I know,
how to bleed on paper
so nicely that
bleeding lead towards healing.

I wrap selotape on my heart so I can spend more time focusing on your scars.
Something you've never noticed,
I cant blame you,
You're just like everyone else,
I guess it's just the world we live in,
Everyone out for themself,
Dont pay no mind to the signs,
Blood seeping through my shirt,
You focus on all but my hurt,
It's my curse,
Never see the worst,
Let you trample upon me,
Until I dont feel worthy.
Not of you,
But of me,
No longer able to look in the mirror,
You see,
I was so busy fixing you.
I forgot my time was overdue.
Dont worry,
I'll add you to the other few.
The list,
To those that will never be missed.

I cut deep,
Hoping the pain will fade,
Hoping the new scars will take the focus off of the ones that lie upon my heart,
Only to leave myself branded with you all over my skin,
A map.
A map showing the journey of love, hope and despair,
It's done now,
And so very real,
I wonder if I'll eventually heal,
Only time will tell,
But I'll always remember the way you made me feel.