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starchild Mar 2018
Whats is the worst fear of all?
everyone one fears something
spiders
heights
the dark
tight spaces

What do you fear?
well ill tell you mine!
its the worst fear of all
Thinking you dont know how to love
the one you love the most

since ive believed my whole life
that no one could love me
i loved no body
And now....
i love somebody

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to show it
and now that love could be in jepardy
im afraid that someone might be able to show her love
better then me

and i love her whith all my heart
and all my being
its just showing it?
giving it to her
no matter how much i want to?
im horrible at love

but i will fight for her
i would **** for her
now that i can show!

but the worst fear of all?
is losing the love you love the most
.......Its a sad song....
starchild Mar 2018
I felt empty
I felt alone
i was gone

I felt horrible of what i did
i left her alone

so i gave her this music box
everytime i twisted that little ***
the music played
and all the memories i have of her
stayed

Flooded through the wooden base
the glass case
the flower
and most of all
the music
will never leave her alone

She just has to twist the ***
and ill always be there for her
as the lyric from my heart poor's
and im always with her

The music will never leave her alone
  Mar 2018 starchild
Rebel Heart
How dare you leave me so broken
How dare you leave me so alone
How dare you call me your best friend
Just to leave me on my own?
(Lyric Wall quotes and the vibe I'm really feeling right now because I thought I was over a lot of things in my life and then I'm still sitting here missing you ~BM)

(Front Page 3/8/2018)
starchild Mar 2018
I d
     o
        n
            t
               know what to say
                I d
                     o
                       n
                          t
                             know what to do
                                                         I feel helpless
                              I feel empty

And all i K N O W                     is that
  

                                        I M  H E R E  F O R  Y O U
I love someone. And she has no idea how much i love her.... a big problem we all face. I just wish i could be there when she need me and tell what what she needs to hear! but i cant.... and i don't know how. But ill stay strong for her this time i know it! And when shes sad ill try to be there... even though i don't know how. And i don't know if i can help. i never felt like i could help.....
  Feb 2018 starchild
Amanda Kay Burke
If I could turn back time
I would hit Backspace all day,
Id put on Caps Lock
and SHOUT what I say.

I'd use the whole Alphabet
To tell you hello,
Press seven Numbers
Til you picked up the phone.

I'd Tab through the comments
I didn't want to hear,
And use the Arrow Keys
To drag your body near.

I would Delete the harsh words
I didn't mean to speak,
And Insert the "I love yous"
I before couldn't leak.

I would use Ctrl to
Keep reigns over my heart,
And I would Escape lies
That tore us apart.

I'd Print out your photo
And kiss it goodnight,
Use the Calculator
To check that we were right.

I'd Paint you a picture
of us, you and me,
Then I'd hit Enter
Just so you would see.

Those are the things
I would do in my strife,
If only Backspace
worked in real life.
This is the first poem (that I have a copy of) i wrote that I actually thought was good. I was in seventh grade, twelve years old, and I wrote it for a newspaper competition. I knew it was really great but I didn't think I would beat all other applicants in the state in my age group. So you can imagine my surprise I'm sure when I DID win! That is the first time I was proud of my writing. So this one has a lot of special sentimental value. Thanks for reading.
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