Today I live as you do but tomorrow
I never know if I will be in sorrow,
So I try to never look at the things that life
didn’t yet bring, all this talk
is like a bad dream,
that keeps the heart and mind on scream.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He goes to the window
looking at the lavender moon,
that has been leaping into the room,
Dark Angel walked away in hast.
Slamming the door then lock it,
I moved along my bed losing my mind,
asking myself how did this come to be.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I prayed over and over for God to help me
I got lost in what was happening
this beast killed my spirit
shamed my name
and gave me all his blame
for treating me this away
told my friends and families so many lies
that they walked by his side,
they didn't even care I was walking in fear.
I told my religion what was going on
they just looked the other way
was it because I am a woman?
that I didn't have any right to speak
what is he was doing to me?
what he is still doing on the internet
who so many people forget,
Dear God, please set me free
from all my agony that has been put on me.

Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Those pains don't ever want to go away
the old memories keep on creeping in
like they already made a home
inside my mind most of the time.

Where all those hateful words he would say
they would play over and over again
leaving me looked in his world of sin
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over in my mind.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Fears of the night where all that coldness held me tight while old memories started playing games on me I started remembering this and that until I believed it was walking behind me. Soon I started looking around in a panic, my heart started pounding faster as I started walking quicker than usual, my heart started breaking when I see a man standing by that old willow tree again. It was raining and he started staring at me with piercing eyes, as I walked on by, I already knew deep within who this beast really is. I started realizing there isn't an end to this story not yet.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

No one knows how to love in a world so bad that keeps you always sad when you hear others always put on the blame game makes you feel so ashamed.
I remember how I would feel the worst when I looked at my beast and felt really good until the envy eyes have seen they couldn't compete so they started laughing and calling me bad names
when I was younger I believed those lies, But that was then it isn't a now.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark of darken dreams it is a long fall from where I once was, I will try not to make a fuss, about us, I will see you on the way down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He whispers in my ear just to bring down the tears as he would say I will always be with me even if you can not see me, I will never leave, and I will keep on hunting you down even in your dreams. You will look around and think you had seen me,  but then I would be long gone in the hood. Now, come my queen and dance with me in the rain and let down your long black hair, You know I love you dear!


Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tell me what you see Moonlight and be very kind to me if you know what I mean, or I will have to bring you down to your knees and let the whole town watch you bleed. Now, again Moonlight what do you see when you look me in the eyes? THEN HE smiled and said I do Love you even when I give you so much pain this is the price you Must pay for getting in my way. Love makes the heart weep don't you agree?  I will always make your heart bleed, I know this is what you see. where you can never sleep, but when you do, Oh, Moonlight you will find me. This is the Love I give and this is what you will receive it from me if you are with me.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He took hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Hold me close he would say, then ask me for a second dose
of another cold dance in the rain of a nasty thunderstorm
of his pain of deep control I just wanted to be free from his darkness, his madness, his lies, that cut me so deep, he leaves me feeling I cannot breathe, he has me is a dark state of mind just waiting for my death bed, this you got to know
PLEASE, please Dark Angel, let me go.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to
But I just want to be free and no longer bleed
Why can you see?
My heart is not made from gold
I want you to please let me go,
you don't have to be so mean
given me, all these darken dreams,
I will say  to you if you want me to
that I love you but you know it isn't true.

Judy Emery © 2002
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You took my heart and beat it to the ground I feel you're love-hate, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The night the velvet moon cried for me too
while Dark Angel took over my life
like a thief in a cold dark night
with no one in sight but the moon.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tell me you would never leave
He would tell me you need me
like I need air to breathe
I cried with hurt in my eyes
the rain was coming down so hard
you could never see my tears to be found.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Darkness and pain is the life you gave me  I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Preciously I am waiting in the dark
not knowing what will jump out at me
holding on to my heart as it beats so rapidly
like I am having a debate without words.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My playmate is the ink in my pen
that pushes along on poetic paper.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Where the rose garden will have bloomed
with the young and the old,
their story has been written
in a world of testing of the forbidden.
the vex souls will be taken
but never let your love be shaken.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Please forgive the eyes that see
the anonymous stories
of the desert leaves;
as innocent blood
are being poured out in the sea.
Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Missiles are flying and many are dying;
Oh, how you can hear the crying,
while Syrian fights each other
making more bloodshed is on their beds.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The art of my inner beauty
that stains the autumn leaves.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In darken dreams
that makes my heart bleed
while I hear those screams
crying out to me... and makes me
bleed out like bloodstained ink.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Tears would always filled my eyes
is the blueprints of me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Silence would be all they would hear
they would see something was controlling me
taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

If they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The cuts that get deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the dark, my heart has departed
my mind is being damaged
into darken dreams
suffering in doubt
in a castle with many characters
running about making crime most of the time.


Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The day became shorter, and the nights seem longer
the ground outside is white the trees are frozen like we seem to be, the freezing wind rolling around again, I would set alone crying about what could have been.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

What that one did to me made my life so darken
when your lost were does life began?
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Lost feeling so confused
hurt and very abused
puzzled the way my life has been  
my bedroom is cold and dark
and my body is marked
of what Dark Angel gave.
Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My voice cries out to the Nile River  
crying over to saying love me little,
love me long even in the strongest storms
scattered dreams you did not hear with me,
destruction in the late sun that makes  me run,
all my hopes and dreams to be set free
from the hurt and hate that stands before me,
frighten at the age of three when my mother
and my father left me puzzled in ignorance,
explore by nature of a darkened world,
I set alone and cry in the heat of the night  
No love insight not in fount of my eyes,
I would cry out to cleanse all my wounds  
that I held in my heart way too long,
humiliation from all strangers,
humiliated by not having no one in my life,
frightened, force in compelling pain  
praying for rain the never came,
touched unloved relationship with faults dreams
exploration with so many questions,
wounded a child of three when my mother  
my father had left me,
The Nile River is what they gave me,
a life of pains and shames that will never go away,
Nile River cry's within my veins.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All seas in every dream,
are the deepest essence of his love,
the water is a treasure of dreams,
Moonlight, you are a goddess
my queen in every darkens dreams.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I awake with Dark Angel beside me,
curl his big arms around me,
snuggle and caress my head on his chest,
I feel suffocated by his darkness.

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I couldn’t speak of what it is that I have seen in darken dreams,
I could feel someone or something is watching me
like it is hunting me, just like a hunt ready to **** a dear
I looked around but there was no one to be found,
I heard a voice from the woods speaking words
I had never heard before, sounds of thunder of true anger.

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I felt the pain out in the pouring rain
I fell upon my knees begging, please
while you left me lifeless
upon naked grounds
where no one would be found
that is when a vision came to me,
I see the light shine so bright
into the night,
the sands of ancient times
were falling like stars from the sky.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look around just to remember you,
I look at the blankets of stars
That is shining upon me tonight,
Oh, how the memories are starting to pour on in,
I know in the stars a story of us is being written,
billions of miles we are apart,
my heart feels so empty and lone,
my tear fall hard upon the sand,
Where it is, I stand,
I close my eyes;
just to where I could see your face,
oh, how this sadness makes me feel
like death is near;
oh, how it is bringing on the fear,
I could hear the old ancient wind
crying at me again,
callout my name playing the same old games,
I hear your voice out from the sea;
Saying, come and find me;
I have been waiting for you,
I live within you;
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.
Oh, how much longer do I have to wait
to be with you?

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Making darkens dreams to all who sleeps
while all this evil king of darkness
keeps coming around me?
telling a lifetime of his ancient lies,
keeping me up throughout the night.
I now have more mysteries dreams
something now I have to live with,
this darkness has eaten away the sky
field my heart with so much pain
bring on the rain.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All-day I’ve been feeling a built of the pain of something from
another lifetime; where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun, but then something happened
to the beauty of the land, ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fishermen were out casting their nets.
Oh, how the horizon bleeds upon on the bloodstain sand
Where it is the dark king stands where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight, making his way into the night.


Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

My body and mind had been battered
My poor heart is shattered with time,
I still waking around scared
Holding on to your words
That kept me fearing you,
In my life, you had taken everything
My hopes even the beauty of love
You give me a world of darkness and pain
You discriminated my name
You give me so much shame
Holding on to all those blames
In the cold September winds
My heart starts to shatter all over again
The snow that is on the ground
Where you once pushed me down
frozen my heart;
the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to
in my life, you’re always standing in between
given me darken dreams;
I’m tired of running from you,
I tried so hard to forget you
I could still hear how you would laugh at me
While you had beaten me down
So far down I didn’t think
My life was worth anything;
You took my young spirt
and made me feel old
Then you left me in a world of darkness,
While I could still feel your eyes on me
Letting me know I will never be free from you,
You kept me on confused
I was afraid to ever cross you
I still hear your words of evil
Telling me will never see love
I will never be loved
I will never be loved
I could hear your laugh while you walked away
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery