fade until
the music stops

fade until
no one comes

fade
fade away
fade away from me
fade away
fade

fade until
you bend a spoon
then throw it
on the ground
throw away
the fork

run
run away
run away from me
run away
run

run until
no one comes

run until
the music stops https://t.co/wmJBduhQRi

I want to fall in love with his bad days
His insecurities
Become a best friend to his loneliness, his fears
A partner to his loathing

I want to love him for all he thinks he isn't
So I can prove him wrong and kiss away his hate

I want to fall in love with his tears
His messy hair in the mornings
His grogginess before his cup of coffee
His clumsy and nervous stutters

Everything about him, I want to find myself fawning over
I want to give him my all and love his everything
Because love doesn't pick and choose
It consumes all or it leaves with nothing

If I only choose to love his shimmer in the sunlight
Or his childish smiles and giggles
Then it would be as if I loved a portrait
Our love would only tarnish and fade with time

I will love everything or I will not love at all

you have always been captivated by the moon;
ignoring what surrounds you
even the magnificent stars
cannot gratify you

and I,
have always been tangled up in your orbit;
wishing I was the moon
you're yearning for

Just when I think I've finished fading,
Something makes me leave even more.