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I will trend in
Not my man
Not my kids.
Because what makes me happy
The most
See that two girls
Smiling and laughing
Being around
The people who
Just enter my life
That’s the greatest Christmas and New Years
I don’t want anything else
181 · Apr 2021
My King
I will submit… not to your command, but to your needs as a man.
You hold the power- the drive and stance… Ready to rule with pride- I had to have you… You were mine at first glance.

You’re my rock, my comfort, my ****** dream - you are a strong man, you are superior and you’re my King.

I see your fight- your willed might. The knowledge you hold…you’re ****, strong, black and bold.

I’ll calm you’re anger; I’ll embrace your fears.
I’ll hold your heart; I’ll even wipe your tears.
I’ll sing you a song, and you know I like to sing.
I will do all of this for you baby, because you’re my King.

You’re hand on my heart; you’ve been there from the start.
You’ve protected me from all negativity.
Kept me warm with your chemistry.
I love this man… he’s always there for me.

As we lay on the phone I slowly drift away to the sounds of your voice.
A Deep baritone rhythm -caressing my inner ear… Oh how it makes me rejoice.

The fire in your eyes… burns just for me.
The soft kiss of your lips pressing against my cheek, taking me higher and higher to this unknown place of ecstasy.

So I submit to you… my King of Hearts.
I’ll give to you only what is needed…something no other man could part.

Will you take my hand in this journey of life?
There’s no more for you to give me… except to make me your wife.

I’ll accept with pride…open arms and grace, you’d make me the happiest woman alive. There’ll be no more of me to chase.

On my hand you’ve placed an engagement ring,
Forever I will love you – my soul mate, my friend, my sunshine in spring, But most of all you’re my hero… And now I’m you’re Queen
All I want to do is to take care
Of you
I saw it in my mind
They only said that
To make you feel good
And believe them.
You need to learn to let go
Your baggage
Stuff you have been carrying
Over the years
You need to let learn
To forgive yourself
And others.
Without that
Your soul will keep you
Under the ground.
You will never find peace
Within yourself
Amor / Amistad: Mercurio retrógrado en su zona de amistad puede traer de vuelta a los viejos amigos.  Hasta el 9 de marzo, tendrás la oportunidad de reevaluar las amistades, tanto antiguas como nuevas.  Podría ser gratificante volver a conectar con alguien con quien solía sentirse profundamente conectado.  También puede inspirarse para unirse a un club u organización de la que solía ser miembro
180 · Jan 2021
Be successful in life
You may struggle, who hadn't
Resiliency, you must have
Rome wasn't built in one day
Frameworks must be laid

Hurdle over the pit of failures
Stride harder and run faster
Life’s a race you must conquer
Aspire to become a winner

Dreams are for achievers
Losers are defeated dreamers
Choices will define your future
Don’t bid on fate and then defer

Like a candle you can light up
You can soar like a kite
Beat the wind of doubt
Propel yourself to the top

Everything is in your hand
You have the power to change
Lean on yourself, believe you can
Free yourself from the chain.
179 · Apr 2019
151% KIND
You've been through enough pain in life to understand that nothing is more important than the people you love.
Life too short to be mean.
178 · Apr 2021
I’m Sorry
Everyone of us
Is easy to say
I’m sorry
Sorry for what
I’m sorry
For lying
Some of us say
I’m sorry
Honestly, they are not really
Sorry
They want you to feel and believe
What they are saying.
Sorry I cut that out of my life
Burn out with the words
I’m sorry
178 · Aug 2020
Un amigo mas verdadero
Necesito saber si eres mi verdadero amigo
¿Estarás a mi lado hasta el final?
¿Puedo contarte mis secretos profundos?
y confía en ellos en tu corazón que mantendrás?

No somos ninguno de los dos sin nuestros defectos
¿Puedes aceptar el mío como yo aceptaré el tuyo?
Seré un hombro para llorar cuando estés triste
¿Estarás ahí para mí cuando te necesite?

No importa lo ocupado que esté, haré tiempo para ti
si estás ocupado, ¿me harás tiempo para mí también?
Tomaré tu mano y consolaré tus lágrimas
¿Me abrazarás y calmarás mis miedos?

Te daré alegría y muchas sonrisas cálidas,
¿Podemos compartir eso incluso a través de muchas millas?
No olvidaré lo que es importante para ti
¿recordarás lo que es importante para mí también?

Contigo mis cosas favoritas compartiré
Si tan solo supiera, ¿realmente te importa?
Si puedes aceptarme como yo te hago
entonces sabré que eres un amigo de verdad.
178 · Aug 2020
Open Your Heart
I tried to heal more consciously this time.

With the well-intentioned thoughts

Of healing myself,

I distracted myself from myself.

This time,

I wanted to feel all my feelings;

I wanted to show up fully.

It wasn’t that I was ignoring the bad stuff;

I dove into it, willingly,

With the intention of

Being all there.



I wanted to be there for myself, but

I ended up cluttering myself with

Everything I wasn’t letting go.

I was letting myself be

In the suffering

With so much intention for

Self-compassion this time,

With so much “loving” focus on

The loss I felt.

I held on to every painful expression.

I held on to so much sadness,

A lot of anger—

Much more than I had planned for, but

Somehow, still

Everything I had planned for.



Things couldn’t flow through me;

They got trapped in me.

I dwelled on grieving with love;

I dwelled in grief.

I relinquished my playfulness.

Exercise was too burdensome, a task.

I felt awkward with friends.

I felt smothered by everything.

My energy was already devoted:

Not enough for what I wanted, for

What I used to love;

No energy to be at peace inside.



Life had to reset.

It feels that way right now.

All of a sudden I know what hope really is.

It’s like this: I remember.

I remembered that I needed to

Finish a chapter

To be free to enjoy the next.

I remembered what it felt like to

Play.

I remembered that I need to get

So weak,

So desperate for a better way,

To surrender and ask for help.



Help comes in like a generous wave,

Altering our sight, so

We suddenly see with clarity

What we’ve been needing all along.

Sometimes we need a wave,

So big, so unmistakably for us,

So that it can’t be ignored.

We need to ask for help:

Seeking new ways;

Whispering a prayer;

Walking with a friend;

We do what we can.

Answers will always be

What we’re given.



I finally asked.

I finally heard an answer.

It was too big to describe in words,

Too all-encompassing to

Condense into a single action.

I think I know why my head has felt

So caged,

My body so tired,

My system so numb from the shocks.

I wanted to be so open to this pain, but

I closed my heart off.

The things I was unintentionally blocking

Were trying to get in.

I was so

Busy,

Busy,

Busy holding on to

Every

Single

Sliver of suffering.

No wonder I couldn’t hear the answer:

Open.

Open.

Open.

. . .

Tell me:
177 · Dec 2019
Blessed
Win because
Who I am.
Willing to help
Others.
Very giving person.
I take care my own.
Especially people
I love.
177 · Sep 2019
Be yourself
Be yourself
More people
I will love or fall in love with you.
Because your
Being yourself.
I have hard time expressing my feelings
In front of people
I could express my feelings
On my poetry
When I do
Let out my feelings
Nobody is listening
So I learned to keep
All my feelings
Inside.
175 · Jul 2019
Do you have a dream
My dream is
To open up a business in London
My dream
Someone to love me
The way I love them
My dream to fix
All my teeth
My dream is
Watch my grandbaby
Grow up.
My dream will come true.
Yahweh is here with me
In my heart.
There is a tree
A wonderful tree.
The tree of kindness.
It is the fastest growing tree
In this world, God bless

There is a tree
The wonderful kindness tree
Taking deep roots forever to last
In a million people's heart
Spouting and growing enormously fast

There is a tree
That wonderful kindness tree
It grows so fast, that soon enough
The whole wide world on sea and earth
will be filled with comfort and love

There is a tree
That wonderful tree of kindness
Roots spreading in another million hearts
spouting and growing reaching high and wide
And then in another million hearts it starts

And then another two million
And five million more to come
A billion hearts soon will follow
I already smell its wonderful blossom
Roots in everyone's heart will show

Oh, it is growing so fast,
this tree let's sit and enjoy
in its amazing shadow
And just let the roots
in your heart grow!
Trust each, always
be there for one another
Communication
Talking to one another,
Fun together, trying something new
Together
Make your partner smile.
Create chemical like oxytocin.
Have one another back.
174 · Apr 2021
Life is what you make it
Life is what you make it, so it's
strictly up to you, if it doesn't
meet your expectations, then
change whatever you do! You
don't have to accept the way
things are, if it's not what you'd
like it to be. You can make the
difference, because of your
individuality. Too often we stay
in a rut, for fear of trying anything
new. If you have faith and believe,
that's all you need, to pull through.
Never be afraid to take chances,
as it doesn't come along everyday.
Take the bull, by the horns and seize
the opportunity, before it slips away!
Yeah, nice to have a companion
In are life
A man or husband
But nothing is permanent
In life with them.

The only permanent
In are life
Are kids.
That you cannot replace
If you could put a
Puzzles together
You got patience
Because in a relationship
You got to have patience
If you don’t
You will get Bored
And jump into another
Relationship.
Your life will have a
Pathway
Because your not patient
Enough
With my experience I had
In my past
I don’t jump right the way
When someone promised
Something I just shine
Them off.
Promise don’t last
They always break that promise
Now how I take it
Don’t make a promise
Just do it.
The promise could always break
How many promises
You going to tell
At the end of all that promises
Is nothing but a big
Fat lies
I need to step back
Not just for my heart
For his too.
No matter where I'll
Be in life
You will always be in my
Heart.
Because I love you.
That way, I could pairs
My heart for the future to
Come
If we are meant to be together
My heart will be ready
171 · Dec 2020
God Watch Over Us
Thank you God for our families and loved ones
we are so blessed in so many ways.
Please watch over and protect us each
and everyone. Lord help us remember that your love for us is our guide to loving each other . I know we may not always be perfect and we may make each other crazy but when the time comes, it is amazing how we will be there for one other.
Lord help us to step back and allow each other to grow in the way that you intended us to be.
Chapter 1

Horrified from what I’d just witnessed, I gave no resistance as the two vampires pulled me out of the office and through the warehouse. I didn’t think about what may happening to Doris, or even wonder if he was still alive.
The shocking of witnessing my best friend get his heart ripped out of his chest before becoming a pile of ashes was all I could see. Sure, he’d been a spineless coward, one who’d given me up to save his own skin. It had been a real blow. But, even with all of that, it certainly didn’t warrant such a gruesome death.
And then seeing Victoria satisfied grin as he began to devour Alex’s heart.....the man was truly evil.
“ Did you notice the look on that freak’s face when Victoria stuck him with that knife?” said the vampire to my off. “ He almost looked relieved.
“ Of course he did. He sold you out Black here, “ said the other one. He leaned closer to me. “ Bet you wanted to kick his *** when you found out what he did, huh?”
I gritted my teeth. I wanted to kick his *** for calling me Black. The problem with that, I’m not Black. I’m Carmel. There’s a different. I didn’t see that coming, though. I must say so myself.”
Tears spilled from my eyes as we stopped at the door leading out into the parking lot. “ Entertaining, huh? Wait until he does the same to you,” I mumbled. “ Will you laugh like a couple of chuckleheads then? Imagine that’s.
“ Yes, said the other one, as he opened the door. “ And if I were you,” he pulled me through the doorway and into the darkness roughly, “ I’d learn to keep your mouth shut.”
“Employees?” I sneered,
snaking my arm from his grasp. “ Is that what you’ve made yourselves believe?
Alex, warned the tall
vampire, moving between us. “ Our order were to bring her back with us, unharmed.”

“ You’d better follow orders.
Mustn’t **** Victor off, Alex, “ I
goaded, not caring if they hit me or not. I hated them almost as much as I hated him. The hunters were his instruments and part of what made so powerful. Without their support, he’d be just another arrogant vampire with a God complex.
frightened of Victoria that even now, you watch for him out of the corner of your eyes.
Ignore her, “ said Thomas.
She’s trying to goad you.”
I saw a shadow drop behind her by the window. Recognizing Doris, I felt an overwhelming sense of relief.
Alex, who caught my reaction, turned around to look behind them and was immediately stabbed in the head. He dropped to the ground and became a pile of ash.
“ Get out of here!” ordered
Doris, as the other vampire rushed him.
Thomas grabbed Doris by the neck and raised him in the air. “ You..... “ he growled, glaring at him.
This my second book part 2
I never tell anybody
What’s my plans are
Sometimes when I get enough
My plan
I don’t actually follow them
I just get up
And do it right there.
Why wait
If you could change your life
For the better.
That’s what exactly
I did
169 · Oct 2019
What Is Pure heart To You
The pure in heart are the only ones who can know what it means to be supremely happy. Their hearts are pure toward God and, as a result are pure toward their fellowmen. They are happy because, in possessing Him who is All and in All, they envy no man’s worldly goods. They are happy because they envy not another man’s praise. Because they are the enemy of no man, they regard no man as their enemy. The result is peace with God and the world.
168 · Feb 2021
All My life Growing up
I’m the youngest in the family
I never experience being the big sister
For someone else
Besides your blood
No matter
Sister or not
I’m glad I meet
Someone who’s almost
Like me
And I could say
She’s my youngest sister
Like I said
I’m new being the big sister
But I will do my best
To be your big sister
168 · Oct 2018
This is me
I am artist
That grandparents pass on to me
I am a writer
That write  with wisdom
I am a mother with four kids
I am a business woman
When it comes to  ability
  To provide for my family

I am a caring and loving person
I am very honest
I am very straight forward
I am out going
168 · Oct 2019
Down Fault Some Men
When they meet someone
Thinking that person going to be through with you.
There’s are some ladies are very smart and honest.
But there are some
Who you did wrong in your past.
Will come and hunt you down.
Not ever women are the same, there’s are some what different.
Depending whom you with.
We all thought at one point of are life.
That person we was with will always be true to you.
Only a pure heart. Will always stay true to you.
I wrote a poem. It was the kind of poem that rhymes and has a certain rhythm to the words and phrases. After several revisions, and through the process of reading the poem aloud to myself, I thought: “This could be a song.”
So I added music to the poem. Then I felt it needed more of a “hook,” so I wrote a chorus that would be repeated a couple of times. After several hours work, voilà: I had written a song. And it wasn’t half bad, I must say, at least by my modest standards.
Where I work at
Just be careful not
Everybody’s is your
Friends. You could be
Friendly, not to friendly.
You could talk.
But I keep my business to myself.
Ppl like to ask questions.
Specially men’s
I rather walk away.
I’m there to work not
To flirt.
I do my job.
I rather have them keeps
Guessing about me.
Them knowing about me.
I was worry
For us to unmoving mountain
There a midst of an earthquake .
Shaking ground
Doesn’t mean to destroy it
It cannot be helped
When something
Are just so obstinate.
Must survive
Or crumble....

Are earth is changing beneath us all.
Nothing will ever be the same.
Either you fall apart or carry on
Am I bad person
I tell the truth
I still get doubted
I try to speak
I don’t get finished
What I needed to say
I been called
All kind of names
I been accused
Things I don’t do.
No, matter what
I say. I’m still wrong
You say, you believe it
If I don’t have proof
I send you proof.
All I get
It’s not mine.
I don’t **** around
I’m very royal to my
King.
But I’m still wrong
166 · Jul 2019
Are you waiting
For her to make the first move
Or your that ashamed
You used her and abuse her
Maybe everything you had
Said it’s cost by your insecurity
Maybe you're looking for stability
From her.
And she’s not moving fast enough for
Your well-being.
I think you're looking for stability and
Finance.
Someone will hand you money
Without question.
Just you do whatever you want
166 · Oct 2019
I Need Closure
Why some people have hardest
Time to face
Someone that they care about
Why can’t you just
Be a real man
Say what you need to say.
Whatever maybe
That your afraid to tell me
I rather you be honest with and straight
Forwarded.
I rather hear the truth.
I’m not going to begg you
To love me and stay with me.
If you found your happiness.
All I could do is respect it.
I’m to grow for all this *******.
I serve to be happy too.
Come and tell me
Make your closure with me.
You could conntinue living that life
You chose for yourself.
I could Continue being me.
Once’s you say
What maybe
You go your way
I go my way.
166 · Oct 2018
Black is the color
Black is the color of my true love.
Black is his voice.
Black is his face.
Black is his hair.

Black is the fullness of his lips.
Black is the roundness  of his nose.
Black is the posture of his pose.

My true love is the color of black.
His strong back and arms.
His never give up or in attitude.

To him my soul belongs.
His love is mine.
And my love is his.

My true love is the color of black.
166 · Jun 2019
Silence means
Sometimes silence is the loudest cry for help....
Because anyone can fall for what can be seen and can be heard...but it takes that special soul to unveil what lies beneath the dermis, and listen the words that remain unspoken !!

The person behind that silence has no shame guiltiness and that person expecting own life with lots of positive happiness.

Lying here wide awake on my own now. Silence is the loudest cry. I'm safe but I've lost everything I've known. I can smile because the pain has gone. But cry because it's where I'm from. God I turn to You to make me strong again.
The rent was cheap
So, I live in an apartment
For over 12-years.
One day
I woke up smell
The coffee.
It’s time to move on
And makes something better.
I did
Imagine that
I when from small apartment
To a bigger
House.
Not all my life.
I’m going to stay in a apartment.
Almost pay same amount
A
House is
Better.
165 · Apr 2021
Night Is Young
Hold me tight in your arms
Let us explore the young night
Let us see through the ****** night
We could feel each other's warm
Take my soul to your longing heart.


We can break each other's ribs
With the undying love which we
Peep through its eyes at the back of affection
The sensational theme of the movement
In our body could take us to the other phase of life.


Hold me in your hands into the night
Let's walk to the isle of love
The night is still young and thirsty
Of experience that could savor its longing eyes;
We could penetrate through its ****** and break its pride.

Us against the world, you and me against them all
Our minds are still young and promising
Our hearts are still waiting to explore into the depth
Of the craving night,
Spell bound my soul and make me groan into the night.


Kiss me here, touch me and take me into
The darkest part of the night,
Hold me tight and make love to me;
For I found love in your eyes
When men see the dark con of a man in you.
164 · Apr 2021
Honestly
Is hard to be honest
With someone you
Say you love
I set my own life
The way I want to live.
My life is simply
I avoid people aren’t important to me.
Good energy
Makes me move on
Not just my mind also
Physically and mentally.
I set my own life
Without *******, Bs.
The fewer people see me.
They have no room to say anything.
I could do anything I want
In my life
There are no rules.
As long I’m honest
With myself and others.
I’m good.
162 · Feb 2021
Nobody Is Perfect
There’s a light in every one of us,
A flame that burns so bright,
But when we get criticized by others,
We often extinguish our own light.
We try to impress other people,
And aim to achieve perfection,
But when something doesn’t go our way,
We look at our own reflection.
But everyone has insecurities,
And things they want to change,
So try not to worry about yourself,
Because imperfection is okay.
Nobody is perfect,
And that’s important to understand,
We’re all going through life together,
So come with me, and take my hand.
162 · Apr 2021
Social media
I don’t really care for
Social media
Anymore
1. There’s to many
Haters
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend
Will get jealous
On some comments
I myself don’t understand
They get mad
But they do same
Stuff.
I learned something
Greater.
I shut down my Facebook account
In Reality
I get more comments
From other people
Don’t matter what I look
Like in the morning or night
There’s enough people
Will say it out
Your beautiful.
161 · Aug 2020
UM AMIGo ANIMado como voce
Deus deve ter sabido que haveria
vezes que precisaríamos de uma palavra de ânimo,
Alguém para elogiar um triunfo
ou enxugue uma lágrima.

Ele deve ter sabido que precisaríamos compartilhar
a alegria das pequenas coisas
Para apreciar
a felicidade que a vida traz.

Eu acho que Ele conhecia nossos corações atribulados
às vezes latejava de dor,
Em provações e infortúnios,
ou objetivos que não podemos atingir.

Ele sabia que precisaríamos de conforto
de um coração compreensivo
Para nos dar força e coragem
para fazer um novo começo.

Ele sabia que precisaríamos de companhia
altruísta .... duradouro .... verdadeiro,
E então Deus respondeu
a grande necessidade do coração
com amigos queridos .... como você !!

Você sempre será estimado em meu coração.
161 · Jan 2021
Love Me
One thing I ask of you...

Love me for who I am
and be true.

Love me as a fish loves the sea,
how the bird loves to sing.

Love me as a bee loves its honey,
as an angel love his wings.

Love me and hold me tight
as you tell me everything is all right.

Love me and guard me with all your might
as you hold me near at night.

Love me as I lay a kiss upon your lips,
as the heart in my chest flips.
161 · Dec 2019
Better Yourself
We all made mistakes in are life
Stop repeating them
Pick yourself and
Fix your life.
Only you could do it.
There’s no one else could do it for you.
But you
161 · May 2019
23 vs 47
Old woman been through so
Much in life already
She's already knows the game.
Younger woman
Is just starting life.
She really don't know
Much about anything.
Some young woman only
Knows
How to have fun
Be wild
Have babies in young age
You have does
Think, they know everything.
Older women
They already done all
The having fun
We more smarter
Not into being wild
We know to deal with bigger situation...
We more reasonable.
We just know
I’m a Type of person
Something is troubling me
I’m going to say it.
I won’t give two ****.
I’m going to let it out.
I don’t care who’s around either.
I’m not does people
Afraid to say anything.
I been like this
I’m going to stay like this.
Yes, don’t get me wrong
Sometimes there’s time you
Have to bite your tongue.
You just have to know when to do so.
In my case
I just speak
If someone can’t understand
How truly I feel
They only see or read
What they wanna read.
I’m not sharing anymore my
Feeling.
Unless I tried
But I felt
They don’t understand
Me at all
160 · Jun 2020
Dear Me
Dear me,
You’ve been through a lot. I
know it’s hard
But I’m so proud of who you
Are.
You are strong, brave, bright
And smart and you
Were given the gift of a
Beautiful heart. So keep
Going strong and try not to
Stray
Everything you’re praying
For is on it’s way
159 · Oct 2018
It’s Not Good To Assume
Don’t assume things
It gets you in trouble
You might start something you don’t want
Even if you’re confused
Think of good thoughts to choose
Whatever you think is not right
Assuming things could probably destroy your life
I have assumed and didn’t think twice
Now I’m having to pay the price
If I would turn back the hands of time
I’d turn it, to make it right
I wish there a way I could fix it
Because I don’t want to go with this shame
So, never assume things
It will get you in bigger trouble
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