Today I walked alone in the park
Thinking of all the memory's
Of you and me
in summers breeze,
Oh, how I wish you were still with me.
If I can help another heart to mead
I would tell them our story
to open one's eyes
about what Love can really bring
From breaking up
to making Love
I would tell them to never give up on Love.
Life isn't a game
Life is a true gift from God
Love is another gift God gives
not everyone will find Love
But if you know God
then you know Love
You have to learn from love
even when the heartaches
from Love to death
just do your very best.
this light that shines on the pond
In the park is like a glimpse of your love
You have been always so smart and true
I will always love you
I loved it when we use to walk in the park
holding the hands of each other
looking at the beautiful  flowers
and all the colored trees with changing leaves,
the leaves of the red and green and bright yellow
will always bring me back to you
I miss the way you sang to me
under that old midnight sky
holding on to me very tight
making wishes upon the stars
while the moon shines so bright
I know so much about Love
because God had sent me you
even now that you are in your rest bed
my heart is still with you.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Belied is what I hide behind my eyes
or my own inner sensitivities ;
trapped is I.
Oh, how I do cry most of the time
trying to get you off my mind,
You caged me up like a bird
you had taken my freedom from me
and locked me away in darken dreams
you had never been easy on me
even the sea agrees with me,
Oh, the lonely moon I see you
hanging so low with no hope ;
I understand so clearly
I am feeling your pains
waiting to be set free
from darkening dreams of he,
Oh, look at me :
I am so lost in the dark of the unknown places
looked down on from all enemies
they just love to see me bleed out like the sea
they always have something bad to say
they twisted my words and make so many lies,
Oh, you Dark Angel hold the key
of me that makes me weep ;
Who would ever believe you were with me
Others had always looked down on you
but when it comes to me
I was always the beauty you craved
so you needed me to be broken
left out to bleed like you
just to feel all your hurt and pains others gave
You have given me your world of darkness
in pains of rains that don't go away.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just turn and look
and tell me what you see
he just moved along
like the winter breeze
Then he turns and said
I love to see you bleed
lost into darken dreams of me
I cried so ******* that winters night
he gave me so much fright
almost taken my mind
I had learned so much from him
but nothing of any good
you know he came from the hood
that is no manhood,
In his eyes, all you see is the dark side
nothing nice to see that comes from he
Dark Angel gives out a cough
then he takes his walk
he holds so much envy
for the light of what is right
the bullets of pride reach the sky
he holds no rhythm in his bones,
his life of the unknown is his home
his heart is dark and cold
holds no hope
but every September
he will always remember me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, how I ride the sea in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,
behind my ears
I did hear the sound of autumn winds
crying at me again,
Chains of my pains
held me down in a darkened room
when I move you can hear
the sounds of my fears
when Dark Angel comes near,
Clank of my chains
sounds like howling bells of hell
in a storm of rain of my pains
while I cry day and night
for freedom to come,
Guinevere of my body
the throbbing of my knotted hands
that still move the pen
in my own bloodstain ink
for all to read about me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there were no sad tears,

I had written to you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burns the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desires
made long-lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had to write out some of my most famous lines
praying one day you would have read them all
but autumn moved along
like an old sad song
Oh, how I have been doing my crying
just praying one day this old pain would end,
while the years moving along
my emotions had stayed the same
my heart feels the thunder pains and rains
of our breakup of long ago
but that doesn't change a thing
I know I had written over thousands of times
just writing out my pains
in blood stein ink
for the world to read about you and me,
while my heart bled out like the sea
I had been trying to get past you
but no matter how hard I try
you come back to my mind
Oh .....another time
while others come along just to take
on all the famous lines that I write to you
they try so hard to stop me from writing to you,
They even go as far as trying to be me
but all know who's words are writing
who're pains are crying out
for this old world to see
for the world to read
my bloodstain ink
of all my  pains
you had left me in .......,
At times I miss you
oh how I bleed out every time September
made its way around another time
while old memories keep eating away at my mind
breaking down my heart over and over with time
but then at times, I feel that thunderstorm
making its way with on end,
Oh, every day my world is gray
and every night I cry about you
I dream my dreams of pains
If you only have known what I truly feel inside my mind
on the side of my heart
just maybe you would face me
and tell me you are sorry for what you did.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I can tell from your eyes
you had a sad lonely night
you must have been doing some thinking
but I had to wonder was it about me?
I know how the world
can put a lot upon us
I know that we had ended some time ago
but I still think about the times we had
all the good and the bad,
Sometimes I hunger for you touch
that was something I missed so much
at times when the wind blows
I can almost feel you touching my skin
but that was way back then,
Love is something
my heart yearn so strongly for
but yours was not able to do that
I can still see the sadness in your eyes
when it was time to say our goodbyes,
But now that the years are passing
this old pain is lasting
but this you will never know
because you are long gone
I wanted so much
to be a that big part of your life,
But that was way before
I had known you had a wife
So with time, I kept you on my mind
praying you are having a good life
but you cut mine deep
into that stormy night
we had to say our goodbyes
Oh, how you cut me deep
left me out to bleed.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

"What is some did not believe?
shall their unbelief make the faith of God
without effect?
God forbid: yea, let God be true,
but every man a liar;
as it is written,
That thou mightest be justified in thy saying."

