I stand on high most of the time
when others read about me
who speaks of my words aloud
for others to hear and see,
I know my words can be so dark
but never let them stumble you
this is my own written words
that cuts deep into my soul
that burns me to the core
of the red sea that bleeds,
What are words if you cannot use them?
what are dreams if you cannot dream them?
I was a child some time ago
holding the pains of yesterdays
in the kingdom of broken dreams
I had lost many things
most of my life I felt the rain
Love was once strong halfway into my life
but then that one had died
darken paths was handed down to me
like the old crying sea
the velvet moon became a silent friend
even to my very end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The valleys are now withered
the days are colder
the mind is bolder
to the holder
the last rose of summer
had fallen to the garden of time
the blooms of color
lost their luster of beauty
the leaves are all on the ground
the wind blows them around
making all kinds of sounds
I remember a place
where I once use to swing
it was a beautiful thing
in late spring
when love was with me
when life was going bright
but that had all faded away
now all I have is the memories.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Turn around
Look at me while I cry
this is what you had done to my life;
can you see me falling apart?
I'm riding the blood ties
of your darken life
a life you passed down to me
a life I never agreed
you are so mean
get away from me
I know I am what you need,
but you are no part of me
you are something
that has been loosed
upon the world
something cold with no heart
you are the shadows of dreams
that bring so many pains
I see in your eyes
a place that isn't nice,
I still the old rattling of your voice
your breath of death
yet you say you love me:
but all I hear are lies.
You say you have won
you say you you know
what is I think
that I will be done with Love
as long as you are around
Broken you say
lies you  bring
in darken dreams
I'll bow to the ground
just to be bound, and never to be found
I will be traveling through your thoughts
a place I never want to be
a place that brings darken dreams
you keep me on the edge
while I pray to be removed from you.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sleep, my pretty queen ;
Dark Angel would whisper to me
let your mind travel like old times
never get me out of your mind,
trouble times will always be
when  you're with me
I will never let you go
music, the art of my heart
blood ink will always be
for others to read
about you and me,
Sleep, my queen
while the night enfolds
what it knows
let winter kiss at your skin
let me come on in
let me rhyme my words out to you
I will always keep you on confused
because I had put a spell on you
write down all your pains
Oh, my love let it rain
Dark Angel keeps on whispering
in my mind on another winter night.

  Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

On Holy Grounds
Loyal souls are upon the land
among the blind
that dance with time
the earth began to
shake and rock
the mountains themselves
became very agitated
the lost sheep of the field
they had fallen down
upon the holy ground
the eyes of the lost sheep
became open for the world to see
God is standing among these
they moved upon the ground
on bidden knees
asking God to forgive them
for all their deeds
God washed them clean

  Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I do not like the way I feel
I don't like the state of mind
that I am in I feel the bitterness
the coldness emptiness
of his darkness
querulous of mind
thoughts of the unkind
hate is always at my door
leaving me among a life of the poor
I do not yearn for false love
I don't look down on the homeless
but I do dread the dawn's
that holds no light
I do stand up and fight
for what I know is right
I hate to go to bed
because that is where I will sleep
that is where I weep
I have bad dreams of he
Dark Angel never gives me peace
all he gives is darken dreams
that makes me scream
he gives me a world of darkness
a place that always makes me cry
he seems to never leave my side
I feel so disillusioned
my heart holds nothing
but my mind holds all things
my eyes hold visions of time
I am not sick
but I feel sick
dreams are shoots in my mind
like fireworks of hell
my soul is crushed
spirit weak and lost
body sore
I don't like me anymore
I don't like what I had become
with a heart always on the run
this dark life is no fun.


Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I  stood tall as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without many fuses
silence flew into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself in the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, I should ride the sea
of many dreams ;
I will listen to the roaring
pains the wind will make
I will drink in the drink
that Dark Angel gave
just for me to take the rain
on those sad autumn days.
Behind my ear
I could hear the whispers
of the captivity of many
Oh, I should dance and laugh
because I will never truly give in
this will never be how this story ends,
I will stand tall
like the might tower
I will hold that power
But until then
I will see darken dreams
that holds power over me
oh, how I can hear the howls of the
crying storms that come my way
Oh, how I laugh and dance
among many out in the cold pouring rain,
I could feel cold chains
wile I take in another drink
oh, how my spirit sinks
with throbbing knotted hands
touch me like the cold winters breeze
oh, Why do you like to see me bleed?
Why do you sway over me
just to give me darken dreams?
I will stroll beyond ancient bounds
chain me up and let’s dance
into this cold darken dream you give me.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It's sad that people act so bad
you can see in their eyes
Insecurities
They walk around like they
have a hole in their heart
like someone has cut them deep
Oh, no are they in my dreams?
I looked at them
I just wanted to touch them
just to see if they are asleep
but then I just let things be
I can see they are
lost into darken dreams
right along with me
what does this mean?
I run my fingers up along the walls
down the halls
hoping no one is following me
sometimes I could feel
that old coldness
that stands always near
given so much fear
this time I know
something is going so wrong
I feel the heaviness
on my bare feet
then a voice comes out of the unknown
saying, I won't tell your secrets
your secrets are safe with me
you're my friend
who walks with me in this pain
I watched you all the times
you had fallen
enemies are always at the door
But I will always protect you if I can.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I've made a home in this darkness
I didn't want to be heard
but I am
I walked alone in the cold
I walked in the rain of time
I had no one to hold
to keep me warm
I stand alone
but I stand bold
to the one that keeps my heart on a cold
who cuts at my mind most of the time
I have seen many places
many faces
I always hear the screams
I feel the pains
on those cold winter days
the hollow night
that makes me cry
I  would always see a pale moon
hanging down in gloom
Far, far away in late June
Valleys and Lilly's
look so pretty to me
but when the cold winter air
comes along like a sad song
all the beautiful leaves the land
and fear takes another stand
I know Dark Angel is near
his eyes are always on me
he loves to watch me sleep
just to give me bad dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The highway runs for a ride of faith
Into the midnight moon is you
My God I seek,
I hold on to my faith  
Wheels go round and round  
You're on my mind all the way
Restless my hearts to you  
I sleep alone just to know you  
Are watching over me,
Sending all my love along to you  
In my prays I even cry upon your
Devin name Jehovah,
They say that the road is dark and  
So lonely and I must say they are
Right but I have you to talk to  
I hold on to my faith in you,
Right down the line, it's been you and me  
Oh Jehovah my God thank you for loving me
You stand by me day and night
I'm forever yours faithfully  
There is no other love like yours  
You are my everything  
I will always call out your name  
Jehovah is my love for life  
My God, my friend to the very end.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The light in your eyes is fading fast
Like a bladed glass,
I try to keep up a good front that
Nothing's wrong,
But inside my head and my heart
Are constantly fight who's right and
Who's wrong,
As soon as I feel I can grasp for air
And go ahead and let the pain's run
In, and accept that you are long gone
I can move along,
The taste of happiness has faded away
To another place and silence made home,
This feeling that I feel that is holding me
Captive within myself,
Feels as if someone pulls out the rug.
And I fall off my feet onto my face,
My heart does feel a beat.
And I have strong faith in you to see
Me through in Jehovah's name,
I don't want to give up, but this is too
Much pain that won't go away,
This is killing me slowly within why I
Am holding it all in,
But how much can one person take?
I try with all my might.
As darkness try's so hard to fall over
Me when death has taken its course,
This is not who I'm supposed to be.
I always try to remain bright in the love
Of Jehovah God ;
But this time my heart holds dimer
Light of lost life and I must get my
Feeling back right,
So I call on you Jehovah to let me run
Free until I have finely found me.
And now I am asking Jehovah God
To dust me off from all my sinful ways
And let me see brighter days to run
In the race.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

'' For the sea, comes many dreams;''
I hold on to everything in darken dreams
I keep sight too all that was never nice
Oh, how the hollow winds blow
in a world so cold.
For the workers that are in the field
holds the pains of hard times
that dance around in their minds,
I often wonder will life stay like this
will anyone ever be mist,
Invisible, magic plays around
into the night playing on the minds of the sleepers
Dark Angel is out casting his spells
just to give others Hell,
Oh, I hear the screams
coming around with the hollow winds,
People are walking around like rage dolls
like you see in old photographs in dreams,
drama always finds its way in this place
keep your eyes on all insight,
never let go of what you know
from long ago.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my girlhood all, I ever have seen
was the pains and rain of darken dreams
all I had ever known
was how to make it out on my own,
I made my mistakes
I walk the line
I see the dead
I see the blind of all times,
Oh, how my world had been darkened
I didn't have a mother or father
that was ever around
and when they where
The pains are to gain some more,
I lived a life of the poor
I had been born into a world
of true darkness;
a place that is never nice
I would always wonder what it was like
to be on the other side,
I am woman that is my right
I am beautifully made
that is my own rights to say
But in this darken place
envy eyes are always on me,
They talk so much badness
just to keep love away from me
where happiness could never find me
I got lost into darken dreams
that keeps me always on the edge
but I will never love my mind,
I will always keep my eyes
on the brighter side
I know in time God will let his Love shine
he will find me at the right time.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Come out of the rain
a voice called out to me
o let the storm move along
you don't need to be out among the cold
O but if that voice only is known
I had been in the storm way too long,
O my heart, my heart
I cried
O can you see me bleeding?
the rain is all my tears
I cried day and night for years,
Come, my child,
the voice called out to me
let you heart mend
come take my hands
that is when the pains began
to cut deeper within,
Who she ever Love me
can never come near me
this is how the story goes
O how I would love to take
your hand in true Loves dance,
But a spell has been cast upon me
and my heart has been lost
deep down into darken dreams
so, for now, I will always let my tears fall
I will always feel the coldness
until the spell is broken.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Angel wings that will never fly
Dark Angel ripped and torn my heart out from me
He even has broken my wings
Wiggling and whimpering
Of pain I will never forget
Obsession in his eyes over me with so much jealousy  
His darken soul filled with scorn
covered with hated tears  
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near
Painted fears are what I bared in my mind over time
He pains that sears with words doubts
He touched my body touched
my hair with a touch of lust
With deep words of hurt
Obsession of ****** screams of a wounded animal
He read my dreams of freedom
Something he could never bear to let happen
Man of free, a man of working of the heart of soul
This is what Dark Angel calls himself
a man of Love with the choice to live and die
A place of joy, love to take comfort in a warm home,
To take my Blue Moon from me
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger
Dark Angel broke my wings and then
said I will never let you fly again
he surrounds me in chains
In the upper room in ''Paris ''  
at the old convent building  
Were lies are being told by a priest
giving out his voice to a darkened world
that no one cares to see
Dark Angel covers me in shame of  his darken lust
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity
Obsession is what broken him down
My wings are torn and shredded by his abuse
My eternal darkness is where I'm headed
No love will ever find me
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel
he feeds off my fears of empty emotions
Dark Angel tells me
I must obey all his commands
because you have no love of your own
You belong to me, you can't
understand how much you mean to me
I now became Dark Angel s little dark toy
I have something to say dear what
would you like me to do for you
I must talk this away
Walk like a lustful toy of the night
Freedom is now as a lost dream
Obsession Is he over me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously waiting in the dark holding my heart
Waiting to see if the man I am been seeing is true  
To me, before I walk away in the pain he gave,
Tell me that you needed me at less,
He just looked at me with no care in his eyes  
Shed for me just a tear to let me know you cared,
When you whisper in my ear to say he will never leave  
Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear,  
Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me,
He would say I will never let you go
without a fight
Oh, how I could see in his eyes
he means all that he is telling me
You are my life hold me close
then ask me for a second dose
Of a dance in the rain,
It has been a long year dancing
in the rain in so much pain
With a man that dances in the night
to take over my life
You can not live without my loving touch
he would say  
tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
darkness and pain is the life you have given me
tell me that you are addicted
to my touch that you love  
So much, I cried out with shivers down my spin
I looked at him as he takes my hand
for the next winters dance
tell me that your heart cant
beat without mine he would cry
That you will always be mine
your words that don't stop teasing
My mind I cry to get out of my head
You make me wish I was dead
with every touch of your hand
Ever dance the rain became my friend
The darkness of your cold heart
has taken over my soul let me go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Come with me and let’s talk about all the what if's  
Stay the night and hold me and make everything alright  
You say the words but you’re playing me
like I was some kind of toy  
It doesn't feel right you holding me tonight  
Your touch wasn't the same
What do you expect me to say when you act this away?  
You know it's just too little late to play more games
You take my hand just to rub me wrong
You are so fake,  
Years had passed I moving on
now you come back just to say  
you've changed
You know your begging don't
fool me like it once did
Because to you, it's just a game
You know it's just too late to come my way
just too play more games
So let me just say get away from
my place and let me be you see  
Your old way's I don't need.  
If you think I will take another night
out just to cry for you  
You are so long gone your just too late
to make my heart change
cause time has made me strong
I see what you are all about so move on
I'm starting to move on
just like the Years that has passed
My heart isn’t attached
I'm going to say this now I am better
now without that sad song and dance
Your chance has come and gone so move along
I have no more I want to say,  
you know deep down you wish
you had never played your cheap games
I hope you can sleep at night  
It's just too little too late for you
to play another time
You have known all the right things to say
to make me look your way  
You say you dream of my face,
You miss all the kisses you had with me
Your nasty way I can live without
But it wasn't enough you wont to see me
all turn around with my knees on the grown  
Praying for all that pain to go away
Now you want to communicate?  
Go find someone else that you can
make cry out night and day
I'm loving myself
I moved on and now I am
making new dreams for me
You got a problem with me  
Don't come asking me for help
because I have other things to think about.  

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see you alone tonight
for all the wrong's I have done
you must know how much
I truly love you
would you mine given me a call
I would like to cry out my heart to you
if you would only let me do so
would you mind coming home with me
let's talk about everything  over Tea
Just don't stay mad at me
Your love means so much to me
I'm sorry for being so mean
I am alone tonight
Don't you see the pain on my face when
you told me to walk away?
I am the one that hurt you so I sat at home
Alone like a sore beneath my thumb
It burns like a boil that keeps going on
My heart is in so much pain
it feels like a Hurricane
That won't go away
I call you once more
to ask you to forgive me
come back home I am truly sorry
You are the world to me
a love I had always dreamed of
I am sorry I don't know
how to show you truly how I feel
my love for you is truly real
So I am alone on the phone
hoping you will come home.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Let Me Be Your Everything
I sat down to think about all you ever told me
I start to write all  my emotions down
for all to read about you and me
I want to show all how
things really are that was between us
I want to have romantic dances
with lots of kisses, you would say
you would hold me close
where you could whisper in my ears
all the things you hold dear
how much you need me
the Love you want to show me
the passion you have for me
I truly know a lot from you
you have talked to me
about so many things you even told me
Love is not that easy
like others think it should be
You get up out of bed
to start your day  
with me on your mind
that was all you could think about
is the love that is in your heart for me
you would tell me
You're my love you see
Let me be your everything
this old life brings
let me spark up a fire deep within you
like you had never known
I want to be the one
to give you a kiss each and every day
just to let you know the hours
you're upon my mind
Let me be all you could ever need
Your words my love
will always be a part of me
Your love will always be in all my memories
So I will write out what I feel
even when we are no longer
my heart has grown founder
this love will always be
written down in the history of you and me.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery