You cut me deep in my sleep for all to see me fall into a darkening dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The sunset danced its way into my eyes where my mind made ballets.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I could see the lighting strike across over sky and the sea of you and me into a world of darkening dreams, the old ancient moon hanged around in that sad late June, the rain would fall like teardrops with our names on them while the summer fading into fall, my heart broke just a little more winter made its way at my door, I could still hear your voice ragging war.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm not waiting for anything that I haven't already seen of the beauty of nature, I just like watching the snowfall it builds on my imaginations. just the sound of winters callings and the silence of loneliness it brings while the snow gently falls upon the ground.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

That's an enough I cried out as I sweep up the falling of leaves this pain is cutting me way too deep. I looked all around me just to see the winter trees go bare.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Magic women to stop their pains, Oh, how it made me scream to see all these things in darken dreams, the old dead sea was anger, as it could be in a storm that is brewing, rain of tears are falling frogs, are hopping trees are swaying into the night, Oh, how I held on for the ride I hold on to my soul but still a part of me let go, things are getting so out of control.


Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The clouds out from my window I watched the glimmering stars dancing around the blue moon.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, the ship that is out on sea started to sink like a disease that is killing all that is in the way of the angry storm of the day, I will never see the light of life in those darken eyes.


Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I sit upon my bed to read the letter of your words that soon brought me in tears that lasted for years, the mosquitoes won't leave me alone they danced around the candlelight. I stretch out my legs and feet, it wasn't long I had fallen into sleep having dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angels, rage is all over the place, I'm afraid and very weak and too afraid to think I try to explain what I was feeling it didn't matter to them anyway.
Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel walks over to me I am hearing bad things I hear things I must not speak I must stay strong and meek but Dark Angel has a battle of his own to keep? I am in way too deep, I'm losing this fight for my own rights.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He has given me the pain of rain that will never go away September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I look among the weeds and did not like what I saw, then I looked again in spring and what do I see was something beautiful and anew colored in beauty of rose bud geting ready to open up.
This gave me a moment of gladness that taken away some of this madness that the weeds gave when I saw them sown more weeds in the fields, Oh, how this makes me feel ill, yet it's all real.
yet at the right time the weeds will be withering away
and the buds started blooming beautifully.
I sit in silence watching the birds fly on high over the fields
where the wild grass grows in a land no one knows.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I can see it is a word of darkness
I am afraid to face it alone
but I had no other choice
you made it for me.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You have me running around scared to death and you call it love you have me so confused love isn't abuse, I will always fear the word from hear on, because if this is love that has to hurt, and the sound of your voice that deepness in your brown eyes telling lies, I don't need it.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I hope you will understand why I want you to move on without me I want to stop hurting, while you are in my life I will keep on bleeding.
I'm not a failure.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Cold as stone in my home I am a Lonely Butterfly ready to fly on high in the sky just to fly around in the dark world that I live in to find my shining spot of true love to believe in.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My heart forms carefree when seeing thousands of stars blinking so beautifully in the heavens, my heart builds emotions until the tears started flowing as I start thanking God for his beauty.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angels, deathless powers,
The knight takes on his delight
that verse how he truly feels,
love is where his heart belongs,
But his queen her heart is no longer function
She has disclaimed her love.


Poetic Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I couldn’t scream
he looked so mean
Dark Angel shut my heart
and left me in the dark
to bleed away
like the waves
in the deep dark sea
Then he hands me a looking glass
of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains took control.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, the eyes are cast upon me as always,
A spell of their darkness that holds so much envy
that makes them hate me,
their words of lies is on the making
to this poor spirits that is slowly sinking,
While they look back ready to attack
I think they need to look at their own ill past,
that's when loneliness took down their souls.
For what they all have done to me
I was only fourteen,
and they loved what they have done to me.
The rumor to **** my spirit
so I wouldn't speak of all they did
who was going to listen to a kid?


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now it’s time to let it all go
love, at first sight, was just a joke
taken me down like a clown
in this little old town,
I was a kid
they were grown
they should have known
Don’t come to the stand boldly,
pushing you demands
who do you think I am?
Storms ride the tide that comes at night,
creeping in my mind
the sight of them
makes my poor heart trembled
deeper into the dark.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The door is open in heaven just waiting  for you to come home
to the land of anew just for you.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Be not afraid of the dark just learn to dance in it
and believe life has a brighter side.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Never look for death
because it will find You.
But keep your eyes on God
and everything will be alright.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Like the sagging whether of the old Deaden Sea
It is like you and me, in darken dreams
Oh, how you made me scream,
few ships sailed on by
and even they could see how bad
You are with me,
Oh, how you made my heart bleed
I saw our love end into a place of darkness
But what I didn't know
is this is where you had always belonged.


Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I first met you it was like thunder
your eyes into mine
the rain pouring down all over us
You caught me in your web of my youth
But now I know the wicked truth
I stand next to you
It's much too late so what's the use in fighting
what is there for me to gain out in this rain
you took the light out of my life
You peeled my mind like an onion
one day you'll turn up to begin something
And find there's nothing left but innuendo
beside you, others fade away but I stand straight
I am brave walking the line of all time
you have me hypnotized
you can see it in my eyes
but that will be all you can see
you still try to read my eyes of another kind
but that will be something you could never take from me
This is much more than just a game you play
this is the life of truth or dares with fear of you
These certain rules become a way of living
this is the way to walk into the night without the light
night after night I try to prove my love
that I can resist you
but you have a spell on me
you had tied me up inside your lies and voodoo
You have designed your manipulations
you cast your spell all over the land
all over the sea, that cry's for me
You made me the Queen of sensuality
You shelter me into your darkness
you have taken me down into weakness of your lies
That's not to say it doesn't please me sometimes
now this may come as no surprise
but you have issued this I can see
no one has to tell me
But I'm content to compromise
until the day you realize I could never truly love you
I have been manipulated by you
without this spell, you couldn't keep me down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

To know God, It is Love.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Read 1John 4:8

Happiness
is the fullness
of the word of God
Don't miss the Brightness
that shine in this Darkness
Let GOD be your true Love.


Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

They say nevertheless it is all the same
this old world loves to cast blame
because what hides deep within
are all those hidden sins
when it comes to love
it is paper-thin
New words are now expressed
and the old ones are still burning on high
Because this life is about darkness
But there is still true Prophets
bleeding  words of Jehovah out to you
but you act as if your confused,
but you love being used
and abuse from this old darken world
you are blinded to the Time
we are no living in
So, Jehovah God sending His plague
that is called the Coronavirus
Now, do you hear HIS call?
Do you cry out for His Grace?
or are you still hiding your face?
Are you still listening
to the sluggish voice of darkness
that keeps on hiding the truth
even from the old down to youth,
now your hurting
and your kidneys are burning
and you still haven't ask Jehovah God
to take away the flame
Why not call upon HIS name?
You are struggling and straining
just to see if you can find blame
in the words, I am writing
so you can shame
and blame me
because of your soul
now feels the amazing burn
Of the Word of Truth
I am negotiating  
even trying to motivate
JEHOVAHS LOVE FOR YOU
DO YOU HEAR HIS CALL?

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In my life, it lacked color
all I have seen was the grey.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes when I write
I fall madly
deeply in love with words
let that be crazy for you
I love what I do
Don't get that confused
I'm a writer that loves spilling ink on paper
and let it bleed like me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The flowing of tears
that lasted all these painful years
I wrote my famous lines
upon the Mediterranean Sea
in all those darken dreams
where I hear those ancient screams
in the wind that swiftly cries
deep into the night to be set free.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery