I love the way you poison my mind

How you stare at me all day long
without blinking an eye

I see you trying to slip inside
from the corner of my eye

Everyone says they love me

But I don't feel the love

Why do you keep turning away
when I need your help

You love me so much
Why can't I tell everyone else

I love the way you change my thoughts and words

You're in my mouth
Holding back everything I want to say

You infiltrate my mind
I wonder why I've changed

Now I feel so poisonous

I love the way you love me

ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ˢᵃʸˢ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ

ᴵ'ᵐ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉʸ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ

ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵗᵘʳⁿ ᵃʷᵃʸ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᴵ'ᵐ ʰᵘʳᵗᶦⁿᵍ

All this
Talk
Talk
Talk

No one is any better

No one ever changes

I'm hoping for a better life
I hope to not follow their footsteps

Talk
Talk
More talk

I'm so tired
My ears might explode

I'm not sure how much I can take
before I let it all out

I'm falling asleep
I love it
I love this

my dreams feel like I'm living another life
I'm inside different worlds
parallel universe

I love it
help me fall asleep

let me breathe

I just want to live inside these dreams

It was good morning till I woke up
I took one glance at the sun
Diving down
I don't want it
I can't help but love you
More than myself

losing myself in endless realities
I just want to love myself today
Let you go today

We can't touch
You can't be seen

So we hide
Until the stars are out

\ \

You ask me if I love the rain more than you

I really do

I love the moon more than you

I would pick anything over your
empty eyes

I loved you more than myself

Now
I love myself everyday

Letting you go
Today

If I keep walking
You're more far away

It's fine

I'm going
Don't worry I'm fine

If I can't see you one last time

I almost forget you
along this path

so lonely
everlasting
silence

I'm walking
Its fine

Don't worry
I'm going

turn back
a little bit

Walking alone

this path so cold

I was waiting for the sun to go down
The clouds suddenly appeared
as if someone called them

I'm trying to make them go away
but the sky doesn't feel so sad
It doesn't want to cry tonight

Open doors
I messaged you I love you
You responded
Don't say that

I have to keep quiet
I'm turning into someone else
I'm not myself around you

The clouds
Where did they come from
He called for them

He said he had to

Won't he let me in
Come on

I know you're not yourself
When I'm around

I can't see the blue sky

he's playing with my eyes

He says he has to

I have to connect myself to an outlet
I'm drained out of energy

My friends
Beautiful days

I never noticed the trees then

My life
hard times

Its best of friends
We'll never see each other again


I'm running out of memories
I have little space

Please erase all past years pictures from my head

I'm trying to download your laugh
replay it
When you're away

I can't cry

I have no sense

Best of friends

Let me feel it
What they feel

All I feel is lost

Pick a hole in the sky
you came by
I only said hi

afraid
didn't make any eye contact

Small drops
on my arm
falling asleep
you won't leave

The word you talk of
I don't believe

Is it my loss of faith
have I become hopeless
in this endless summer heat

I lay lower than my bed
I feel lower

losing sight of the sky

picking a hole
so it can rain tonight

Loving you is very quiet
silent hurting
bleeding heart
broken

I love you till the sun goes down

You never say what I want you to say

I feel like plastic

We were meant to be
all living beings have an end

Words come out
In ways I didn't plan out

Maybe if I stay quiet
You'll want to keep me around

Maybe if I keep it down
I won't seen so small

I always feel like I'm letting you down

I like reading ghost poems
their writers are gone
we'll never find them

my only weakness
is always running back

this sinkhole
keeps me pressed up against
the strong current

I love how we try and find the solution
only to return where we started

where is the rain
I'm seeing heavy clouds all day

I can go on
how I want rain
but I won't cry

breathe in
breathe out

I don't want to see you die
such a beautiful tree
please don't leave

all this time you never grew
I never knew you were dying