I found out you were leaving today,
Going on a new adventure without me.
Then the bottom fell out of my stomach,
And my heart filled with remorse.
My insides are screaming don't go,
I've tried turning off my feelings for you but I can't.
You made me forget the world,
Forget my pain and sorrow.
If I were to bump into you tomorrow I'd break,
I feel like you are running away.
I know,
I've been trying to runaway too.
I just want to say,
Don't go

Dear you,

Please don't forget about me.
Even if you find someone better.
I just want you to know no girl will ever love you like I still do.
Promise me that you'll not forget me.
I know you broke some of our other promises.
But please keep this one.
Promise me you won't forget about me.
Because I can't even fathom forgetting you, my love.

Sincerely,
____

Sometimes I hate my mind.
I forget everything that's important that I need to remember,
But I can't forget the things I want to.
I wish I could forget you.
I wish I could forget all the amazing things that we did,
Because those memories hurt so much now.
I wish I didn't remember every single detail about everything with you.
I remember every conversation,
Every thing I thought,
Everything we did.
Why?
I can't even remember what I was doing yesterday,
But I remember the first time we started talking, over a year ago.
I can't remember to call the doctor or do my homework,
But I remember our smallest, stupidest, most unimportant talks.
I wish I could forget you,
Because then I wouldn't be in so much pain.

listening to these songs reminds me me of you
of us, and our broken love
a sad sweet dalliance
that in the end left us both broken hearted and confused.
more me than you i think
and as i am reminded of you.
i miss you,
i miss you so so much.
i'm trying,
i promise i'm trying so hard
to forget.
to forget
the love that i felt for you,
the long phone calls,
the waiting that you put me through,
the hoping,
the courage i wasted on trying to get you to love me back.
but i can't,
i can't forget you.
i don't even think i want to.
but oh do i want to forget us.
i want to forget us so badly
because i hate remembering,
remembering means feeling
and feeling hurts.

I just want to let go
And forget about you.
But those kinds of things aren't easy to do.
When you meant so much
And then hurt me so bad,
I just want to let you go,
But I can't forget about that.
You're everywhere.
You won't let me be.
You're physically gone,
But you're haunting my dreams.

It's just that
I had a terrible night
And I want to talk to you
Because you always make me
Forget the pain
And nothing seems as bad
When I'm with you

But I can't talk to you
I don't know how

I want my best friend back
But  you don't
Want me here

Sometimes things get tough
People get mean
Things go without meaning
And people get hurt
But I have an addiction
An addiction to oxygen and life
I have an addiction to seeing smiles
And hearing certain voices
I have an addiction to the simple things in life
Yes, its hard
But the day I break my habit
Is the day I die
And my friend,
This addiction is not something that can be broken from rehab
This addiction
Is literally for life

If I have ever told you
"Ily" or "love ya"
Then you probably mean alot to me
Its one of the hardest things for me to say
Even when its meant casually
Because Ive been rejected so often
That Im kinda terrified to be rejected again