You brought me to life back in 64 .....it was more than a miricle that's for sure
As your birthday quickly approaching the tears they fall from my eyes......you are guiding me through life from the skies
I cry because I miss you mom....you were the only one that good guidance comes from
There was another person that had that gift ......when I saw her smile it gave me a lift
As my tears they will fall....I thank you for the gift of life and the best of it all
You were my mom and I loved you so....I will celebrate your birthday and I was so sad to see you go
These tears from heaven they roll down my face.......you may have left me but because of you my heart is full of grace.

Seems like forever since I have been away
Thinking about you nothing goes by not even a day
Life with you was my escape from a world that hurts
Now there there is just a hole where my heart was
My mind a blank eyes just a stare
One day maybe it will all come clear.

The leaves have begun to fall....and last night I finally got your call
It was just enough to know you were thinking of me......and I thank the Lord above I still have the chance to make her see.....this love that I still hold....still...you don't believe those stories you were told.......this I know I feel it.....to even think of me......you still love me it must be.....now the cold is creeping in........for our new life together will begin......there are some things I must finish .....before that last light does diminish.......somehow the train is still on the track.....forever and a day I have always wanted you back
This fairytale romance that we have had......you know deep inside that I never meant to ever make you sad
Just to hold you in my arms again would not be enough....I need you today and every tomorrow this is no bluff
So tonight when the sun does set
You will think of me and have no regrets
The love in our hearts is just too strong.....you must be back in my life where you belong......So pretty baby your love is not something that I borrow......it is real and I will save you from a life of sorrow

My heart is broken
From the words that have not been spoken
I need another chance to save our dance

I looked deep down into my soul
**** it I am ready to take control
I love you more than life itself
We will no longer put anything on the shelf
My love for you is just too strong
Walking out that door I know I was wrong
I will do anything just to hold you tight
And this time I know it's right
I will get down on one knee
And tell you things and make you see
All my promises will be done
Now turn around and don't you run
Because my love for you is true
Forever and a day no longer will I make you blue

My love for you will always live.......for letting you slip from my grip myself I could never forgive
These feelings I have for you are oh so deep.......for the mountains I would climb are very steep
There is no woman who could ever come close........for your love all that it took was one small dose
You were and always will be my Angel.......Eventhough my heart is left to dangle
The relationship we had for it was only in fairytales.......our love on the tall ships it sails.....forever and a day it will always live......and just for your hand my life I would give
So when you close your eyes tonight.....just think of me and the stars and everything will be alright

As I stare at the clock upon the wall......since that day the hands don't seem to move at all
Time stands still since the day we drifted apart......and because of this nothing stands in the way of a brand new start
So now that time does stand still.......moves have not been made but I know they will
I see the hands of the clock today slightly move.......so I think it's time to get into the groove
We both needed some time to think things through...........and I think we realize our love is true......at least I know I do
Tick tock says the clock on the wall.....as of right now it does stand still but time shall not wait so we must not stall
I know that our love will stand the test of time........so move fast my sweet and committ to this sign

I was sinking fast and had to get back up.......I started thinking of how to get my ten of cups
The only way I could was to start from the bottom and climb to the top.........now I feel so good I will never stop
I went through the cleansing of my soul.......my mind and body in total control
I have the ace of wands in my hand........and with it lead me to the promised land
I called to my higher power to guide me and give me strength.........so for all my wishes to come true I will go through any length
To get back my beauty queen is my key.......I had to fix myself or unheard would go my plea
To get to my empress I must be patient and follow the path........or go back to hell and face the devils wrath
Now my future the card is the sun......please join in rejoice while I have some fun
Now that I have learned some of life's good rules......I know inside God gave me all the right tools.

Hey...what was that noise
Hey...why do you cry
Hey...please tell me why
Hey was it because of me
Hey...I will not turn and flee
Hey..in my heart You are still mine
Hey...I know it will all be fine
Hey..... I am down on my knees
Hey....don't just turn and leave please
Hey...I saw the signs from above
Hey...this must be real love

I don't want my love to get it wrong
Because the love I have for her is still So strong
But if this is the way it was supposed to be
We will wait awhile and we shall see
Being away from her is so very hard
I think Of her every day
I miss her smile and her charm
I never meant to do her no harm
As I go about my daily routine
She is by far the most beautiful I have ever seen
Not only for her good looks But for the way she handled every day life
The person she is inside and out
It is so **** hard to live without
I will always treasure the time we had
When it comes down to it I am really sad
But I must stand up tall
Because of her I will never fall
She taught me things I did not know
About life and love and it will always show
She will live in my heart for the rest of my life after all she was going to be my wife
Now I bid you sweet adieu
I still can't believe we are through

Ill take these memories to the grave.....yours is the only love I  want to save
I find it hard Not to think of you......but our love ill never forget you know it's true
I believe that we had the greatest love of all.......I can not think of how I let it fall
These Memories they will never fade....I let my mistakes rain on our parade.

The days are getting shorter....and the nights oh so long
Now I think I know what I am doing wrong....the love that I have for this woman has clouded my mind....thus is the reason I can't just unwind
The things I must do for myself I can't do if I don't clear my head.....then only then my story can be read.....I know what your thinking we have heard this all before.....I have worked on things so this I am sure.....I know it will not take long....after I get her back I will sing her that song.....you know the one..she means so much more than everything under the sun
At night when I look to the sky....I make a wish that I will back with her before I die...I always pick the brightest one cause I know lt is you.....and forever this is what I will do
When the sun goes dim and I am unable to write....I look to the stars and they give me the light
I will ask the almighty to give me the strength to get through this.....for my wish is to At least to enjoy one more kiss.....I hope and pray that I get my chance ......to prove my love is real....and it is more than just how I feel...to lose it forever is not a choice believe me....so now it is up to me and if I can focus on what needs to be done....please just know this I will no longer turn and run

My life has changed on Oh so many ways
Its like a football game and you forgot the plays
Working so hard to change what I can
Losing a grip on reality was never my plan
To regain control of what's real and what means the world to me
To show myself that I am stronger then I appear to be
Then to secure my relationship with the woman I love......I know it won't be easy......but with a little help from the lord above
All my life nothing has gone right for me everything I do I seem to fail
Its time for me to turn that all around .....for this time for real
Now I am on the right track.....even my mind is not out of whack
The stress in my life it must end.....to the woman I love my heart I send....and our life together we will mend

The other night I had a vision.....and because of this I had to make a quick decision
Should I keep holding out for her hand....or forever be stuck in quicksand
The time to do this is fading fast.....for I don't know how long that I can last
This that I speak of is the love of my life.....shall I grasp it..hold on tight.....or shall I bow my head and just give up this fight
Does she still love me.....or even know who I am....these are questions that must be answered ......my love is what will open the door..... for her  love holds the key
I see forever when I look into her eyes...now only if I could reach them.....before forever our love dies
The sun has almost set......but for you my love I will not give up just yet
Until I grasp your hand......and we walk barefoot on winter Island...through the bright white sand
But again if I fail.......alone forever my ship will sail

My love for you is so out of whack
I am gonna step aside and get back on track
If we were meant to be we will be together again
This time without the pain

Just a week ago I felt like the walls were closing in on me
Deep inside I knew that your love would set me free
The demons that engulfed me are beaten
The fight within my soul
I knew it was time to take control
Baby maybe you don't know
I used my strength and your love
So I could grow
As I try to return to your life
I would never add to your strife
I am a new man not that I have changed
But the strength within my head has made me a better man
In just a little time
I have beaten alot of things without committing a crime
I love you so much and never gave up hope
I tried to do it faster but at first I couldn't cope
I want to make this the best year ever
I know we can do this as long as we are together

The sky once again is blue and the sun is shining bright......and it is so beautiful just like you.....when the night comes the stars shine as bright as that sparkle in your eyes....your beauty stands above the moonlit skies....for my mind is clear and I stand tall and wait patiently for our hearts to be as one....almost time to shed some light on my short journey....with every moonlit sky and as the sun sets on the ocean......my love for you grows higher than any mountain top in the universe....and the shining of the stars at night will erase any curse......that's fallen upon us.....and soon we will walk the island hand and hand.....just as he has planned

I Know This You And I Will Not Live Forever..But Know This My Love That I Still Hold In My Heart For You Shall Last Life Time And More...It Shall Last Forever
So Now I Wish Happiness For us Both On This Night....and Our Love Was Ever So Right.

I try to listen with my ears but the only sound I hear is that of silence......I try to see but my eyes there is no vision....in my head it makes no sense
The light of love is within my heart......but to see this you must feel it and of you it must be a part
That light that once was shining so bright has gotten a bit dim....this is why I must relight the fire in my heart deep within
I know this light of love in my heart will regain its power.......I know if we work together we can rebuild this tower
If you look deep within my heart the love light that lives inside will be bright once more and this will happen before we are knocking on heavens door...

Under a moonlit sky.........I sit in the sand and wonder why
The stars and sun and activity of the planets around us.....this feeling I have in my chest is just so hard to discuss
My hands are shaking and my knees grow weak.......it is the love my life this is what I seek
My mind is in sync with astrology......and if you fail to understand my sincere apologie
As the sun it sets and so do my. Dreams.....but with my confidence I know it is not as bad as it seems
She is in my mind in my nightmares and also in my heart........I have loved her from the very start
She is my miricle and our love lives on in my veins......I am tired of this feeling and all my pains
To regain my love it is in the air........to show her and the world how much I care
The sun will rise on our love again.....and I will make her happier than she has ever been

My life I must reinvent.....I try as hard as I can to understand it all .....and still cannot feel content
As sure as I am that no longer do my demons control me......I still feel stuck and can't move.....I have to let go of this feeling and get my life to improve
I believe that if I do begin to look deep inside of my soul.......then my life I will finally take control
For the one I want to live is still possible.......because if you believe then any bridge is crossable

My heart is heavy as I write these words at this time......the tears they fall but they are not all mine
A woman that had more wisdom then me.......she had her struggles so God set her free
My sister was she .......and I had my faith in thee
She was my sister and my best friend.....*** why did it have to end
She helped me when I was down .....when I left her house I was no longer wearing a frown
She had a heart and it was made of gold.......she helped everyone so I was told
I will miss her but she lives in my heart and in my soul every part
I can't even talk tears fall from my eyes .......I know she will watch over me from the skies.

If I wake from this terrible dream
Without a whimper or a scream
It was reality slapping me in the face
For just her hand I may touch
And take her to that special place
For right now it is the worst nightmare
And if I don't wake it would not be fair
But when open up my eyes
It will be to your flowing locks and the clear blue skies

it is all because of the sound of laughter.......and everything from thereafter
the beauty of it all was the sign of the bright sun....that kept each of us from being on the run