Sydney Marie

Sydney Marie Jul 2014

Past

It's events in the form of dreams or memories, even thoughts that could reoccur over time if the now does not change. The now, can make the past seem like it was only yesterday or the day before. The years that go by, the months that go by, the weeks that go by, the days that go by. It's all in the past to the mind, but if the now does not change? The past can become all that is new.

All that it once was.

Sydney Marie Jul 2014

Now

Hearing what you want to hear, imagining what you want to imagine.
When someone gives you everything, from the smallest word to the biggest. But what happens now? When the obvious is given and there's nothing left? Now you wait and wonder. Wonder;
what their thinking,
seeing,
hearing,
feeling,
wanting.
Now, you wait.. and wait.. and wait.

Sydney Marie May 2014

Innocence

Reminding you of your childhood, how the only cutting involved was arts and crafts. How the only drug involved was to get rid of a cough. How the only imitation was of our parents and siblings for a laugh. This shell of purity and wholeness can break at any give time in someone's life, when something extravagant happens to take over the innocence.
A knife
A drug
A copycat

#life #strong #growing #youth #copycat

Sydney Marie May 2014

Eyes Half Closed

Dreaming can improve the imagination so the reality of it all doesn't seem so raw and cold to the touch. Feeling yourself completely drift off, so peacefully. It's a suicide mission everyone survives. But having your eyes half closed nothing can be accomplished. Dreams seem real, life like, as if someone was chasing you. As if someone was hurting you. As if someone had you under all their control. As if someone wanted your dreams and you, dead.

#sleep #bed #dreams #space #flying #horror #scary #nightmares #napping #naps

Sydney Marie Apr 2014

Two

Two is better than one.
This is why humans are born with;

Two feet to walk us through the obstacles of life.
Two legs to hold the weight of ourselves through the lowest of times.
Two arms to carry those who need our help.
Two hands to treasure the littlest things in our life with such care.

But we were only given one heart and one mind, to find the second in someone who we find just as perfect as our true self.

#love #trust #feelings #heart #beautiful #hands #people #feeling #feet #humans #arms #legs

Sydney Marie Apr 2014

Walk

It will never stop happening, turning a shoulder.
Left then right
It feels like cement blocks, it paralyzes you and so it should.
When you find something that amazing, that just simply words will never describe.
It will never be easy when you turn.
Your heart kicks you back.
It's stronger than anything.
Incredibly, it will always over power and see over anything.
Left then right
You can't do it, that's why it's only until next time.

#love #heartbreak #feelings #lust #strong #gone #missing #walk #footsteps

Sydney Marie Apr 2014

View

Not one but two, it gives you the diversity and creates that possible outcome that no one will understand.
To you it's clear, it has a reason, only to make you happy.
When you see it you know it.
You get lost in perfect stillness.
It all makes sense when you can't let go.
When you look you see exactly what you need to see.
Look deeper and you see what they want you too see.
Inflection is the strongest feeling.
When I look, I see what no one else will or can but it's perfect.
I don't want them seeing what I see.

Otherwise it wont be as special as it is.

#love #feelings #lust #friendship #trying #missing #failing