this time my love for you i can not hide....its all about these feelings i have inside
these things that i feel it is only for you.....but you must know it is a chosen few
what i feel for you is in my heart........and it has been there from the start
i would like you to dig down deep and if you can tell me that ...you dont feel the same.....i will only tell you this it was never a game

To hold you in my arms again is just a dream
For what happened to us just makes me wanna scream
Just to see you again is what I need
Without you I am all alone
In this lifetime God makes just one
And girl please believe me when I say you were it
Not having you in my life right now
I am lost
I was hesitant and this is what it cost
You made me feel like a superman
And being apart was not our plan
Even when you treated me bad
You always made me feel so good because I knew you cared
I know I did some things wrong but I was not prepared
I wanted every thing to be perfect just like you
I love you so much and you know it's true
Your love has a hold on me
I cannot forget you nor let you be
For my love for you is in my heart
And it has been from the start
I wish you would open those beautiful eyes and realize how much I do love you
Cause baby no matter how much I try to walk away the love I have for you is pulling me back
I knew I must first get on track
With certain things in my life
And save you from all your strife
Baby if you could
I will always love you like I should
There is no other man in this land
That will love you like I do and you must understand
Our love was getting stronger when you made it stop
It felt like diving in a pool and doing a belly flop
Now these days I spend without you
They go on forever with no end in site
I want you to know I love you and I will never give up the fight

This pull that has a hold of me is intense.........just the thrill of it all is imense......this woman is my soulmate.....and is to her I gravitate
At times I did things wrong but my feelings they are so strong.....even if I wanted to which I never would something just pulls me back to her .....a sort of gravity...this love that I have is special....so is the love we have for each other.....one thing I want  her and everyone to know if the gravity does one day cease ......always and forever we will be at peace
Its like the moon and the stars above......there is nothing like the sight of our love
So please let her know ......there is something that I must show .........she is the flame that ignites my heart .......and our love will last just like it has from the start

With my mind I will listen...for my heart cannot speak......my love for you shall continue .....but to pursue I grow too weak....

for are my arms not strong enough...is my heart not warm enough how can you not feel it....my love for you is strong cant you feel just a little bit
my soul is deeply wounded by just the thought of your love...so cant you give it a little shove
i know that i didnt give you enough but if you give me another chance i will not make same mistake...i just dont know how many times my heart bresk....just for your love..when i know you were sent from the heavens above

My love for her I will not lie......these feelings in my heart are at an all time high
It has been awhile since I last felt your touch.......and this pain is just too much
I would be a liar if I said I wish I could forget and just walk away..........But this woman I do love and I feel it everyday
I have grown and learned so much while we have been apart....I don't know how but the love for her it still grows in my heart
This heartfelt pain it will always be here.......and till I die the whole world will know how much I care.

My heart is hollow it is filled with sorrow........her love was only there to borrow
I would give up my life for just one more Chance......to prove once and for all I belong in this dance
As I sit and stare at the moon.......that love and happiness will be found soon.

I never meant to cause you any stress I never meant to cause you any pain......its just this love for you inside of me that's driving me insane
I always want to be there for you and want to wipe away all your tears.....my heart won't let me slip away from you ..its been yours all these years
When the last teardrop falls from my eyes I want it to be of happiness and not ones of sorrow......my heart was meant to be all yours it was not there just to borrow
I never want to say goodbye it would just cause it to rain......i want to be there when you need so I could be your cane

The sky once again is blue and the sun is shining bright......and it is so beautiful just like you.....when the night comes the stars shine as bright as that sparkle in your eyes....your beauty stands above the moonlit skies....for my mind is clear and I stand tall and wait patiently for our hearts to be as one....almost time to shed some light on my short journey....with every moonlit sky and as the sun sets on the ocean......my love for you grows higher than any mountain top in the universe....and the shining of the stars at night will erase any curse......that's fallen upon us.....and soon we will walk the island hand and hand.....just as he has planned

I think of her 24/7 ......I know I  will even think of her if I am in heaven
This woman she means to me so much....I really miss her gentle touch
The way I feel it is the first time....haaa it makes me so giddy I must rhyme
To make things in our lives a lot easier
It is my plan......to make her believe this any way I can
The love that is deep in my heart......to prove this with actions I must start
I know that we belong together......it was meant to be this I know
I must do this with my lips sealed
My actions will speak my words from this day......I will give her my love and share my life with the most beautiful woman sent from the lord above
And show this woman she is the only one I will ever love.....over and over she has proved to me......heaven sent her love ....and it was meant to be

