he gives me bad anxiety,
the kind
that makes
you want to
sleep for *days

"Having depression and anxiety is so conflicting because, its wanting to do everything, but wanting to do nothing at all, its wanting to score high on a test, but not having the energy to study, its being afraid to lose your best friends, but not having the energy to hang out with them, its sitting in your bed at 3 in the morning worrying about the future you don't even want to have."

i'm sorry

i'm such an *******,

i miss you

i lost the love of my life
to the east coast shore
now,
to only have the pain
of a thousand heart breaks
trying to move on