Sydney Marie

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Vice

The strength of an object,
to the biggest and back to the smallest,
to put the flesh of the innocent between its grips.
The devil on one side,
the angel on the other,
both saying what you need hear. The burning sensation you feel in the midst of trying to attempt what needs to be done.
From the biggest and sharpest to the smallest and simplest.
The bigger doesn't mean better,
but finding a new vice is always better.

Oh, sorry, I didn't mean to leave another mark on my skin canvas.

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Try

You turn left and right,
you're on the right path you know it too.
Your feet know it.
You try to ignore all the sensations and vibes that you know come all at once like the wind. It happens less then a few times but those are the times that that left and right seem so beyond impossible to follow.

You
try
and
try
to ignore it.
You
try
and
try
to shove it farther down into you.
You
try
and
try
to blame it on something else.
You
try
and
try
to inflict it.

You try and nothing works.

#lost #trying #insignificance #blame #failing

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Soul Searching

A soul is being able to exist in earth. Being able to feel and consider yourself a beautiful creature that was put here for a reason. A soul is something that has all of you in once place and it already knows everything you like and the emotions you carry and the moves you make. It's the brain for our whole body and why you do the things you do. It's a map that you don't know, but it knows.

Your soul is what makes a human
a human,
a cat
a cat,
a fish
a fish.

#souls #cats #humans #maps #fishes

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Shadows

A solid but half faded image of yourself always following.
Right behind you,
almost attached at the hip,
or feet really.

It will be there forever, it will grow as you do. Our shadows wont tell us what we want to hear but they show us who we are, who we will be in time. They show us, us, when we're lost in the other shadows of the world.

Even when our shadow disappears during the bright sunlight hours.

don't lose yourself in the world.

#world #beauty #darkness #light #news

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Photo

Its a memory captured forever, in its own little flat object, that can be torn with the slightest touch.
Sometimes its all we have left of a previous adventure or maybe the night that no one remembers.
Humans need to treasure these moments for as long as they can, some might not want to because of reasons, others might not be able to control what they forget.
Memories will fade and turn into nothing, photos will fade too, but they go black and white and stay forever.

#love #pictures #memories #memory #camera #lasting #photo #lusting

Sydney Marie Sep 2014

Equal

Just fathom for a moment, someone actually understanding what you want to be heard.
Having someone nod or smile at the fact that they have the same issue or looking at some painting and feeling the same emptiness and sadness as you do.
Just that the mind can comprehend such a fact that someone else could understand such a disaster of a title wave.
Everything that was left behind, they saw the same wreckage as you.

#feelings #broken #sad #writing #sleepy #relation #hopefull

Sydney Marie Jul 2014

Going Nowhere

Nothing could have been worst until it was a given that a human could be lost like this. So now what do you do? You can't go back, not after that, just hoping that the noise happened to stop. But no; One right then a left and a straight, then once again you stop and think; What now?

Left-Right, Left-Right.

Hours pass. Still nothing, until you realized your power is to weak.
So you just keep on going.

Left-Right, Left-Right.