There is not enough
words for me to put down
when it comes to what I
hold deep within my mind.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I sit in silence
like a mindless puppet
this is what I had become
my strings are torn
my spirit is broken
along with my wings
abused is the life I am in
creaky bones
but his bones
are creaked even more than mine
Dark Angel loves to fight
all the time
he loves to tell me what to do
but I tell him what I will do
if he isn't careful
My eyesight has gone bad at times
when he gives me a black eye
The yell,
the blaming
the hitting
I couldn't take any more
I had to even the score
He is cutting at my soul
he just won't let me go
his old voice makes me sick
his words play over and over in my head
but I bet mine is stronger than his
I bet he wishes it would end
his old eyes had never faded from mine
my body fading fast
I'm starting to get as mean as he
The chance is turning
wrong to right
Wars-a-waging,
old man's guilt is craving
Love and dreams
now makes me scream
In books, others will read
all about Dark Angel and Me
I look in the shadows of darkness
what do I see
looking back at me
Dark Angel  lurk about
He whispered to me
I would like to sit with you
so don't be mean
so we sit along time in silence
with so much pain
holding so many regrets
There is darkness in the air
of unhappiness
It was like an autumn sharpening in the air
the shadow of time
shone beneath the sea in darken dreams
My mind race
my body and soul wanting to let go
That reawaken pain starts all over again
out among the unknown.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was the haunting of lust,
the year 1836, 1 January
DARK Angel, thin aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thin
You see. He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
the charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has a way that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to lose,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel, found me  when I had been
Walking around downtown
talking to everyone I could find
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the highest
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see anything unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silence is a place where the cold wind blows
time time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the children of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Embrace the night
you drunken moon
your reflection shines
deep into the night
while the lonely wind cries
while the old ship
sail throughout the storms
while you look so gloom
Oh, drunken moon
look at what you shone
upon the sea as it bleeds
into darken dreams
in the tingles of the night
Dark Angel wants to fight
just to give a fright
another time
on the minds of the sleepers
Lies are being told
the body is getting cold
Oh, how his words are being told
while Dark Angel stands bold
while the story is being told
as the old drunken moon
hangs on gloom
casting its shine on painful times
that echoes in the minds
the earth is in thickness
of the fog of bitterness
to keep the dreamers trapped
I am lost in unearthliness
of a time of Ancient pride
that salted up the sea  
tears will fall
while the drunken moon
hangs in doom.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I go up through the mowing field
while my poor heart reviles
it's old passions of long ago
the headless aftermath of the beating past
keeps hanging around like a necklace around my nick
the pain hovers over me like the clouds of gray
half closes is the garden path where you lay
I come to the garden ground
of sober birds sing
while my poor heartaches
I kneel down to pray
but my words were hard for me to say
Oh how much I love you
I do hope you known it
I do hope I gave my all to you
my tears I couldn't hold back
they came down like rain
On the ground the leaves
lingered with the breeze
sweeping them away softly  
I end not far from my going forth
to pick up the faded blue rose
of long ago I have given to you on Your grave
Oh, how my poor heartaches for you
I just hang on to your love I once knew
I walk away with no more words I could say
But to put another in the other one's place
With a word, I will always love you.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Into the woods my Master takes hold  
His words are so dark and bold  
His world cut deep within my soul
Into the woods, my Master came to  
Play his game on his new slaves  
shames and guilt he put in their heart  
And upon their minds and truth of light
will never be found their light has gone
Out like a candle without a fire  
Dark Angel cried out the secret is death  
A death you will never get to see  
Death is the teacher of light of what is right
Death is a place you go to rest  
But you will never get that from me  
Dark Angel, they cry out is death like moan  
Of a pain that will never stop but only cut
deeper and deeper that will make them
lose their mind's  
into the woods, my Master takes hold of me  
To give me his pleasurable pain  
that cuts like a razor.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

As rumors fly on high
and miss the New York stars
the words hit hearts,

Rumors all over town
the envy eyes
blasted my name out
with so much hast,

Gossip is an old game
to make one lose their way
delicious and dangerous lies
the scandal of precious secrets,

Hold in your mind
your dangerous heart could not
stop the heated up sparks
of the oldest lines of lies,

Old rumors fly on high
to the envy eyes
of the hater's smile
with daggers to your heart,

Rumors that **** the spirit
it will take you down quick
not one word do they miss.

