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starchild Feb 2018
Balancing
just trying to be happy
and when you fall off the roof
you get up
and continue to play the strings of your happiness

but you realize
no matter what
its hard to be happy
in a world full of sorrow

so you stick to tradition
you try to stay safe in your little town
but they are there
their mean and cruel

but you need to realize
there's a reason that their that way
because they've been through pain of there own

Because all villains have been through pain

for that is what people must see
it doesn't matter if your a fiddler or a supporting villager
everyone goes through pain
for it matter only
how much pain.
and which point of view you have
=)
starchild Feb 2018
I...
I hide my light
In a cloak so tight
beneath the black and white
scarf
the diamond in my heart
locked deep within
to let it go?
to let it show?
and all the TVs read
for the whole world to see
"A monster."

I fall apart
apparently
Yes it was me
"A monster."

I hide my pain
inside lyric
its as if the notes I sing
set me free
I keep my love
under lock and key
I'm so afraid it will go,
go away from me
"A monster."

and all of me
is not enough for this I sing
They call me a monster
a freak of light
for I do not lie
for I only sing
A monster
in pain I hold myself
so tight
alone
I breath
=)
starchild Feb 2018
yesterday I was dared to tell
as many people as I can the word
beautiful.
because that's what the world needs
the knowing that's everybody is
beautiful.
my friends friend killed themselves the other day
and my friend was crying
because she felt alone
and I told her that she's never alone
but she said that she is alone
nobody loves her
that she is fat and ugly
that only her friend loved her
and then I said
I think your beautiful
everyone is beautiful
and you not alone
you have me and so many others
and were here for you
And I know your beautiful
so she was happy the rest of that day
so i told as many of you as I could
just that word
and then I said BEAUTIFUL
because I know everyone is. =)
  Feb 2018 starchild
Anji
Why do I love people
That cannot love me back?

"You used to be much muchier"
And why is it that
Some people never feel those attacks?
Is there such a thing as strength?
Do I always have to be that?

I thought there was a “braver” ***
So why am I always saving them?
Taking care of them,
Playing pretend
In their little sandbox of existence?

No. The goddess within
Demands
More than I can
Ever seem to attract.
  Feb 2018 starchild
Willy Shakysphere
The hottest lines - one after the other I devour
Salty - sultry - tasty - juicy sweet like a toasted flower.
The ink runs from the corners of my brain,
Oh God, have I been eating poetry again?

I made the mistake of swallowing one set of rhymes when
The librarian appeared, putting on her necklace chained
Reading glasses while looking down her nose.
Her eyeballs rolled, her head shook out her woes.

Tearing off another page with her walking toward me,
She was about to release the dogs - I had nowhere to flee.
She stomped her feet and began to weep
As I crumple the next page into a heap.

She backed away as I snarl and I bark,
Crunch, crunch, crunch - swallowing all the way to the question mark.
Finding her nerve she approaches me with a moan,
Then I watch in amazement as she tears off a page of her own.

Folding it up in the palm of her hand, she smiles
And growls and shoves the whole page in while
Pulling out another book from a hidden pocket in her dress.
We sneak off together into a hidden recess.

The hottest lines - one after the other we devour
Salty - sultry - tasty - juicy sweet like toasted flowers.
The ink runs from the corners of our brains,
Oh God, have we been eating poetry again?

With baited eyes we snarl and bark
Chomping with joy in our bookish dark.
This piece is my attempt to describe that need for expression, especially if you have someone who shares that need.
starchild Feb 2018
Is that your heart that's beating
or illusion your alive?
but upon this summer threshold
a demon comes at night

Piercing eyes cut threw me
a knife in hand so blight
But it really isn't necessary
for I'm the demon in the night

I may give you a smile
But I won't forgive those sins
ones done by those bully's
So I'm the dancing demon

Watch me twirl and watch me spin
But I may give you all a smile
But I won't forgive there sins
=)
  Feb 2018 starchild
Ysabel
Have you ever felt different?
That you are slowly sinking to a void you cannot resist.
That you are leaning to a wall that slowly crumbles from within.

Have you ever felt lost?
That whatever direction you take you just keep going to the same place.
That no matter how long you seemed you´ve walked on, you still can´t go far.

Have you ever felt dead?
Because this is what I feel right now.
I'm caught in a void that ***** me,
I'm caught in a path I can´t walk on.
I feel dead, I feel nothing at all
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