I miss those nights cuddling up to our favorite shows......eating peanut butter M&M's and you picking things up with your toes
I miss those Sunday drives to Home Depot and BreaKfast at IHOP and getting dinner at Stop & Shop
Laughing and joking with you while we listen to our favorite songs.......i miss putting my arms around you while we sleep just so I can feel you breathe.....I miss the love we had for each other and the smile on your face and sparkle in your eyes.......waking up each morning for work watching you sleep was more precious then the clear blue skies
At night when I close my eyes only for a minute and again I am holding you tight .......and in my dreams we will be together again .....I fear not to open my eyes .....because in my heart I know where our destiny lies.....but on this night my eyes I will keep them shut ...for in my dreams there is no end .....so tonight my princess when you close your eyes remember forever and a day ....my love to you I send.
And baby even though we have been apart I can still find your smell on my clothes and on my skin......and the love I have for you the fire it still burns within
You will always be in my heart and my soul..and be a part of me.......and to my heart you will always hold the key.

It is amazing I look at another woman
And all I see is you I don't think I can
The song I just heard it was like a slap in the face
I think my head is in outer space
I don't know how you feel
If I were a thief it would be your heart back I would steal
The world was huge before you
Right now it is tiny because without you my heart is blue
I do not know how I got through before you
Maybe it was me but could it have been her I just don't know
I wish I could understand all this should I give up now and just go
I will not because that is not who I am
I will never give up
I slipped and fell in love with the strongest most beautiful woman that I had ever laid my eyes upon
I'd  just leave then both our souls will be gone
As I stand right here in front of You I will never give up I love her that much
I would walk a million miles just to be with her
I would swim a thousand seas just to hold her
And I would climb the highest mountain just to kiss her
I know it s hard to believe but I would do this just for her love but I guess she doesn't understand
Now I will cry a river of tears
And I have not loved anyone in all my years
So I will sit and wait until I get to heavens gate just to be with her one more time
I am sorry for all I've done Maybe I should turn and run
But never again will I run from anything or anyone
Even if you and I are done
My love for you will forever live
And I will Give anything I can give

i know one more time you will be mine......its just going to take a little more effort and some of my time  
see my love for you time has no baring.......just a little trust and alot of sharing
people do not bother me with what they say........because for your love i will get it back with what i can do and any way
i must step up my game for i am falling way behind
and if i put in some effort ......and will look to the moon and stars and make my wish come true.....i know for all eternity the skies will be blue

She is a part of me.....all around I can feel her with me...I don't really know if she is thinking of me ...but I can feel she is and it must be
I can feel her presence ...it is also inside of me...for a long time I waited for this to happen now....and i know she must feel it too....I do believe we are connected in some way.
People ask me why do I write about her and talk about her so much ....why because I love her and miss her and she is a big part of me and who I am......there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about her...and the love that we shared........this bond that we have cannot be compared
Before I went with her these feelings and this bond I have never felt.....now it is just like snow ...but this snow will never melt
This I know ...I know in my heart that she is my destiny......the universe has showed me this ......and I knew from the very first kiss
I see the signs day by day.....deep within my soul...no matter what anyone says we will return to each other and everything will be ok.

Our love.  

You took my love and squeezed the life right out with your hands
As we walked along the bright white Sands
I told a lie this I do not deny
But you left me standing without even a sigh
Been crying for months with no end in sight
I can't say a word my lips I will bite
As the wind blows the winter in
No more princess where do I begin
Life is short love is strong
All my love is one of my favorite songs
My love for you will never die
Until I meet those angels in the sky
Forever my baby I leave you with these words
Your voice so sweet like that of birds
Until we meet on the other side
Remember our love was a glorious ride ,
It's not over till we say
Hopefully we will regain that love again someday.

the woman i love seems so distant...her touch is what i adore.....from the morning light to the beaches shore
her love is what keeps me alive.......the feelings inside is what keeps alive my drive
from today until my last breath......i will love her until my last step

Does she know how much I love her
Does she she know how much I will do for her
I would move mountains for this woman
I would do all I can
I just want to know I really love her she thinks it was all fake
This is much more than I can take
Maybe I made some dumb mistakes
But I love her more than my own life for goodness sakes
I have paid for my errors
So much so i lost my best friend...my lover and my soulmate
I need her back before I reach heavens gate
Neither one of us deserve this fate
I love you and once our eyes meet again
We will have no more pain
I have dug down deep into my soul
I need you back before I lose control
Our lips will touch and when they do
We will find that spark that we once knew.

My lonely soul must be wearing a disguise.....because.....
Deep .....very deep within ........ I have a love for this woman....that is beyond anyone's control
I can barely myself....this love I thought was gone and put on the shelf....but much to my surprise I could not put it to bed........no words or anything could ever be said.....this woman the love of my whole life she touched my heart like no one has or could ever.....for this love I will never..... give up on and I will never love another
The fire in my heart is out.....but this flame continues to burn
Her heart I must pursue....and her love I do yearn
The time has come for me to rise.....to run to her and remove my disguise
I have prayed to the stars and the moon........and. A  new sun will rise again and very soon.

As I wait for the bus
Is there anymore to discuss
My brain says yes my mouth says no
I am always over thinking but where do I go
The world is so big but yet so small
The sun never shines on me today
Why is it so dark I can't find my way
I am slipping in a hole
Get a grip god has a plan for your role.

Here I stand all alone and remember that day......you looked me straight in the eyes and swore to me everything would be ok
Tears were falling from both of our eyes.........off in the distance were clear blue skies
The love that you shared with me with words I cannot explain ........when I lost you.... I lost my soul in the rain
There can never and will never be another you ..........I must have you back in my arms this much is true
You left a mark on me that will never fade...the day I went to meet you again for the first time was the best decision I had ever made
In my heart you will always be......the memories of us will stay with me ...until my last breath......and beyond if there is life after death

All my emotions have taken control of me
I am on the verge of losing you forever and I am too blind to see
I know no beauty quite like yours
And with that you can open many doors
I am so deeply in love with you that I can't let go
I know deep down that you feel it too
So please open up and give me a clue
I will not let go of my love for you
The emotions of all this
And baby that could change with just one kiss
When I look at your picture they run sky high
Then I think Of what we are going through and they hit an all time low
Time is drifting away from me
The only woman I have ever loved how can this be
I shake and I shiver when I speak your name
I will tell you right now it is not a game
My love for you will not go away
I am prepared to do anything to make you stay
Baby I know you think of me as much as I think Of you
At least in my mind I hope you do
Tonight when I close my eyes to sleep
I will dream of you and try not to weep
All of these emotions and thinking of you
Our two hearts they did beat as one a little stupidity and we are done

my heart it has sunk...as i fell into a funk
my love for you it will last forever......i know at last we will be together
look to the sky pray to the moon ....and for this our time together will return soon.

The sun does not shine anymore
The birds have forgotten how to sing for sure
The wind blows out of control
It hurts down through my soul
Its cold and dark all the time now
As I wipe the tears from my brow
In the distance I see some light
It may take forever to get there as I continue this fight
I knew the road it would be long
So I must stand up tall and stay strong
And to believe that together we belong
So in this place where I stand
There is no joy but on my feet I will land
There are many things I just don't understand
Time is my enemy I know this
But it's her lips I long to kiss
I have tried just to forget
But this is what people just don't get
My love for her is just too strong
This fight I will never give up
But to do this I could never be wrong
Right now there is no life in my body
Until I get her back there is no me
She is my light doesn't anybody see
And until she returns there will be no light
And within my body there shall be no life

i know you still think of me i can feel it in my soul......please just tell me again before i lose control
my love for you is beyond strong......at my side is where you belong
time it does not wait......i know you and i are fate
the love i hold for you deep inside...........its all beautiful because together forever we will ride

For the words that come from my lips are true..........the love in my heart is only and always for you
The days and nights are not the same without you beside me.......I hope that someday soon we will both open our eyes and see......that you and I were meant to be
We will put all our differences aside......then into the sunset we will ride..

To sleep again I will never
To hold you in my arms forever
This to be done it is a must
My first and only love this I trust
I will never again rest
The ruler above put forth this test

Its crazy how I feel.......for my heart she did steal
To get her back I will........my love for her is worth more than any pill

Nothing or no one means more to me.....I have finally cleared my head and this I can definitely see....
I have played around for too much time......to enjoy her love again I don't care of the mountains I mist climb
I know right now she that the love has lost the feeling.....ill tell you this with my last breath if I must.....but the love I hold in my heart for her would burst through the ceiling
If it takes me till my dying day just to hold her in my arms again..........for my body and my heart it bleeds.....so that's a few words to tell you how I have been
So late at night I will sit at the edge of winter island...and pray to the stars and stare at the moon....then I will reach out my hand and she will hold it tight.....we will look in each others eyes....and we will whisper in each others ear and make a promise that in time our lives will be all right

For it does not matter how long it takes....because over and over my heart it breaks.....and with one kiss it will break the spell..........and no longer will you hear the story of that night that our hearts fell.

I wish she could tell me ...I wish she could show me
And I just wish that she knew how much I really care
You said you would always..I said it too
You promised you would always be true
What did I do ...why did I throw a wrench in our dreams...it all is real my love for you the words I said....yes I must confess I was wrong for what I did..but I am still here and I love you more than ever
I know that we belong together
You are my one....my only one
Your love is something I would never run from
There must be a way ...there must be a chance...say it..say tbere is please
All the dreams..all the promises we made to each other they can be fulfilled...we can do it together forever

time waits for no one and family sometimes is all that you have and that is all......when you get in trouble who do you call?
family is all you can really count on.......people you love sometimes turn there back to you.....true love there is always a hitch....but in there voice you can hear the pitch
the woman i love there is no one that can come close to her.......it is just her touch that perferve that prefer
my heart gets full and my knees grow weak....when ever she is near......let this be known and let me make this clear.......the love i hold for this one woman no one could ever and my feelings you could never steer
the love i hold just for her........is the only love that i prefer
for i stand forever on bended knee .......i hope someday she will open her eyes and see

I think I've cried over a million tears......it's more than ever in all my years
The day I lost you I will never forget.....it's one last kiss is my biggest regret
Maybe it's better because all of the pain.....forever my love the tears will fall like rain....

There is but one woman that I love
Our romance glides with the stars above
Even though we are miles apart at this time
We will be joined together soon and she will be all mine
When you look up to see the moon is full and but two stars in the sky
Turn to me and smile because what it is ....its you and I
You my baby are the brightest star
Float up there for just a bit..... it will Not be long cause I am not that far
This storybook romance that we will continue
Forever I vow me and you

I think of you day and night
Being with you was the only thing in my life that was right
The big things didn't matter it was the little things that you did
I always had the biggest crush on you even when I was a kid
What you meant to me goes far beyond my lips
My love for you makes my heart do back flips
I know I will be back with you before I leave this place
Its my feelings for you this is what makes this case
Before  this dream is over I will be on my knees.....i will be asking for your hand and begging you please
From the time I looked into your beautiful eyes. ..i knew you were the one and you were sent from the skies
Now I want you to look to the sky up to the moon beyond the stars ....and you will see the love for you in my heart right before your eyes.

for are my arms not strong enough...is my heart not warm enough how can you not feel it....my love for you is strong cant you feel just a little bit
my soul is deeply wounded by just the thought of your love...so cant you give it a little shove
i know that i didnt give you enough but if you give me another chance i will not make same mistake...i just dont know how many times my heart bresk....just for your love..when i know you were sent from the heavens above

On this warm summer night the tears started to flow
The love I have for her I must show
These strong feelings I have for this woman they could never be expressed by a single  word.....she has the softest Angelic voice I have ever heard.....the work I must do is getting easier because of how I feel........it is too good to be true not to be real.....for months now I have been searching my soul.....the time is upon me to reach this goal
Knowing all of this is keeping me from losing control.....my mind and my sights are set......to this achieve this goal is a good bet
God willing and the strength of my body and mind........the power within me I will find
I will not give up nor give in......for very soon our future will begin
This journey I have been on has reached its limit.....for I have realized what I wanted and needed all along the woman that I love......that was sent to me from the lord above
Now to sit on the Island hand in hand and watch the sun set or rise......this woman that I love is my biggest prize

I wait in the night
As I walk to the light
Just to see her face
Is this the place
Her skin so soft
Hair like silk
I am going to show her what I mean
To prove my love like she has never seen
I don't care what or how long it takes
I will show how much my heart aches
Whoever she listens to along the way
I am getting her back so get out of my way
So please listen to my words
Cause I will say it all but once
My love for her Is starting to grow
I am more dangerous then you all know
So you better listen to what I say
My love for her is out of this world i mean business so get out of my way
So baby I know your mind is unsteady so you can call me when ever your ready
I love you so much and I miss your touch
To all the people who want to say what they say
Just know this and stay out of the way.

It creeps in my head late at night
It won't let me sleep what a dreadful fright
In the morning when I wake it is in my head
If it were not for my stubbornness I am sure I'd be dead
It is in my head when the songs play
It is in my head every day
It is all bottled up and in my head
It is all my feelings that I left unsaid
All of my feelings and the words I should have said to you
I am not sure when......but I know I will......speak my mind and tell you how i feel .....deep inside only bout you baby.....maybe a week maybe more
I will tell you all that's for sure
Because of these feelings I can't even sleep
Sometimes late at night you will hear me weep
So sweet little princess with those sparkling eyes......it's because of this that our love never dies

These feelings are still So strong
I know in my heart this could never be wrong
I know it's because she thinks I don't love her
But this is something I can prove after
I love her so much and I can't forget
Just to tell her it's my regret
I wish that I could just talk to her face
But she is gone without a trace
I want to tell you here and now
I will talk with you before I bow
You hypnotize me with your stare
I must make sure that you care
I fell in love with you that day
And I will swear to it to everyone and everyday
I wish that you would talk to me
And I would make every one see
You are my Angel and it is plain to see
I would do anything to be by your side that's the way it shall be