Yes I think of her everyday.....yes I want her in every way
She lives in my dreams......she is and always be a part of me so it seems
I feel her by my side......her warmth is with me deep inside
This I cannot escape.....and as I think I love the feeling everyday I wear it like a cape
As I think of the many in the past .......no one had the power of the spell on me that she has cast
The love that I still hold for this woman could not be matched.....it is as if my thought of any other woman from my mind has been snatched
The story from which my poems have been written are all true......but my feelings for her will never be through
I will work hard and pray for the rest of my life to have her again by my side......it will be together into the sunset we will ride

I can swear I got a message from my mom......she told me to remain calm
If you love someone go for it full throttle......don't keep it locked up in the bottle
The moral of this story ...sad but true....she obviously knows the pain I have been suffering through
The woman that truly love she does not even know I am alive........I was sitting and waiting for a sign to arrive
And like it was the Angel above(my mom)......to go straight for the one I love
In the dream she said to have patience and fortitude...or this this love will elude
The story of all this is more than just a dream......for Every thing if life is a lot easier than it does seem.

So to my mom high above the cloud....and I will say this pray and say it our loud....I will do what I must and do what I can...and always make you proud
For dreams and wishes do come true.....it all depends on how and what you do.

Just before the darkness the light was beyond compare....I know right now that life is just not fair
I remember back every thing was colorful and such beautiful light was shining.....I had it all and there was even a silver lining
I don't know what or when it all started happening but every color got dull and all the light got very dim
But right now I will promise you it will change .....I will get the love of my life back that I lost ....this time the colors will always be radiant and the light will always be there and it will always shine bright.....and this time it will last forever

Under the stars as I close my eyes......beside you I am in my dreamland beneath the moonlit skies
The beat of my heart is the only sound you hear..... as I sleep and dream of a life not too far out of reach..
And it all is crystal clear
The last thing I want to do is wake from this dream .......it was so perfect as it does seem
The universe is telling me that the timing is right......as I said all along I would not give up this fight.......it is not the end because I see the light

I know I write about this a little too much
But that just shows how much I miss her touch
I respect her wishes but I don't think she knows what she wants
Hello it's my love she taunts
In my mind I am a free spirit
In her mind She does fear it
When we are together there is nothing better
But as soon as I leave to go to work it's like I am going to forget her
I think Of this woman 24/7
I even know I would think of her When I am in heaven
I am not going anywhere right now and neither is she
Is she goes anywhere it will be with me
I hope and I pray that all of this will go my way
Under either the moon or the sun
Our time together is under the gun
We love each other but there are somethings that we must work out
Instead of doing that we sit and pout
We each run in a different direction
Both of us should be side by side
Instead we just run and hide
Instead of taking our love to the next level
You decided to break out the shovel
To bury me deep in the yard
It feels like I was sliced with a glass shard
I am truly sorry that things in your life haven't gone as you plan
But I love you more than any other man
Somethings I do it's not because I don't love you
Its a problem I have this is true
I have never loved any like you not even one it was only you

i am  still in love with you ........yes this is true
i have not a clue what i should do
yes it has been awhile since we have seen one another.......but in my dreams i see you over and over
i must be in your life now and forever.........a day with you to me is like lifetime together

All the words and the script is set
The stars are bright and the moon is full but the planet's are not alighned just yet
The time has come the perfect opportunity for the magic to begin
It's just a shame the shape our love is in
The ruler of my sign mercury is the sector that will guide me through
All of this
If all goes well it will all begin with just a kiss
She is my Mona Lisa and she always makes me smile
This time it will be different this time there will be no running away
We will be together and that's how it will stay
And as the saying in that song goes ain't no mountain high enough no valley low enough no river wide enough
That is the truth baby cause there is nothing and nobody going to keep from getting to you
This is it baby better than ever before this much will be true

The stars and sun ...the moon and our planet......as in my life I have taken everything for granite
The movement of the earth in the atmosphere........she must know I really care
For I wish on that shooting star......that you would come to me where ever you are
As the castles fall and the kingdom's crumble and turn into sand.......for based on the full moon it will all turn out as we planned
It may have took a little time.....a lot of poems that mostly rhyme
I always told you that I would never let you go........and you told me your love for me was forever this much I know is true
So soon as we float somewhere in the atmosphere......there will be an ending ..which in turn will turn us to a new beginning
And forever we shall explore the galaxy with each other

my heart it breaks the tears they fall....for her love i would even crawl
the one i love she dosen't even know....but for her hand it will forever show

Love is a weapon I dare to use.....love is a weapon and it gave me the blues
Love is a weapon that we all must choose .........love is weapon that we hate to lose

I think of her 24/7 ......I know I  will even think of her if I am in heaven
This woman she means to me so much....I really miss her gentle touch
The way I feel it is the first time....haaa it makes me so giddy I must rhyme
To make things in our lives a lot easier
It is my plan......to make her believe this any way I can
The love that is deep in my heart......to prove this with actions I must start
I know that we belong together......it was meant to be this I know
I must do this with my lips sealed
My actions will speak my words from this day......I will give her my love and share my life with the most beautiful woman sent from the lord above
And show this woman she is the only one I will ever love.....over and over she has proved to me......heaven sent her love ....and it was meant to be

When the clouds cover the sky and the rain begins to fall......the tears stream like the rain and I remember it all
Its been awhile since I have seen her beautiful smile......even now just for that smile I would walk a country mile
Although the pain is still imbeded in my bones when it starts to rain the memories come rushing back......she was my first love....and only love to see her smile I would surely have a heart attack
She has a hold on me and has left an everlasting mark on me......especially when it rains that Mark I can see
My head is empty on what to do next on this path......one thing is for sure I will not hit an all-time low and taste the devils wrath
So I  will take all these memories and my dreams.....and walk the straight and narrow......and try to erase all of my sorrow

Today my head is full of beautiful memories.......but my heart it aches because of the woman for which they were made.........all the health and all the wealth just for her hand I would trade
For money can not buy the love that we shared........it was straight from a fairytale I was told by the ones who cared
So it was written that it would last forever.......our souls still connected but we are not together
There are so many nights that I will never forget......not even a moment together for I have no regret
For in my dreams these nights will last......I know a terrible curse on me was cast
Every minute with her will stay with me...........
And even though I had to let her go.....inside of me her presence still glows
So from now until my last breath........the memories of her and us will live until my death
There is not but one day that does go by......that I do not think of her and us under the moonlit sky
So as the first night approaches as we all sit and wait........I look up at the moon in the sky .....and I hope and I pray that we will be reunited before I reach heavens gate.
Night after night the tears they still fall.........for I am not the strong one after all
So to my princess and her family....may the holidays be cheerful and Merry

I think of all the memories we have made and the miricle of our love.....and I will always remember .............it was sent from above

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