I'm steaming my ******

You're cooking

freshly showered

drenched hair

towel left to warm the floor

The kitchen counter

becomes my burlesque stage

lit in your

alluring stare

you revel

in the backdrop of

my exposed

cravings

With that hungry look

you cannot resist

shifting towards me

honouring my body with

all your attention

When love is not true
We feel it
Deep within our soul
Energies collide
And collude

While hearts play along
Often, ignoring what isn't sincere

We all just want
That beautiful,
Happy ending
Even... if it hurts

Brutal truths
... heard and felt
without any
pretty words


I have tried
and failed
One day, you will need to read the
filed memories
and absorb all my pain

Share all the love
within your soul.
one day,
it will find
its way
into your broken heart
... and stay.

My sacred place
where I demand
to feel
... feel the pain

Poured onto canvas
so abstract that
a handful feel it with me
I allow it

Extended versions
of the classics
prolonging the emotion
... to be felt

It's a process
allow, the emotion
to feel
to feel the pain from within

Johann Sebastian Bach,
the sounds that clear my mind
a river of memories
... flowing

With every
breath,
filling "Air"
into my soul

My soul listens
... patiently
lovingly, taking in
the sounds of a beautiful soul

As the night greets
Silently
Hauntingly
My memories rush in

What seem like a life time ago
Feels like just yesterday
Our last goodbye
Not a final one, but still

When I was
All you thought about
Dreamed about
When I was, enough

These days
You prefer
My silent presence
And that's what will remain

I don't need
... silence
I love words
Pretty ones too

Am I
a season
a reason
a lesson

No man has ever had my attention
like you do
I guard my feelings, my heart
I wonder if I could do that forever.

Will I become someone
who will never love again

With all the confusion
You stand in front of me ...

I embrace this
because in this moment
I am with you
... nothing else matters

Your touch
eyes
kisses
your voice

All of you
... Tu me manques

I love you
from the top of my head
to ...
the tip of my toes ...

je t'aime

In a cruel world
I love
without expecting
anything in return

I will give
perfectly
I will love
perfectly

In a cruel world
I hide my scars
and show my beauty
to the soul of a poet

I turn to look at you
just one glance
its not perfect
somewhat broken

I look at you
all of you
you look at me, but you don't really see me
im a little bent

and you
just ... love that

It is sometimes impossible
to explain the stories
to all the scars
of a broken heart

instead
try to listen to
her ... silence
only then will you truly understand

Sand between my toes
a breeze
... inhaled memories
almost forgotten ...

I kneel down
and pray
for your memory
to always stay

To look at a soul
and not seek
the face
of beauty

To look at a soul
and not need anything more than it offers
too many are judged, in such cruel,
unfair disgust

Look at the beauty of scars
pain, hurt
loneliness
... despair

If you seek beauty
you will never
truly see
the beauty of a soul

I have been in love
many times before
but only once
did I truly give my heart

Only once
did I truly understand
why we love
how we love

Your last breath,
it was at that moment
that I knew
I could never, ever truly love another.

You

set my heart on fire

dancing around

together as one

I

adore you

let's dance to our flames

'till the end of time

My heart stubbornly

believes that one day

            you will truly see me

... truly love me

I used to gaze

Into your eyes for hours

hold you

... while sleeping



Greet you

with sleepy eyes

coffee for two

laughing... as one



I never stop

thinking about you

How can I?

When it's always been you!



Your hugs

I keep them close

Your voice

I still hear, clearly.



My soul needs

you more than my

aging body

and broken heart



In my dreams

I am not alone

How could I be?

You are right there with me!

I get a little troubled… often
so close to giving up
tears that
won't turn to happy ones

I know I have
to pick up the
shattered mirror
and keep moving

Being broken isn't graceful
it's a journey
to restore my soul
... from the inside

I loved you
I trusted you.
it's always been
... just you

I do not
remember
ever loving anyone
... but, you

Whispers of hope
our beautiful, misled dreams
crazy fantasies
hopeless dreams

the words you whispered
tenderly embraced
in your comforting arms
a web of lies

wish I could
undo those promises
such deceit
in the midnight hour

our lonely hearts
... cheated

A million memories
of a million kisses
my neck, my body...all over
kisses all the time

but, as the months
slowly turn into years
I have only fading memories
... of a few

I wished
I saved some
for these
rainy days

In my lonely hour,
my heart aches for
your touch
your soft whispers

My soul
consoling my broken heart
with memories of
your butterfly kisses

when morning comes
I am lovingly reminded
there is beauty and comfort
in a new day

The night's silence
chirping birds not yet in slumber
reminding me,
I am not alone.

Painfully remembering
Your loving embrace
my heart aches
Once again,

Do you ever,
just sit with your head in your hands
wiping your lonely tears
remembering...

In the depth of the ocean
darkness surrounding me
my invisible enemy
lurking in the deepest part of my soul

drowning,
emotions surfacing
faced with only
my own thoughts

my pretty smile
disguising my lies
my tears,
tell a story.

I am, ok!
my favourite line,
while tears
find their way into my heart

I have often pondered
and wished
sometimes prayed to the Gods
cursed to the universe

To feel so much
hurt so deeply
cry so often
sleep deprived

Yes, I have often wished
that you were the
...one
that got away...but in my soul
...you stay

The day you said
your final teary goodbye
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Scattered reminders
All around me
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Empty bottles
Lonely sunsets
my tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Standing at your final
Resting place
Weeping weeping weeping
You are gone...Forever, my love!

I find myself...thinking
about you
Sunsets,
Beautiful lyrics

In the sound of
Thunder,
In the calm
of soft rain, drizzling

In all the little things
and inside the
deepest part
of my soul

Memories of your kiss
Your tender touch
Your intoxicating laughter
The way you say my name

Your high walls
Your solace
Your fears
Your beautifully thin disguise

I am fine
I am ok
...today
I say, as a tear rolls down my delicate skin

Holding you close
Your heartbeat
Close to mine
Stay in my arms, my love

My head on your chest
Your arms
Playing with my hair
Our bodies gliding to beautiful sounds

Our perfect moment
Just us...
Our love don't
Need any words...tonight

Dance with me

your hands in places

I crave you

kiss my neck



Dance with me

till the sun greets

whisper what you need

all your desires



Dance with me

the stars our only light

our bodies

the only warmth

Love
in it's truest form
sees no colour
Love is love

Love
feels deeply
it is always kind
Love is love

Love
dances with hearts
breathes through souls
Love is love

Love
to the end of a love
to a final chapter on two hearts
Love is love

I love you.
With all of me, inside and out
In out, in out.
Deep, shallow-
deep, deeper, buried
in your heart
subsumed in you
by you, for you,
with you.
I love you.

disguised
perfect smile
not letting anyone in
...but you

my non existent laughter
my words
my solace
I've been lonely for too long

In a perfect world
we are lovers
In my world
you will never be mine

I've been lonely for too long

your lips
poison to my senses
the sweetest sin
bourbon whispers into the deepest part of my soul

dance with me
kiss me
need me
crave me

your tongue
tracing sinfully
along my
trembling and
quivering body

You awakened, stirred the inner most
Part of my being

Every look
Every smack
Every part of my body wanted more,
Needed more

As I lay in the darkness
I am consumed with how you felt
In every part of me

I am asked by my heart and mind
To not feel too much,
So, for now.... I shall OBEY!

You are my dusk till dawn
to you I am drawn
Your voice plays like an orchestra
I dance to the tone
Of never being alone

You say I love you baby
oh, but I love you too

This is our love
This is ours to keep....

Laying in the tub
Oh, how I need a rub

Just your one finger
I am begging you to linger

Feel my need for you
Look at your view

Kiss my lips gently
My hips move elegantly

My juices want to escape my body
I am beautifully greedy

Pause
Still
Breathe
Gasp

I beg for you
Your **** needs to spew

I stand
Facing the taps
Gripping
With both hands

A ******
Deep
Deeper

The deepest part of me
I am soaked and creamy

Come and lay
Hold me close
Don’t explore

Just be still
Shut out the world
Clear the sounds
Close your eyes
Inhale
Exhale

Feel my warmth
Feel my love

Touch my face
******* lips

Our tongues dancing
To the sound of Debussy
Our hands wonder

Our souls meet
You are inside
Don’t leave yet
Don’t stop
Don’t move

We wake
To the sound of Debussy
You never left
You didn’t move...

This ....is utter madness
This....is utter bliss
This....is us craving
Lustfully so
Passionately
To share pleasures our bodies merging at last
To feel spent
To love
To lust
To touch
To lay.... afterwards.... utterly satisfied
Utterly exhausted

Round Six!
Your head on my naked tummy
touching my inner thighs
ever so gently

butterfly kisses trailing
your tongue gets a taste
of the effects of you
we just can't get enough

you need your fix
let's start round six
your tongue swirling
in my spot

I grab your hair
pull you even closer
I squirm
soft moans

your finger enters
my zone
you pull out...
and offer a taste
I obey!

With one motion you're on top.
tasting my creamy sweet mouth
******* my tongue
biting my bottom lip

We move to the rhythm of our lust
Hard….Fast
Deep...deeper
Filling me
As you collapse onto me!

My thoughts
And
Memories
…Scattered…
…Sometimes
In the wind
And
…Sometimes
In a raging storm
hurt
Pain
Loss
and finally
love…

One single kiss
A stare into souls merging
A goodbye with words
Our hearts weeping
A sudden roadblock
Unbearable hurt
Shattered hearts

Years goes by, searching

The memory of you won’t fade
Our return to fate
What a glorious day
We know just what to say

This is not magic
But it is magical

Our souls dance
Our hearts filled
Our deepest feelings felt

We prepare for an adventure

Love as pure and true
Our hearts will see this through

.....you tell me everything.....
It leaves me speechless!
Sometimes, a little B R E A T H L E S S!

We don't touch!
We use words!
We use how we feel!
We create images!

I  F E E L  YOU
I  H E A R  YOU

Without a touch
YOU penetrate, my soul!

I will not love you
I will not give a ****
I will not miss you
but, all I do is think of you

In the midnight hour
I search my heart
Three hours later
... you’re still on my mind

I pray for silence.
While I crave your touch
Your smile
Your voice

I will not love you
I will not give a ****
I will not miss you
but all I do is think of you