Walking upside down
I'm alive in a moonless sky

It's never morning when I wake up

Feel so out of my head

When you figure it out
Come let me know

I'm the only one crazy

I've never figured it out
Please let me know
When you figure it out

I'm out of my head

Walking dead
It seems like a good thing

Jumping up and down
Never coming back to the ground

I haven't seen the sun in days

Half noise

Hurt myself
to deep

I'm always feeling like the opposite

Silhouettes lit on fire

Can't keep giving away my affection
Give you my attention

Come out
When you figure it out

I can't ever find the truth

I'm sorry if I mess up
I can't keep my mouth shut

and I've considered cutting off my tongue

I say all the wrong things
more than I've said good things

I want to turn away
and runaway

from all the hurtful words I've spilled
to you
and myself

I won't be able to stay

I want to go away

please stop calling me

I only make things worse
I'm always at a distance

in silence, I give my best advice

I want to turn away
go away

I never stay

holding all the things I want to say

hard to imagine
I'll ever change

but I do every day

I don't want to let a moment pass

I hope I don't fall behind

express my love

maybe I should call it quits

I don't want to ruin my mind

I

I

I

I

change in ways
no one understands

I

I'll never be ready

(I don't want to ruin my life)

How should I fall asleep

with so many memories on replay

it's about us right now
you are with me

you're leaving
I'm with you

by heart

I'm wasting time
looking for things
so many distractions

I'm with you
it's all about us

how will I fall asleep
you're running in my head

I've lived more than
365 days
so why does every year feel the same

I tell myself I should start to change
but I only become the same person again midway

It hurts
it brings pain

the same sun
the same wind

I want to see the sky fall
I want to breathe in the night's rain

I've lived for more than 24 hours
but I feel like it's only been an hour

She writes in a way
I'll never be able to

I can't reach the surface

I must try again
She is waiting

I take my time
I never respond on time

Maybe she hates me
Maybe not

Everyone loves her
they love her poems

She writes a way
I can't reach

And I
So behind

Must find a way into her head

I love the way she writes about it

I can't even scratch the surface

I don't want to say it's true

can I get what I want

I've been hiding away my hands

will I ever admit to you what I want

I miss you in the evenings
when the birds are leaving

all my memories are empty

I was thinking of you at 11 PM

Do you still play the violin

What music do you hear these days

I'm sorry
I let our friendship go to waste

I distance myself from the people I miss

You've never appeared in my dreams
I cherish our memories

I love you so much
for all the days we spent together

If you have forgotten about me
It's okay

I hope I see you in my dreams
so I can say goodbye

I'm looking for someone

somewhere

I can't wake up

I can feel the fan running

Sun is shining

I can hear the rain falling

I'm looking for something

I've never met before

To complete me
To fill me up with life

My past is filled with so much light and shadows

I miss her

He's gone

In a better place


I hope to get there one day