Black boots
Black dress
Black eyes
Black hair
But you bleed forever red

Scattered rain
A midnight sky
My words have been lost
Lost in your eyes

It was so utterly calm outside today
The weather was lacking
And the sky was grey
No rain or sun
Maybe the sky was feeling numb
Although sleep will come
Flickering lights
The TV knows night
Eyes seduced by its temperament
Out goes my light

I have been writing a book for a while now about the issues of the human race and personal issues that me and many others have faced. I havent found a site to publish it yet, however if i were to find a website which anyone could view from, would anyone like to see what I have written so far? Put a lot of effort into writing this so, it would be good to get some advice, ty peoples :)))

The world looked blurry
Like a background in a movie
All I could see was you
But once I closed my eyes
I awoke alone in my room

Scrolling through my words
I thought I said too much
But maybe it was not enough

Scrolling through our pictures
I thought this could be forever
But deep down I knew it could not

Scrolling through my life
It only takes a few flicks
One day it was okay
The next it was not
Or maybe it was never okay

Lackluster eyes and SSRIS
Thoughts turn to ash
When anxiety thrives
The raging fire never ends
Until there is nothing left to burn
The mind is like a forest
That can be burned down to a crisp

Within dreams we can run
But hide we cannot
As we awake with the sun
And must always get up

I may be young
But I still feel pain
The type of pain that awakes with the sun
I see my hopes and goals
They are framed in my mind
Like pictures
They only show what I wish I could find
Of happier days
With my friends around me
My ink could help lives and let my dreams free

Within dreams the stars shine
Where the clouds cease to exist
We can run
But not hide
As the sun always rises

Shadows do not discriminate
They stay and change
Sometimes they go away
Hide in the darkest nights
And live in the brightest days

If I took your shadow
I could not tell
If you were black or white
Had scars
Tattoos
Or hair that was blue
Our form is more or less the same

If I saw your shadow again
I wonder
Could I tell you apart?

Love doesn't help with the pain
It has just kept me sane enough to know I need drugs

The night owls awaken once the sun retreats
The midnight sky greets them and cools the summer heat
Even through the silence of voices and stillness of air
The rhythm of their heartbeat stays constant and near
Each breath reminds them that more breathing is to come
This constant reminder makes them want to feel numb

In silence I fall
Into the endless abyss

There are flowers on my duvet covers
I guess you could say that I sleep in a flower bed

There she lay
Between the Earth and the clouds
Asking the stars 'Please let me down'
Floating away as the thoughts left her head
She only wondered what would be if
And what would come next
As she left past the clouds and the marble-white moon
She felt the cold of the void
No more beautiful blue
Past the vast and small spheres
She drifted for miles
Empty and alone
Until the stars found her eyes
She turned around and saw the heavenly view

When they don't know
The way the wind blows
Nothing but their breathing flows
Their mind takes them where they want to go
But deep down
Beneath their shallow insecurities
Lies something truly horrible
Their deepest darkest sadness shows
And its hurts so much
Because their empty apologies are just words for show
They think they are okay
But they are not
I am not okay
But at least that I know

Addicted to breathing
Each day goes the same
My heart is fading
And my soul is turning grey
Somebody save me
Before my mind goes astray
I am tired of hiding
Will you lend me your faith?

Can anyone be true to themselves?
Or can we just be true to the person we think we are

As subtle as a sun shower
My tears become one with rain
Loosely connected dreams hold my love letters are bay
All I ever wanted
Was to know your name
I guess I'll have to ask you on another day

I can't be happy
Because every time I smile
I know i'm going to be sad again

Sometimes I just want to **** myself
But then I realize that myself doesn't even know what I want

The impact you had
If only you knew
I got lost in your troubles
Now I sit alone in my room

Grey has become of the sky                     Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching the street lights below            Alluring the birds below

Empty sidewalks                                       Buzzing sidewalks            
Crowded clouds                                         One single lonely cloud
This must be a dream                                This must be a dream
I feel empty                                                 I feel complete
Absent                                                  ­        Present
Is this to be alive                                          Is this to be alive

I can not see the diamonds up above        I can see the diamonds up above
It is lonely here outside                               It is lovely here outside
This day felt dreary                                    This day felt joyful
The night feels numb                                 This night feels sympathetic
Unlike the crowded clouds                        Like the blue sky
Hollow is my mind                                    Fulfilled is my mind

Grey has become of the sky                      Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching my sunken eyes                      Alluring my hopeful eyes

Some people only want to live
When they are about to die

The only thing worse than silence
Is being utterly alone

Swerving by the stars
Moonlight in my eyes
Could you take me to infinity?
I just lost my mind
Darkness all around me
But these diamonds shining bright

Could you take me to infinity?
Together we could lose our minds

As blank as the page in front of me
My mind took me where I wanted to be

There she lay
Shrouded in the darkness off his mind
Her eyes were as bright as the moon
She had nothing to hide
I think there was a spark
He felt a warmth from within
But the light eventually succumb
And his mind went back to numb