Years ago
...Until now
Hurtful words
In between

The day we met
you...
dressed in all blue
I should have known

Blue
A window to your soul
Loss and pain
Unexpected bond

My mouthy thoughts
Many nights of anger
Your frustration
yet, forgiven for it all

I think of you daily
and in the darkest night
Beautiful sunny skies
Magnificent hues at dawn

I pray
I wish
I dream
I believe

Years ago
...Until now
I vow
to hold you close forever

We all make mistakes
no such thing as big or small
they are all lessons
big, valuable lessons

We pick up the pieces
little by little
often, dragging them along
for decades

A river of thoughts
frozen emotion
icy tears
brutal scars

Our 3am
...thoughts
our only...
...companion

...words
unspoken...

my morning dew
dandelions wishing
sunflowers smiling
raindrops dancing

All of you
All of me

a beautiful symphony
the most beautiful sounds
the prettiest rainbow
colours...bright lights

dancing to our heartbeats
one step at a time
sliding across
only us

Forever dancing
Forever in love

Let it go!
just a little for now
cremate all the emotion
let the tears flow

Say your goodbyes
sprinkle the ashes in their
final destination
feel your pain

But hold on to the parts of your soul
That still needs
to feel
to breathe
to love

...for now!

Unsettling reminders
Painful memories
Heartfelt tears
Helpless

Beautiful bond
Soulful hearts
Sharing
...........pain
And
...........loss

We exist
For each other
...........in separate lives

Deep tranquil aromas
steamy mirrors
warm liquid all around
my senses come alive

fantasies of your touch
in places I soak
in this luxury
reflect

I lay back
and feel
knowing
You are right here, always!

I give you my words
treasure them
I give you my mind
always be kind

I give you my heart
but it will surely die
So instead hold on to my soul
it's the most precious gift of all

Your lips softly placed
on mine
A gentle opening
allowing our souls to collide

Embracing
our arms lovingly hold
This moment
wishing it to last forever

Your lips
sealed with mine
This moment
wishing it to last forever

Waves washing away
The whispers from my soul
My heart breaking

Drowning all emotions
Wrapping my thoughts with a pretty bow
Willingly letting go
Of all of you

In my solace
I reflect
A glorious
New day

Because of you,

I laugh a little more

because of you

I dare to dream again!



I am thankful

for this miracle of you



We share

We care

We dare



...to dream again!

As another night
Slowly creeps in
The dreams I will dream
Filled with your warmth

A desire to
Just hold you
and be held...by you
Perhaps, a little kiss

A dance
With your tender lips
As I fall asleep
In your loving arms

My lips sealed
Crying into my pillow
Eyes wide open
Into the silence of the night
An echo in the distance, faintly heard

I remain...still
My heart shattered
Aching heart
Bruises that won't heal
Finality...Finally

I make a wish
A rainbow of colours
I dream of your touch
Warm and tender

I fantasize about your kisses
Delicious
I stare into your bright eyes
Mesmerizing

In my dreams
...you are
In my thoughts
...you exist

I wish
Like a dandelion
Dancing in the wind
Towards your loving embrace

I imagine touching your hand
Walking into the deep of the forest
I imagine talking to you for hours

Exploring...
I imagine your laughter
And allow you to chuckle at my funny side
Enjoying a picnic...we fight over the last olive

I imagine sipping your love
While my tongue dance for more
I imagine...looking at you, a world without you
...while I slowly die...

My face drenched
My hair soaked
Our bodies cling

The sound of thunder
Rain gloriously cleansing our past
Our kiss
Our dance
Our rain
Our love

A memory of our first glance
Our first embrace
Our first kiss

This is our rain
Our dance
Our love
Hope
Trust

Complete at last
Gone with the past

Infinite numbers between 0 and 1
between 0 and a million
we always want more numbers
than we actually get

So, I choose....
Forever
and beyond

On this icy night

I look to the stars

With questions

And teary eyes



I surrender

To the heavens

And embrace

The chill in my veins



Standing still

Weeping

Hoping

Believing



My soul

Filled with hope

I still believe

I will love again