Judy  Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I look into your eyes
it is like I am looking in stain glass
seeing a fire burning on high
we'll you hold restrain from me
I can see the pains you hold
but you stand so bold
just to tell me you have a love for me
that I am your queen
but I cried out how can that be
you don't even know me
and this is what he told me
I cast pain upon all who see's you
because I will never let another have you
or love you
You will always be my everything
when Dark Angel has taken me down
he looked deep into my crying eyes
I will always be your only one
I am your king of darkness
the one you will always miss
I had cast my spells upon on your head
you will never forget
this cold September night
Dark Angel would tell me his stories
and tell me so many lies
just to keep me on your side
Don't you see what you are doing to me?
you are cutting me way too deep
I am starting to feel I can no longer breath
you are taking the life out of me
I know nothing last forever
this is something you tell me most of the time
but when I look into your eyes
I see stain glass of blood running into the sea
I start to cry because that is my life
you handed down to me
in darken dreams
I know deep within my heart
people do change
Why don't you give it a try
then I told him over and over
I could never love a man like you
that would be so hard for me to love someone
when he isn't free to love me back
the way I need him too
your heart is so cold
I 'm starting to think that is all you know
is a life of darkness
So I hold a candle up on high
into that cold September sky
oh did it rain with no end to the pain
this old candle has your name
I tell myself don't feel a shame
because I know I am not the blame
of yesterdays pains
Oh, why September rains
keep the memories a flowing
If we only had taken some time
you could see I had never lied
but now I set out in that cold September rains
crying out so many pains
I try to rest my head upon my bed
but when I fall into a deep sleep
I will see you
what is my poor heart to do
when I still Love You?

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you have taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you have taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams,
You told me it's not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel, you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him indeed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you have given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you have written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the night
your Love shine bright like a diamond
Whose herds with milk
whose fields with bread
with the sight of Your light that
shines so bright
Your Love shines across
The Mediterranean Sea with summers breeze
the moon glistens over the sea
I choose to be happy and that is when
I found you in June
with you in my life, I am on high
You and I this Love will always shine
We're like diamonds in the midnight sky
flying on high for others too see
what true Love brings
to see we are running free
The knowledge I see in your eyes is an ample
Your Love holds me keeps me clean
You're a shooting star of ecstasy
that runs right into me
you are that star that my heart needs
When you hold me
my world starts to come alive
for the first time
You have given me a reason to keep on living
We're like diamonds in the sky
sing our Love on high
in that big beautiful sky
Your Love to me is like one of a kind
You light my heart like a burning star
beaming from far-right to my heart
in the night sky, we will fly
Your Love is like a dream
A dream that came true
In times of my Life, it was hard to find
Mr. Right
Your Life
your love takes me places I never been
I never have seen or been only in dreams
Your Love is the applause to my heart
I knew that we'd become one
right from the start
I felt the energy of your words
lite of my soul like the sun rays
I saw my life-changing
when you came in it
inside your eyes, I have seen me
The knowledge You have given me
given me the strength to believe in Love
Your Love shot a spark right in my heart
like a blaze that hit so deep within me
This Love is beautiful
It's like diamonds in the sky
Singing love song on high
just for you and I
You are the noble one of my heart
I was froze lost at sea but you saved me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Deep into the night
hoping I will hear his pains
if you ever leave me
I could never allow that you see
you are my queen
you will only love me
So he looked deep within himself
and he started to scream
casting his fits of anger out into every dream
I will win you back
this is a fact
it will be like an old heart attack
there'll be no more sunlight in your world
I have taken it all away from you
I have given you a life of my pains
we will always dance into September blues
this is the life I gave
I looked at Dark Angel with millions of tears
with anger in my heart
then I started to talk
saying to him is like morphine to me
that brings on darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had been put to the test
I truly fought the fight
to do what was right
time after time
I found myself
in another dream
I couldn't rewind a thing
when it comes to darken dreams
Oh, how Dark Angel makes me scream
I look into the future
in a mirror of my room
I could see Dark Angels eyes
looking back at me
beyond his eyes are a ***** side
of another kind
A place I haven't seen before
where Life is so unfair
I see the poor everywhere
hungry eyes in a place of death
Oh, how this pain took my breath
dry air everywhere
Don't cry a voice out of the night
telling me it will all be alright
just keep your faith
this is the way
you are being tested
you are being broken
but in the end
you will kiss the pains away
so hold on to your faith
that is when I open my eyes
to a brighter day.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I tell myself each and every day
after I pray...
I will live and forgive
those who stand in my way.
Because I refuse to see any problem
as anything less than an opportunity
to get closer to Jehovah my God.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold for the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me!
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so ashamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had a dream of you Jehovah
holding my hand and
He would be talking to me about
Life's pains that I was in
I was crying because I was
I'll of some kind
You Oh Jehovah
You have taken my hand and whipped
away from each tear that had fallen
from my eyes
My heart was filled with compassion
for your
Love for humankind
You Jehovah opened my eyes to see
Yes, spiritually bound by Satan and helpless
Or the loss in their way of the night
Sicken by the night of not living right
To even see their tragic dilemma even mine
Oh, how my spirit started to pray
for them and all mankind
I even prayed for my life  
for Jehovah to take full control
  led the way for me to go
Jehovah and our Lord Jesus
deliver me and all mankind
from this ******* that
We are in; have mercy
for each of the lost souls
To make their way back home  
break these bindings of Satan’s work,
take his sick hands of his ***** works
off of each one of us and
let us live a life to be Fisher Of Men
I suddenly felt confident that
Jehovah God heard me,
while I was sleeping
I heard his voice say to me
you are free from your sickness
go teach others what
you know to save souls
the ******* I was in has been broken
So go and teach the world
of my ''Kingdom'',
My ''Love'', For the lost souls
clean your ways and walk
In the light of Jehovah God
you will gain ''Everlasting Life'',
so pick up your things
we walk and become ''Fishers Of Man ''.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my visions all my life, I truly didn't understand why. I know that when I would tell people what it was I have seen and what was going to happen they would speak abusively of me.

So all I had to talk to was Jehovah God, HE has been with me all my life, He is my friend and I don't ever have to hide what it is I feel inside. Because HE already knows, so if I was going to be judged it would be from HIM.

Everyone has cold me names and even shamed me for the gifts that God has given to me. He lets me seething also in dreams that would make anyone scream. But does that give any of you the right to judge me?

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the place of silence is where my heart sings
in the very coldness of many dark dreams
among all those screams,
My heart dances in the words of HE.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I close my eyes
all I see is you
near the waves that crash
upon the blanks
pebble stones are tossing about
rolling notes of long ago
deep within my soul
Oh, my love
how could I ever let you go
your love is all I know
my mind has mesmerized
all your words
you had ever told
oh, if you could have only known
you are my everything
even in all my dreams
Oh, my love
when I close my eyes
you are all I see
holding on to me.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, watch the Kangaroo's jump
they look like they are having fun
jumping around in the sun,

Look at the weak ;
what do you see?
tears do fall upon  the sand
gently winds do blow
way before a nasty storm,

Life is like a mirror
that reflects all that you see
Oh, innocents let out your sigh
and hold on tight
you are about to go for a rid,

Here comes the alarming colored sky
shadows of fright make a storm
like never before ;
Sing your song on high
you innocent ones
with lyrics on your lips,

Oh, beloved ones ;
watch the Kangaroo's jump
they are no longer looking
like they are having fun
the old sun is gone
they are now jumping on wet ground,

Oh, you Neglected ones
let your love be strong
while you dance around
in a darkening storm.

Judy Emery © 2004
Goddess of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You were always there to the very end
my dear lover for darken dreams
You had always been my evil friend
even to the very time Dark Angel
taken down my life
on that cold September night
You have a big part in my heart
but only while I'm in the dark
time tells me to let you go
this I had already  known  
somehow in our life
I will see you again
It is your big brown eyes
that kept me on the line
I do apologize for making you cry
when I had to take control of my own Life
this makes my heart sight
when I had to watch you leave
but again this is only a dream
Should I be feeling guilty
for the let go
I don't think so
the judges of  frown
are always around
they are the lost
that will never be found
What must I do my friend
But you could never be my lover
Please take my hand
while I take my stand
watch my tears fall hard to the ground
while Dark Angel makes his round
Let each tear fall touch your heart  
to walk out of the dark
I saw the end before we'd begun
this was no fun
I felt  your pain
  that another gave
I have seen everything that breaks you down
into darken dreams
I tell you everything
you must Stop following me
I have set you free
from the pains of darkening dreams
because I hold the key to everything
that Dark Angel brings
you were blinded by the truth
Dark Angel kept you confused
I knew I had won
way before it all started
even though I am broken heart' ed  
Someone so wonderful
so full of life and  love
you don't belong here
don't hold any fears
your heart wasn't for me to clam  
You gave our friendship love
to another under the law of pain
one night Dark Angel gave so much fright
you left my side
out of lust, you sold me out
I took what was mine mine
that was my own life away from you
this is my own eternal right
so it was time for me to let you go
I walked alone
hoping that this pain will soon end
My dear friend what must I do
It may be over for our friendship
but it won't stop there until
the right time to say
you need to move on
You will always be
my friend in the dark
but that will one day Stop
in my dreams
Dark Angel will make you feel the pain
of yesterdays blues
When everything end's
I am here for you
if you'd only care to see
what you had meant to me
You touched my heart
you touched my soul
but that was some time ago
then you cut me deep
made my heart bleed
Why is it you can't see
what you had done to me
You changed my life
then you have taken me down
and handing me over
to a darken place
At one time you made me smile
but that had all end
in just one night you have given
me Lies to the dark side
To your anger
to your lust
now look at us
Your love is blind
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips
held your hand
Shared your dreams
shared your bed when we wed
I have a heart
and it is saying I must let you go
I can no longer hang on
to what could never be
that would be you and me
So I am lost into darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight come back don't run or he will attack.
that's how he fights back, he feeds on your fears,
he loves to bring you down in tears.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Stealthy in the gloom he would say
while he looks my way...
the noise and cracks of a silent room
has a way to fight back in late June
that is where he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
the painful scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone is hearing in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back to life  
I once achieved
Too late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Where is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever comes this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances have gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul.  

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight Don't Run From Your Past
Moonlight don't run from your past
stand strong and never let go
In life there are people
that will Love you or Hate you
that will hurt you
and cause you so much pain
You must learn to forgive
even if it is so hard to forget
don't let your heart grow cold
this is what Dark Angel wants you to do
he wants to take over you
hold on and never lose sight
to what shines into your eyes
your pains of long ago
hold a story of its own looking back
to your dark beaten past
is breaking the glass that held the pains back
you don't want this old darkness in your life
so let it all go don't let the darkness take hold
the past will only bring you back
to the pains of yesterday’s rain
would lead you back into the life of coldness
of the darkness of old pains of sins
of its dirtiness that has taken away sweetness
In life there are mistakes you will make
but you must face them
You must learn from all your wrongs
grow from them let them go
never let the darkness take control
In life, there are so many regrets
you must learn to leave the past behind
realize it is something you can't change
Moonlight let go of the pain
and dance in the rain
You don't need the rain of darkness
to burn like acid in your heart
In life there are people
you will lose forever
That you can't have back
you must learn to let go and keep moving on
Please never hang on to the lies of Dark Angel
If you do you will be lost in darken dreams
you will always feel the pains
of yesterday’s heartbreaks
in a world of true  pains
rain will fall Like tears
you will always feel the cuts
that marks up your heart
you will be lost in the coldness of fears
you must learn to come out of darkness
take the challenges and grow stronger
If you don't
Dark Angel will take over
In life, fear will always be near
that will hold you
back from what you want
But then you should know
that is a trap to keep you lost
in darken dreams
things will never be as they seem
You must learn to fight
for what is right
in Jehovah's eyes
take hold of the courage
of your faith, you have within
Don't look back to sin
Jehovah knows the heart
He holds your life in his hands as long
as you Moonlight don't give in
To Dark Angel sin's
Dark Angel has to give is all sin
of his darkness to internal death
When Jehovah comes to destroy all evil
Let Jehovah holds the key to your future
Only he knows your heart and your weakness
But weakness leads off to a darkened path
Jehovah sees everything and knows everything
Everything in life really does happen for a reason
Because of Jehovah God
is the reason for your faith and your life
Derek thank you for going over everything
I know my testing is on its way
I will keep my prayers going
to keep my mind
right to not look back to my darken past
Goodbye Derek my faithful friend

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark nights with hollow cries
Shadows rolling around on the ground  
with false pretense  
walls are closing in with clouds of gray
why hopes and dreams fade  
what a masterpiece of Long days
in a world of grey
hours go on and on
without love without a kind word
Time just stretches on
with the sound of rain
pouring down in the darkest hours
a dark life of principles
of what is right and wrong
of childish pity of adults playing
on hearts ignoring
with false pretense
Sad days swaying
at my heart again
My thoughts are cold
with feelings of true loneliness
oozing away in lost dreams
lost in darkness
bruising my body
in arguments all over again.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My Dark Angel,
Look at what you have done
Oh. why have you made me bled
Oh. look what you have done to me
  loves me more then I will ever know
then he kissed me and said
my love is dark
and it will cut deep at your heart
Come and walk with me
and I will show you a part of me
that has been written down in history
he touched my hand
and given them a kiss
then he lifted me up
and we walked and talked about
a life he once lived
before he was cast down to the darkness
in a crying abbes
then a spell had been cast upon him
and he never known Love again
Until he has seen the beauty of me
he told a story about me
why he felt he had to make me see
what it is he felt
when he has seen I fall  
he looked deep within my eyes
and he kissed me goodbye
as I had woken up from this dream
he left a mark on me
it was a dark shad of his lips
upon my hand  
just to let me know
he is truly real
with time moving along
I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes upon me
I know he loves me
because he told me so
But his love hurts so much
all I feel is the pains
and see so much rain
He plays games upon the minds
most of the time
he loves to see the dreamers cry
He tells me to look in his eyes
he will show me all he will bring
his eyes are dark as the sea
his words are painful
that cuts deep within
It's me he wants to take control of
but it is I that could never let it be
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't seem to get him out of my head
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
to please Help me
I pleaded for mercy
to help me to get through this
Dark Angel gave me a life
of true darkness
a reason for the change
is  like the seasons
where autumn leaves fall
while snow is on the ground
where the sun moves along into the gray
while the moon hangs in the gloom
in late June
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see in darken dreams
everything is black and white
this place isn't very nice
it always seems to make me cry
my poor heart bleeds out like the sea
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me
because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeezes them tight
just to make me cry
bits my lips just to see them bleed
he loves to see me in pain
to make me scream
then he tells me this is his Love
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over
how much he needs me
how much he loves me
more then I will ever know
Oh, how my world has grown cold
I see him wherever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will go down in history
right along with me
Will anyone misses me
while yesterday pains
gave me so much rain
I cried today I smile tomorrow
but only for a little while
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me the love of his darkness
to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand
gave me a spend
and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
can you see all the things I bring
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
that holds no end.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When you feel cast down and despondently sad
have you ever ask yourself
how did your life get  
Get so bad?
now we are face to face little
by little, you stop loving  
Me and somehow I kept
all your hateful words looked
away in my mind
just for them to haunt me throughout my life
I suddenly cried why my heartfelt it already died  
How did are love get like this?
You have this look on your face
without a trace of love  
ever came your way and you gave me all blame  
forgetting you is a hard thing for me today
Why you walked away
with no shame at all for what you  gave to me
do not look for me I cried
with the pouring out cried rain
For all this pain to go away
for I should have already forgotten you
my pain is like it is new
years had passed us by
you had gone on with your life
but mine is still locked away with you  
the wind that crackles in my mind
like a hurtful rhyme of the dark  
the night is what you gave my life  
A pain that has not held
the hurtful words you gave me
is still running on clockwork of you  
Of your abuse,
You are my fright night for life,
You  pass through my life like
a nasty storm that will never go away,
I'm fading don't you see
what have you given to me?
to leave me at the shore
of your broken down world
I at one time had the heart
where I have roots to grow
but you cut them all up
like dust in a rush fire,
That night we had to look
each other in the eyes
just to say our goodbye's  
Your eyes were like flames of fire
with hurtful desires,
You made my heart cold and old
where I will never let love come near
You left me scared with so much fear
It's like you are still with me
This life you gave is something
I do not want to ever put someone trough
Teach me how to remove you from my mind
I have had not seen good days
since I had met you
My nights are sleepless at all hour
If each day, each hour, I am fading
If you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower grows
do you see me in spring?
do you smile with the pains
you gave me like the deep darken Sea
When will you stop
this haunting you have given me?
Lost in me as a deep dark wined.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Shattered like glass
When we had departed
my heart shattered like glass
oh, how the silence
brought on the tears
thinking back on those years
we had to make love fun
but that was way before
that darken storm
had taken our love away
oh, how I miss those days
running around on the beach
playing with each other's feet
dancing around just to snick a kiss
oh, those days I will always miss
now I am brokenhearted
while the years pass
my heart is still shattered like glass
these old cold hours
made so many rain shows
of true sorrows of what
an ending Love foretold
so many years ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You are always on my mind, day and night
I've looked into raindrops of my past of goodbyes
And seen storms of love for mankind ;
I will hold on to your name and sing to you Jehovah
I will call upon your name and let this old world feel
The shame they have brought on themselves,
This kind of love you will never get tired of.
This love is strong and true ''Agape '' my brothers
And Sisters.
I've looked into snowflakes and seen reflections of love,
The greatest love I ever had known is the maker of
All things, and the maker of love,
That would be ''Jehovah'' God, and his Only-begotten
Son Jesus, We know they are not one but Two.
I will sing to Jehovah throughout my life ;
I will make melody to my God as long as I am '',
I've looked at the beautiful flowers of Spring,
And see all of the loves' powers of your love for us ;
Love in which man cowers and dreams for hours of lifetime
To ever have the love you give,
Jehovah God exalted in might, Your love for all mankind,
You are the provider of the light and the rain, the waters of
The Mediterranean Sea,
Then I look at the mess man gave in walking away,
Seen the ****** slaughter of men's hearts, and the
Hearts that run in the dark, lovers of hate, thieves of the
Night, killing the souls of man of the righteous ones,
I've looked into the skies and seen tearful goodbyes
With terrible of lies of which the heart cries for what is
Right, Then I prayed for everlasting life, And I pray for all
Mankind to make it right is Jehovah's eyes
I will always call on your name, and walk-in your ways.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, how hard it is to turn
one's steps around
I sat and I pray for this lost
and pain to go away
as I see many walking astray
Oh, how this pain cuts me deep
within my heart
It felt like I was being cut by a knife
No one shall come
and another one must go
this is a place I don't belong
like any other, I must go on
the break of dawn to
save another soul
from doing what is wrong
I must teach and lead another
in to know Jehovah's
Ways to walk in my heart I cry out
for the lost sheep to find
their way back home
for them to know they
Are not walking alone
if they just Call on his name
Jehovah will make way
You can hear the lost cry
out for love but they will
Never find the whole night
through no love will
dwell and they are all cried out
If they can survive this
long winter and let Jehovah
God delivers what needs
to be taken place in there
lives  one day they
will get to see ''Parricide '',
the pain will go away
they will never have to see
another sad lonely day
If they walk in Jehovah's way.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I'm too nervous to let my words leap
So I just shut my mouth and let my heart speak
I get myself up in the morning and your name
Is what I crave,
Please excuse me if my deep thoughts get to
Deep and my heart starts to weep ;
And tears make a new song on a rainy day,
It's your love that I crave,
I can feel your rhythm inside me like a heartbeat
And my spirit of who I am just getting so happy too
Call out your name to start my new day ;
I already made my mind up you are my everlasting
Love of all times ;
I have to accept this confession so I just have one
Question? Jehovah Will, you be mine forever.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Deception is a part of life
that you want to leave behind
Betrayal is its friend of the night
that you want to take
Off your mind and let it run in
summers breeze so free
Without it just being a dream
If you watch closely to your pains
You will only find many doors you left open
And you will never be free
The people that gave so much pain's in your life
They’re not different in the end
So let them go
Let go of the pain and let
the rain comes down
Slam that door as hard
as you can and move on in life
You cannot have both so just let go
I know love is bliss
Sadly I will never have a part of this
Just another dream that faded away just as fast
Lost in the moment of one lasting kiss
Something my poor heart miss
Oh this hurts so bad
My heart is taken the beatings
that it should never have
Gladsome things are gone
washed away in the rain
But there are still some pains that remain
Slamming doors that yet have not came
You are like a song that I will not miss
But when the rain comes
I will cry out slamming doors
I need your love today
But then I don't need
no more pains from you and all
Those sad lies you tell
I need you now before you go away
Trying to hold on, I know the cause is lost
Does this mean nothing?
I promised you, my heart
was crossed in the rain of your pains
I've  kept all my  promises to you
Can you say the same?
We're losing touch what is true love
You're driving me insane
I cannot keep playing your games
Are you so heartless to say you still love me
When I saw you with you know who
You must have me confused
My heart was open, the key was yours
But now all I'm doing is slamming the doors
Walking out of this darken life of your lies
Slamming all the doors.
I hate these childish games
Let the rain pour because
I'm slamming this door.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery