Can you still hear the cries? From the other side,
While the storm of pains move along,
Upon on an angry sea, comes to darken dreams,
Voices of an ancient time comes back to my mind,
Tortured standing in rain, facing the blade,
Casting down in a world of shame that giving so much blame,
Lies that cut like a knife, broken are the souls of long ago
In a world that is so cold, now we all face what was
and what is going on today,
Oh, how the sea moves the ship along the shores,
While the storm cast its spell of all evil in the minds
That sleep and dream of he that haunts the weak,
In darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Old age should burn like a flame of light
rage, rage against the dying of the night
Dark Angel take a walk down the deep woods
of the old wise men of long ago words that
once touched souls that caress at one's heart
because their words had been long forsaken
their life had been shaken
good men had been long lost in Darkness of
their own lust of a dapper heart of swaying
of what was right in God's eye's
their frail deeds might have danced in a garden
of green but no longer
rage, rage against the dying of the light they
cry out in the night for Dark Angel they cry
holding heart's by a knife
wild men, they become  caught and slugged  
they grieved in winter cold why Dark Angel had
taken over they darken souls
made them into slaves
that hide in caves near death but death never came
Prayer had now been long forgotten
rage, rage against the dying of the light Dark Angel
takes on a new Rage squeezing out faith
weeping is all you will hear in the lost woods of the
winter cries of the lost and found
the slaves of Dark Angel.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight dances under the moonbeam sky,
whereas the stars did shine into her eyes.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There are consequences to everything we do.
This is where the truth comes in
In a world of darkness loving Sin
Until it comes to its End.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I look at the colored sky
held a story so deep into my eyes
that would have made anyone want to cry
long ago where stories are being told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It's like being in a heated up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I sit still
I suddenly need to sigh.
thinking about different years and times
that brought so many tears to my eyes.
I think about my brothers and sisters
out doing the spiritual work
how hard it must have been
planting seeds for the Lord in a world of sin.
I think about those ancient days
as I try to count those immeasurable stars in the sky
I think about ABRAHAM.
The love he held for JEHOVAH
The faith he walked in not by sight
but by love for HE who made Us
This made the blueprint in my heart.

Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
he has released me from this evil
patch of thorns
My heart couldn't take any more of this
ungrateful world
my heart of mine was packed with sin  
Of my painful life
my head and my heart was cold as Ice  
now I have been redeemed with the  
Blood of Christ
I was in tangled in evil strife
but my merciful lord cleansed
me and gave me a new  
start in my life and he gave
me a new meaning
To his love, I've been redeemed
I was set to clean
And I even got to learn God's name
I've started reading my Bible
day and night and taken  
down all that was night right in my life
all my old friends started calling me names
And the on-call of old flames
I called out on God's name
he gave me the power  
To walk to the high Tower of his love
He is my king who could ever
hurt me if God is with me
I have been redeemed I have been washed clean
I don't care what this cold world has to say  
I never want to look back on
what was in my past  
because it has been washed away
by my Lord Jesus  
Who died for me
Who died for his people  
the lord is the only way to live an upright life
He gave me hope
He gave me freedom and thought  
Me who his Father is
God has a name
His name is Jehovah the highest
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
a wonderful God now the angels above
will cheer with trumpets
horns, while the wicked
below now consider me
abomination the path of righteousness
to better day's  
I've been redeemed by my merciful lord
I give him thanks
I give him praise
for saving me with  
His blood letting me know
his Fathers name I  
Dearly love
God has shown me his steadfast love
and so much compassion
for all he has called' ed his own
this cold world of darkness
don't have anything for me
I have been washed clean.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

No darkness is never enough
to extinguish out the Light
God's Love is a gift
even in a dark Life like this.

"The light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness has not overcome it."

               JOHN 1:5

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They walk around trying to find faith
But they never want to give their heart to God,
they’re where born to know God
and to walk with God,
but they just turned away,
In the stained sand, they stand,
while their own tears flow,
fire and dust will be all they will know,
they bow down to the ground
worshiping false God’s,
Dark Angel has a wicked grin on his face,
while he looks my way,
The cold seven god’s they put rose dust
upon the graves, crying out in so much pain
come and awake they would say,
while the magic woman plays her games,
her thirst for their blood,
she desires their soul of long ago,
I see her hate and envy in her eyes,
While Dark Angel;
cuts deep pains in the deserts sky,
hell, is what he gives,
firestorms upon on the land of sand,
while he conspires with the magic woman,
While they take on the world in darken dreams
make the ones that dream scream,
while the slaves of darkness cry out to
their false messiah,
from the deep part of their hearts,
rise he would tell them,
Take the cup and drink the blood
of the innocent ones, destruction is the price
they will all pay when they gave Dark Angel
the key to their souls, of long ago,
thousands will fall like stars from the sky,
the old magic woman cast her spells,
to wage war in a nasty battlefield of lies,
The evil magic woman and Dark Angel
are the God’s of the blood-stained land,
black magic rolls into the eyes of the slaves,
they dance around upon on the sand of the desert,
demons flow around the graves
in black rose dust.
Playing games on what they see
while their souls bleed,
The magic woman making wind of fire
That made the slaves confused,
While the bombs fly into the desert skies,
taken down all they can see,
while the weep what they believe,
the religion of their lies hold no power
in their mighty false Gods.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

From childhood, things always seemed stranged to me,
I loved the moon and the stars and the maker of them.
and in my darkest hours, I would cry out to HIM.
as others looked at me strangely
when I had all those nightmares
HE was the only one who cared
HE is the only one I gave my heart to.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I’ve seen many things in darken dreams
I’ve been sitting near the banks by the sea,
In the sky are many stars, shining from far
right down into my heart,
watching the world move along, while my own life
has somehow stopped, while I witnessed so many things,
rocks are falling from mountains, rolling into the sea,
while the night reflects so many things,
I have seen in darken dreams,
I would see the light shine to a dimmer light
I would see laughter of pains, dancing around in rain,
I know all of this isn’t real but in dreams everything
feels like it is something that is real,
In my dreams, they began to catch fire into my mind,
My own tongue felt so dried, out into a desert of lies,
I had many conversions at a time with myself,
thinking about what is my next move,
what are the things I will soon face,
In this darken dreams I never win either way,
But I refuse to ever give up,
my poor brain is working overtime,
seeing things that weltered in the heat of the weather,
of the pains in the desert,
where abuse is continued with no end,
I would see children of slaves slumbering in pain,
squeezing every drop of love, they could find,
everywhere you look, are the sand that is stained in blood,
I feel so hollow and very ill,
My heart has pity for the loss,
they walk around on the desert ground
with a heart of emptiness, there isn’t anything left,
the slaves are in the dark person of lies,
while Dark Angel plays with their minds,
masking their face in disgrace with hate,
The days are very long, but into the night are more cries,
slaves are always on the move,
walking around as if they are confused,
while I dreamed of these things, I felt so awake
while my body ached, while I asked myself is this reality
that I am witnessing?
I have seen so many things, I’ve vision things while I am awake,
I vision things even in darken dreams,
What does all this mean?
Oh, heartless ones, in solitary hours last way too long,
Into darken dreams, I had lived different lives,
In ancient times playing around with my mind,
I would look around while love was never found,
Hate was poured out like rain,
Oh, how I feel the pain they gave,
My own security is still with me,
I’ve worn many different looks, I hand many different styles
but in the long run, they still look the same,
Others would call me their queen of darken dreams,
Tears would fall because they broke my heart,
I feel like no one will ever give me a chance to show them
The light of true love,
My startled soul, of long ago, I have been worn down
In a darken crowed, But I stand my stand,
while they fall to the ground, upon dust they let their tears fall,
Thousand by thousands are lost, they don’t love God,
They are so unkind, with hate always in their mind,
Oh, how I can remember the sounds of cries
That Dark Angel made them bleed, they don’t know sleep,
They never know what direction to go,
Oh, how the sand is bloodstain sand,
Worry eyes that hold all times,
I hold the light in my eyes, to witness all things
This cold darken world brings,
I never have known I would be placed in a darkened state,
I have seen slaves pushing down more lies,
Stripping away the bright of day,
afraid they will always be,
they walk around in dark shadows of the night,
where Dark Angel will always cut them deep
he loves to see them all weep and bleed.

Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

REVELATION IS AT HAND!

" Happy is he who reads aloud and those
who hear the words of the prophecy,
and who observe the things written in it:
for the appointed time is near."
                       -Revelation 1:3

I always wondered if anyone

understands my pains

or feel my needs to be free

this old  darken life isn't eased you see

my pains that bring on more rain

while my heart bleeds out like ink

into the sea of darkening dreams,

Someone, somewhere

let me know you care

let me know you can love a broken spirit

can anyone read what it is my heart bleeds?

why do others look at me as if I am different?

can you understand my loneliness

and all my despairs?

all anyone ever does
is look at me as an eye cone

an idea of something from the dark

that has a broken heart

but I am human just like all

I have just been cut deep within me that bleeds

I had once loved

but that was some time ago,

I know deep within my mind

if anyone looks at me too closely

they may see the one who has given me

a life of darkening dreams ;

can you see all my tears that fall?

can you see me at all?

hiding behind the walls of the dark?

look at the crying ravens fly out from my eyes

oh, looking glass of my pains of yesterday’s

when will you go away?


Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You try to make the best out of me

you have taken my pains

and made the history of me

you love to see me bleed

you put my pains in writing

for all to see my blood is on

the walls of darkening dreams

observe all my wounds

look deep at my cuts

that is on my guts

look at the marks

that is placed upon my heart

I had lived life into a twisted mind

of the dark side of my own famous lines

of my life that was never nice.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The Night is long
and my mind is working hard
while holding back a wild storm
of pains started sinking in
I open my mind to a time
that brought me back to you
autumn was always so cold
walking around in the snow
but that was way back then
where you left me all alone
I could feel the coldness
of your touch
in the air holds so much fear
I looked outside my window
just to find you looking back at me
downward through the twilight
I got lost in your eyes
a place you love to take me
a place of darkening dreams
a place that makes me scream
those old memories
started rushing back at me
I see the darkness all around us
I see the old streetlight
holding on to gloom
autumn leaves fallen down at my feet
my mind fines you in every memory
your eyes looking back at me,
My heart tells many stories
while the blood of me
pours out like ink
you love to see me bleed
his words he would say
started playing with my mind
his voice cutting into the fog of dreams
leaving me marked
my tears started running down my face
like a thunderstorm of rain
Oh, how I can feel the pains of yesterdays
intensified with protests cries
asking him why are you doing this to me
I feel I can no longer breath
Dark Angel is a rebel of darkness
that gives darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The loss is great
lost of faith
left my life in a dark state of mind
where sadness and pains remain
where everything is cold
in a life that stands bold
I always feel alone pity lone
eyes dropping in tears alone
words from an old beaten down past
always find its way back to my mind
in memories are darken dreams
a place upon seas
Oh, how my heart grieves
my body always aches
and I always had worried
as the fear raised within in me
while I am upon on kneel knees
Praying to be set free
from this darkened state of mind
that has been handed down to me.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Night falls is where the darkness is
all around me is sadness
a place of emptiness
I look into my own thoughts
were love was once was with me
falling leaves hidden darken dreams
they all are apart of me
days of gray
where love is lost
where memories come across
where every leaf that falls
has a name of pains
on every leaf, I see your name
in my own bloodstain ink
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
At nightfall
I can see your eyes upon on me
out in the rain is all kinds of pains
I think about  all the things
that you have given to me
You have taken me by the edge of the sea
you held me when I cried
but then you let me fall
deep into the night, I do cry
I felt all the pain of that darkened night
you left me out to die
You held on to me tight
why we were looking at the blanket of stars
that was shining on us from far
but then you left your mark
upon my heart
The roaring sea is now a big part of me
the anger of the fall rushes to the shore
broken spirit for share
sadly enough you are always with me
you have given me that
when you cast your spell
to give me a life of Hell
I know this may seem harsh
but I am so glad we did depart.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A place of silence
is a very cold place to be
words are never really heard
my pains hold its own language
for others to read
Oh, how my body feels so weak
Silence holds no peace
when a witness is around
they see me fall to the ground
what they hold in their eyes
is a sense of wonder
what is happening in my life  
that made me this away
Silence is a place of gray
with pains that never go away
I wanted to tell them
what was truly going on with me
but I didn't think
they would understand
I didn't want to be caught up
in the talk of the town
to have my name past around
like a beat-up clown
rages are upon my skin
while my poor heart
sinks deeper in
Silence is a place
that holds no faith
all I see is the rain
that falls from clouds of gray
I long to be the comfort
but that day
never made its way.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Everlasting dreams
will always be apart of me
my spirit is weak
my light is always on dim
but the visions of time
will always shine
deep within my eyes
like a star that shines from far
eternity I do sleep
hopeless sorrow
with no tomorrow
cold reality haunts over me
hearts are broken
spirits are sunken
a life with no token
everything has been broken
holding on to no devotions
deep dark passions
are everlasting
pains, rains, shames of guilt
will always be with me
in everlasting dreams
that always makes me scream
will always be with me
upon the crying sea.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel, with thin aching lust
for what he cannot have
my heart isn't for him
My body is flesh
but my spirit is with the light
but he thinks he owns me
he wants to rid all that I love
the world of his darkness
is all he knows how to give
he cast his spells
gives a life of hell
locked away in an unknown place
darken dreams he gives to me
a gift from he
He wants me all
he wants everything I love
he wants my the visions
that I hold deep within
Dark Angel doesn't know true Love
what it is that I hold
I loved what is good
I loved my true God
with all my heart
with all my might
I had fallen  apart when I found
myself in the dark
someone has broken my heart
Dark Angel made his way
into my mind
he showed me things
that brings on many pains
I am standing in the rain
I feel I am about to go insane
the violence is all around me
I am cut very deep from he
My life will never be the same
he gives me so much blames
I questioned all his words
but he holds no self-worth
I myself did not want what he holds
he reveals what is dark and cold
like we are apart of the dead
am I losing my head
my mind sees the angry sea
a ship of pain
with many dancing in the rain
I don't know what to think
are what it is I feel
what I felt in my soul
is something from the unknown
Dark Angel looks at me
like he is reading my thoughts
I can't put anything past him
in a world of dreams,
Oh, how he makes screams
Why did love take flight from me?  
I cried in so much pain
in pouring rain
with so much shame,
Dark Angel,  on the wing of darkness
fly's over to me
asking me what it is I see
but I never said a thing
he never reaches me too late
this pain of coldness is freezing my blood
frozen emotions,
among silvery to a sultry fire
the envious heart
delight tortured by the desire of Dark Angel
things of beauty burn like a  flames
evil ecstasy he has for me
the gloom of dooms is all around me
moments of his lust
I hate this so much
he lied me down with gentle coldness
words of hunger
whispering words in  my ears
dark love to me
He admires my beauty
my body
but most of all is my eyes
and the visions  I hold within
my hands around him
my skin is almost lifeless as his
tears he kissed off my cold face
my lips he kissed
then he bites until blood run thin
upon my skin
he had been looking me up and down
He put me next to him
hope that I will never try to escape.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He Phantoms My Life
Most wild is he
who haunts me
he phantoms all my nights
while he takes over my Life
he doesn't play nice
Every September
I start to remember all his words
his cold voice
echos through my mind
most of the time
the horror of his touch
his eyes of darkness
looking deep within the mine
while he was on top of me
his breath of death
was all over me
he terrifies me
his voice runs deep
into my mind
just the thoughts of him
brings me down
he has destroyed
all that I had Love'd
when he is angry
he clamps his fist to hit the wall
while he pushes me down the hall
he would tell me all kinds of things
just to bring me down in pains
he cuts at my soul
he never lets me go
he crushes my spirit
while he walks around bold
when it comes to Love
he has to run
he holds the crown of darkness
this is all he knows
his frivolous moods
keeps me on the blues
he provokes
he cast evil upon all
that comes around
his deep laughter is like thunder
when he is angry
his eyes start to twitch
he indulges more pains my way
Oh, here comes the rain
I start to fall down
to the wet ground
while my body starts to tremble
while coldness makes its way
into my body
I start to cry
but only he is by my side
Dark Angel is his name
the one that cast all blames my way
he treasurers all my tears
he loves to give me fears
every September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Shadows Of A Storm
Messages are all in silence
while the angry  waves
move along like a sad song
tragic new's spreads like a storm
words are handwritten
down in bloodstain ink
oh, how the ship will soon sink
souls are doomed
into a nightmare of darkening dreams
oh, how we all do scream
windows are broken
life was once a token
freedom will never be
souls will always bleed out into the sea
in many darken dreams
shadows of a storm
dances along the shore
the sea of dreams
are always with me
railing of time
messes with my mind
wounded, lost
entwines into my thoughts
whispering wind
cry's to me again.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Draw no Envy to my own beauty
into my world of dreams
I know I have two names
when it comes to my fame
but remember
we all bleed the same,
Draw no envy ;
When it comes to Love
Love is like  a beautiful dove
an open book to all who takes a look
let that beauty shine  deep within,
My own fame comes in the rain
when my heart feels so many pains
when the heart is broken
it is ready to be spoken
on my silk written words
in bloodstain ink
of what my heart bleeds,
My fame is being written
on the pages of emotions,
When it comes from the heart
everyone can feel that spark
when love has departed into the dark,
blind affections of true reflections
when the heart bleeds out on the sea
into a winters breeze
that make the heart freeze
echoes of crying
hold the sighing of long ago,
when Love has taken a stroll
The pains of fame made a home
on pages of bloodstain ink
as the heart truly bleeds
ill fortunes of lonely rage
that comes along with age,
applause to the old crying moon
May and June have seen better of days
that words had warm the ears that hear
tears that fall with autumn winds
wishing love would find it's way back again.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Moonlight reveals her pains, fears
in the storm rain flowing tears
upon angry seas
in darken dreams
that makes her scream
Oh, velvet moon
you had given bright eye
in late June ...
when winter made its way
the sky became grayer
all hearts have gone numb
on a darkened throne
where no love to be found
to lift a finger to help one out
in terror, she spoke
while her own faith did sink
she was left with broken wings
in darkening dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I see vengeance in your eyes
I can feel the burning of your anger
you have so much on your mind
but all I can say
is please stay away
I don't know how this gives you power
to stand so brave over all my pains,
I don't know how to succeed
when all you do is give me darken dreams
your voice whirling around in my mind
day and night
most of the time
the old autumn wind
speaks to me time and again,
I get into my bathtub just to feel
the warmth of the water
Oh, how my body felt so cold
but now I'm starting to get warm
Life is on my side
death is always near
holding so much fear,
this old griffin legged tubs
holds so much love in my tub
I close my eyes
but just then I start to cry
praying you would get out of my mind
I almost have fallen asleep
but my spirit started to sing,
I open my eyes
looked at my bathroom door
I thought I heard a knock
so I got up out of the warmth of my tub
just to find emptiness
the hollowness of cold sadness
moving over me
something dark,
I see my bed
I lye down in it
a slumped my head down
upon my cold pillow
and gone off to sleep
oh, here comes to another painful darken dream.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dragging his hunger like thunder
deep into the September sky
holding his head up very high,
mocked by old lovers
that he once uncovered
hunger is his thunder
in the magic of time,
He stands before me
like never before
I can see by the way he looks at me
he has started to change
oh, here comes the rain
while we stand by the graves,
Sobbing in pains of yesterday's
howling coming from the wind
muzzling the sounds of the birds
that likes to chirp,
Dark Angel looks at me
telling me the loss of his panic
when drops of love were once among
but ashamed to love again
because it cuts deep within.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Graveyard, flowing of rain
Pains that cut so deep
the crying wind has no end,
words of lies are in the night
cries of pains out in winters rain,
Words of his voice cut deep within
making the spirit sink
slew out to bleed
Hello, can you hear me
I am here with no one who cares,
The jabs the grab of my arms
the push and shove
he wasn't wearing a glove
he just dunged deep
just to see me weep,
snakes in the grass
of a lonely past
that cuts deep like glass
the unknowing what chance
do I have to escape this pain  
Dark Angel holds over me,
Broken, hunted
bleeding like the sea
holding me down
into darken dreams
Hello, can anyone hear me?
Please Help me
Set Me Free From He
that is Hunting me
In Darken Dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, freedom
where have you gone
this old pain
has been going on too long
on high I look for thee
to set my spirit free
but darkness is all I see
thunder and rain in so much pain
wet feet torrents meet
what makes my mind weep
I could no longer hold back
this ancient thunder of my wonder
where are the star lights
that once had shined on high
oh, what had happened to my life?
Oh, freedom where did you go?
why did you leave me in the snow
I am among people I don't know
they're wanting to eat away at my soul
because that is all they know
they stand so bold
trying to take control
empty breath upon my breast
thinking I was dead
doubts made its round
pain is the game
obey the king they all scream
disobey you will pay
envy is the mask of their love
darken dreams is to the unknown
dark memories are where it all starts
that cuts deep into the heart.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Yes I do mean what I say
when I told you goodbye
I am glad you are out of my life
I would never want to be your wife,

You are something evil of the night
you give me so much fright
I know I was once wise
yet strong and soft to the touch
when love meant so much,

But that was then
but that is not now
I speak my mind very clearly
I hold affections of love
but not for you
then one that likes to make me blue,

Flee from me you evil thing
that gives me darken dreams
take your hands off of me
this is my smooth ceremony
of true exotic of my pains,

Oh, here comes the rain
whit more of your portion
of your anger
the skies are no more light
but very dark
You are eating away at my heart,

Yes I do speak my mind
but when it comes to you
You cast an evil spell of hell
upon me into darken dreams
that always makes me scream
out your name  
in so many pains
Oh, here comes the rain
of yesterday’s pains.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The art of my pains
is in the bloodstain ink of me
while I write day and night
to give an insight of me that bleeds
while the world reads,
this is my own battle cry's
that are left in my mind
I see all the dead souls around me
while I dream my darken pains
of the days of rain that hasn't gone away,
I was born in a painful storm
the memories stayed with me
oh how the pains had cut me deep
the words that hurt made bigger storms
I hold my breath like I was dead
thinking it would all end,
I now realize as I got older
you cannot fix anyone
that don't want the help
so why in the hell did this life paint me
and put me down into a devastating storm
the past has a way to paint my life gray
this is the part of me that bleeds.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks are bear
the cold is in this September air
streams of pain are being cast
from an old beaten down past
The castle of darken dreams
Dark Angel holds the key
OH, he is so mean,
Green grass by the wooden path
fair flowers among wild weeds
there are great depression along
that painful path of traps
that will overtake your souls,
Dark Angel loves to play with  black magic
he cast his spells of darkening
on all who sleeps
he gives the very bad dreams
to make your heart pound faster
your mind will race
the only thing you can do is scream,
Your tears will fall
and the old red sea will flood
the old scallop leaves will fall
among darken dreams
into every inch of your mind
will play over time
you hold on to your soul
and pray to never let it go,
darkness is all around
and that will be all you can see
until Dark Angel takes his stand
and open the door
with is long key
of darkening dreams
he will give wonders and worries
throughout your days
to make you lose your way
to lose your faith in love,
your life will become so gray
holding so many pains
love will turn into  hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave
to the heartstrings of pain
of rain to flood out your tears  
no soul will ever be spared
the expressions up on all face you
can see they are in darken places
you will never see the light of faith
in their darken eyes Oh, pale, pale lips
do cry out Dark Angel shouts
Come to me Moonlight and see
what it is I have done, Dark Angel has me
pleading for him to let the others go
I am crying with the sea
because his rage is out of hand
I'm afraid and very weak to even think,
When I try to explain what I was feeling
it didn't matter to him anyway
Oh, pale lips come to me and kiss the pains
of me your King,
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things I hear things
I must not speak I must stay strong and meek
but this darken place makes a battle
that no one can win,
I am in the way too deep I'm losing this fight
for my own rights, Dark Angel kissed me
as if he is taken the life out of me
I feel I could no longer breath
He is given me the pains
of rain of yesterday’s memories
that will never go away September
will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, how I rise the sea
in many darken dreams,
the old roaring sounds of
the crying wind frightens me
while the anger waves move along
like an ancient sad song,
I have seen many things
that made me scream
when it comes to darken dreams,
in the shadows of the night
gives me so much fright
when it comes to my life,


Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Autumn rain
made its way today
all I feel is the pains
of yesterday,

It's crazy how the memories
can cut so deep
the rain helps me sleep
Yet I start to weep,

Autumn rain
made its way
all I could do is cry
at your grave another time,

I can never get you off my mind
time keeps moving
somehow I got lost in
autumn rain of pains
of yesterday’s blues.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Being alone was something I loved
because I got to be alone
with my heavenly love
that always stood by my side
no matter how bad at times, I cried
praying for so many lives that had died.
so many came around
acting like clowns
around this old town,
This isn't something new
when they are being used
by the evil one of this world
But in my life Jehovah my God
gave me the strength
to do what is right
In HIS EYES.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2019

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You keep coming back
like popping tic tac
convincing yourself
I would fall for your act,

That's not love,
So why would I want that?
I call this a nightmare
I'm saying this because I care.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sing and weep
while memories creep
as I scream deep within
pushing away all those sins
this is how the war begins.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery