To want someone back in your life so bad you will do anything for this to happen......to need that person .....to think of her every minute of everyday and with that the pain seems to worsen
It was 33 years to have her back ...now all of a sudden it's all out of whack
And it is not that I can't live without her it is that I don't want to......I will do anything this much is true
None of the holidays are the same without you by my side.....I guess my time I mist bide
These tears that still fall from my eyes ....means that no more time flies
I will get you back in my arms......my life I have changed only you in my life my heart it calms
I know I haven't been there for a lot of things .......but I do not want to mis anything else that life brings
My love for you it continues to grow.......you mean more to me than you will ever know
In the morning when I wake.......even when it's the last breath I take
You will be the only woman on my mind.......the things I did were never meant to be unkind
My love for you was always real.......it is just your heart that I meant to steal
So late at night When these tears flow from my eyes........I want you to look deep into those skies
Ask if my love was real....and then turn to me and tell me how you feel

Today we stand for what we believe in
We are black and white ...we are red and brown...a little green maybe even yellow.....if you came by we would say hello...
We do this because we want to live a better life .......every one here like that man and his wife
United we stand divided we fall......we would stand behind you ...........all you have to do is call
For we walk the picket line.....we hope and we pray it will all be just fine
We are big and small short and tall....we are skinny and fat.....but you you know what together is where we are at
Local 26 we are hotel workers of all shapes and sizes....we don't get all of life's prizes
We only want what we deserve......stand up with us if you have the nerve
If we win or even if we fail......we stood with each other and that's for real..

To do this for her love it is my destiny
If not for then it's for me
I have seen the writing on the wall
It must be done for we shall not stall
It is all much much bigger than me
When all of its done and laid out for the world to see
For life revolves in one big circle
We all search and wait for that one big miricle
And when such a thing happens only once in a lifetime
You must grab it hold it ......or it will slip away
We regret some things we do.....
Don't let go or your world will be through.......just make a wish...

Baby I know how you feel inside
I am not just along for a ride
These things are so deep
You are not alone when you weep
When I look into your soul
My mind seems to lose control
I feel all the pain
It just drives me insane
I know when your upset
How could I forget
Let me sooth your wounds
The things I did I regret
Please just let me in
And we will both win

forever i cannot be without you this is true......now and always my heart will be blue...my hand must be in yours this is fate.....our love is forever and it cannot wait

The fire of the love that I have for her it burns deep within my soul......for the way I feel about her I have no control
I believe that fate brought us together.....and even with all the strife we shall be together forever
I do believe in the stars and in signs
And the power of the full moon when it shines
This flame that burns within......has always been there and it will when the final round does begin
The stars have always pointed the way.......and that's where I should be today
But somehow the light has grown dim
And now our life together does look grim
But fate works in strange and mysterious ways......this is a game of life and there are so many plays
To be with her forever means so much to me......to open her eyes wide so she can see
This fire That burns deep within me......her and I were meant to be

The beast within is crying to get out
The fire has been burning there is no doubt
Its been scratching and clawing for awhile
I am sure it is the love I have for her because for it I will go the extra mile
So the tears have been wiped from my face
It has returned I thouget it was gone without a trace
Time has gotten away from me
But this won't because you and i were meant to be
The inner beast within My body will be released
And our love will flourish and will last many lifetimes

Please don't wake me cause you are all I see in my dreams......when I wake all I hear are my screams
When i am sleeping we are happy and laughing and holding each other
When I wake to live why do I bother
Closing my eyes I am still happy.......open them up and everything is dark lonely and ******
As long as I am with you when I close my eyes.....forever I will sleep and there will always be blue skies.

My love for her I would not break......being without her is just something i cannot take
My heart is bleeding and he'll I  am scared.......it would not be like this if. I hadn't cared
I still think of her night after night.......I did her wrong and it just isn't right
The pain it comes from from deep inside.......these feelings I still have I just can't hide
I wish I could just forget and walk away........I prayed every single day that you and I would be ok
My tears they fill the ocean wide....no one on earth could heal the pain I have inside
She was and will always be the only one.......I am so weak inside my heart.......I pray to the lord the beating doesent stop.......I will always love her as I did from the start
The love of my life you are still So far away......even if I ever forget to breathe ......these feelings inside shall never leave.

I am reaching out to the woman I love
I know you were sent from the lord above
We have been apart for way to long
The love we have is much to strong
You and I must get back together
For we have the love that last forever
I will never be untrue
This love was made just for me and you

Sincerly T.

No one has a clue how much I hurt
This love I gave for her is just not a spurt
Every time I think I got over her
A song...show...someone says something it all comes right back
It is worst than having a heart attack
This is the hardest thing I ever went through
I had no idea it would be this bad just no clue
This woman the way she left me
I should have just kept walking
But my love for her is overpowering me and we are not even talking
She thinks I didn't even love her
Or is it just to make her think that
I did not love enough
This is what makes it so tough
She is the love of my life
this woman should have been my wife
But it all turned bad
We both got so sad
Then I was away for six long months
And in her head I was gone .....even when I came back something in her head told her I was still gone
....why did I do what I did my love for her....no love could ever compare
I am really hoping that someday soon she will turn around and see
And she will come back for me

You know I still love you don't you.....but you block it out is this true
My life is just not the same without you by my side.......I need you here so I can confide
This is not easy because of my ego and my pride...but I must say I still want you and need you in my life.......I have grown a lot And there will be no more strife
My path is clear and I know what I want.....I am standing up on my own two feet and I will never say the words I can't...
You are still and will always be the only one I love......you were heaven sent to me from above
I don't care how many poems I must write or who likes them or not...that is not what it's all about........it's about the woman that I still love And I would stand on the highest mountain or rooftop and shout
Before you the words I love you I guess I didn't understand..........now I know what they mean and all the pain this I never planned
Your love ripped me off my feet like the tornado in the wizard of oz......
Maybe it's just a dream or fantasy of mine to have you back by my side
I know if we ever do it will be the greatest ride
My love for you is still in my heart.....and it always will be until death do us part

My destiny lies with my only true love......she was sent from the heavens above
For there is but one thing missing from my life.........it is her love that cuts my heart just like a knife
I feel her energy flowing through my vein ........it is so powerful it's driving me insane
I can't run....can't hide...there is No way to forget..........this is a love that I don't regret
You know I won't be the last one in line........I finally figured out what's mine
Win lose or draw I am going for it all.......I can not just sit here and wait for a call
Knowing the way she is it may never come.....this a love I never knew and one that I have never felt either........I said I would but I will never give up I just need to see her
I do believe this is our destiny........and forever it was meant to be

Hold me.....hold me tight
Hold me forget that night
Hold me you know it's alright
Hold me I will hold you right
Hold me baby I need you
Hold me baby till your no longer blue
Hold me you know its time
Hold me baby it will all be fine

As I walk these endless roads all alone
I stare into space
The only woman I have ever loved
Has disappeared gone and left no trace
So as I try to pick up the the scattered pieces of my tattered excistence
She was the one and gave me the love that I had always dreamed of
I try to figure out what happened maybe the sun forgot to shine
I am supposed to take the blame without even a whine
So I am on my own again is this how God wanted me to be
No it was just a lesson on how my life shall be.....but another woman and another time.....but wait the signs for us were all around So why?
So I stop in the middle of nowhere and ask him as I stare into the sky
I did what she wanted and I set her free
if she comes back we were meant to be
So as I wander in my own little world
I search and search for a possible sign
For a love that was lost and oh so great
We never deserved this terrible fate
I must find another to play her role
And try to forget before I lose control
For the rest of the summer and into the fall
I will search the world over and try to enjoy it all
I will leave you with this rhyme
And I hope you read it if you have the time
For my love shall be with you till we grow old
It was the greatest love story that was ever told

Look under your coffee cup sweetie I left you a note to make you smile.......hopefully it will keep it there for a little while
I love to leave you messages and tell you how I feel......I know deep in your heart you know this is all real
To say I love you and that I care....to not say anything it just wouldn't be fair
These notes that I  leave they come from the heart .....and you better believe they have right from the very start
Now I leave you with this note to say how this love I will always have deep inside....I wrote it with a smile upon my face I hope it does the same for you ......because on these notes it comes with love and I hope you know my feelings are true.

The road has been long and winding.....and my feelings through it all have been spellbinding
Been through so much that I just don't know how much more I can take........And believe me none of this stuff is fake...I could never make it up
My life and my love ....but there is only one
The love I have for this woman there is no equal.....and believe me if I have any say in it there will be a sequel
I love her and I will hide my feelings no longer.....and everyday I get stronger
And by her side I will do anything to be the man she wants me to be.....but you know why...because this woman means more to me than anything on earth and my feelings I  will not be shy.
If and when I am back by her side I will do everything for her and us to keep us together and help me and us forever.
For us we were meant to be...and I want her and the world to know the words I speak now will be the key.
The reason I am still here .....is to show her that I truly care
When I leave this earth I will be by her side....and prove to her that we were always soul mates inside.

The highlight of my day........was talking to the most beautiful and sweetest woman in the world to me....I still love her what more can I say.......when I saw her name my heart skipped a beat.......when she started to talk my day was complete

Outside the rain it falls
Inside a voice it calls
The fog rolls off the water and into the streets
The radio playing some insane beats
My heart it pounds with passion
From the night of dreams
The music gets louder and drowns the screams
I start to wonder what does it all mean
As I travel to start my day
The understanding comes to me in every way
Because of things that happen in the night
All of the signs make it all right
Music is the only sound
But the thing is I hear it coming from all around
That same song that played the night before
It started getting louder as I walked out the door
All of a sudden as the fog it lifted
The sun was shining a dog was whining
The music it has stopped and so have I
Standing still in the middle of nowhere
The funny thing is that I didn't seem to care
All of a sudden I opened my eyes for it was oly a dream.

The month of Angels is upon us.....the theory of it all we can discuss
It is all there if we choose to believe.......when we do the stress we relieve
If it were not for my own Angel this little gift I would never know .....you see one can tell that Angels watch over us Where ever we go
My mom was blessed to be born in this special month for she is surely my greatest Angel of all......I was so sad when she had gotten there call
Now she flies along with them up in the sky........if I am so lucky I will be with them when I die
The story of the Angels is long and true..........I hope you BELIEVE just like I do

To Forget You I Never Would.....To Never Love You This I Never Could

if it is my shoes you must walk.........you must stand up and talk the talk
my love for you it shall never die.......it shall stand alone amongst the bright blue sky