-ROMANS 3:3,4.

I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A cup of coffee to start my day
the cool breeze weathers deep
into my soul of long ago ...

My mind tells me not today
we are going to have a brighter day
while I sip on another cup...

Oh, how I am starting to wake up
I have a smile upon my face
and now I am ready to start my day
thank you, Coffee
I will always need you.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I was just your little girl
I always had around me
was malicious people
always jealous of my beauty
thy would go around town
talking all kinds of trash
they would call me names
just to make them feel good
what a shame to casting all kinds of blames,
When I had got older
I was much stronger
and I stood up for myself
I started remembering all their names
that had given me so many pains
but I never cast any hate their way
because they had to see their own self in the mirror
and face their own fears each and every day
their old friends just linked together
making all kinds of trouble in that old small town
but I never let them burst my bubble
no way will I let them bring me down
into their own shame of lies
I have my own life
I've seen so many things that have given me
darken dreams of pains you would never believe
rains of sorrow that has no end
my life became so gray on that cold September day
by the time December made its way
I felt I was in a grave
I had lost my faith when it comes to love
I come to that old garden of pains
and that is where my heart stayed
around me are falling leaves of memories
that withered deep within my mind
this pain moved deeper and deeper in my heart
I felt I could no longer breath
when I start to think about the loss of my loved ones
It became hard for me to move on in my life
but then I start to think about those malicious people
and I started to think
where they in pain too?
is that why they act the way they do.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark
it is a long fall of them all
down I go where no one knows
this is how the old story goes,
Dark Angel is always near
holding so much anger and fear
while he calls me his sweet darling
but you can see all his guilt and lies
deep within his eyes ...
He keeps me broken
I am always hoping for peace
my door did linger
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
in darken dreams, it always rains for me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

THE BLACK MAGIC WOMAN
This old lady they call Black Magic woman was knitting something almost like she was making clothing for a doll, just watching her with many kinds of needles made my heart almost stop. Brutus pushed Moonlight saying:

"Moonlight, don't talk like that, you know she has it out for you, she is very evil and most of all she is friends with your biggest enemy."

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The night was cold
the stars are out
but my heart was sinking fast
while I started thinking about the past
it was autumn when the pains started
the cold wind calling me again,
I could see the pains you gave me
in the cold silence the old velvet moon
hung low in gloom ;
the autumn leaves drooping down
just like the cold breeze,
The stars lite up the sky
while my pains were cutting deep within me
I felt I could no longer breath
every time your memory comes to me
Oh, autumn wind your anger
is making a wild storm
that is brought on panic
that brings Dark Angel near,
Oh, this pain comes to me like a whisper
deep into the autumn night
given me so much fright
broken is my spirit
but to you, Dark Angel was only an item
you put a spell upon the autumn wind
just to whisper your fits of anger time and time again.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If you only knew what pains
I have been through in life
just maybe you would understand
but by the expression upon your face
I can see you are not listening to me,
I see the anger moving along your eyes
and the demons running through your veins
you don't care about my pains
you love to give me blame and more shame
you bring on the rain,
you sink into the shadows of my mind
another time in my life;
you are living a thief that sinks into the night
just to bring on more fright ;
you don't play nice
you sink into the minds of those who dream
you love to make them scream,
in the back of my mind
I see the signs of all your lies
deep into your eyes
you cry out in anger
making thunder all over the land
deep into a painful sky
casting evil all over the sea of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, here you go again
talking about your sins ;
you put in my head
a picture of the dead
you betrayed me in every way,
He only moved on for a little while
just to make me think I am free
just for all to take their eyes off of him
but anyone knows how this old story goes
Dark Angel hasn't forgotten me
he is only playing nice and neat
just to trap me where others couldn't see,
But his old voice is making lots of thunder
casting his anger out upon seas over me
he is craving my touch he loved so much
hungering for a kiss he will never get
that makes him hiss like a .....!
His anger is burning stronger
like a wildfire that is burning up
whatever happiness that comes his way,
He makes others think he is doing okay
he stands up bold out in the cold
with a fake smile upon his face
with a wink coming from his right eye
but everyone can see he is lying
because deep within he is crying to be with me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery