Every night I curl up in my bed
trying to get you out of my head
I start to cry thinking about you
abandoned in the dark is where
you left me to bleed,

The memories of this pain
brings on the rain ;
I Cry
yes I do over you
it is not because I love you
that could never happen
Not even in your dreams,

Clueless is what you made this
argumentative is you
I never wanted to put you in my life
You just found ways to get in it
Oh, I was so happy that you are gone
I thought I could finely move on
Oh, how I was wrong
you come back to me like an old sad song,

In my mind, I start to remember You
every night in my cold bed
I CRY to get you out of my mind
you come to me in darken dreams
you find a way to mess up my days
the memories of you
are taken me down like the Flu.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so many pains,
The velvet moon is always in the gloom
you took love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes ...
He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
in darken dreams, it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into the sea of darken dreams
I held my head up above
the waters were I won't sink,
I had taken in a deeper breath
as life started passing me on by
tears of fears started taken over me,
I started screaming but
No one could hear me
I started thinking to my self,
I never got to even taste Love
I never got the chance to Live
dance in true Romance,
While I was looking around
my eyes did see a flying dove
flying over me
out in my darken dreams
what did this mean for me?
I started thinking about what would
it feels like flying away
without all this pain
just to fly far, far away
into better days.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

'' Who hasn't dreamed
or hasn't seen
Monsters in the darkness
of their human Life,''

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My days or gloomy gray
my nights are long in pains
when I sleep I do weep
as I dream my dreams
I toss and I turn
while I cry the tears of all times
Dark Angel is coming near
casting on more fears
his strong deep voice
calling out my name
Moonlight comes to me
take my hands and walk with me
his words are hurtful
that cuts deep within your soul
made the heart bleed out
and the body feels so many pains
pains I had never felt before
no matter how I plead or cry
Dark Angel will always be next to me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

MY THOUGHTS

Just because of my thoughts
runs deep into a dark sea
into a painful darken dreams,
don't make me mean
my soul is clean
I love to read
stay close to the Light
that shine through my life
when things are right,
my heart needs to write
what it is I see
that makes my heart bleed
I let the blood run in ink
that flows from my pen
while my spirit sinks
I write my thoughts down
for the world to read
while they judge me
and drink my words up like tea.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Rose dust upon the white snow
this is how my story goes-
the ravens fly deep into the night sky
while the old sad moon cast its gloom
the black cats are prowling around
eating upon the rats of the town.
As I was walking
I hard some talking
about how bad I am
holding a lamp around town
casting stone upon clowns
with witch bones in a bag of Jupiter dust,
the church around this small hateful town
made a fire higher than the empire
casting rose dust and lust into dark spells
of a life of a living hell
a little old man rang the bell
while Dark Angel cast his spell
that had made everyone ill.
Now all that talk had left a mark
on everyone holding jealousy in their hearts for me
their eyes burn deep into the night
they blasphemed about everything
I stand around them all holding a lamp of fire
all my wrath of the past is coming back on you
that cast the stone of abuse in hallowed places
will be your faces in different places,
Oh how the little town of the past laughed
but I never looked back
while the fools cast their stones
I walked away in the beauty of the night
holding what is of the light  
of what is right in my own life.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, and all who is around
on these darken grounds
hiding in darken dreams
just to see me scream
What is it you want with me?
Why do you cast me out on the angry sea?
this is the mystery that has locked me
into pains that hide in the back of my mind
while cold September harbors in deep emotions
of the pains of long ago that eat upon my soul,
Oh, autumn when you come again just to whisper
your darkness at me in darken dreams
what does all of this mean for me?
the pains of yesterdays keep me on haze
while others walk around just to be found
hearts are shattered
bodies that have been battered and secrets
of the untold from long ago is locked away
in darken days of yesterday.
DARK ANGEL OF LIES
WHY DO YOU MAKE ME CRY?
IS IT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON YOUR SIDE?

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Poetess Life
there's always challenge's
my true poetess mind
loves to write day and night
most of the time my heart bleeds ink,
My words are deep like the sea
like the candle of my soul
that shines so brightly for others to see
they all love to read about me,
I have two Poetic names
I never feel shame or hold no balms
but when I do I never act confused
I write and play with words for you,
I know great works
comes from intelligence soul
from an active mind
that loves to play with words
that builds the imagination like me,

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

At one time in my life
the sun did shine on high
what a beautiful sight
when my life was going right
when you were in my everything,
But I had to give it all up
when you gave my life pain
when you took the sun and made it dark
Oh, my god hear it comes
the rain that never goes away
When I needed you the most
you walked away like an evil ghost,
O how I cried most of the night
dark clouds for gay made its way
as the sunshine fades-
all the brightness that was once apart of me
has taken a dive into the Sea of darken dreams
while my heart bleeds.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Your Beauty Speaks To Me  Because I see the beauty of me as I look into the mirror of my life I think you God Jehovah ,Jesus for the beauty you have given to me your spirit shines so bright in my life, I had too learned to see again not by eyes but by spirit your beauty speaks to me your Spirit moves me my eyes has never seen your face but No one ever had , My eyes have blossomed open words of your love speaks to me God Jehovah what beauty you have set in my heart at one time in my life I feared that the you didn't love me but that is the Lie that darkness speaks, In my young sometime ago my life was cast into darkness and made my heart cold this pain it gave had put me on the run Life was never fun life didn't seem beautiful the Light of your beauty I didn't no longer seen , But with time you listen to my cries you touched my body my Spirit when I was so scared My God Jehovah , and Jesus you have showed me you cared by taken away all my fears I have grown tender toward all living things what life brings my way, most of all I have learn not to run from Love  But to hold on to it ;because I don't see with just the eyes I see within the beauty of the Light the beauty that shines on high even in the night, As long as you my God and Lord in my Life I see things in beauty of love  from heaven above ;You Put love in my heart even from far  You put thing into its potential place and made an  opens path for me to walk for me to see what love really is , Where no path before ever existed in my life because you love me you shine beauty upon me I love you in heart and soul but most of all In Spirit and with a spirit  eyes ,You saved my Life, I don't see age has a thing to do with love when it comes  from heaven above I live in a new world holding on too a New Law you are in my heart When I close my eyes I see everything in the beauty of your Love, Where my days and nights are now meaningful Because you love me you made my  Life a better place to be I am glad you loved me first I know this love is strong and True God who loved us before we ever loved him Love is not what you can see love comes from within .

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my mind, I will always have you in it
your love won  my heart
in my  lifetime,
In my soul, the old wind blows
when life holds you no more
but in my head, we will always be wed
even on my dying bed,
there in my mind
holds the story of all times
if others would listen
they could hear the autumn leaves fall
the wind will blow
the tears will fall
But you, my love, will always shine throw.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In this darkness
left me in a very big mess,
lies are always being told
and my own family heart is dark and cold.

They had always done a thing to hurt me
always hid the truth of the light
they didn't think right
they only loved to fight.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have to admit the space is nice,
not having to talk about my life
or look people in the eye when  
I need to cry,
I just want to be  myself without  
someone telling how I should be,
I feel too naked around a big crowd
why everyone looks down on me
because I won't let them live-out  
my dreams,
I just want to hide behind  
Run with the wind were every one
Stop looking at all the scars and
Pains that they all given to me,
I want to run free from all of this mess
I've made a nice big bed lie in like
my mother always said,
though of emptiness and lost dreams
came from family,
honestly, I want to make them all live
me alone and let me live my own life  
let them live theirs,
I don't want to speak to you don't be  
so confused you know what you all do
Is lie give so much shame and blame  
of the mess you all made,
then you come home and try to still  
at my soul another time with your nasty lies
you made in the night,
there’s nothing to say,
so getaway I will no longer let you shame  
my name and give me all your blame  
I want to live my own life so give it back,
when it was once too hard for me to say No  
I when to say yes for all my dreams to come true
without you living my life for me,
move on and set me free,
It’s too easy to fall back in the trap they all set out  
for me to fall in, back into the old way  
who are you to tell me what to do,
I am the one that made you look good,
move on I'm already out the door,
I have to remind myself of all the reasons  
for letting go and moving on, I
in my weaker moments, I cry out to my God
I keep knocking on his door,
I can’t keep myself  looking  back  off
all the pain everyone I trusted given me,
looking back, hoping to find something good
I may have left behind all I found was hopeless
emptiness and so much pain,
dying out in the cold rain,
I'm still holding on to me and my own name  
I don’t know why everyone had done this  
to me but no more the door is closed behind me
I set my life on happiness.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I hear the silence of the night
Oh how I hear the autumn wind cry
another time in darken skies
hearts that are breaking
while standing on wet grounds,
cold empty words
that **** the spirit
that cuts deep within the mind
fear runs into the darkness of one's soul
hate is in the eyes that roam
I look around and all I see
is a world that stands so mean,
Evil hearts are all around
take their stands like a beat-up clown
in hand in hand, another takes a stand
and another one falls down to the wet ground
I've looked in the eyes of what is painful
I lived the life of broken dreams
I have seen the hated face to face
while the serpent slithers
more innocents die,
This old darken world of wars
sneaks around with hate and fire in their eyes
love isn't on their side ;
traps are being made
while others are losing their faith
I hear the silent winds come again
with so many cries into the night
blood is being shed with so many dead,
Raves fly up deep into the night
seas are red with the dead
endless sorrows  to a world of horrors
of a tomorrow that may never come
darken stain tears upon the soul that dreams
that keeps the mind to scream.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Mirror of time
I can see you at all times
you are apart of my mind
holding the pains of yesterdays
I can see the eyes of me
looking back deep within my soul
to everything I know of long ago
When I walk over to the mirror
that stands so tall in my darkened room
I see the lies of he that was once with me
o how that made my heart bleed
like the rushing red sea
I find myself going over and over
each lying words that he would tell me
My tears would roll down from my eyes
down on my face of yesterdays
I keep on looking in the mirror of time
just to see he eyes looking deep within mine
I hold in my heart and mind
so much regrets ;
I don't have the words I truly want to say
I feel as if time had stopped and left me marked
deep down in my heart,
I could see his eyes looking over me
while he laughs as I cry
while he cycles pains in my mind
I could still feel he ever touch
o how I hate that so much,
I go down on my knees
while my heart bleeds
while my own eyes look back at me
in the mirror of time
battling away on my faith
like I have been locked away in a cage
like a bird hoping to be free
into the mirror, I did see
Angel of love locking back at me
the light that shines so bright
gave me hope for better days.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Mind is powerful
yet something made so beautiful,
the mind has many rooms
to hold all things it has seen
those brain rooms hold many thoughts
emotions of happiness and lost
the mind is the revelation
of who we are from the start of birth
to the very end of one's life
the eyes are the window to the soul
the mind is the key to reality
that moves the body and the heart
the mind is a beautiful gift from God
the mind  is the mirror to one's soul
the mind is powerful with many rooms.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The beauty of the swains
will dance and sing in delight
Love is what keeps hearts moving
Love is unstoppable.

Love is the writing of the soul
Love is personal and true
Love is the power in high towers
Love moves the universe,

Love is worthy of the Light
that shines deep within the night
Love kisses the mind of all kinds
Love is the embrace that warms
the hearts of faith.

Love is deeper than the sea
this is something I do believe
even when the heart bleeds
Love is all I need to set my soul free.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love is knowledge
love is the key to the soul
Love never grows old
If ever two souls move into love
will move them into one,
Love is what moves the heart
to keep the spark shining in the dark,
Love will stand to the very end
Love is the desire that keeps the fire
life into the souls
that will never grow cold even in snow
Love is a delight that walks with angels
love is the gardens of long ago
the tongue that had spoken to lost souls
laughing higher than anything I know
Love is the passion that keeps dancing
around the sea of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love moves hearts
Love moves the dark
that eats out the heart,
Love leaves the beauty
of the souls that shines bright
into the darkest nights,
Love is never difficult
when darkness comes
Love never has an end
but it will always be defined
Because Love has no end.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

This love I hold deep within my soul
will never grow old or get cold
This love has known limits to what it knows
this love is something of long ago
that keeps me on my toes
this love I hold deep within
shines light in my darken days
the old pains I have endured will pass
with a blast that will never come back
This love has no end
this trust I hold deep within gives hope
to the poor and to the lost souls
that the door will be open to them if they ask
and change their ways to better days
this Love will outlast anything
even from a darkened past
Love will always stand strong
even when everything else has fallen.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I tried so hard to change my ways
but in my mind is like the weather
when I live a life of gloom
this life doesn't make my heartbeat
like it once used to,
my life is somewhat verisimilitude
when it comes to living a life in dreams
what does all of this mean?
I have been waiting for a sign
to let me know I will be fine
while Dark Angel saving all his lines
who is right when you live from Light
I know I must stay strong and not let hate
become my fate, this will not save anyone
this I truly know hostile ways will never
save it will only strain one's ways
my mind is running like crazy
while my body is growing in pain
my spirit stands in faith
even when I am growing weak
feeling locked away in Darken Dreams  
I will never let Dark Angel
take that away from me even though
he stands strong in darkness poisoning minds
my body may fall and I may go down
like a flu virus, I need to know
My God is still there with me
shining his Light on me
and never leave me
because Dark Angel is a virus that
makes things so hard to define.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I Will Always Love You
I will love you forever
even in my dreams
Love is a beautiful thing
even in late Spring,
You never had to say a thing
even when it rained
you have taken away all my pains
when your eyes meet with mine
you never had to say a word
our eyes told the story
while our heart became one in the long run
Love that we hold in our souls
in our hearts, the world already has known.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Beauty Room
I walk into my beauty room
just to find much talk  of all kinds
I tried to be friendly
but it becomes hard
because it is like talking to the dead
to a world that is unkind,
My thoughts truly start to unwind
like the rainbow in the sky
for love and peace
for all to see what beauty means to me
but in this cold old world
I make a place in my Beauty room
a place to beautify me
and all who comes around me,
the unkind is when my life began
to a world of sins and it will
be that way even when I shall grow old
and it may leave me to die in a cold war
but for now, all heated up crowed
need to get out of my space
get out from my face
this is my beauty room
I don't have time for hate.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I first have seen your face
I was sure you were the one
that made my heartfelt Love
with time your love embraced me
so much my heart
my soul started to sing
each and every day
this love you gave to me
I never want it to fade
I don't know how you do it
but whatever it is kept on doing it
I learned your love is easy
your love is more then words can say
your love I need all my life
and these feeling I pray never go away
I Love You more today
then yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Why oh Dark Angel do you put me in chains?
why do you want to give me all your pains?
Why do you love to see me cry?
Oh please tell me ''WHY.''
In the night I do cry out in so many pains
don't anyone care?
Why is life so unfair
Don't you hear my chains shackle in the nights?
Oh ''WHY, '' do you like to see me cry?
In my soul, I hold the truth to what I know
In my eyes I see the Visions of Life
some don't think that is right in their own eyes,
But when it comes to face to face
my own haters can see I am telling the Truth,
Dark Angel backed me up in between
a cold wall of pains and rains
and a love that never came
His old agony words eat deep within my soul
a damped room he keeps me in
he caged me up like a lion
I remain in a darkened place
a place of darken dreams that make one scream
but within in time of Dark Angels lies
I became numb in despair
the chill engulfs deep within my veins
holding on too so many pains
Dark Angel only knows his own games
he holds shadows of the dark notion
that holds lies and fits of anger that drat the minds
the eloquence of darkness casting away truth of love,
that makes the hearts ache
it levels a pain so deep crushes out the free
that leaves the soul to weep
with a doomed faith that leads to hate
Pain's invention, admonish of true love,
darkness preys behind my own eyes
Now I see what it is I never wanted to be
I feel the cuts deep into my gut
I can feel the emptiness running deep within my soul
oh, how this darkness is making me almost lose control.
I almost felt I will never be free
Dark Angel ''WHY, '' do you want to hurt me?

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dreams of darkness come the blackbirds
the birds of lies
the bird of death sitting in a nest
the one who tries to take your last breath
the blackbird that stands around a hidden crowd
shadows that are dark and powerful,
O blackbird you feel you are the graceful one
but you will soon be found and bound
locked away in your own cage
water you will always crave
you will have a mirror of your ugliness
you will have to pay for all you have done
that kept loved ones always on the run,
Life is a beautiful gift
love is as beautiful as one could ever get
o blackbird look what you have done
you whispered lies to keep other birds on your side
your secrets are deadly full with fears
but soon that too will despair from our atmosphere
you o blackbird will soon be caught
you will never be free from darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Cold autumn winds
takes me back again
while the cold memories touched
my mind
my heart another time
the wind and rain brings on my pains
that touched my skin of yesterday,
death smote silence in a gave
Love and peace are written down in books
for others to see and read
to whom that takes the look
sadness and pains
are among autumn leaves in memories
out from my stained cold window
I will always see you
as long as my lungs hold air
I will breathe out pains in the autumn rain
among cold autumn falling leaves
you will always be with me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Together we stand for peace
together we will be free
together we symbolized
true emotions for America
Together we sealed a kiss
into a darkened world for the Blue
that stands up for me and you
together we shine
together Love brings the moments
of true dignity no matter what may be.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What a beautiful feeling
with true glory and peace
that comes in spring
with hearts that sing
when I look into your eyes
I could see Love for the first time,
I had realized you're the one
my heart needs to feel complete
Your love for me is lift
like a beautiful butterfly
that fly high in lovers spring,
You may love has truly showed
me what true love is all about
you make me what to shout
and dance around like a child
on the playgrounds,
To others, may seem to be a dream
or it is a likely thing
but true love is something of lies
true love is not about control
but it is about two hearts becoming one.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dust, Lust of a heated up bust of us
hidden down into the cold snow
of long ago where our love is frozen
where love was once told,
Now true loneliness made a home
where love no longer roams
feelings of love have been locked away
in the bright of day
where Dust and Lust
has made a cloud of gray
where true Love could never stay
In my mind of lost of time
your old words come back
like a hearten up  heater attack
words do hurt when they come from you
words of a darkened past made its way back
Love, passion made a crashed
gave my heart abashed of everlasting pain
that brought on lots of rain
Dust, Lust to an end of Us
locked away in the cold snow of long ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So many Hatters
has cast their stones
but I'm not frightened
of them anymore,
The cold pits of their lies
has come to them
with a big surprise  
when they no longer see
I hold no fear in my eyes
for the ones that have cast
their stones upon my soul
Oh, Darkness of true sadness
has passed me on by
now what I see is the beauty
of the sunrise ray of rejoicing
because love is with me,
The window of my cold room
has been Broken in late June
for all to see Love is with me
Now all my Hatters who have
cast their stones just to see me bleed,
Now they cry out my name
in their own pains of Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel loves to drink on his whiskey
Most of the time when things don’t go his way,
he gets ***** and very needy,
He always asks me to hold him
when he gets like this,
Sometimes I wonder if he ever been in love,
He acts as if he had another life,
That had made him turn so bad,
he looks down into the sea
like he thought drifted to a place he once loved,
But I knew not to ask questions,
He gets very fussy and put his walls up
Higher than they are,
I could tell he didn't like what he saw
He became angry and walked away,
His anger started rising deep within him
he knows he is an ugly beast,
he walked back towards me
and I could see his eyes changed
while he started talking to me slowly
with his head looking down,
Moonlight what makes you not afraid of me?
I stayed silent because I didn’t want to lie,
Moonlight, please answer me,
I take in a breath and just let all out,
I won’t say I’m not afraid of you,
But at times I can understand you,
Your eyes tell me so much about you,
at times, you can be sweet when you want to,
But a part of me can see that something has
Happened to you to make you so evil,
Dark Angel takes my right hand into his,
Then he looks at me and asks me if I could
ever love someone as he,
Tears flooded my eyes with worries,
I had to look down as the tears have fallen to the
Flour of the ship, No I answer truthfully,
Then he said he understands while he let go
Of my hands,
So, he cast another spell
that would give me more hell,
then he said one day you will,
I can only remember falling into his arms
While he picked me up and taken me to my room,
He would whisper in my ears
while he plays around with my hair,
saying in a soft voice,
you will make many dreams with me
this you will see.


Judy Emery© 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The night is full
the days are long and gray
the storms hold so many pains
of two souls of yesterdays
When two great souls
as lost their love of long ago
that has made their hearts grown cold
they stand so bold
Love was once known
but that was some time ago,
The two loved each other so much
but the time that was burning desire
into their hearts
but with time the storms came
and take everything in late spring,
The rain made its way
and all their words became memories
as the years, past
their love didn't last
but they will always be a memory
of what love used to be.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Harsh winter falls;
I yearning for your touch.
For a call with so much love  
Yearning to be near you but  
You are so far, oh how this  
Breaks my heart,
Time creates a difference,
Difference creates desire.
Desire ultimately creates a yearning temptation.
And that is you I crave I yearn to see better days,
My days of winters gray my nights I cry  
Without you in my life,
You are my temptation that whispers in my ears,
I call out your name in that sensual tone.
But when I wake it was all wrong,
You were only on the phone calling me saying  
One day you will be home,
I fight the urge to reply what is truly on my mind
Another time,  
Then one night, temptation comes again
Touching you in places that cried out his name.
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
August spent filling empty without you,
Temptation knows exactly what he is doing.
The kiss screams passion, warmth…. but…
How did temptation know what I was needing  
The most!
How did he know that you needed a kiss like that?
Dripping in pure desire; a wanting, yearning kiss  
That makes December a sweeter place to play,
Temptation I can’t fight you anymore.
I’m yielding to your love and it is even at my door.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have scarcely left you in heart
Just for a moment that is all,
I just wanted to feel what I would
Feel not having you in my heart,
I trembled with the loss of love  
Running in the dark,
I felt so empty and out of place,
I knew there was something missing
But I didn't yet know what it was,
uneasy, wounded by the night with
No love insight,
I thought I was going to lose my mind,
I overwhelmed with pain but I couldn't
Understand why!
Wen I would dream I could see my heart
Crying out to a love it once knew,
This love that I found in my dream was a
Gift of life to my soul,
Without cease, I give you my heart,
We have found each other in a dream,
Thirsty we are for each other’s love ;
We drunk up all the water and the blood
That runs in our hearts,
We found each other hungry and needy  
Like a hunger of the waves at sea,
We bit each other lips with so much desire  
To never give up on love,
as we bite each other’s lips,  
It would be the fire bites that we will miss,
Leaving wounds in us.
When I get up from my dream it is you that
I see crying out to me,
This love I know belongs to me, A love I could
Never leave, If I ever was to leave this love  
that would be in my sleep.

  Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My dark candle is in my window  
Calling out your name in the dark  
You have stolen my heart and I need you,
One day, it all stopped,
No more phone calls from you,
No sending me notes not even a photo  
Of you nothing my heart ran of confused
I needed you but not as much you once  
Said you needed me,
My heart is now falling apart without you
What must I do?
So, I put your candle next to my window to let
You know I miss you so much,
The pain the rain came when someone told
Me you had been dancing with the old  
The lover you had before me,
My poor hear is collapsing with no way out  
Of this pain,
You gave me the dark and taken my heart  
I don't know what to do with my life,
Not knowing the reason why you did this  
to my life,
You scattered my heart all over the place without
A trace but the pain that is on my face,
Grey clouds had formed all around me with pouring
Cold rain why you are out playing your games,
Threatening to pour the coldness of death and making
A big mess with all the lies you gave,
I put your candle in my window because I am still  
dancing with you, I need you to set my mind on easy,
find your way back to me,
You will see the stained-glass window
with your candle, lite just for you to come on in,
sleepless and cold nights
without you by my side oh I cry  
every night and day,
years now are passing me by without you,
I had hidden the sparkles of the stars
I hold in my eyes for you  
In the sky of my cold lonely life, you gave me,
You are holding her but not me,
Only desire is a fire with your name on it,
You kept in the dark for so long it hurts,
Like a sad love song with no one to hold,
I felt like just given up on us but how my life is frozen,
It was unfair what you had given to me,
he doesn't deserve my heart
you gave away to the past of your prison,
You are with her even when you don't want to,
So you put me on hold
until you are bold that is getting so old,
I am tired of being cold and all alone without  
You to hold me,
Dark Angel your candle is in my window  
The dark clouds did not pour out my cry another time,
Slowly my pains are starting to disappear,
my lonely hours of you not with me,
the sun is beginning to rise once again
It will continue to ascend  
like a candle flaming in the dark
while you had taken my heart,
To keep the light burning
I just keep mourning reassuring  
The candle is the light out of the tunnel of darkness,
If I keep it burning,
Soon the rainbow will emerge,  
Bringing back smiles in the laughter of a new life,
the glistening in my eyes another time,
Wiping the frown off my face
So, I dance into the light of day,
To wash away the pains Dark Angel gave.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love is a battlefield  
When two don't see eye to eye
it comes to push and shove  
Who is right and who is wrong,
You must protect your heart and keep it on grad  
The deception of trust
once it’s been broken it’s hard to get it again,
Trust is a key to the love they both work hand to hand,
When trust is no more love finds its way out the door  
Never search for love because love will find you  
In the midst of war,
love will break you down if you both don't  
See eye to eye about what love is all about  
Keep your heart hidden,
in this ruthless game of the dark what a shame
more pain will come your way
and tear your love down,
love came to me,
but I don't know if I want to take hold of it yet
one day he was there and the next
he was gone running around with my heart
he stole my heart and carried on  
maybe next time,
I’ll put up my wall and that is what I did,
So Love can't find me, for once and for all,
Love is a battlefield.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is no remedy for love but to love  
That is taboo to say I love you,
To wait an hour is long if love be just
Beyond to wait eternity is short if  
Love reward, just because I feel that  
Love from you,
The words rising in me strong and clear  
Oh so real like the sun in the sky that  
Shines so bright is the love I hold in my heart
That is taboo every time I think of you,
I hear the words in love songs of love and me  
Think of us just the way we were dancing in  
The bar singing to each other, You’re still the  
One we had been dancing on,
And the words I love you came to mind like
The rising moon that shine bright on our love  
That night to set our love on high,
I try to say the words never let me go,
But that is all taboo is my love for you,
Till I loved I never lived enough,
Love is a gift from heaven above,
Love is all there is to me,
when it comes,
To us, is all we shall ever know is the love
we hold Taboo could never take  
Control over what is inside of us,
If we love we must never walk in darkness  
I almost broke the silence many, many times
But was held back by the feeling you left me  
In when I saw the look in your eyes,
Our love was only a taboo of lies.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I SEEN BETTER DAYS

Oh, when I look at you
I see the unloving things about you,
I want to love you
But how can I love someone like you
That acts so cruelly,
I need you...
Yet, I truly don’t,
I just live in a confusing world,
I thought at one time in my unstable mind,
I thought I loved you,
that I could help you change your evil ways,
Oh, how I needed it to be true
Because I thought I truly loved you,
I needed you...
No matter what others tried to tell me about you,
At one time that all I wanted to think about
Was only you,
Oh, but now, I truly changed my mind,
Now that I am walking in a healthy mind,
Now I cry all the time to get you out of my head,
You make me so crazy with your evil always,
No matter what I do
You are always there,
Oh, I have seen a better day when you are not in them.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery