Right now my head is full of uncertainty
Why can't things in life be filled with simplicity
For she is afraid ...I know she is I feel it
Now I must prove my words to be true
With action not more words.....I must do this or it will all be through
I have worked so hard to change myself....not for worse but for the better
.....baby I know it's hard to believe what I say.....I know in my heart it will be ok
It is my life's mission to be with her this I know.......it is the change that I must show
I know sometimes my words get out of hand....for what I want to tell you doesn't come out of my mouth as planned
So now my actions will speak for my words....I love you baby.....because being without you is for the birds

I woke last night it was another dream of you
I saw the tears as they rolled down your face.....It was surreal it had to be true....as we are apart I feel this force pulling ...grabbing...and dragging me back to you....and the dreams they are the clue....... that my love for you is real and true I kept trying to hold you ...but I could not get close enough...... the tears continued to fall that's not  the worst of it...I called to you but you stared into space ...Crying and I heard you were calling my name........our feelings I know are the same......we must forget whose to blame .....for it is true love ....those tears of love they touched my shoulder as if you were leaning your head .....but you.....were what seemed miles away....the nightmares they must go away .....for our love is destined to stay....as I finally reached you as you lay in bed with the water flowing from your eyes...I wrapped my arms tightly around your whole body and you leaned your head upon my shoulder and the tears stopped falling .....all of a sudden your smile lit the dark room......and there we sat until the sunlight started beaming through the skylight.....forever and a day we will always be together and forever sleep tight

The girl I love  ......she ran away from me......far away so the world couldn't see
The girl I love took my heart.....right now we are miles apart
The girl I love she didn't understand........all the fantasy's I had planned
the girl I love left me with tears in my eyes........but she will return before her spirit flies
The girl I love I forgot to tell you one thing..........I will love you till that last cardinal sings.

To the most beautiful woman that I ever laid my eyes upon.....do you wish to be happy
This is what I also wish.....why must you duck and run........I love you more than anything else under the sun
This problem we have with honesty....well this I vow I will be honest with you until the day I die ....we must act now because life is short.......and without you my life is out of sort
Baby I will not give up on you or us ......there is so much we must discuss
The sun has not set you and I .......I will love you until with the Angels we fly
I know you are uncertain of this.......but you will learn quick from the very first kiss....So I say this to you my love Grant me this one last wish
For me and you our love was always true.........

The sun was shining so bright on me
By the smile on my face last week the whole world could see
....but this dark cloud has appeared
again trying to stop true love....but this cloud will not win........for to lose my love would be a sin...I have searched a lifetime for this woman....for this cloud can not take it from me........I will relight the sun....when I steal it from the sky
My body was so strong......now my legs they grow weak.....My mind is empty of thoughts....except of her....it all is such a blur....my tears now I bottle up my strength I must gain back.....this cloud has covered me...at this moment it is so dark I can barely see
As I try to reach the sun .....and reshine the light......I would be lying if I say ill give up the fight......her hand was almost in mine......we had the talk we saw the sign
But again this dark cloud has taken us over and covered us both ......I see a spot....a spot of light.......and I again will make this right
So up on my feet and wipe off the dust ...I will shine our hearts before they rust
I know our love was meant to be.....I will relight the sun so she can see
The sun will shine and that dark cloud will leave forever........our hearts will ignite with love for each other.....and the rest of our days we will be together

I want her to know..how much she really means to me.....I want to be there when she falls .....always answer when she calls
If she sheds a tear....tell her I will always be near....when she wants to talk......or maybe just take a walk
Anytime she needs me ......I will be where ever she wants me to be
So Baby if the sun refuses to shine.....I will reassure you that everything will be just fine......I want to let her know that when ever she needs me I will always be there
Baby so if our train slips the track.....I will always make sure we make it back
These shoulders are not just here for me .......they will be there for you to lay your head upon can't you see
So all I am trying to say I will always be there when you need me......just call me once and you will see
If the day is just out of whack......or if those hornets are ready to attack ......it doesn't matter what it is big or small ....or even if it's nothing at all
That is what I am trying to say......I will always be at your becon call......

Hey you....ya you know who I am talking to.......I am the man that was living in your heart...Now tell me what I should do
I know the mistakes I made ....Yes I relive them everyday........the day I lost you ....I died inside...it was your love that made me the man I am today
I know it means something ....because of the way I still feel about you...baby you hide it but I know you feel it too
Hey you .....I still love you just like I did yesterday and the way I will tomorrow
Hey you I am tired of living in sorrow
Last year was the hardest year of my life.....hey you I still want you for my wife
Hey you......with what's left of my life I have no idea what I am supposed to do......hey you..... the world outside is so dark without you by my side........everyday it's my time I bide
Hey you.....I know that trying to get you back is like playing Russian roulette with my life......hey you .....but this is a chance I am willing to take......hey you......see these feelings that I have had for you have never been fake
Hey you.... I know the road must end one day.......it will never end unless you and I are ok
Hey you...my life has never been looking so good..except for a little piece that's missing...it may be you it really could
Hey you there is just one thing I want to say this is the year I get you back.....and guess what it won't be long either it's all on track.

Once in a lifetime you find that one.....just being side by side you always have fun
The love you feel it is so strong....you know inside that together you belong
With this love you need no ring...for in your heart you know it's the real thing
Forever it stays and will not die....the love in my heart is you and I .

My life has changed in so many ways
I have not seen the woman I love in many of days
I will not stop till she is back in my arms where she belongs.......This I vow I will make up for all of my wrongs
I will not make it on my own.......Not while she is home all alone
This is the woman that I love ......and I am so afraid .....I can't make up for the mistakes I made......neither one us shall be alone any longer....I have made my body and mind a whole lot stronger...so to this beautiful woman whom I cherish......we will be together till we perish...the time has come to grow with this love that the Lord has Givin us.....and this time baby there will be no fuss....this is what he planned all along ...all the signs are there for all the world to see......to live as one for eternity you and me ......to laugh and dance and sing no more drama and our minds will be free

Our love is different than any other...that is why I could never be with another.....she makes me feel like superman.....the way I love her today is the same as the day it began....my head gets light my body it tingles....and my hands they shake...... my heart it burns....for her love my soul it yearns......she makes me feel like no one has ever.........her eyes they sparkle and shine whenever we are together...so I tell you now that this love we share.......it will last forever........... This I vow Baby...... you will not shed one more tear........

Our love is strong
Something I knew along
There are changes that we must endure
We go through these things so our love grows more
I love you so much and I really miss your touch
As the days go by I realise that you are the only one that I ever loved
Your eyes and your beautiful smile
That's just a couple of things that make melt
All of these feelings that I have inside are something I have never felt
I need you in my life the past means nothing to me the future with you is all I see.

Our love is like dynamite it's ticking like a time bomb that will only explode when the time is right you and I till there is no more light
You stole my heart like a thief in the night.
I remember this on a hot day in August right.
I think of you over and over and again and again I do not think that will ever end
If the light forgets to shine
Our love will rise and show the way
It is that strong day after day
We might see somethings in a different light
It is never as bad as it seems
Before it falls apart at the seams.
We pick it up and the flame still burns
Our love survives lesson learned

Life and love are but a song and the lyrics must be still written
Our story hopefully it will be a long one might be rewritten many times
Long and short with plenty of rhymes  
With this being said
In time all our stories and lyrics will be read.

The hardest thing that I could ever do...is to say a final goodbye to  the love of my life like you
I thought deep in my mind .....always and forever my love for you to be kind......there is no one on earth that I could ever love more......I slipped and I fell and now I am out the door
If I had stayed and played my cards right from the start ......I know that my love would still be tops in your heart
Now that I am out.......and I am left with nothing but doubt
I look to the stars and I pray to the moon........that you and I would be back together soon
My love for you will never die......because of that smile and that look in your eye
Just from my stare......to say I don't care......the feelings in my heart
Were always there from the start
And losing you forever is just tearing my world apart
So now I will quote from one of my notes.......the love that is deep inside.....with you I could always confide..........one thing I will say my feelings for you I could never let slide
So with that being said......and all the words you have read.......the love that we have shared for so long could never be dead.

Baby don't let those voices in your head cloud your mind
They are not being real and that is so unkind
Now if I lay here......you would  lay with me.....stare into space ....and just forget the world....
The stories I have told you....by the way they are all true.....the promises that I have made....my how time flew
Sometimes I wish I was never born....and then came you.....baby you make me wanna live yes....yes it's true
Baby I believe in you....but I can see right through.....why are you afraid...i...I am never gonna....gonna leave you
I will stay through it all.....I will be there when you call....just beleive...yes baby believe in me ...I will prove all this and then you will see.......for this our love was meant to be....as long as you believe in me

I see all the memories and it hurts so ...and it makes me sad......why in the world did I treat her bad
This woman .......that her love  I hold so dear.......it burns in my heart this I will tell you right now........ so it's crystal clear
These tears that I cry and they flow only at night.........I hold them in..... till I am completely out of sight
It is all the memories that are inside of me..........I am in misery it is plain to see........There are things that no one knows......except for the lord above.......she was my first love......and she will be my last........I must break this curse that the devil did cast......I must do it now and do it fast
Now that I know it is in the cards today.....and I finally realize this is just not a game we play
These Memories and the dreams that are haunting me......they remind me that this love of ours is forever can't you see
If I keep walking the same path .....keep it simple or suffer the demons wrath
So I will gather all the memories and the dreams.....and walk not run far away from the screams
To the light I must get......soon I will be there baby so don't you fret
With my confidence as my sword and my love as my crown......I will swiftly erase all the madness that's been keeping you down
Baby as I kneel in this puddle of my tears.......I shall rise and wash away all of your fears
Until that day sweetie sleep well and keep your head up....your knight shall return and fill that cup.

As I walk the picket line......all the time waiting for that beautiful sun to shine
Life really ***** for me these days.....I so hope it is just a phase
I must find a way to dig deep into my soul....because of my sign the twins I cannot control
Maybe I do have a hard head and I am stubborn a bit.......to shake off the cobwebs before I take a direct hit
At times I feel so alone.......but I am a lot stronger than what I have shown
If you take a good look at my face .......you will see my smile has disappeared without a trace
For the color of my love has a different shade......all in all you know it will never fade
You never had someone that loves you as much as me.....open those sparkling eyes and you shall see
Even though my mind is outta whack......for this I know I will get back on track
Before the sun goes away and fades to black
The love that is deep inside.....and with the wind it does glide.......and if my time grows short.....so as my life is going in so many directions right now
The love in my heart soars so high
So much so it reaches the sky
So as I fight for more than my job....the love and respect of this woman ....reminds me I am human
So as it all fades to black.....and when I am down on my knees I will win your heart back

Thoughts of her and us run through my head constantly.....I can't escape
I can't run ......I can't hide...
My time I must bide.....I wonder if there is a rock close enough so I can just get under it....I am ruined and you know what it's all of my doing....I am ruined...I am ruined....there is no other woman I even want....I want to run and just keep running......I can't sleep I can barely eat....my head it hurts...it's been a little while since I last felt your touch......I just miss her oh so much.....I am ruined......because of my love for her....there are so many things I should have said......should've done...now I am left in ruins why because of it all....the pain it still grows as time goes by you would think it would pass.....but no......I am ruined

You play with my heart
But you won't play with me ... so where do I start
I try to talk but it falls on deaf ears
She won't listen and no one else cares
I know what I  did I move too slow
But you could give it a chance and watch our love grow
I want you back and I will do what I can
I know you love me and I am your biggest fan
I wish you would listen to your own heart...instead of your friends voices
I have worked on both my body and my mind
For you my love was never unkind
You say that it was untrue
But it was only your love that I ever knew
As I try I kick scream and fight
To make everything with us alright
Winning your heart back is all I want in this WORLD
There is nothing that is more important to me
Open those beautiful eyes and you will see
I can only do this for a little while longer for i am running out of gas and time
For all this and you I would recite my best rhymes
If I must say My last goodbyes
I will only do it when our spirits fly

Crying in my dreams
From a distance hearing your screams
The voice so far away
The words come out and not much to say
I see your face but it is not so clear
My body shakes from all my fear
Then I wake and all is right
It's all my thoughts in my head
Oh my God I wish I were dead

Love is a beautiful and amazing thing.......it can make you do almost anything.....it will definitely make you dance and sing
My soulmate my best friend......where ever you are my love I do send
I know where you are ....I know who you are....and I also know  what you do.......I feel it in my bones...see it in my dreams...this is not really as bad as it seems
The love of my life hear me loud and clear.........we will find each other again so don't you fear
The things that I watch and I see when sleep.....it makes me feel it way down deep
This love I hold it lives on inside........I will wait forever so my time I will bide
All these things that I think about in my head......I realize how amazing you are and the way you made me feel....it was my whole life and my heart you did steal
I know how we were together and how beautiful it was...and I know we can't go back in time.....now let me say this and forgive me if I don't rhyme
When we return to each other ....a lesson we both have learned......and you will know my true love you have earned
It will be special and brand new.....the timing will be perfect and the sky will be blue.....
Beautiful it will be......and again the fireworks we will see
The universe is guiding us so just sit tight......that's why I stayed strong and never gave up this fight.

All of a sudden there is a feeling in my mind my bones...and my whole body.....the love I have for this woman....and I would die for.....
The love I have it comes natural .....cause her beauty and the way she carries herself ....it just brings it out of me......she has opened her eyes and she will finally see.....I am gonna now open up...and just tell her how I feel......And my love is hers to steal.....I wanna tell her and tell the whole world ......that my love is here and my life is by her side......it was never just a joyride...through sickness and through health .......if she wants I will be stealth...I am out to prove that I am the one....and I am with her not just to have fun.....we will be together in any kind of weather.........no matter what comes toward us .....we will handle as one.....so we will be together forever under the sun

This one is just to let you know .......that the love in my heart is pure and it continues to grow
It does not matter what people say........I will love you more tomorrow than I do today
It is so hard being imprisoned on the outside with no voice.......not being heard away from the love of your life and left without a choice
The songs, poems and stories that were read.......but the thing is our love will never be dead
Although I am too weak right now to stand......as life's grip has a hold of me....I am still reaching for your hand