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Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

andy fardell

You cannot see the pain I feel
No expression from my hurt
Yet that look in your eyes makes me
Cry a little
I'm bleeding from my heart

Crying on the inside
Cry myself to sleep
I only want to hold you
Wake me from this dream

You turned the other corner
The reach was never near
Left behind I'm nothing
All hope
My dream
The fear

Crying on the inside
Cry myself to sleep
I only want to hold you
Wake me from this dream

And now the chair is empty
Just standing all alone
The cold has taken over
Ripping out my soul
Now your gone

Crying on the inside
Cry myself to sleep
I only want to hold you
Wake me from this dream

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

One Minute

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

Emily

One Minute

I wish for one minute
I could stop thinking about you

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

school is prison

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

haley

school is prison

i am drowning
another blank face
unrecognized and vacant
passing in the hall
in the empty eyes

bleeding out sleep
stress headaches
dehydration cramps
anxiety stomachaches
keeping me awake
through invisible sores

the teachers eyes
indifferent and glazed
too tired to care
why are we so tired
cut me through and through

i should be thankful for school but the system is flawed and school makes me literally sick to my stomach

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

How does it feel?

Oct 2013 tiaamaariaa

Damaged

How does it feel?

Do you know what it's like?
To walk in the room and immediately wanting to leave.
Do you know how it feels to look around as everyone waits for coach to show up
Knowing no one really wants you there.
No one would notice if you were gone.
Do you know what it's like,
To feel hated.
By every single person you see?
Do you know what it's like to feel like me?