Hello are you even there
Hello do you even care
Hello do you feel it
Hello I know you do
Hello I am right here
Hello I am not going anywhere
Hello are you missing me
Hello can't you see
Hello I am missing you
Hello and you know it's true
Hello there are tears in my eyes
Hello can't you hear my cries

Hello...I am afraid
Hello.....I am determined
Hello....what can It be
Hello....I am going to fast
Hello....it's going to last
Hello...is it ok
Hello.....Shhh there is no need to say
Hello....I am afraid and there is no reason why
Because the love is in my heart there is no need to try

I try to forget and just walk away
But I am left wondering if she is ok
When I am at the gym or in work
I am talking to people when all of a sudden I stare into space
All this pain and loneliness I must face
I start a conversation and then I hear her voice
Suddenly I stop and stare at my phone
I want to call because I feel so alone
Her voice is all I hear
I sit and wonder ......and wonder if she is near
How could it be her voice is so clear
It is my head but how can it be
She is miles away can't you see
I can't believe her voice is in my head
Should I not be holding her instead
The only way they (the voices) will get out of my head
If I let go.......
But how do I  let go of the love of my life
Why did I I do it cause all of this strife
At night as I lay alone in my bed
I watch our programs we used to watch...... and all of a sudden I hear her wise crack....
That is her for she had the knack
I don't want to but I must try forget her and move on
Stand up on my feet and accept that she's gone.

Hey...what was that noise
Hey...why do you cry
Hey...please tell me why
Hey was it because of me
Hey...I will not turn and flee
Hey..in my heart You are still mine
Hey...I know it will all be fine
Hey..... I am down on my knees
Hey....don't just turn and leave please
Hey...I saw the signs from above
Hey...this must be real love

Hey you....ya you know who I am talking to.......I am the man that was living in your heart...Now tell me what I should do
I know the mistakes I made ....Yes I relive them everyday........the day I lost you ....I died inside...it was your love that made me the man I am today
I know it means something ....because of the way I still feel about you...baby you hide it but I know you feel it too
Hey you .....I still love you just like I did yesterday and the way I will tomorrow
Hey you I am tired of living in sorrow
Last year was the hardest year of my life.....hey you I still want you for my wife
Hey you......with what's left of my life I have no idea what I am supposed to do......hey you..... the world outside is so dark without you by my side........everyday it's my time I bide
Hey you.....I know that trying to get you back is like playing Russian roulette with my life......hey you .....but this is a chance I am willing to take......hey you......see these feelings that I have had for you have never been fake
Hey you.... I know the road must end one day.......it will never end unless you and I are ok
Hey you...my life has never been looking so good..except for a little piece that's missing...it may be you it really could
Hey you there is just one thing I want to say this is the year I get you back.....and guess what it won't be long either it's all on track.

I was sinking fast and had to get back up.......I started thinking of how to get my ten of cups
The only way I could was to start from the bottom and climb to the top.........now I feel so good I will never stop
I went through the cleansing of my soul.......my mind and body in total control
I have the ace of wands in my hand........and with it lead me to the promised land
I called to my higher power to guide me and give me strength.........so for all my wishes to come true I will go through any length
To get back my beauty queen is my key.......I had to fix myself or unheard would go my plea
To get to my empress I must be patient and follow the path........or go back to hell and face the devils wrath
Now my future the card is the sun......please join in rejoice while I have some fun
Now that I have learned some of life's good rules......I know inside God gave me all the right tools.

Hold me.....hold me tight
Hold me forget that night
Hold me you know it's alright
Hold me I will hold you right
Hold me baby I need you
Hold me baby till your no longer blue
Hold me you know its time
Hold me baby it will all be fine

My heart is hollow for her love lives no more
Is it my destiny for its rotten to the core
Her love filled me up made me feel complete
I am left with just a shell
Wondering if it will return Or forever shall I be searching the earth for the one who can match up and take her place
Or shall it stay hollow and forever lost in space

I have cried so hard.....I have prayed so long.......as I stared at my last birthday card.......that you gave me......this love that my heart holds deep inside for you....my hands are tied.....I should have never lied........no matter how big or how small........you are my greatest love of all
Late at night I still wake in sweat ........dreaming of holding you with no regret
For my love for you........and yes it is true.......you are the only one I have ever loved .......the only one I will ever love.....you were truly sent from the lord above
The sun will always shine on you My princess.......even Though we are miles apart........my feelings for you are as strong as they were from the very start
As the sun it sets on another day without holding you in my arms.......I stare at the ocean and my nerves it calms
For without you in my life I will and must go on......the tears they fall everyday like a hurricane rain from the sky.........again I must say I will never stop loving you till the day I die.