For I know now that I must just let her go.....but how do I do this I don't know
....For She was and still is the love of my life
I want to let her know I will be here and if she ever needs me no matter the problem big or small.....she must get to that phone pick it up and call...no matter if it's day or night no matter what time at all
I will be there ....I will get there to help you baby in your time of need...that's how much I love you ...if I am with someone or in work or in bed cause it's 2am it don't matter I will be there..and I think you know this to be true.......all my life I waited for a girl like you ...and when I finally had you I blew it ......plain and simple I ******* it up big time.....I will spend the rest of my days remembering our time together.....and yes baby I will forever ...if I must now move on...take a deep breath and accept that you are gone...it will not be easy but this I must do
I will never look back at our time together with any regret .....and that sparkle in your eyes and that smile on your face I will NEVER forget
So my little princess sleep well every night......and remember what I tell you now and know I will be your guiding light
I will always be here and will never be far from you......
For I know when I lost you so were gone were my feelings for love .......because I know baby you were sent to me from above ....to take care of me and ease all of my pain......you did all that and so much more ......I could have fixed it all before you showed me the door..
I can't say that I won't write anymore ....but it will not be for a bit that's for sure
The last words that I say right now....I will always love you and to love someone else as I loved you I don't think I could know how
No matter what happens the love I have for you shall live in my heart and the memories in my head......and they all will stay with me till long after I am dead.

Baby you are my miricle
When I first laid my eyes upon you
I fell in love on the spot it is true
That song was made for us I do believe
Your love is something I was happy to retrieve
The way you held me I was under your spell
From that sparkle in your eyes I could tell
The way you move front to back side to side
I knew I was in for one hell of a ride
My love is strong for you
There never will be another I think that is true
Right now my life is full of sadness
And in no time it turned to madness
In the song it says my mona Lisa makes me smile
Baby that was you all the while
You are my miracle and you always will be
I love you so much I wish you could see
Nothing in this world matters to me
Not riches ..not beautiful woman there is nothing but you that matters to me
I think Of you twenty four seven
I will not wait to see you again when we go to heaven
That warmness in your soul and that beautiful smile
My heart and soul belong to you
I must make you see how much I really do
The promises I made and the dreams we had
It all will be reality so please don't be sad

All this time                                      it was in a song but I
Was too blind to see
Long ago when my  mind was clear                                                     I held on so tight cause I was in fear
And losing her I  would just disappear
But  I suddenly  slipped
So I must get grip
It is not the end
So let's not pretend
I am right here
So let's make it clear
My love is for real
So you don't have to steal
For now let's go slow
Just so you know
Your love i do miss
And it will be sealed with a kiss

Marriott...this is local 26 we are calling you out.......after this it should leave no doubt
I really hope you read all this stuff and know it is no joke...........we are serious about all this and we are even going broke
We work our fingers to the bone for you.....I don't want to hear that all negotiations are through
We will stand together ....and we hope this don't go on forever
We are doing this because we know it is right......no matter what we will never give up this fight
As we walk these picket lines......and we carry all these signs
We yell and scream .......while we follow our dream
We look for a better way to live.....so open your pockets and get ready to give
We don't ask for much from you......so do what is right and show us your hearts are true.

That sparkle in her eyes it  glistines off the light of the full moon
Her smile with lips as soft as the summer breeze
I must have her in my arms before the winter freeze
Her skin smooth as silk
Her hair it flows in the wind
Her body it glides with my every movement
If not for these good thoughts lately it would be pure torment
Hand in hand we would walk
Smile at each other as we talk
Oblivious of the world around us
As the sun sets again I keep what I am feeling deep inside
Pumped up ready to take another ride
This time I know the train will stay on the tracks
Cause the words from my lips will speak all truthful facts
I long to see that sparkle in her eyes that glistens off the bright moonlight

You were my life you are my life
You should have been my wife
Why did I let you go
My life is **** and I just don't know
What I did was it really that bad
Just think of the times that we had
My love for you is way off the chart
Baby just believe you will live in my heart
I just can't believe I must move on without you by my side
You think I was there just for a joyride
At first I didn't know but your love grabbed a hold of me
But it has such a hold I just can't break free
One last thing that I will say
If you change your mind and decide we can go just one last time
I will make sure forever you will be mine.

my love for my mother shall never fade....this was the best desction that i have ever made
she made me who i am today .....and she always told me if i do believe it would all be ok
on this day and forever more .....my love for you shall live now and foreveer thats for sure

The light that was within my eyes in no longer lit........so how much time without my love must I sit
From dusk till dawn I lay in wait......for it is in gods hands to reveal my fate.

As I look deep into my soul
There are things I just can't control
My destiny has been written
By cupids arrow I have been bitten
              My life is in my own hand
           It is for her love that I stand
My life has been full of ups and downs
Smiles and frowns
But as I stand here before you
I will just smile and look ahead this much is true
At the end it will be you and me
And all the haters don't want to see
We will be happy as can be
It will be written for all to see

Night after night day after day I sit and I pray.........for in my lifetime she will come back to me one day
I know I have done some wrong......but now I sit and I wait and still I hear that same old song
The days are filled with everything but nothing at all.......the nights are silent all I hear is the wolf's call
A howl by the full moonlit skies.......I wonder if she will ever hear my silent cries
In the days away from my only true love.........the feelings I have for her should have long been gone ......but the love for her grows even higher than the heavens above
I will do what I must .......for it is in this miricle of love bond that I trust
I will not give up hope or shall I ever forget.......for being in love with her I will never regret
I say that it was written long ago ......together forever our love shall grow
For if in fact our love was meant to be......I hope and I pray I must not wait an eternity just to see
In my eyes she will always be ......the only woman I will ever love and the only one there could ever be.

I am like a bomb and I am ready to blow
My body I feel nothing
My mind is just a blank
I am not sure but soon it's gonna go
With my eyes I just a stare
My body shakes with fear
With these feelings I have and being all alone
As I walk around looking for my phone
When all along its in my hand
If I could only see why am I blind
How come I am running and I am going nowhere
I feel just like a man in a box
I feel so lost but I ask at what cost
Round and round I call out but no one hears now I shout and no one cares......where am I does anyone know...

Tricia, each day that goes by more and more I miss you
Not one goes by without thinking of your beauty this is true
Baby you are the only one for me
My heart it burns for your love
It means you were truly sent from above
I hope and I pray that you and I feel the same way
I know you try to block the way you feel
Your love is mine I don't have to steal.
The feelings I have are just for you
Deep inside you know it's true.
We belong together till the end of time.
Your love and beauty will for.ever be mine.

I tell you now I miss your touch
Miss your Beauty oh so much
Your eyes and smile I will always see
At night when I close my eyes
And the vision so clear like the big morning skies.

Tricia my love I need you now and forever in arms
I don't need gifts or material things
I need only the feeling that your love brings.

I miss you so much it's plain to see
That our love was meant to be.

Woke up this morning ...with this thought in my head..and an aching in my heart.....a single teardrop in my eye and once again these feelings begin to start
I think to myself it has been awhile .....but it feels like yesterday....and I just smile
I can still smell that scent in the air....and I am thinking so straight it's all crystal clear
I have talked with the Angels with a strong voice.....they have told me I must make and stand by my choice
So now the path I walk is straight......and I shall walk it with my pride and my head held high.....and together we will be until we reach heavens gate.

Here it is May 21st the day I was born
Its a sad sad day when you spend it all alone
I sit and I wait for her call as I stare at the phone
It never rings the one only Sound is that of what all my tears brings
I know I am strong enough to just walk away
But for the love that I have for her Its not ok
Listen to me close as I say these words
On this day for the rest of my life I will be by her side until I fly with the birds
There is much work that must be done
Before we can be together forever under the sun.

The more I thought I could care less if she lived or died......I knew in my mind I told one last and worst lie
This woman that I spoke of is the girl of my dream...and if you listen closely late at night you could here her name I still scream
The night she left my whole world disappeared.......and to tell the truth it was the worst I have ever feared
At night I sit outside..... and pray to the moon and stars that her and I could take together just one more ride.

I spend the holidays with tears in my eyes.....this year it is under blood red skies
You know I walk this path all alone.......I don't know how I can deal with all this pain on my own
This constant feeling is like a knife piercing my heart......and it all has my life falling apart
On the outside I look like I am doing just fine.....but on the inside it's like the pain is breaking my spine
The light at the end of the tunnel it must be out there somewhere
I was not meant to walk this earth alone......there is no woman that shall stand  beside me....except her....this is all that i prefer
the life i live is my own ........for without her hand i shall stand alone.

Baby since you've been gone......I really haven't had the strength to move on
Your love has changed me so much........the feelings i have and I just miss your touch
My heart is in such distress.....I don't know how I created such a mess
My love for you has changed my life.......I will never create any more strife
The man you have made of me.......and my love for you it holds the key
I will always hold you in my heart......weather we are together or not
I know that we will be together .......sooner or later it will be forever.

the branches have all fallen from my tree......but if you take a close look you will see
together a bond we have built......you must not remember and fotget all of the guilt
forever we will be one...........what we have between us can not be undone

In her eyes is a beautiful sunrise.....in her heart the angels spirit flies
For her beauty not only is it on the outside .......but does flourish from deep within.....it took my blindness much to long to see.....for in my heart she is the only one who holds the key.

you think i forgot you this is not true......you think i can't still love you but i definitly do
missing you more with each passing day.......time cannot change the way i feel that's what i needed to say
the way that i feel i will not hide........i hold my head high when i think of you inside
do you remember how we felt together.......as we said we would stay forever
your blood forever flows in my veins.......it is not being beside you is why my heart it pains

Tonight there is but one star in the sky
I can't even see the moon and I know the reason why
There is a feeling within my heart
That the time is coming and with it..... a brand new start
As I stare into the sky
That is the place where the eagles fly
The lonely star that only I can see
Is falling down how could this be
I sit on the wall and patiently wait
I watch how far the star will fall
And I smile at the beauty of it all
Then I think this falling star
all of a sudden came from afar
This lonely star It came to a stop
So this I knew all along
this little star that was so free
Low and behold....It was always you coming for me

Its been a long hard road without you......I would cross a million rivers climb a thousand mountains....walk a million miles .yes it's true
Just to hold you in my arms on a cold night....or any night
Being with you it's just so right
So I will bide my time..and work on me.......when the time is near...and I hear that call.....I will grab my coat and stand up tall....with the lord beside me I will go for it all
Because I know from what I was told .....you and I are supposed to be together and grow old.

You made me feel like a superman but I am not
The biggest heart in the world is what you got
Although we are still apart
You are always in my heart
If you need me it doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing or who I am with
I will be there for you and it will be swift
You were my world and you still are
It wouldn't matter if I were close or far
I will love you till the end of time
To be there for you as if you were mine
So be well my princess and remember this
My heart was yours from that very first kiss
So if you need my help in any way
I will be there for you no matter what you say
Sleep well tonight and Every night
Because I will be your guardian Angel
Till there is no more light.

I always dreamed about her by my side
.......but was I good enough
I dreamed about all the fun we could have if we went for a ride
....again was I  confident enough to ask
From day one she has always been on my mind
She was the girl I have always wanted
Was I.....was I good enough for her
+I watched her from afar
But the thing was I didn't have a car
......was I good enough
I always loved her but it just wasn't in the cards
......was I good enough
In my heart I  knew that she was the only one
Together we would have so much fun
......was I good enough
I thought she would never notice me
......was I good enough
The time wasn't right we would have to wait and see
......was I good enough
Time has passed things change
I always thought she was out of my range
......but was I good enough
Now I have her and I am holding tight
I can't let go it feels so right
.....am I good enough
It remains to be seen
Now I hope that she will see
I loved her all along and we were meant to be

Soon the leaves will start to fall
We must crank up this passion or we will lose it all
When the cold wind blows I feel the warmth of your body slowly caress mine
With every movement and with every sign
Our love was meant to be .....and was meant to last through the  good days and the bad......I never meant to make you sad....so as the summer breeze winds down....and the clouds they grow dark...this message that I send to you my love.....the joy that you bring me was sent from the lord above...so as the sun rises on this warm summer day......my love for you just keeps getting stronger in every way
Soon the moon will be full and the stars bright in the sky......I say to you why would give up without giving it a try.......for a love like ours comes but once in a lifetime........I have changed my ways and have committed no crime.....so do I think this is my last chance.....for again our love will rejoice with every dance

The tears have been flowing for weeks
My love for her soars higher than the mountains peaks
I must let her be free
So then maybe she will realize that she does belong with me
There is no two that belong together more
Her and I we are birds of a feather
We were meant to be and forever
We both enjoy the same things in life
To live and enjoy with no strife
Our eyes must open before too long
Or everything we wish will be gone
I say my love show me the way
And I in turn I  will seize the day
Our love shall be reunited
With joy and laughter and all my wrongs will be righted