#fallingapart poems on Hello Poetry

GieAn Aug 2015

Most of these days, I always sleep.
Closing my eyes, Closing my heart,
Never letting memories flash on my mind.

Most of the time, I can't sleep.
With open eyes, open wounds,
The silence is always too loud.

Most days of my life now, I wish to be asleep.
Never allowing my mind to think
All the hurts, all the pain,
I wish I never felt when you leave

Oh, let me fall asleep.
Before myself fall apart,
I'll bury my heart so deep.

Everyday story.

#love #heartbreak #sad #lonely #pain #sleep #escape #fallingapart

FallenAngel93 May 2015

..Wondering..

They say "suicide is not the option"

           but...
                                                 *they never give you another one..

#broken #sad #depressed #dead #small #quote #fallingapart #wantingtodie

Reverie Dawson Apr 2015

I'm tired of it all.

I'm tired of me looking at myself and hating what I see.
I'm tired of crying when no one is around.
I'm tired of waiting for that one person to see that I'm hurting.
I'm tired of hoping, praying, screaming that someone could hear me.
It's like I'm in this big white box that has enslaved me.
Unable to see if anyone is looking at me or crying for me.
Unable to hear my screaming cries that ties me to this...cold and damp earth.
This earth filled with people dying, crying trying! trying so hard to fly away from all this.
I'm tired of pretending everything is going to be alright.
I'm tired of lying to myself, hiding, tying to fight my own mind.
Striving trying to laugh at those small but big things that are cutting me down, and tying me to this chair beating me.
All those colors I used to see in that big wide open space is gone.
Those stars bring me deep into my mind were I'm lost and wounded.
I'm tired of hurting.
Seeing anyone else hurt with me like this.
I break for them.
I can't do anything about it.
So I'm here writing this down, siting on my small bed and trying to block out this world.
Crying to myself.
Writing again and again and again.
Is that really all I can do?
I'm painting myself a picture of how I wish everything was.
And it's draining.
I'm failing.

#pain #crying #fallingapart #failing #sickofit

Mel Mar 2015

Dilemmas

I tried so hard,
I gave it my best,
I gave you my all,
but now there’s simply nothing left.

You stole my kind and innocent heart,
then proceeded to tear it in two.
Now I’m falling apart,
and I have no idea what to do.

Segregated by decisions,
scorched by the fire.
Confused by the words you speak,
I’m tempted by this burning desire.

I’m trying my best to live in the present,
but my mind is fixated on the past.
Not knowing what I will lose,
not even knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear,
drowning in this sea of doubt.
Struggling to be set free,
Looking for an escape route.

#love #heartbreak #doubt #desire #escape #blind #fallingapart

Alex Sheets Jan 2015

Burn the World

Lets just set this entire world on fire
And burn away all my desire
My dreams turn to smoke an hope turns into ash
I hear the buildings beginning to crash
The structures have started to fall
The shadows begin to call
The flames burn so bright
The smoke blacks out the light
But this is only the start
My heart is being torn apart
Are you truly alone
This pain will cut you down to the bone
These flames burn hot
I know this happens a lot
But this pain seems impossible to extinguish
The fire never seems to banish
The air is infected with smoke
The smell of lost hope
Ash lays all over the ground
Love is nowhere be found
Shadows surround me now
But I cant allow
myself to break down
Now lets watch fire light up this town
So breath in the smoke
and begin to choke
You start to fear
that your end is near
But this is just the start
My heart is being torn apart
Are you truly alone
This pain will cut you down to the bone
Death is all around
I wish you could keep me safe and sound
Tears and flames
It all ended the same
I thought I could conquer the world in your arms
But instead it only caused more harm
The fire burns it away
So maybe someday ill be okay

#fire #burn #fallingapart #****** #tomuch #worldonfire #settheworldonfire

SMN Dec 2014

falling apart

I can’t talk to you about this cause if I did
I would tell you that my heart is aching
and hurting so bad I just wanna rip it out
out of my chest with my own bare hands
I would tell you that I’m so depressed
that I sometimes wonder why I keep
fighting this battle with myself and I wonder
if it’ll ever stop hurting the way it does now
If we talked about this I would fall apart
and I don’t have time to fall apart cause
I’m busy holding myself together with tape and glue

*(s.m)

Inspired by Miranda Bailey, Grey's Anatomy

#feelings #broken #depression #pain #hurt #inspiration #fallingapart #greysanatomy

Alex Sheets Dec 2014

Halls

Walking through the halls in my mind
Lost and almost out of time
I'm own my own
I walk these halls alone
I hear the screams echo off the walls
I hate these ******* halls
Walking through the broken glass
Made from a shattered past
Lost and on my own
I walk these halls alone
Theres writing on these walls
I can hear their calls
Words I cant comprehend
Oh why wont this end
Searching for a way to escape my cell
Why cant I leave this hell
A hundred people live in these halls
Yet im alone despite them all
There trying to take control
I wont let them steal my soul
Lost and on my own
I wander these halls alone
Bound in chain
Locked away inside my own brain
I cant save myself
But I have no one else
My blood begins to freeze
I wish someone would cure my disease
Its getting hard to talk
I'm losing my ability to walk
Lost and on my own
I wish I didn't walk these halls alone

Yeah first thing ive wrote in a while so it kinda ***** but **** it need something on here

#alone #mind #fallingapart #losingcontrol

Savannah Jane Oct 2014

unraveling

you said you'd pull the thread
from my skin till my bones
felt embarrassed by all the attention
well they do
and
just a warning,
you're about to pull
the last thread
that's holding me together.

I wrote this after listening to I don't care if you're contagious by pierce the veil. so that's where this came from.

#lyrics #fallingapart #piercetheveil #unraveling #ptv

elizabeth Oct 2014

&

The sound of thunder
has always
made me feel less alone

It's as if
Nature, too,
is falling apart
and all of the little things
that are going wrong
have built up enough
for Her fury to let loose

And while my
internal outbursts
do not produce
a calming song
of polluted tears
on tarnished pavement,
they will create
an unwavering peace
with a rising sun
over sleeping puddles
that only the core of my soul
can see

Sometimes,
if I look hard enough,
I can also see a rainbow

#life #sadness #alone #rain #storm #breakdown #rainbow #thunder #better #fallingapart

Niki Elizabeth Sep 2014

let me breathe.

go there, go here,
do this, be near.
pulling me in different directions
losing my sense of self
trying to keep it together
yet needing to do it all,
and if I'm not careful I'll fall
fall apart, or fall in love
no matter the case it can wreck me
or it can save me
but in your case the former will happen
and I'll be left all alone
spread too thin, too weak to recover
and I'll fall to pieces again
waiting for you to come
and glue me back together.

inspired by the song "Spread Too Thin" by The ***** Heads

#love #poetry #worry #thoughts #falling #stress #help #inlove #fallingapart