For this ring shall never come from my finger......my love for her it will always linger
Three years ago she gave it to me
Attached to my finger it remains to be
Forever Love is inscribed on it......for it has stayed on that finger for every little bit
Forever and ever it shall stay......you will see it .....when I leave on that day
The meaning of it all......for my love it could never stall
So now you know some  meaning of that ring.......when she gave it to me on that Christmas I heard the doves sing

The wheels in my head are spinning
I can tell by the way I am feeling that you are grinning
The tears and fears I just try to keep focus
Sometimes I feel like a magician with a little hocus pocus
The burning in my heart since you have been gone
Now and then I don't even want to go on
I feel like I am in the twilight zone
Being out here in the world on my own
I know deep down in my soul
Its my own destiny that I  control
The story that we have written is far from over
In my hand I make a wish on the four leaf clover

Did I mean anything to you or was I just a piece of clay that you tried to mold
I wish you would tell me before I get too old
The thing is I fell in love with you
Everything about you and yes it is true
I don't know why you were in such a rush
And a lot of things about you  were so hush hush
You still do mean the world to
If only I could open your eyes and make you see
I am getting too old to chase woman around I found the woman of my dreams and I was all set
A girl like you was as good as it gets
I guess when it comes down to it my love just wasn't good enough
I did stupid things so you had to get tough
There is not a minute that goes by that I don't think of you in my arms
That beautiful smile and that sparkle in your eyes
I hope I see you again before I drift off into the dark skies

Now that our lips have touched again
These feelings rush through my body and into my heart just like when we first began
I saw the light and it was shining right thru you
I was there so I know it's true
With your body pressed to mine
That first hug it felt so fine
That sparkle in your eyes it has returned
Back for a visit from the lesson I have learned
Day by day it shall be
Together again you will see
My words are true true as can be
My love for you and telling the truth that is the key

I called her today heard her voice and began to cry
I told her I loved her and that's no lie
By her side I am twice the man I am right here
To lose her forever is my biggest fear
My focus is in top form she means the world to me
And this I have to make her see
She is in my heart in my soul And always on my mind
And I say a woman that I love as much as her I will never find
Now that the darkness has turned to light
I can resume my destiny and continue the fight
This I will. Not lose for my love is genuine and real
And with my new found strength and my will my love I will make her feel
There is an Angel on my shoulders
That will give me back my happiness
And return the music in my heart

My life is in front of me
It is out in the open for all to see
She is there right by my side
There is no need to run and hide
The road ahead is a long one
And I am sure it will be far from fun
When the time does come
After all the blood sweat and tears
I am going to end all of her fears
To turn all my life around
Then you know where I will be found
I know the road ahead is full of twist and turns
That's where I will leave my mistakes. And my past it burns
I will toast the world after it is said and done
Take her hand and have some fun
Living life on the straight and narrow
Seeing it through the eyes of a sparrow

As I sit and I watch the game
In my mind it's always the same
Because beside me you did sit
I yell and scream when they make a play you and I would act the same way
We sat and we ate as we watched the Pats play
It was like that at home every Sunday
I wish that I could turn back the clock
To that long day in which I walked
All of the memories that are in my head
They will always be there until I am dead
Winter Island was our favorite place that we did go
It's so special to you and I
We used to go and watch the birds fly
That fourth of July when we sent the balloon into the sky
We laughed and joked
As we watched it go so high
So many things that we did
These thoughts that are on my mind
I think of time after time as I unwind
I will never forget my time with you
For my princess what ever you do
Please remember the two of us because together we were the best
That in itself we can't discuss
There are so many things that I could write because my time with you was out of sight.

I would cross many a river...just to stand and deliver
I would climb many mountains...stand in front of a bullet For her hand
None of this is ever planned
Even if I were a million miles away and she needed me I would be there.....does she know how much I care
By now her decision might have been made.....but my feelings for her could never fade
She could say bad things about me ...put me down...and even say our love never was
Deep inside I could never lose control or lose sight.....I know our love was real and true....and never give up this fight
Her love is what I live for....even though maybe it all came to an end.....still my love to her I send
Now it seems I am sinking in quicksand.......always reaching for her hand
As the day begins so does it end and I still have her on my mind........within the darkness the strength I will find
This love will not go unnoticed....because even if with my last breath.....I will whisper her name and the love I hold deep in my heart for her........and the word goodbye shall never touch my lips.....

As I lay and watch the game
My body and mind seem so lame
There are a lot of things that cloud my head
Just similar to the book I just read
I think I am so strong
In this life of mine I am weak
I am past that age where I should peak
Life and love are just two things
If I start thinking about it my head it rings
I guess what I am trying to say
That life is a game that you must learn how to play
There is a lesson to all this
And it all started with just one kiss.

Being without her and my hands are tied......sometimes it makes me wish when I got hit by that car......I had died
She is the only woman I have ever loved......all my life I have been pushed and shoved......I finally found my little piece of heaven and now it's frozen in time just like my life..........I should have made this beautiful woman my wife
Why did God make it so hard for me....why did I lie and how could she flee.......if we loved each other why couldn't it be
I sit and stare at four walls...night after night.........my faith is draining why do I still fight......I love her so much it just isn't right
My life is like walking this endless hall......you keep on walking but you are going nowhere......and now all of a sudden again these tears they fall
Its like a bad movie that you can't wait to end....this story is so sad but to her my love I still send
But to the lord I pray..........only then will our two hearts mend

as the tears fall from my eyes......i can still hear her cries
the love we shared together will never fade.....never again will my love for her ever wade
it is in my heart and it will always be
this love was the best love and everyone could see
with one kiss i was in a trance ....this was more than just a romance
it was in my head and in my heart......and it was from the very start
i never got a chance to put that ring on her finger......but this feeling in my heart sure does linger

...visions of you in my head
..........can't sleep wish I were dead
There is much more to be wrttin
.........and plenty more to be read.

The past few days the Angels gave me hope
Before I ended up using this rope
They gave me signs that my baby is not far away
And could I  hear from her any day
She showed me how to look at these little things
And told me the Angels were telling us what life brings
I believe because of her
There are so many different signs that they show
Too much for us to even know
So now I wear a smile
For i can hear the Angels voice

As I stare at Sun from the beach wall.....the whole world it seems so small
The water is calm hardly a ripple.....I think in my mind that all of my problems they seem to  triple
All my memories are deep in side where they will never leave
To get her back in my arms I must never give up and always believe
All these people say just to give up and I must leave
What they don't understand this is true love....I know deep inside she feels the same... but in her head she thinks I  am playing a game
Without saying a word I will wait a lifetime if I must.....and now I will convince her that in me she can trust
As time goes by....and with my mind I must try
I know if all does not work out forever I will not cry.

This is so unreal
I just don't know what to do
I am thinking but haven't a clue
My mind is blank body running on empty
All the time thinking your love is the key
Walking down that same highway
It's dark and cold but I have faith that I will be with you any day
The road is long and the ground is cold
We must get back together before we get old
It won't be easy but if you believe like I do
It will be better this time around It's true
As I try to clear my head
I better do something or I'll end up dead
My life is in your hands I hope you understand
Nothing that happened was ever planned

Baby I know it's been a long road
But I have been doing all that I have been told
Life is bigger than both of us
And there is much more to discuss
We are destined to be together
Every day it becomes clearer
The clock is ticking but for us it stops
Waiting till we rejoin our love
Another positive sign from the lord above
The music that plays on the radio always one of our songs
Proving that our love still belongs
I will play my cards as they lay
I love you and you love me there is no more we need to say
These things that may hold us back
We must put aside until we get our fairy tale romance back on track
The signs are all around
We can't wait till they put us in the ground

I loved you more than any man could ever love or will ever love you
But I made too many mistakes this much is true
This feeling inside I just don't like
If I told all my secrets and didn't hold back
My whole life wouldn't be so out of whack
There were a few things that I held inside
If I had told the truth instead of lied
Now I must live my life without my only true love
I will only be able to do this with the help from the lord above
So please forgive me for the words I never said
And believe the words that I do
For my love was always true and complete
No other woman could ever compete
Baby when it came to you i had tunnel vision
I was always happy with you and it was my decision

As I sit here and get ready for the big game
For me it's all in the name
The Superbowl the biggest game of the year
Her and I will watch the game together and may even shed a tear
I get to hold her all night long
Even after the last ball is thrown
Life is good and if you look real close you will see how much I have grown
Just to be with my favorite ******* this day
What more can a happy man say
Here is to a wonderful day
We will watch the patriots play
Now I just leave with this
I want to give her just one kiss.

To talk to her to comfort her.....to hold....and to communicate with her
To explain how I feel And how hard I will try to do all that I have to ..to work with her And do what she needs me to do......and what she needs from me.......and I will lay it all out there for the whole world to see
I will get down on one knee.....and we will be as God wanted us to be .....together forever
But for now I will sit on the beach.....look at the stars that shine so bright
I hope and I pray.......and I may start to preach......and I know everything will be alright
Our love shines as bright as the moon and the stars........maybe even as bright as golden bars
Our fairytale will never end......and all the rules of romance we do bend
One thing is true and clear........our love you can feel from far and near
Yes it is like a supernova that's how our love can be described from here on out......for I will never sit and pout
I have written about the sun, moon and the gravity ...you know it is off the hook....as for our love you can read about it in my book.....our love it flows like lava from a volcano.....and the sound of the music from the piano
So as the sun sets on another day.......I wouldn't want it any other way.

i see you in my dreams....i hear you when you scream
i still smell your scent.....i hope you still know what our love meant
i remember how your skin feels.....how we felt with each other was so real

darkness and stars are in the sky....true love and romance is my purpose before i die

I am living in a place I don't want to be
It's not a home can't you see
No laughing and no fun
If it were not for thoughts of you I would run
I sit in this room and stare at the walls
Thinking of you and my mind stalls
It's so scary to be all alone
Sometimes I feel just like a drone
To think of what I had
It makes me so frigging mad
These thoughts in my head will not stop
Too much stress I'm afraid I'll drop
Back to the room once again
The clock is ticking
And the the light that won't stop flickering
All I see is darkness and I am scared of what I will do
If this love in my heart could shine so I could see way
I may live to see another day
I want to go back to the place I called home
A place where I was never alone

The magic will return......this was tragic and there was a lot that I did learn........in all this you were my biggest concern
Through all of this I never gave up.......very soon we shall drink from the same cup
The fire in me burns out of control.....it is my love for you in burns within my soul
The moon is full as my heart is of my love for you........deep down you know it's true
My love for you has survived it all.....
So please baby pick up the phone and call........
Lets give this love of ours another try.....why must we both sit and cry
We are soul mates you know it's true......there are things we know about each other that no one knows ....that's why while we are apart our love still grows
You Think of of me when the stars light the sky......I know from that sparkle in your eye.....and I think of you when the moon is full......we both love each other and that is no bull
So soon we will make this real....because we both know that's how we feel
Me for you and you for me.....this is so true love so lets open up our hearts and just let it be

Love is on my mind
She is definitely one of a kind
Our love will continue to grow
She is my soulmate this I know
We will take it nice and slow
My love for her I am willing to show
She is so beautiful and sweet
The greatest woman that I ever did meet
Together again forever it will be
Because my love is true and she will see

The day it begins and the light starts to fade....the memories flash through our minds just like the decisions we have made
When the light starts to flicker and finally goes out ......you can't just sit there you must be strong and stand up and shout
The people we have loved and the family we have had.....when the light goes down I know you all will be sad
I want you to remember when one light goes out another will shine.....be happy you have lived a full life and hope it was as good as mine.

My heart is still heavy...this weighs on me a lot.......this love I  must give it a shot
It has been a long while.........Yes since I wore that famous smile
Time had no bearing on what I speak.......I don't care if I must climb pikes peak
There are things in life that you must do.......if there is still a chance I haven't a clue
All I know is that my spirit is strong.......and I know that my heart is not steering me wrong
This love it is the one for me........my eyes are wide open and this I can clearly see
Her love the only one that was true.......in my life the only one I knew
Just because time has passed .........this love I know this feeling it will last
This tingling in my heart never have I felt........but unlike snow it will never melt
As I look in my crystal ball......I will drop everything else and go for it all

i hear bells ring.
so sweet and that of an angel.....i am so in love with you if i was a puppet you would be holding my strings......when i hear your voice inside...... to hold you longer i should have tried
still the bells i hear wedding bells i am not sure......but in my heart i know our love for each other was pure

As I stand by the side of the road
And my mind ready to explode
All I  must do is think of my love
With a little help from the man above
I thought I was so fragile right at the time
Its more important to me than making words rhyme
I do think I am in a special place
With this love that I thought that was gone without a trace
As I work my way back into her heart
I know fixing myself was the perfect way to start

I have been thinking for a long time.......is loving you a real crime
My whole has been put on hold......Baby why do I feel so cold
You are someone I waited my whole life for .....I would live and die just for you
Right now my hands are tied.....I am waiting for your sign I know you are on my side
I love you so much......we must try to keep in touch
I know this situation isn't the best.....
You are my life I don't care about the rest
I am fixing myself so I can come back to you.......I know you are waiting at least I hope that's true
It's been awhile since I have seen your smile......to see it again I would walk that mile
I have shed many tears......many bad thoughts and many fears
I have been alone for all my life......with you and only you I felt alive....so without you I doubt I would survive.
So I will wait just a little while longer.....so I can gain some strength and start to feel stronger
I profess my love for you ......to spend the rest of our days together this must be true

Yesterday my sister joined the angels ...my mom and my dad and the mother of the love of my life ......no more pain and suffering and no more strife she is  happy and with the sweetest company she could ever be with......he took her too young but a good reason there must have been.....
With her wings she shall fly ......high above me in the sky
To watch us and guide us when ever we are in need.......that's what she is known best for just doing the good deed
She will be missed by those close and far and loved by all ......because if you needed to talk all you had to do is call
She will always be in my heart and in my soul.....And my promise to her is to live my life as it should be lived and to not lose control
Her love and kindness for all living souls ......that was my sister and that's how she rolls
When we all said our goodbyes....as she rose to the skies
I will love her forever and miss her so....she will watch over me this I know
I have grown a lot because of what I have seen.......and got a little wiser if you know what I mean
I will cherish every moment I have on this earth and pray everyday so god gives me strength.......to live a life without any pain is everyone's wish ......but without any no lessons are learned..now I have gone through so much in my life but the lessons I have learned gives me so much to gain.