Right now the whole world is spinning
And me just sitting here on the train and grinning
It feels so strange being alone so late at night
I am still thinking should I run or just stay out of sight
People don't understand how I feel
How much her love means to me and wonder if it's real
The moon is full the wind is cold and not a cloud in the dark sky
On this night I did crack a smile
It hasn't been there for quite a while
The sun It will always shine
But it's raining in my head again
All of these thoughts always hoping everything will be just fine
As my body shivers from the cold
My heart pounding with the heat from the love i have for her which in fact will never grow old
All the faces on the train
Moods they differ from face to face
All the while hoping hoping Noone can see my pain
The planes take off in the distance
The train comes to a sudden stop and I am standing there in some kind of trance
But these tears they continue to fall
I am breathing..... the question remains am I alive at all

As I run around work like a crazy man
Things come to my head am I doing enough am I doing all that I can
....time passes and. I am a little weary
I need to know before get angry or a little teary
I shall stand my ground and do what I must
There are things to do for me and to slowly gain her trust
I want her to know just how I feel
And to gain her trust and let her know I am for real
I don't need any reminders for her love gives me that
A gentle touch to tell her where I am at
I know this was meant to be
And I will make all doubters see
That my love is real and my heart is true
To make a good life for me and you
I must slow down I am going to fast
We must take our time and make our love last
There is one more thing I must say
I love this woman and everything will be ok

In love sometimes the tears they never dry...the feelings in your heart they stay deep within until you die
The one true love that you have finally found.....then things go wrong and you both know that there will be a next time around
Believe is the word that no longer must be said....the love of my life I shall be with her until I am dead
Time is no issue and neither is the love....know that this love inside was sent from above
All of the signs and the signals from the sky ......i know we will be together until our spirits fly
Some feelings do change when we are apart....but when you look in my eyes they will come back like it was just the start
Like the wings of an eagle and the spirit of the crow.....my love for you continues it to grow
The red cardinal they show us the signs of the ones we have lost...the love that we have shall stand the test of time and at any cost
So late at night while I am still away ....look to the stars and know that I am ok
But beyond the stars and far past the moon .......there is my heart as big as the sun....so that only proves that you will be in my arms once again before it is said and done.

I am in love ...but she is so far away from me......so far I can't even see
How could I have made such a mess........for she is my world so it is anyone's guess
It goes over and over in my head......I keep feeling I must get her back before I am dead
I know that her and I were set in the stars.....why did I create all these scars
I try to sleep and I mean all through the night.......she is the love of my life and I couldn't do anything right
I hear our song its in my dreams.......I wonder every night if she hears my screams
I wake at night soaked in sweat....not all of the time but this is as bad as it gets
For she is the one I want to spend the rest of my days.........I think of us...when the music plays
We had songs that described all of our time......I love her so much and I committed no crime
For now my mouth stays shut and not a word from my lips......I must get her back before my whole life slips
I pick myself up and get back on my game.....I would find another woman but it just would not be the same
The love that I hold deep in my heart.....for she is my Angel...we should never be apart
So I sit on the beach wall late into the night........calm is the water..and the moon shining bright
I think of my baby and how things used to be
These nightmares must end.....and she holds the key

My mind is racing I think I am caught in some sort of vortex
I never knew love could be so complex
Not knowing what she is thinking what she is feeling
My head and my heart on the ceiling
Round and round my mind goes
And still my love for her it grows
It is the first time I have ever felt this way
The fight has just begun
But I would rather make my stand than run
So get ready world cause this man don't give up or give in
I am ready to take it on but where do I begin

As I look into the sky
A sudden tear falls from my eye
I remember when we were in bed
and fireworks were overhead
That night was unreal
Just like the way I feel
About everyday and everynight with you
The fireworks were always there
And I hope you know I really care
Everyday was the fourth of July because of that sparkle in your eye
That sparkle I would **** to see
Because it shined just for me

The fireworks will return to the skies
As soon as I look into your eyes
I will remember every day
Because the memories of you are here to stay

As the first snow hits the ground and our winter does start
There is an overwhelming feeling in my heart
Christmas is here and my tears I try to hold back
This time of year when my love gets on track
When your eyes glisten off the sun drenched snow
There is only one thing I want you to know
There is no woman on the planet earth
That makes my body shiver
With that perfect smile and the love you deliver
I only ask Santa for just one gift
Is your spirits that I may lift
I will get down on one knee
Give you this ring  and tell you how I love thee

Follow me as I run follow me to the sun
Follow me as you see follow me to the sea
Follow me as you will follow me up the hill
I m as funny as can be just try to follow and you will see

Our life changes from day to day..... sometimes we forget what role we play
In a blink of an eye it could all be over and done....so what ever you do please always make time for some fun
We fall in and out of love ...unless they were sent from the Lord above
There will be days when you don't  want to live....reach down inside and learn to forgive
Your life was made to be lived.....you make mistakes as we all do.......I have made many believe it cause it is true
So live all your days as if they were your last ...love for today and not for the past
There is always more room in my heart....and that big piece will stay there till I am wheeled off in a cart
Deep in my soul is where it began....I could never remember the reason I ran

Her touch was mystical.....her aura mysterious.....and her kiss...was breathtaking.........and the feelings that I still have for her...are life overtaking
Her beauty was hypnotic......and my feelings for her were actually psychotic....so forever she will always be a piece of me......just talk about her then look at my eyes and you will see
So if it takes the rest of my days I will have her back in my arms where she belongs.....and forever right all of my wrongs......remember baby till the day I breathe no more...my love for you and having you in my life is the cure
Forever and a day.......I will always make sure you are ok.

Yesterday I saw your smiling face.......today your gone and you left no trace
But even Though you are gone my love for you is still in my heart
No more mask do I wear......my life with you I want to share
I know you might think it is too late.......that is not how I think it is not that time until we reach heavens gate
My love for you the sky is the limit.......and I will not stop until my life and your in it.

As I stare into the sky......a single tear drops from my eye
The love I have for her still burns in my heart ....this feeling was always there from the very start....and it always will.....I just wish we were together still
My heart would not beat without this love ...for I know she was sent from above
Now and forever until it beats no more....my love for her it's burning inside ....in my heart together we ride.

How do I forget the only woman that I have ever loved..... do I ever ....well how do I ?
She makes me want to forget
But let me tell you I have no regret
As long as I still cry at night
I could not erase every minute that I spent with her because it was the best time spent of my life
I know she just wants to make me so mad that I will not want her anymore
But no bad words or any talk
could ever just make me walk
She was my only love I have and will never love another like I loved her
I will be here for her till the end of time
As long as I can walk and rhyme

Here i am ...they say Just forget her
They say Just move on
If you love somebody would you
If you love somebody could you
She is my heart
She is my soul
Our life together is all I know
It's written on my face doesn't it show
I know she is thinking of me
At least I hope this to be
Shes In my body and in my soul
I hope this depression does not take its toll
I leave you now with just this
I can't stop thinking of her gentle kiss

Love is a many splendered thing it makes our world go round.....sometimes things just don't go right and you push it right into the ground
There is one thing you must know and always remember.....if you and this person were meant to be it will happen.....for the universe will take over and it will be forever
Sometimes you may have to go back to square one.......and let me tell you it's not all games and fun
If this woman is worth it in the end it will all return.........you will have to prove it through sweat and burn
Life throws you all kinds of ups and downs twist and turns
If this love was truly sent from above and you have the will and drive to show her what she truly means to you......all your wishes and dreams will come true
In life there is but one that you feel this about.......but you will not win her back if you sit and pout
Once in life you take the bull by the horn........and if it's true the universe and the Angels will be on your side and a new start to this love will be born.

The wheels in my head are spinning
I can tell by the way I am feeling that you are grinning
The tears and fears I just try to keep focus
Sometimes I feel like a magician with a little hocus pocus
The burning in my heart since you have been gone
Now and then I don't even want to go on
I feel like I am in the twilight zone
Being out here in the world on my own
I know deep down in my soul
Its my own destiny that I  control
The story that we have written is far from over
In my hand I make a wish on the four leaf clover

If I take this ring from my hand.......for she and the world Will know how I stand
Now I pry it from my finger......it's been months but this love it does still linger
These tears like a water fall they flow from my eyes.......to let these feelings go ........all I see are dark and stormy skies
I don't think that I can do this...........I am really trying but I miss her kiss......
Is it just me cause I hate this part.........it's like she just grabbed a knife and stabbed me right through my heart
So what does happen when the final light goes out.......how long does it take.
   or will I just sit here forever with my mind full of doubt
Or will I see the beautiful light.....that was always just in front of me
One thing I know and this is true
I must be happy with whatever I do
No matter what  I choose I must follow my heart
There is a rainbow and it's  waiting for me
And with it a wish of  happiness and a brand new start.

From the ashes we will be reborn.....and although we are tattered and torn
We are weak and alone ....but as we gain strength..together ...we gather our inner bodies and show each other how much we have grown
You and I are so much stronger together than we are apart......as you know a piece of you still lives in my heart.
So from the depths of hell and back.....we start again and give this one more crack
For this is my dream....and for it to be reality...we must be on the same page it is not as easy as it may seem
But in the end true love will find a way..........so a new path and a new journey it does lead us to a new day.