
everything is starting to look strange;
Dark Angel; looks at me like I lost my sanity,
Then he laughed at me, in the rain,
Did you save anything for the poor?
Do you have anything in your pockets to give?
Then I looked at him saying, I have only what is in my heart
To feed the slaves what it is I know from long ago,
I have no chance of wealth in this dark life,
But I have something better,
that will help them to learn to forgive,
‘’Moonlight,’’ have you made your self a victim?
In a game, you could never win,
It looks as if you are caving in
and the game hasn’t even started yet.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,
Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,
The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?
Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,
Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,
Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I rarely know what journey my mind will take me on. I set down to write my famous lines, I pick up my pen that is laying on my desk and I let the ink bleed as I gave my best for my heart and my emotions to do the rest as it bleeds upon poetic paper, all that I feel all that I see for the who world to read about me. My mind stars too travel too the unknown places, some of these places I love to have gone, but when it comes to my writing, my mind does the traveling, and my hand moved the ink pen. My thoughts started to take me far and near of long ago,  in a time of '' SHAKESPEARE .'' His words danced around in my head, His words he stresses the magnitude for me too you. It all belongs to ''SHAKESPEARE'', the poet who bleed and wept his heart out to touches our hearts.
''Then my mind jump to the secretes of thoughts .'' I never know where or when are what my mind will plot or where it will Rome. my mind take my attention to a place of unknown, turning from the unreal world of dreams or to a present moment of reality.
If my mind has held a time of my own troubles or thoughts of secretes then it will revile, and this is what I will write that takes off in my mind.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fade  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
without love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Let us dance in the cold wind.
Let us speak the words of knowledge,
Let true love be the key to everything
and death our resting place;
Let all roses of the garden splinter
through the life of the brokenhearted,
let the sea rip away darken dreams
let the slave mourn for the free
let all kneel on the holy grounds
where the ancient slaves rest their heads,
love is the seed to all who bleeds
that love thee;
but to those that sold their souls
let the cry to the darkened moon,
where roses once bloomed
but now rose dust to all who is curs
go to your hollowed sea,
envy and hate is a nasty disease
that will sink the ship of all in greed,
all you will ever receive is the pain
that seems to never go away,
your soul will bleed
your mind will go crazy
your heart heavy
your eyes will always tear
because your lost holding so much fear,
slaves of darkness will clutch their teeth
they will always bleed,
busted up lips that never been kissed
wounds that never heal
love will never be but a darken dream,
a place where you will crave the beauty of the sun
but they grey will be all you see,
But if you are ready for change,
True love is the key that will set you free.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I cried last night why you were on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you, I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so many regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one, it set my heart on run,
I am still young not ready for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being alone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am where I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My heart is shattered I still walking around scared holding on to the words that kept me fearing you.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I Seem sailors toast to my beauty,
My soft fair skin,
My elegant moves as I walk,
They love the way I talk,
They get so much pleasure
calling out my name
But to me, it’s all the same game,

Without a thought of interest in anything
They had to say; all advantage is mine,
I am the Queen of Darken Dreams,
I used to watch the slaves of all color
When they would speak about me,
I would measure their enthusiasm,

Oh, How Dark Angel eyes would spark
Every time I would call him an old man,
It was like I was seeing the moon fall into the sea
whenever he would look at me,
praised he would say is a certain sense of duty
Oh, my queen, you hold all beauty,

When you smile, you calm the sea,
When you talk many slaves
hear what it is you had to say,
your beauty shines a light into the slave’s eyes
for a lifetime,

Your beauty is in every mirror,
Oh. Moonlight my queen,
Your skin glistened upon the sea of darken dreams,
Dark Angel would say,
I could swim in your eyes,
They look like the open sea,
You flower the soul of many
you give the darkness hope for light,
Each breath you take is another delight,
This is all my personal advantage
You are my queen in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I know you are out there
somewhere far away
I just wish I could have told
you how much I truly love you,
I just wish you had known
how much I truly miss you
I carefully think about all out
talks around the clock,
Did any of our words run true
or with it all a game we just
played to get each other's way,  
I just didn't know how to show
you what I was feeling inside
I was too scared to show you  
but the damage is done
our lives are on the run
and my heart is all over the place,
all I do is talk to the moon
hoping you are talking to
on the other side like we use to,
I am determined to find a solution
on how to get past you
but I just keep wondering do you
miss me too?
At night when the stars beam in
my room I start thinking of you  
praying to hold you.

- Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sang to the sea in so many darken dreams yet it all was the same old thing, I cried and I cried day and night to be set free from he who haunts me and the ancient moon shines its beauty all across the sea while Dark Angel lifted his face up to the heavens and he started to scream and cry and the waves become anger and soon darkness filled the sky like a plague.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes at night, I cry I look to the midnight sky the stars look like shining teardrops the more I look at them the more. My memories come back to when we were so in love. Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be the more I think about you I start missing you.

Then I had to ask myself "why?" did you hurt me as you did?
You left me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies. "Why do I love you?" I think and smile. Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right at that time in our lives, you were a very big part of me.

My list could run on for miles the whispers of your voice still runs in my mind. The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true. So many little things that had said so much to me. We held on to what we called love.

We sing to each other even at the clubs we were so in love this anyone could see. The songs we sung to each other was called your still the one, your eyes just shine within the mine the deeper we looked within each other's eyes.

You could see the love we have for one another made I love you so much more. The way you support me even in my silly ways the way that you care for me when I was sick. Or got out of hand, you were there for me even when I was blue over you.

You showed me such devotion the way that your kiss fills me with desire and how you held me in so much passion. The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night when you look at me it felt so right.  You act as you were the ''King'' and I was your ''Queen.''

When you look at me my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine. My love for you was so strong I was so Lost in you forever in love so I had thought, your love was the same for me.
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you truly did.

My world changed in a heartbeat when I had found out your love was so untrue. I believed in you, I believe what we had was true
the way that I feel When you are by my side a sense of completeness with an overflowing pride the dreams that I dream had always involved you.

The possibilities that I could see the things that we can do and become but I see our love was only a lies inside my heart, I weep inside my soul, I had lost that part of me. You were that very important part of me.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Moonlight is praised by many, yet hated by those that envy her. She has her famous enemies that had always looked down on her beauty, she is a real cutie. Those evil eyes looking as if they want to hurt her, but sometimes I even think that Moonlight would like to see them try. You don't see those kinda tears anymore in her eyes, yet she does still cry. Moonlight never lets their words of hate stop her from her faith, and she keeps doing what needs to be done. So many have looked at her as if she is weak, but in the long run, they will see how strong she really is.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grew longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see the faces of my own beloved.
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I have known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I have given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It is my birthright
It is my own written pages of me...
where the story of my past
and the Now!

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me

I breathe inside my soul
the sweetness of true love  
The sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark

I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
Where the moon sings out to the

millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea

I feel you, my love, watching over me
where love is found springing of the year
I hold you near

with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches

The light-years afar a meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet

When the golden sun is sinking
my heart form carefree
when thousands of stars blinking

I must think
did you ever think about me?

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I sit in the stillness
my heart is filled
you, my Lord,
gave me reason
to keep on living
and forgiving.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to write out some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would have read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,
while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and me,
while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all the famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to stop me from writing to you,
They even go as far as trying to be me
but all know who's words are writing
who're pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my bloodstain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,
At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times, I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end,
Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only have known what I truly feel inside my mind
on the side of my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight reveals her pains,
In a world of shame
where fears lay
in the decay of a darkened life,

in the storm of hate
where rage is always near
to all that can hear the noise
where the rain of agony falls,

Oh, flowing tears
upon the Mediterranean Sea
in darken dreams;
where screams of swiftly lies
hold deep into the night,

Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June;
where love has fastened
to a place of faith,

Where the brittle minds
could never find;
where words of hate
comes to the trackless smiling face
that holds frozen emotions
of an ancient time,

the sky became grayer
all hearts have gone numb
walking around dumb
being a ***
crying in an agony of darkness,

where no love could ever be found,
where hearts are all bond;
in a place, you true decay
to all those who have lost their way,
a place to never be found,

in terror, they all did sink
but Moonlight she only has
broken wings in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams of darkness
comes the blackbird
that tells the blackbird lies,
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take
your last breath,
the blackbird that stands around
and hidden in a crowd,
shadows that are dark and powerful,
Little black bird;
you feel you are the graceful one,
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage,
the water you will always crave;
you will have a mirror of your ugliness,
you must pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift;
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
Little blackbird
look what you have done,
You whispered lies to keep other birds
just to get them to flock with you,
your secrets are deadly
full of poison and fear,
but soon that too will despair
from this old atmosphere;
Little blackbird,
you will soon be caught
you will never be free
from this cage of darken dreams,

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes ...
He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
in darken dreams, it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The light in your eyes is starting to fade away
just like night into day
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
the front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word
You ever said;
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going  
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for air
You start it up all over again
and head to let this pain run
Now I have to accept that you are
Now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues
The taste of happiness has faded
To another place was the silence made Home  
This feeling that hunts at me
I have to scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,  
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
Feels as if someone pulling the rug out from me  
Oh I cannot breath  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
My heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep  
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own  
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within  
I'm holding it all in
But how much can one person take
I try with all my might let it all end
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray
When death has taken its course
This is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright in the love
of my God, JEHOVAH,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run Free until I have finely found me  
I am asking You, my God, to help me, please
Dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

-Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery