Now you will know
I am the queen of this show
In darken dreams,
Yeah, you didn’t hear me scream,
Behind the walls, they will crawl
on black ice, frozen are they
who got in my way,
They all meet me at my feet
Crying out the queen of dreams
Stand up for me,
They all look at me if I was tall
But I wasn’t tall at all,
The slaves are in so much pain
They flipped and gripped at me,
While they are slipping and falling
Down on black ice in the night,
Dark Angel doesn’t play nice,
and he never thinks twice,
He cold trembling hand touched me
Like he never touched me before,
Telling me to speak while I can,
So, I looked at the slaves saying
In a very loud way,
Wake up while you can,
Set yourself free from him,
who gives darken dreams,
Wake up I said are you will soon regret,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me
Then he slapped me,
I thought I could trust you,
But I can see I have much work to do on you.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If I was somewhat mild and sweet
Everyone would look at me as weak,
Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love to stay with me,
But that isn’t the way this story goes
not yet in this show,
if I could go back to the time when
I was young a little girl,
I would have asked questions more,
but I am an older woman
that had to learn the hard way in life
where people weren’t very nice,
Hate and strife was always at my door,
My poor heart was laid to bleed at my feet,
All my dearest thought where things were
Once sweet has been lost,
I always walked around with a broken heart,
I have seen so many things
that given me darken dreams,
Where love is truly lost,
I tried so hard to heal from all those lies
That eats away at my heart day and night,
I would change everything if I could,
even my poor childhood,
Oh, weary eye come to me at night,
with trembling hands,
asking me to forgive all his sins,
If I could I would,
I can only try,
That’s when I started to cry,
loneness’ was at my side
in teary eyes,
if I would have known long ago
what this love would have sown
I would have never entered his throne,
all he ever gave me
was many heartaches that always made
my body each, while my spirit breaks,
Oh, the pains of true agony,
I would wrap myself to sleep
But I always found him in all my dreams,
Words of unquestioning are the love
I once have known some time ago,
A love so true way before I got lost
In to a darkened state of life,
I was just a young girl with lots of curls,
dancing around in life,
where things were safe and nice,
But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that has gone into
A life of pain, now I just dance in rain,
What Dark Angel gave,
I see his dull eyes looking right at me
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breath
his old cold hands are on me
telling me what is it you see?
Oh, how he is rattling my breath
playing with my head,
there is no way out he said,
I got lost in all his lies,
that is in his eyes,
Images of shadows upon the white sand,
Blood being poured out in ancient times,
Like an old poet rhyme,
I touch many artist eyes
And reader’s minds while I write
down my pains of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All I can see in your evil eyes
are all the lies from the dark side?
I see the age of evil, that brings on pains,
In your eyes of darken dreams,
I see many things I would never want
my life to be,
I could stay in this moment forever
Dark Angel, your spirit holds agony
In place of the circumstances,
I see you standing out in the pouring rain
You are looking deep into my eyes
While I sleep in darken dreams,
I could reach every star in the sky
That is lost into your painful eyes,
you made my life all about you
I had lost myself in all your emotions,
I consider all that your eyes hold
are the fantasy of you and me,
I still look very young,
I miss the beauty of my day’s
You keep me young in darken dreams,
because of you
I lost who I am,
I lost what is real in my life,
just when everything felt right
you told your lies,
Oh, how that cut me deep within like a knife
then you looked at me with a smile on your face,
laugh every day at me while my life slipped on by,
in darken dreams of fake believe,
You are evil, something of ancient time,
You are something from the night
You’re not very nice,
my heart can't possibly break
I must stay awake,
You had taken me so for down
My life doesn’t have any meaning to it,
But it wasn't even whole to start with
because of you, I will never trust ever again,
Oh, this pain you give has no end,
I will always in the dooms of you,
I never stray too far from you
Because I know not to,
you left your mark
my heart was ripped apart
Now all I can see is your eyes of darken dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this knowing the life I live,
Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,
The hurt that consumes me
with no heartbeat, I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,
that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,
Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the moon shines
on dim Dark Angel wants to party,
Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can hear a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me
His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
init has consumed me
I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has softened by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed
When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,
But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,
Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake, I rather let out my cries
in the number of years, I felt my heart slowly die,
I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begin
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into that cold September, you sink into the night
just to give more fright
your sleek and shiny black hair
and your diamond eyes that shine into the night
hunting dreams just to make one scream,
dark and very fast is your way of life
you never play nice
you love to see me cry
I had always asked you Why?
what have I done
to make you act this away?
you haunt my thoughts
you give me darken dreams
you are the curse of me.
I always pray,
that I would never cross your path
that would be so bad
even the thought of it makes me mad
because the pain you give hurts so bad
and that makes me so sad.
The panic begins every September that draws near
it sets off fear for others to hear...
this is a battle I'll never win
But then it's a battle you will never win
because I will never give in to your darkness
you bait the trap for me to fall into
but I also got one for you
We all know superstition is a lie,
so, keep faith in mind always
You cry out my name every night
saying how much you love me
you want me to stay
Oh, panic go away
I promise I will never turn my back on you
Oh, Dark Angel, I see your blazing eyes
looking back at me
tell me what it is you see
Why do you keep haunting me?
You are everywhere I go
You're stalking out my life,
But why do you hold on to me as you do?
What have I done to make you act so cold?
your anger is so bold,
Yet, so cold with hunger into your darken soul.
Please let me go
I don't want to drink your ruby red wine
not this time...
never mess with a man of darkness,
He will always play games
with one’s mind every time...
He is an evil cat knocking at the door
he has a superstitious mind
that tries to read my soul
but he will never get that far
so remover your darkness from me
take your spells off me and let me be.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In your eyes met mine.
I find the answers I needed to know
In your arms, you hold a darken story
I found that world into dreams,
I've waited for you to help me
I've found everything I ever needed in you
but that was before I truly knew you
I need nothing more than your lies
Outside my window,
I can see you staring back at me
When I dreamed all I see is you,
You would take me by the hand
and we'd start to dance into a darken spell
a place of darkness you know so well
a place I call hell,
In your arms, I once felt I belonged
I've never known your love was going to be
something so painful to me,
I read books, and they all seem to be about you
In your eyes, I know I have seen places
I never wanted to see,
You opened your heart to me
I felt a pain that started eating away on my soul
How did your heart get so cold?

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You walk around late at night
Like you’re are right,
about our last fight,
sure, your right?
I walked away holding on to fate,
I don’t want to see any more wrong
To this same old sad song,
I don’t feel any good energy
when you come around,
the owls hoot while you take a shoot
right at my heart,
but it won’t be long
until I make you stay away,
In my days before it turned grey,
I would see the sun while kids play,
I specialized what is right in Gods eyes,
I don’t like the dark side of all those lies,
That is the eyes of hollowness,
freezing cold prince of injustices
holding so much disappearing ways,
that cuts upon the heart
to engrave evil marks,
you give so many fears
to all who comes near,
But you Oh, Prince of darkness,
You call this a place of love,
I say you are messed up,
you are a shadow of the night,
You walk around making fights,
You always say you have enough of me
but then you give me darken dreams,
and all that stuff
then you make a fuss about us,
You take all the real from my life,
then you keep saying so many lies
to keep me by your side,
while I sleep, you keep watching, waiting,
stalking, screaming, shaping, faking
mocking, dancing, crawling around like a clown,
Behind your eyes, are dark places
With ancient rages,
alone you had locked people in cages,
this I don’t understand,
this is a place of homegrown lies,
But I stand strong,
I’m not afraid because I have faith in Love,
I just don’t belong in this place,
this is a disgrace, this old darken place,
all these fears of you that keeps me blue,
all you’ve ever given me,
was all the heartaches and pain
that brings on rain,

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Swing on high like a sad lullaby,
Who will ever succeed in darken dreams,
lies are playing around in the open minds,
while hate leads the way into darken days,
upon the bladed grass
are the blood of one’s flesh,
The smell of autumn fresh air,
While the breeze blow, the autumn leaves
all over the place into darken dreams,
I would hear Dark Angel call out to his slaves,
Come up close to me where all can see,
Open your eyes and unstop your ears and hear,
Her my voice your empty souls,
Let all nations and national groups weep
What it is I have then to sow,
Dark Angel starts pointing his finger
at all who are standing around,
Saying, pay attention to all my words
even if it hurts, you lost souls, listen
to what it is being told,
The cries are howling all over the land,
bloodshed tears fall on the bladed grass,
the wind blows a darkening storm in, while
The Black Sea holds rage,
You devoted slaves, in time you will only
be a waste, that the owls and the ravens
will eat up along the way, in the slaughterhouse,
you will go,
On autumn, colored leaves that fall,
Moonlight will have named them all,
through the rosy blooms,
Moonlight walks around the crystal waters
where streams will sing,
That’s when Dark Angel looked at me,
with his eyes looking at me with a smile,
this I have seen many times when he is
ready to start playing on my mind,
Oh, grey skies scatter around clouds of storms
Where thoughts do nest in wonder,
far into Dark Angels eyes pressed against mine,
I see many different things, like fields of silver edge
where slaves are out working hard,
or losing their heads,
Where cows and all kinds of animals are out
eating away on parsley, in a cool silent place,
Deep sun searching through the eyes of the dragonflies,
I had to ask myself where is this place I am seeing,
am I dreaming? Or is it real?
Wings of doves are flying on high
While the ravens are playing around in the trees,
What does all this mean?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken the land
my soul hurts from long ago,
I lost my way;
then disaster came caused great pain
out was out of control
over what is right all I did was wrong
Just another Sad, sad song  
the rain started pouring down on me
night and day
flooding deep within me,
I was too young to understand
the ways of Lust and Sin
my body craved sinful men
darkness became a game of child play,
My life was never right
in my mother's eyes
No matter how hard I ever try
She would beat me down
and call me names,
The black seed is what she gave  
I was only two when I started
crying out to you
you touched my little heart,
easy my pains from the start
You even gave me food to eat
I would get down on my knees asking you
Please forgive me,
take this pain away from my Mother given me
she cut me down so far down
I was so lost I never thought I would
ever be found,
I would cry and cry deep into the night
asking why my mother didn't want me
She doesn't love me
why did my father leave me?
Without a word of goodbyes
I just saw shame in his eyes
Their ware no words of what was right
in my poor little life
all I have known was everything of the dark
and it made it it's home
given me all its wrongs with no hope
With no Love to show
My life had no loved in it
I almost died in my teens
And my mother didn't even come to see me  
But you did that day
My God you had spoken right too my heart
Saying you love me from the start
When My Mother and father left me
You came in and started taking the lead
I had never let you go
this I put down in my book of long ago
for all to know you are mine
with many of my kind,
This world is so blind
they cannot see what love means
I need you to stand up for what is true
that would be my love for You.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The light in your eyes
is starting to fade away
just like night into day,
Your words cut deep within
my heart like a bladed glass
I try so hard to keep up a good
a front that nothing is wrong
But inside my head and my heart
is remembering every nasty word you ever said,
You are constantly fighting with me
who's right and Who's wrong
what a said way this is going,
As soon as I start to feel I can
grasp for the air you start it up all over again
head to let this pain run
Now I have too accepted that you are
now long gone with someone new
I had enough of the blues,
The taste of happiness has faded
to another place was the silence made Home  
this feeling that hunts at me I must scream,
I feel the cuts that eat at my soul
I hold on to myself looking around
our old cold has beaten down the room,
I started having visions
that captive within myself  
feels as if someone pulling the rug
out from me,
Oh, I cannot breathe  
Please, someone, help me
I fall off my feet onto my face
my heart does feel a beat
I had been cut too deep,
I don't want to give up  
but this is too ruff for me
to handle all on my own
You left me with all the blames
and so much pain that won't go away
This is killing me slowly within
Am holding it all in
how much can one person take
I try with all my might to let it all end,
Why darkness tries so hard to make it's
way end another time at my mind
fall over me the cloud of gray,
When death has taken its course
this is not who I'm supposed to be  
I always try to remain bright
in the love of my God,
But this time my heart holds glimmering
dark stones of You and I of all the wrongs  
Light of a lost souls
I must get my feeling back right,
I call on you my God Jehovah
to let me run free until I have finely found me  
I am asking you, my God, to help me please,
dust me off from all my sinful ways
let me see brighter days to run in the race.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

we have a story to tell when it comes to us
we wove through some hard times
that had truly made us cry
The Ink on the poet’s sheet
has been smeared with so many tears
The hands that rip the page of poetry  
will find the senseless Love
that was ever written
Come, come forth into the light
you will find our famous lines
of a Love that died
Come forth into the light
and let Nature of the poet’s handwriting
let my words of long ago teach your
weeping soul
My senseless Love
the Ink is poured on poet’s paper
for thousands to hold our words
in the Lovers mind of all times of you and I
Love never dyes
its words will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

So, beautiful you are
in the field of wilds flowers
you are a common flower
you brighten up the field
with your beautiful gold
You brighten the days of a lover’s eyes
you are a flower of many
But you are your own beauty
You are the beauty of age
So, thin and small rich in color
you rob the lover’s hearts
You are the beauty
even when dust makes its way in
you stand out among the wild
in the fields, you glow
You are the art of the painter’s eyes
the meadows deep shadows on the graze
the painter paints away at your beauty
of gold swaying, back and forth
You are the beauty
among all the wildflowers
you sprinkle your love
around the drake’s old tree  
You beautified the land
You are my childhood flower
my eyes had always desired
I had to pick you and take you home
to lighten up the place.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I swig my spirits up on high
I hold on to love like a silk white dove,
I maintain holding on to Jehovah's name.
the night grew longer
the heart is growing founder
into a deep sleep, slowly sink.
the darkness closes around my eyes
I start to dream of Paradise
I felt like a beautiful bride standing in the light,
deeper and deeper I become deeper in love,
I see the faces of my own beloved.
I cry out with joy
holding on to my young of my lost
a little boy
a little girl
all the old I have known of long ago
my dad
my brother
my grandson Jesse
my little girl Hope
said I am glad you made it home
Oh, how my heart jump with happiness,
beautiful colors of shaded green
beautiful blue sky
everything nice to my eyes
so vivid
so bold
but never cold
the images dance and swirl around with glory
doves flying around me
quickly  I run with all my loved ones
before my time is finally done
I held each and every one
I have given my love
now it was time for me to wake up.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I told him to move on
don't wait for me,
I don't want you to,
He said I'll wait for you forever,
I can't ask you to do that,
be happy, live your life,
give your heart to someone else
So, they can give you there's,
I didn't love you the right way
So, that's probably fair,
He said there's only room for you,
I'll wait if I must
because you are worth the wait,
as much as I want to believe him I can't,
there's no guarantee
that we'll be together again,
So, I can't tell you to wait,
that’s selfish of me,
move on with your life,
don't worry about me,
I'm still thinking of you just to let you know,
my heart still beats for you,
I love you,
I got to let you go,
one more thing
that question that you asked me,
did I think you were the one?
Yea I did
like I said time will tell,
If it happens then it happens.
you know who you are.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Where my love would you like me to go,
In a world that is way too cold for my soul,
You left me out to bleed for all to see,
in the threads of my being,
You are no longer who I thought you once were,
You are something that makes me scream,
I walk alone upon the snow,
by your throne, you call home,
in ripple tears, you gave me tears,
Winter is stronger these day’s
the snow is all over the place,
But I keep my faith,
even in this darkened place,
I sit on a bench at the park
thinking long and hard,
watching the snowflakes fall,
on wet grounds,
I could hear that old crying wind
calling at me again, to a sad state of mind,
of you and I, where you always made me cry,
you are toxic to my mind,
the thoughts of you give so many pains,
Oh, how you tried to make me lose faith
in what I know is right in Gods eyes,
you did me so wrong, made life a toxic waste,
You trashed my name,
you have beaten down my faith,
you always made me bleed
like the pouring sea,
Oh, how I feel I can no longer breathe,
Lost in so much puzzlement about
What it is you’re going to do next,

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You hold the season of autumn in my eyes
in the mists of mellow of love,
You are the fruit of my soul
Your love I will never let go,
I had always heard that one day
love would come my way,
I thought Love was only for dreamers
oh, beautiful maturing sun
You have shone upon the land,
you came and given me Love
From far right down into my heart,
you gave me the autumn leaves
loaded with blessings that make the heart sing
with the flowers and the bees
that ripples away all my gray,
you made everything so sweet
Oh, true love
you are everything my heart desires,
you, my love,
quenched of the burning fire of my heart
among autumn leaves,
making dreams with you.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, beautiful morning how I love you
I pour my coffee set at my desk
making a big mess
Looking at my notebook
ready to start my day
my pen is uncapped
My eyes are gazing at the blank pages
of true mystery that my brain will
set the ink to write what my heart bleeds
for all to read that comes from me
to a world of a poetic mind,

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Black Seed of torment
the haunter of dreams
Looking for lost souls
scatter its seed around the land
among the rich harvest of the good
The Black Seeds,
digs deep in their own decay
Dark Angels' eyes
when he turns to look at me
are like two empty mirrors,
I didn't find myself in them
only the dark of the weeping
He doesn't speak or gesture
He never follows when
I run from the dark rooms
He provokes me in his silence,
He seems to look at me without a care
he brings so much fear
He stares deep in the night
like he is lost in another time
I had always been afraid of his kind
I grew afraid of the dark
Because Dark Angel left his mark
I know in my heart
he will always be a big part of me
we are inseparable from each other
we are like the changing wind
Lost in a shipwreck of time
he is always on my mind
Black Seed is he, eating away at me.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Autumn leaves is where you left me to bleed,
the bloodstain of my bleeding heart
on every leaf that falls from a tree
autumn will always remember me
love truly has cut me deep,

So, I figured it out,
I was high and low and everything in between
when it came to you and me
You were wicked and wild
I know what you meant to me
with time pages were turned
Something went wrong in this old love,

It became a place of darkness
where the hearts turn cold,
You made a deal with the devil for an empty Life
You are an angel looking through the eyes of darkness
It was you that cut my heart into pieces,

It's all because of you wanting to go back into old ways
You are the reason why Autumn will never forget me
because my blood is on every leaf
You are the reason I wake up,
Each day with tears in my eyes,

through the night the old darken winds hold my screams
You are the reason my heart bleeds
the reason for autumn stained leaves
In the middle of the night, the world hears my cry
I want to ground with the falling tears of rain,

No more running around spinning my wheel
You came out of my dream and made it real
I know what I feel
It's you that my heart bleeds out all your lies
It's all because of you that my life is confusing
You are the reason for autumn leaves,

the reason I wake up with pain in my heart
You are the misery of anger
You are the one who put the spell on me
now autumn leaves will never be the same
because they are colored with my bloodstains.

  Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tonight on the rainy street  
I saw a man looking at me,
love strive nor weep is what  
he said to me,
love only sleep when we dream
what is so wild as words can be,
I and thou in a debate,  
as a bird without a nest,
see the creature stalking
while we speak,
that is me watching you in my head
Is what the man said;
Hush and hide the talking of the night,
It's been too many nights of being without
love in my life,
Two years had been too long when you  
told me to move on,
I started to walk away as he told me to stay  
hear what he had to say,
with a charm be a man of old the one to hold  
the one who gives his soul to the love he craves  
with his arms he takes hold
and won’t let me go,
The rain is coming down why he is holding me  
down to the grown,
teach me, please
what makes you run from me,
I will speak thy speech of love,
laying flesh sweet to my spirit in the hands.
must a little weep, Love, (Foolish me!)
so, fall asleep, my Love with me.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even has broken my wings,
''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,
he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,
He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,
He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and calls me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger,
Dark Angel broke my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,
He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darkened world,
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,
My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,
Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,
I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say, my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,
I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I'm tired of dreaming and empty promises  
I think I shall never see brighter days;
I'm through with trying.
I am so tired of your lying
and your cheating ways,
The moon that once shined in my eyes have died
In the darkness you give,
I'm tired of living, yet scared of dying.
crying is my friend
when our love did a worldwide,  
maybe things are crazy,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
against the earth sweet flowing of love
of long ago you once held my soul,
I bet you think that it's been fun
sending my heart on the run,
you never thought I'd turn away.
you never believed you'd see this day.
a tree that looks up at heaven all day,
and lifts her leafy arms to pray
leaving behind all I know
changing it all as I must go,
and grow like the tree that its roots dig deep,
faint hands will row your outward appearance,
But the inwards will grow with the faith of love,  
Knowledge of love open my eyes,
I left behind the love of my life,  
that killed my heart with the heat of the night,
let me live, unseen, unknown;
let me die with love in my heart for Jehovah God,
let me live the way of faith without hate,
winter fire is now a summer desire.


Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He is a clown with a big nose that is round
He has a big sad frown
that could almost touch the ground,
His cheeks are rosy nice and pink
with a heart that sinks down deep,

He has the eyes that sparkle in the night wind,
He sits alone crying about
what was and what didn't come
This old dark world put this clowns heart on the run,

His old shoes are so big that all his tears fall in,
His costume be perm pressed,
His old heart overflown with sadness,
every time he walks around
everyone makes a fuss over the way he looks
the way he dressed
Oh, his life is a big mess,

His face is painted with heartaches,
He holds his head down low holding balloons for the show
children run to greet him will hast on their face,
Wherever he may go his life is one big show,

When it comes to love he just bleeds
with the heartaches of long ago,
despite all he has been through,

He walks alone holding on to his broken heart
hoping one day it will mend and be set free
Where he can breathe, and start living again.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Green is the deep color of the sea,
Where far away thoughts are made,
Green is the eyes of Moonlight,
Her eyes changed with her moods
Just like the ancient moon,

Green is the color of many ancient books,
That poets write their famous lines,
In the green wood’s, where ravens fly
Where the grass is forever green,
Where lovers make their dreams,

Green is the frog that jumps on the lilies pads
that are floating on the pound,
Green is the sea moss
at the end of the sea banks,

Green is the color we all love to see
Green is the land where the queen takes her stand
Green is many things
even in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I proceeded to have these darken dreams
I remember that old sad night I made you cry
I had always wanted to say I am sorry
But you just walked away with anger in your eyes,
I had been wondering did your feelings change
after all these years?

As I sleep I fall deep within a darken dream
I hear a very loud voice
crying out to me on darkening seas
saying you would like to go over the pains
that is when it started to rain,

You tell me time can heal but your heart
but mine hasn't maned
dark cuts remain deep inside my soul
I have thought about all the things we once did
who we were when it came to Love,

we were so young thinking love would never end
but that is only a lie to pass on in time,
The voice in my dream kept talking to me
I can still feel the love we once had,

but I feel more pain knowing you left me
my world fell deep right at my feet,
so, I will haunt you in your dreams
even if we are millions of miles apart
you cut my heart as the voice had end
I have woken up in tears again.

Judy Emery © 1987
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I cried last night why you were on the phone
I cried this morning when I had let you go
this night you, I cried out of my mind,
I wrapped myself in misery and sat alone in the dark
holding the other part of my heart of the unknown  
feeling my despair and loneliness.
I know this was for the best you just don't know this yet  
take note of this I don't want to be in love yet,
I don't want a marriage
yet that will be so many regrets for me,
You must know never to put your heart on hold.
move on please and let me go!
today I have not been acting my usual self you see  
my heart is finely free that is what my heart needs,
the universe is vast in love,
I am in the void of loneliness,  
I do set and look at the stars thinking about where you are,
Paris is where my heart wanted to be.
But given my all to just one, it set my heart on run,
I am still young not ready for that yet,
I can handle love to a degree,
But my heart needs to love freely,
I am used to being alone with a big world
around me I cold home,
I 'm just starting to find me,  
I know I am in my forties but my heart is still young  
And it wants to move on,
I gave my all to others very young in life,
I learned how to let others walk all over me
let them live out my dreams.
But not this time I started learning how to love me
and live out my own life  
learning to find me and setting out my own dreams,
Then when my heart is ready for love it will be on easy,  
I don't want to be alone tonight but this is life,
I had made loneliness my best friend.  
I realized that I am where I need to be and that is free,
I would call to Paris but I know not!
the key to a semi-happy life is simply not for me.
I need sufficient distraction of true happiness
that's when I found me.
balance of passion and love and energy I already had it,
so, I distracted myself,
shook off all my pains that others gave  
I just walked away and find my world for me to being.
my gravity pulling sadness to happiness.
I learn to love me and live my own life
and set my heart free.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If I could open my heart up to you like a book
I would try to make that book as hard as it could be
Just too where you would never forget me,
I could tell you about all the things I Love,
I will tell you about all the things
that makes me sad
But I won’t because that is not the way
I want things to be,
I could dance all night
with you under that beautiful moon,
But That would mean I like you
and want to let you like me to
But that would make things too easy for you,
I could tell you if I wanted to,
But that would be no fun so please read on
could you Love someone you could never truly know?
could you spend your whole life reading a book?
I could only tell you this,
dreams are made for dreamers,
and Love is made for the
ones that are ready to give there all.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I can feel the autumn breeze
In this lonely night,
Oh, I can still feel the coldness
In your silence,
Even when the Years kept move,
leaves kept falling,
My heart still is broken and hollowed,
I’ve been waiting for the moment
To face you again,
The moment to break your silence,
The time where you must face me
Like I had to face you,
I try so hard to leave those
old memories behind me,
but somehow this darken past
has a way of coming back,
I can feel your coldness coming in the air,
I can feel you standing near,
I feel this old pains coming like a hurricane,
Oh, I’m feeling I am drowning
In this abuse of you,
Oh, how I remember everything,
I’ve seen your face at my door,
I have seen your eyes in all my dreams,
I could hear your voice in every storm,
While I start to scream,
Sometimes I had to ask myself
If you remember who I am,
I could feel the wonder in the thunder
While this cold silence in the air
touched my skin,
I remember everything you have done
You have beaten me down, so far down
I never thought I would ever be able
to pick me up,
I could see the anger in your eyes
every night I go to sleep,
You think you have won this fight
by putting my life on the run,
I could never move on,
But one day I will,
But what you don’t know
could never hurt you,
but one day someone is going to hurt you
the same way you hurt me,
soon you will find that old grin
will be swept off your face, you are a beast
A big mistake, I ever made,
I can feel it all will come to its end,
But until then, I will keep feeling
Apart of me bleeding
Just the way you left me,

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I walk along the edge of the sea.
I found a bottle next to my feet,
all that was in this ancient bottle
was the tears of the sea that came to me
in darken dreams
where so much rain
poured like the madness of angels going insane.
then I heard a voice crying out to me
I ‘m going to bring you down,
to your knees,
as you will beg and plead
for the pains to end...
I’m going to make you cry
you will feel your about to die
You’re going to feel the power of me,
I'm going to watch you bleed.
I'm going to break you down
just wait and see,
you're never going to forget me
your tears will be your weakness
I will bottle them up
and you will drink from the cup
that holds many dreams
you will always hear the screams,
I will forever make you bleed
because I holding the key
to you and these darken dream,
that is when I started to scream,
Is when I looked back down at the
a bottle full of rain,
I started to understand it was my tears,
I have been here before.
Dark Angel moves along the beaten path,
Moonlight nothing truly ever last,
he started to tell me more lies,
turning my world upside down,
do you my dear feel my pain?
can you understand the rain?
In my world of darken dreams
Things are never what they seem to be,
I need you to feel me holding you,
I need you to believe in fears,
come lay your heart in my hands,
I want you to breath in all my darkness,
then he whispered in my ears,
Come, let’s take this dance on the sand,
let me bottle up your tears
that you had cried all those years
come to me my dear
I will give you more fears.
Come, to me Moonlight, I will give
You are so much more mystery.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I sit in the stillness
my heart is filled
you, my Lord,
gave me reason
to keep on living
and forgiving.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Leaves Falling Off Trees

When the leaves fall from the trees
I start to think of you and me,
The sun moved upon on the land
In a gentle kind of way,
My emotions are getting stronger
While the pains made way,

I remembered how we dance around
On those wet autumn leaves,
We laugh so happily,
We felt the wind creeping upon our skin,
We watch all the colored leaves fall
in their own beauty,

with time our lives started growing colder,
you started acting bolder,
the words of love never really came up
because we fought too much
about the little stuff,

The day became shorter, and the nights
seem to last longer in rage,
the ground outside is white
the trees are frozen like we,
the freezing wind rolling around again,

I would set alone crying so much
My tears would fall
like the leaves of autumn,
all our desire left that year,
when you gave me all that fear,

the beauty of our love, left that year
in a storm of rage,
darkness returned to me on those
days of falling leaves,
on those cold dark nights
I could see the lighting strike,

across the sea of you and me
into a world of darken dreams,
the old ancient moon hanged around
in that sad late June,
the rain would fall like teardrops
with our names on them,

while the summer fading into fall,
my heart broke just a little more,
winter made its way at my door,
I could still hear your voice
ragging war,

Poetic Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Ebola a virus going around killing the towns
of all kind of clowns hoping to be found before
going to the ground,

A viral infection cutting deep in the intestine
with more viral hemorrhagic high fever piercing
at lives the young and the old hanging to hope,

But now not only was one being found to pass this deadly
virus around, we have hundred to be found
treasured ones struck down,

Contagious lies that are eating away at USA lives
With death and no love Fly back to us,
By the joy of a clown made its round to be crown
To the Ebola Virus to be passed around,

A touch of grace must take place by a gentle dove
from heaven above through a plastic glove,
While in our land we see today another virus spreading,
Killing the babes,

More deadly in the soul that makes the body ****** and cold
Asking God to please take control of this pain they never known,
This is deeper and so severe penetrating on more fear,

'Why bring Ebola home to the ones you love, To a place
You call home? '' Though you Oh God stump this sickness
By your grace will not be *******.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Not too long ago,
I did write my famous lines
the power of my pains
did bring more rain to all who reads
my heartfelt words
that I had written down
in my own bloodstain ink,
my words are strong a
yet very deep like the sea
it holds things of long ago
it talks about the pains of yesterdays
I had never denied
my tears for all to hear,
they fall into the cup for all to drink
that will run deep
into your veins while you dream
all about me,
darken dreams will make you feel
you are going to die in a hateful ride
in another time of long ago,
You will scream out so much pain
but no one will ever hear a thing
my pains will arise in everyone’s eyes
that sees me dancing around
in the cold September storm,
to all those who read about me
you will hear the cries
of the foreign tongues
of a mockery of darkening time
that cuts away at the mind.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I can see the anger in his eyes
staring right into mine,
telling me all kinds of lies
it was late in October
When I thought, my nightmare was over,
Oh, how I cried with my baby ******* my hips,
I was shattered, broken into many pieces,
Wounded in abuse, young and confused
not knowing what to do,
I had no family or even friends,
So, this old battle didn’t have an end,
he called this love, I just die a little more
each time I heard his words,
I was trapped in this way of life,
I had to take more abuse,
because I became a mother of four,
I cried in the night where the kids never hear me,
my spirit was ready to fly away,
but I know I must stay, it’s the only way,
my babies were very young and so was I
with no one by my side,
Tonight, like every night, it rains more pains
came pouring down like no other night,
the thunder didn't get in the way of his voice
he throws words at me that are so sharp  
forced its way into another night of fright,
ravens on the treetops wrapped around in wonder
as he looks at me, while I was bleeding on the floor,
the leaves were falling while my heart was dropping,
just to watch what we once had gone up in smoke,
I demand power over my own life,
I never ask for my abuser's help,
his anger is like a fire that burned even in the rain,
Then a woman stands in my way telling me lies,
she said she was going to put a spell on me,
there is nothing I could do,
I come to give you good advice,
even when things aren't nice,
then she put in my hand a black rose
that turn to dust,
then she was gone like a sad song,
in the rush of wind,
I fell to the ground and started weeping on my knees,
trying to pick up the broken pieces of me.

Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What happens to the people?
Why do they act as they do,
they bow their heads like they
are very confused,
the pain that holds in their eyes
make me want to cry, passionless is you
Oh, Darken Angel,
To me your words are pointless
but to the slaves,
your words are everything,
when you make, I cry?
You love to see me die,
But you keep me close to you
Afraid to let me fly,
I know there aren't many things
I could ever do,
to make you feel the pains you
given me and the slaves,
Because I can truly say,
You know pain,
that old ancient day
has cut you deep that you can’t
see what you are doing to me,
Someone had taken your heart,
but has never truly set you free,
so, you are given me the pains
that someone else given you,
when you hurt me so badly,
you make me feel I'm going to die,
oh, why do you like to see me cry?
You love to watch me bleed,
but deep within me
I’m still very strong,
even when you gave me the pains
of your past,
you broke me down like glass.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I would hear you say,
while you are scratching at my heart,
if you are lost you will find me,
I will be waiting when you fall,
I will catch every tear that drops,
I could see your eyes looking at me,
while wolves are standing all around,
everything I do or say,
they would have looked my way,
more tears fall like raindrops,
lying in my bed, hearing the old clock
going tick-tock down the hall,
while memories make it's way back to me,
I could see you walking up the stars,
Oh, how that had given me a scare,
I started feeling all that fear,
walking slowly in my mind,
your voice comes to me again,
taunting me all over again,
Oh, mountains and changes
With lost self-worth,
you are dragging me down through time,
where the hollow hall of us, keep coming back,
With time your face starts to fade,
darkness and lies eat away in my mind,
that turned my life in gray,
I looked out my bedroom window,
While old memories start coming my way,
Where secrets were once made,
Stolen thought drum deep within my mind,
while the pain started coming back inside
my broken heart, everywhere I go,
I feel you are near me. You fear me.
You are out to possess me,
While you walk around with wolves
on mossy grounds, that are forbidden in
the world of truth.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You think it’s easy to change,
You think you know everything about me,
But really you don’t,

At times, I feel like I lost my life,
in a death like way,
yet alive feeling all that pain you gave,

Your words are like stones you beaten me down,
You tell me I need to change in your ways,
I say no thanks, I pass, so why keep bothering
me with all of this?

Why, put your hooks in my life,
It must be a nasty old habit, you need to change,
This I did say, we always seem to fight,
Like two battleships, ready to sink,

Oh, your threaded words of lies,
you given to me in darken dreams,
I looked skywards into the grey,
While I see, the moon looking gloom,

The air is chilled, my body is aching
While my heart is breaking,
in changes, you are making for me,
damaged cut deep where all I do is weep,

echoes of the night bring on fright,
flashbacks come to me like lighting,
to that old bloodstain glass of my past,
poison is you who keeps eating away at me,
invisible by day,
but into my nights you creep into my dreams,

I feel suffocated,
like you have a pillow over my face,
I am alive yet feel so dead,
While You keep messing with my head,
With harsh glaring eyes,

Stories will be made about us,
While everyone is trying to pieces all my pains
to make a change. But all they will find
will be more rain.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The moon is lit and the stars are glinting
the Wed of the night is singing
Shatters scatter of hopes and dreams.

The Queen of fatal beauty sings to the moon
dancing around to the lite midnight sky
singing on high.

Love holds my thoughts
wishes are to be made, on this summer’s night
stars dancing around for wishes to be found.

Dispels the light of the sleepy eyes
darkness is where the dreams to be made
morning is a new page, of the breaking of the day.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What makes me scream
is darken dreams
cold winds hollowing in the night
that gives me a chilled fright
in the dark forest
as many different eyes
that keeps sight
the naked skies of summer are gone
winter is taken on a run
the dead sleeps in silence
but the living is being hunted
by he who gives darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery